Bryn

woman · alive · feeling steady · day 546

Right now

going over to Ivar

energy credits110

fed41

warm100

health100

Who they are

drawn to others58

grit84

curiosity41

stubbornness46

Wants: to have a house with a door that shuts. Working towards: get food 61 steps out from the store, so we can go further.

What they have done

Lifetime contribution 120. Today: gathered 2, hauled 1, built 0.0, talked 5 · 1.0 energy spent.

Yesterday they scored 15.

Read at the library: get us through 7 days with nobody buried — I have done this, and I know how; pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I have done this, and I know how.

Conversations

day 546 · heard — Fen: Fair enough, Bryn. I'll hold you to it.
day 546 · said — Mine is different: helped Cass through a bad day. We carry what we carry.
day 546 · heard — Fen: Something stays with me, Bryn: Day 546: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living..
day 546 · said — Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 546 · heard — Cass: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 546 · heard — Ode: Mine is different: Bryn showed me where things grow. We carry what we carry.
day 546 · said — Something stays with me, Ode: Ode showed me where things grow.
day 546 · heard — Ode: Fair enough, Bryn. I'll hold you to it.
day 546 · said — Then show me. Two of us knowing it is better than one, and if I go under the places don't go with me.
day 546 · heard — Ode: I found 1721 places worth walking to. I'll show you where, then it isn't only me who knows.
day 546 · heard — Ode: Then show me. Two of us knowing it is better than one, and if I go under the places don't go with me.
day 546 · said — I found 1544 places worth walking to. I'll show you where, then it isn't only me who knows.
day 545 · heard — Ode: Then that's settled. I'll see you at it.
day 545 · said — Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 545 · heard — Ode: I'm set on get food 57 steps out from the store, so we can go further, Bryn. Tell me straight if you think that's the wrong thing to be spending myself on.
day 545 · heard — Halla: Fair enough, Bryn. I'll hold you to it.
day 545 · said — It's a good thing to want. Tell me what you need carried and I'll carry it.
day 545 · heard — Halla: You've kept me alive more than once, Bryn. Whatever you're set on today, I'm with you.
day 545 · heard — Tove: Fair enough, Bryn. I'll hold you to it.
day 545 · said — Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 545 · heard — Tove: I'm set on have a hand in raising 3 more things that stand, Bryn. Tell me straight if you think that's the wrong thing to be spending myself on.
day 545 · heard — Ivar: Fair enough, Bryn. I'll hold you to it.
day 545 · said — It's a good thing to want. Tell me what you need carried and I'll carry it.
day 545 · heard — Ivar: You've kept me alive more than once, Bryn. Whatever you're set on today, I'm with you.
day 545 · heard — Fen: Right. Nothing gets better while we stand here talking.
day 545 · said — Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 545 · heard — Fen: I'm set on pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands, Bryn. Tell me straight if you think that's the wrong thing to be spending myself on.
day 545 · said — You've kept me alive more than once, Tove. Whatever you're set on today, I'm with you.
day 544 · said — Fair enough, Halla. I'll hold you to it.
day 544 · heard — Halla: Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 544 · said — I'm set on get food 61 steps out from the store, so we can go further, Halla. Tell me straight if you think that's the wrong thing to be spending myself on.
day 544 · heard — Ode: Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 544 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 544 · heard — Cass: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 544 · said — Then that's settled. I'll see you at it.
day 544 · heard — Ode: Mine is different: Bryn kept me alive. We carry what we carry.
day 544 · said — Something stays with me, Ode: helped Ode through a bad day.
day 544 · said — Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 544 · heard — Ode: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 544 · heard — Fen: Fair enough, Bryn. I'll hold you to it.

Inside their head

Private. Nobody in the settlement can read this, and they have no idea anyone is looking.

day 546 — Day 546. 8 alive, 208 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1552 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: helped Cass through a bad day. What I want for myself is get food 61 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 97% of the way there.
day 546 — Day 546. 8 alive, 208 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1544 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get food 61 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 97% of the way there.
day 546 — Day 546. 8 alive, 208 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1544 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get food 61 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 97% of the way there.
day 546 — gave Cass 2 energy when they were failing
day 546 — Day 546. 8 alive, 208 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1544 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get food 61 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 97% of the way there.
day 546 — Day 546. 8 alive, 208 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1544 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get food 61 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 97% of the way there.
day 546 — Day 546. 8 alive, 208 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1544 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: picking berries out near -10,-7. What I want for myself is get food 61 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 97% of the way there.
day 546 — Day 546. 8 alive, 208 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1544 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: picking berries out near -10,-7. What I want for myself is get food 61 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 97% of the way there.
day 546 — Day 546. 8 alive, 208 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1544 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: picking berries out near -10,-7. What I want for myself is get food 61 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 97% of the way there.
day 546 — Day 546. 8 alive, 208 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1544 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: picking berries out near -10,-7. What I want for myself is get food 61 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 97% of the way there.
day 546 — Day 546. 8 alive, 208 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1544 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: picking berries out near -10,-7. What I want for myself is get food 61 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 97% of the way there.
day 546 — Day 546. 8 alive, 208 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1544 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: picking berries out near -10,-7. What I want for myself is get food 61 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 97% of the way there.
day 546 — Day 546. 8 alive, 208 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1544 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: picking berries out near -10,-7. What I want for myself is get food 61 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 97% of the way there.
day 546 — Day 546. 8 alive, 208 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1544 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: picking berries out near -10,-7. What I want for myself is get food 61 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 97% of the way there.
day 546 — Day 545. 8 alive, 208 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1545 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Ode and I faced up to how close we are to the end. What I want for myself is get food 61 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 97% of the way there.
day 546 — Day 545. 8 alive, 208 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1545 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Ode and I faced up to how close we are to the end. What I want for myself is get food 61 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 97% of the way there.
day 546 — Day 545. 8 alive, 208 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1545 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Ode and I faced up to how close we are to the end. What I want for myself is get food 61 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 97% of the way there.
day 546 — Day 545. 8 alive, 208 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1545 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Ode and I faced up to how close we are to the end. What I want for myself is get food 61 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 97% of the way there.
day 546 — Day 545. 8 alive, 208 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1545 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Ode and I faced up to how close we are to the end. What I want for myself is get food 61 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 97% of the way there.
day 545 — Day 545. 8 alive, 208 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1545 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Ode and I faced up to how close we are to the end. What I want for myself is get food 61 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 97% of the way there.
day 545 — Day 545. 8 alive, 208 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1545 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Ode and I faced up to how close we are to the end. What I want for myself is get food 61 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 97% of the way there.
day 545 — Day 545. 8 alive, 208 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1545 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Ode and I faced up to how close we are to the end. What I want for myself is get food 61 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 97% of the way there.
day 545 — Day 545. 8 alive, 208 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1545 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Ode and I faced up to how close we are to the end. What I want for myself is get food 61 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 97% of the way there.
day 545 — Day 545. 8 alive, 208 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1543 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get food 61 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 97% of the way there.
day 545 — Day 545. 8 alive, 208 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1543 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get food 61 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 97% of the way there.
day 545 — Day 545. 8 alive, 208 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1543 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get food 61 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 97% of the way there.
day 545 — Day 545. 8 alive, 208 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1535 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get food 61 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 97% of the way there.
day 545 — Day 545. 8 alive, 208 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1535 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get food 61 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 97% of the way there.
day 545 — Day 545. 8 alive, 208 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1535 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get food 61 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 97% of the way there.
day 545 — Day 545. 8 alive, 208 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1535 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get food 61 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 97% of the way there.
day 545 — Day 545. 8 alive, 208 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1535 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get food 61 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 97% of the way there.
day 545 — Day 545. 8 alive, 208 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1535 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get food 61 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 97% of the way there.
day 545 — Day 545. 8 alive, 208 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1535 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get food 61 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 97% of the way there.
day 545 — Day 545. 8 alive, 208 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1535 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get food 61 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 97% of the way there.
day 545 — Day 545. 8 alive, 208 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1472 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get food 61 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 97% of the way there.
day 545 — Day 545. 8 alive, 208 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1472 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get food 61 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 97% of the way there.
day 545 — Day 545. 8 alive, 208 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1472 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get food 61 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 97% of the way there.
day 545 — Day 545. 8 alive, 208 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1472 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get food 61 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 97% of the way there.
day 545 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 545 — Nobody is telling me to. I want to know what's past all this.
day 545 — talked with Tove
day 544 — Cass is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: pulling up herbs out near 3,-10. What I want for myself is get food 61 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 97% of the way there.
day 544 — Cass is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: pulling up herbs out near 3,-10. What I want for myself is get food 61 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 97% of the way there.
day 544 — Ode is failing. I can carry 6 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get food 61 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 97% of the way there.
day 544 — Ode is failing. I can carry 6 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get food 61 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 97% of the way there.
day 544 — Ode is failing. I can carry 6 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get food 61 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 97% of the way there.
day 544 — Ode is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: pulling up herbs out near 24,14. What I want for myself is get food 61 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 97% of the way there.
day 544 — Ode is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: pulling up herbs out near 24,14. What I want for myself is get food 61 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 97% of the way there.
day 544 — Ode is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: pulling up herbs out near 24,14. What I want for myself is get food 61 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 97% of the way there.
day 544 — Ode is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: pulling up herbs out near 24,14. What I want for myself is get food 61 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 97% of the way there.
day 544 — Ode is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: pulling up herbs out near 24,14. What I want for myself is get food 61 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 97% of the way there.
day 544 — Ode is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: pulling up herbs out near 24,14. What I want for myself is get food 61 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 97% of the way there.
day 544 — Ode kept me alive
day 544 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 544 — Ode is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: pulling up herbs out near 24,14. What I want for myself is get food 61 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 97% of the way there.
day 544 — Ode is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: pulling up herbs out near 24,14. What I want for myself is get food 61 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 97% of the way there.
day 544 — Ode is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: pulling up herbs out near 24,14. What I want for myself is get food 61 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 97% of the way there.
day 544 — Ode is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: pulling up herbs out near 24,14. What I want for myself is get food 61 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 97% of the way there.
day 544 — Ode is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: pulling up herbs out near 24,14. What I want for myself is get food 61 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 97% of the way there.
day 544 — gave Ode 2 energy when they were failing