Bryn

woman · alive · feeling steady · day 547

Right now

carrying it to the larder

energy credits120

fed96

warm95

health100

Who they are

drawn to others58

grit84

curiosity41

stubbornness46

Wants: to have a house with a door that shuts. Working towards: get food 61 steps out from the store, so we can go further.

What they have done

Lifetime contribution 129. Today: gathered 0, hauled 0, built 0.0, talked 0 · 1.0 energy spent.

Yesterday they scored 28.

Read at the library: get us through 7 days with nobody buried — I have done this, and I know how; pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I have done this, and I know how.

Conversations

day 546 · heard — Tove: Then that's settled. I'll see you at it.
day 546 · said — Then show me. Two of us knowing it is better than one, and if I go under the places don't go with me.
day 546 · heard — Tove: I found 1648 places worth walking to. I'll show you where, then it isn't only me who knows.
day 546 · heard — Ode: Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 546 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 546 · said — Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 546 · heard — Halla: I'm set on get food 67 steps out from the store, so we can go further, Bryn. Tell me straight if you think that's the wrong thing to be spending myself on.
day 546 · heard — Nell: Fair enough, Bryn. I'll hold you to it.
day 546 · said — Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 546 · heard — Nell: I'm set on raise a child of my own, Bryn. Tell me straight if you think that's the wrong thing to be spending myself on.
day 546 · heard — Halla: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 546 · heard — Cass: Fair enough, Bryn. I'll hold you to it.
day 546 · said — It's a good thing to want. Tell me what you need carried and I'll carry it.
day 546 · heard — Cass: You've kept me alive more than once, Bryn. Whatever you're set on today, I'm with you.
day 546 · said — Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 546 · heard — Cass: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 546 · heard — Tove: Good. I'd rather do it with you than alone.
day 546 · said — It's a good thing to want. Tell me what you need carried and I'll carry it.
day 546 · heard — Tove: You've kept me alive more than once, Bryn. Whatever you're set on today, I'm with you.
day 546 · heard — Nell: Right. Nothing gets better while we stand here talking.
day 546 · said — Mine is different: Ivar and I faced up to how close we are to the end. We carry what we carry.
day 546 · heard — Nell: Something stays with me, Bryn: Day 546: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living..
day 546 · said — There was food in the store when I last looked — maybe 22793 worth. Go on, I'll keep at this.
day 546 · heard — Halla: Bryn, I'm down to nothing. Is there anything left in the store?
day 546 · heard — Ivar: Right. Nothing gets better while we stand here talking.
day 546 · said — Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 546 · heard — Ivar: I'm set on pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands, Bryn. Tell me straight if you think that's the wrong thing to be spending myself on.
day 546 · said — Fair enough, Tove. I'll hold you to it.
day 546 · heard — Tove: Then show me. Two of us knowing it is better than one, and if I go under the places don't go with me.
day 546 · said — I found 1551 places worth walking to. I'll show you where, then it isn't only me who knows.
day 546 · heard — Fen: Fair enough, Bryn. I'll hold you to it.
day 546 · said — Mine is different: helped Cass through a bad day. We carry what we carry.
day 546 · heard — Fen: Something stays with me, Bryn: Day 546: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living..
day 546 · said — Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 546 · heard — Cass: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 546 · heard — Ode: Mine is different: Bryn showed me where things grow. We carry what we carry.
day 546 · said — Something stays with me, Ode: Ode showed me where things grow.
day 546 · heard — Ode: Fair enough, Bryn. I'll hold you to it.
day 546 · said — Then show me. Two of us knowing it is better than one, and if I go under the places don't go with me.
day 546 · heard — Ode: I found 1721 places worth walking to. I'll show you where, then it isn't only me who knows.

Inside their head

Private. Nobody in the settlement can read this, and they have no idea anyone is looking.

day 547 — Day 547. 8 alive, 208 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1549 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get food 61 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 97% of the way there.
day 546 — I am hungry and it is day 546. I think the store has about 22793 food in it, which is 2849.1 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: helped Cass through a bad day. What I want for myself is get food 61 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 97% of the way there.
day 546 — I am hungry and it is day 546. I think the store has about 22793 food in it, which is 2849.1 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: helped Cass through a bad day. What I want for myself is get food 61 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 97% of the way there.
day 546 — I am hungry and it is day 546. I think the store has about 22793 food in it, which is 2849.1 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: helped Cass through a bad day. What I want for myself is get food 61 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 97% of the way there.
day 546 — I am hungry and it is day 546. I think the store has about 22793 food in it, which is 2849.1 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: helped Cass through a bad day. What I want for myself is get food 61 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 97% of the way there.
day 546 — I am hungry and it is day 546. I think the store has about 22793 food in it, which is 2849.1 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: helped Cass through a bad day. What I want for myself is get food 61 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 97% of the way there.
day 546 — Ode kept me alive
day 546 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 546 — I am hungry and it is day 546. I think the store has about 22793 food in it, which is 2849.1 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: helped Cass through a bad day. What I want for myself is get food 61 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 97% of the way there.
day 546 — I am hungry and it is day 546. I think the store has about 22793 food in it, which is 2849.1 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: helped Cass through a bad day. What I want for myself is get food 61 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 97% of the way there.
day 546 — I am hungry and it is day 546. I think the store has about 22793 food in it, which is 2849.1 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: helped Cass through a bad day. What I want for myself is get food 61 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 97% of the way there.
day 546 — I am hungry and it is day 546. I think the store has about 22793 food in it, which is 2849.1 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: helped Cass through a bad day. What I want for myself is get food 61 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 97% of the way there.
day 546 — I am hungry and it is day 546. I think the store has about 22793 food in it, which is 2849.1 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: helped Cass through a bad day. What I want for myself is get food 61 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 97% of the way there.
day 546 — Day 546. 8 alive, 208 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1552 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: helped Cass through a bad day. What I want for myself is get food 61 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 97% of the way there.
day 546 — gave Cass 2 energy when they were failing
day 546 — Day 546. 8 alive, 208 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1552 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: helped Cass through a bad day. What I want for myself is get food 61 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 97% of the way there.
day 546 — Day 546. 8 alive, 208 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1552 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: helped Cass through a bad day. What I want for myself is get food 61 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 97% of the way there.
day 546 — Day 546. 8 alive, 208 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1552 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: helped Cass through a bad day. What I want for myself is get food 61 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 97% of the way there.
day 546 — Day 546. 8 alive, 208 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1552 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: helped Cass through a bad day. What I want for myself is get food 61 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 97% of the way there.
day 546 — Day 546. 8 alive, 208 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1552 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: helped Cass through a bad day. What I want for myself is get food 61 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 97% of the way there.
day 546 — Day 546. 8 alive, 208 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1544 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get food 61 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 97% of the way there.
day 546 — Day 546. 8 alive, 208 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1544 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get food 61 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 97% of the way there.
day 546 — gave Cass 2 energy when they were failing
day 546 — Day 546. 8 alive, 208 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1544 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get food 61 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 97% of the way there.
day 546 — Day 546. 8 alive, 208 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1544 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get food 61 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 97% of the way there.
day 546 — Day 546. 8 alive, 208 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1544 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: picking berries out near -10,-7. What I want for myself is get food 61 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 97% of the way there.
day 546 — Day 546. 8 alive, 208 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1544 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: picking berries out near -10,-7. What I want for myself is get food 61 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 97% of the way there.
day 546 — Day 546. 8 alive, 208 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1544 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: picking berries out near -10,-7. What I want for myself is get food 61 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 97% of the way there.
day 546 — Day 546. 8 alive, 208 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1544 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: picking berries out near -10,-7. What I want for myself is get food 61 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 97% of the way there.
day 546 — Day 546. 8 alive, 208 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1544 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: picking berries out near -10,-7. What I want for myself is get food 61 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 97% of the way there.
day 546 — Day 546. 8 alive, 208 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1544 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: picking berries out near -10,-7. What I want for myself is get food 61 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 97% of the way there.
day 546 — Day 546. 8 alive, 208 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1544 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: picking berries out near -10,-7. What I want for myself is get food 61 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 97% of the way there.
day 546 — Day 546. 8 alive, 208 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1544 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: picking berries out near -10,-7. What I want for myself is get food 61 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 97% of the way there.
day 546 — Day 545. 8 alive, 208 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1545 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Ode and I faced up to how close we are to the end. What I want for myself is get food 61 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 97% of the way there.
day 546 — Day 545. 8 alive, 208 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1545 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Ode and I faced up to how close we are to the end. What I want for myself is get food 61 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 97% of the way there.
day 546 — Day 545. 8 alive, 208 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1545 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Ode and I faced up to how close we are to the end. What I want for myself is get food 61 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 97% of the way there.
day 546 — Day 545. 8 alive, 208 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1545 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Ode and I faced up to how close we are to the end. What I want for myself is get food 61 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 97% of the way there.
day 546 — Day 545. 8 alive, 208 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1545 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Ode and I faced up to how close we are to the end. What I want for myself is get food 61 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 97% of the way there.
day 545 — Day 545. 8 alive, 208 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1545 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Ode and I faced up to how close we are to the end. What I want for myself is get food 61 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 97% of the way there.
day 545 — Day 545. 8 alive, 208 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1545 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Ode and I faced up to how close we are to the end. What I want for myself is get food 61 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 97% of the way there.
day 545 — Day 545. 8 alive, 208 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1545 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Ode and I faced up to how close we are to the end. What I want for myself is get food 61 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 97% of the way there.
day 545 — Day 545. 8 alive, 208 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1545 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Ode and I faced up to how close we are to the end. What I want for myself is get food 61 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 97% of the way there.
day 545 — Day 545. 8 alive, 208 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1543 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get food 61 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 97% of the way there.
day 545 — Day 545. 8 alive, 208 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1543 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get food 61 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 97% of the way there.
day 545 — Day 545. 8 alive, 208 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1543 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get food 61 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 97% of the way there.
day 545 — Day 545. 8 alive, 208 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1535 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get food 61 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 97% of the way there.
day 545 — Day 545. 8 alive, 208 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1535 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get food 61 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 97% of the way there.
day 545 — Day 545. 8 alive, 208 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1535 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get food 61 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 97% of the way there.
day 545 — Day 545. 8 alive, 208 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1535 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get food 61 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 97% of the way there.
day 545 — Day 545. 8 alive, 208 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1535 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get food 61 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 97% of the way there.
day 545 — Day 545. 8 alive, 208 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1535 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get food 61 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 97% of the way there.
day 545 — Day 545. 8 alive, 208 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1535 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get food 61 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 97% of the way there.
day 545 — Day 545. 8 alive, 208 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1535 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get food 61 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 97% of the way there.
day 545 — Day 545. 8 alive, 208 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1472 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get food 61 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 97% of the way there.
day 545 — Day 545. 8 alive, 208 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1472 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get food 61 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 97% of the way there.
day 545 — Day 545. 8 alive, 208 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1472 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get food 61 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 97% of the way there.
day 545 — Day 545. 8 alive, 208 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1472 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get food 61 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 97% of the way there.
day 545 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 545 — Nobody is telling me to. I want to know what's past all this.
day 545 — talked with Tove