Nell

woman · no longer with them · feeling gone · day 568

Right now

heading to the larder to eat

energy credits50

fed0

warm100

health0

Who they are

drawn to others61

grit50

curiosity67

stubbornness39

Wants: to be the one they come to when something needs making. Working towards: raise a child of my own.

What they have done

Lifetime contribution 234. Today: gathered 0, hauled 0, built 0.0, talked 0 · 0.0 energy spent.

Yesterday they scored 0.

Read at the library: get food 74 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I have done this, and I know how.

Conversations

day 565 · heard — Halla: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 565 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 564 · heard — Tove: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 564 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 564 · heard — Halla: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 564 · said — Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 564 · heard — Tove: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 564 · heard — Tove: There was food in the store when I last looked — maybe 23018 worth. Go on, I'll keep at this.
day 564 · said — You look half-starved, Tove. Go and eat — I'll cover your work today.
day 564 · said — Then that's settled. I'll see you at it.
day 564 · heard — Tove: Mine is different: helped Nell through a bad day. We carry what we carry.
day 564 · said — Something stays with me, Tove: Tove kept me alive.
day 564 · heard — Tove: Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 564 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 564 · said — Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 564 · heard — Halla: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 564 · said — Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 564 · heard — Tove: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 564 · said — Fair enough, Tove. I'll hold you to it.
day 564 · heard — Tove: Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 564 · said — I still think about the ones in the ground. 211 of us didn't make it this far. I'd like this to be the year nobody else goes.
day 564 · heard — Halla: Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 564 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 564 · heard — Tove: It's a good thing to want. Tell me what you need carried and I'll carry it.
day 564 · said — You've kept me alive more than once, Tove. Whatever you're set on today, I'm with you.
day 564 · heard — Cass: I'm not going to last the night on my own.
day 563 · heard — Halla: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 563 · heard — Tove: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 563 · heard — Cass: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 563 · heard — Tove: Then show me. Two of us knowing it is better than one, and if I go under the places don't go with me.
day 563 · said — I found 1641 places worth walking to. I'll show you where, then it isn't only me who knows.
day 563 · heard — Tove: Here — take it. You'd do it for me.

Inside their head

Private. Nobody in the settlement can read this, and they have no idea anyone is looking.

day 565 — I am hungry and it is day 565. I think the store has about 22997 food in it, which is 2874.6 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 565 — I am hungry and it is day 565. I think the store has about 22997 food in it, which is 2874.6 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 565 — I am hungry and it is day 565. I think the store has about 22997 food in it, which is 2874.6 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 565 — I am hungry and it is day 565. I think the store has about 22997 food in it, which is 2874.6 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 565 — I am hungry and it is day 565. I think the store has about 22997 food in it, which is 2874.6 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 565 — I am hungry and it is day 565. I think the store has about 22997 food in it, which is 2874.6 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 565 — I am hungry and it is day 565. I think the store has about 22997 food in it, which is 2874.6 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 565 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 565 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 565 — nobody gave me anything
day 565 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 565 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 565 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 565 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 565 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 564 — I am hungry and it is day 564. I think the store has about 22997 food in it, which is 2874.6 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 564 — I am hungry and it is day 564. I think the store has about 22997 food in it, which is 2874.6 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 564 — I am hungry and it is day 564. I think the store has about 22997 food in it, which is 2874.6 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 564 — I am hungry and it is day 564. I think the store has about 22997 food in it, which is 2874.6 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 564 — I am hungry and it is day 564. I think the store has about 22997 food in it, which is 2874.6 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 564 — Tove is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 564 — Tove is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 564 — Tove is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 564 — Tove is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 564 — nobody gave me anything
day 564 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 564 — Tove is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 564 — Tove is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 564 — Tove is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 564 — Tove is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 564 — gave Tove 2 energy when they were failing
day 564 — Tove is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 564 — Tove is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 564 — Tove is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 564 — I am hungry and it is day 564. I think the store has about 22997 food in it, which is 2874.6 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: helped Halla through a bad day. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 564 — I am hungry and it is day 564. I think the store has about 22997 food in it, which is 2874.6 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: helped Halla through a bad day. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 564 — I am hungry and it is day 564. I think the store has about 22997 food in it, which is 2874.6 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: helped Halla through a bad day. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 564 — I am hungry and it is day 564. I think the store has about 22997 food in it, which is 2874.6 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: helped Halla through a bad day. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 564 — I am hungry and it is day 564. I think the store has about 22997 food in it, which is 2874.6 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: helped Halla through a bad day. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 564 — I am hungry and it is day 564. I think the store has about 22997 food in it, which is 2874.6 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: helped Halla through a bad day. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 564 — I am hungry and it is day 564. I think the store has about 22997 food in it, which is 2874.6 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: helped Halla through a bad day. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 564 — Tove kept me alive
day 564 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 564 — I am hungry and it is day 564. I think the store has about 22997 food in it, which is 2874.6 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: helped Halla through a bad day. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 564 — I am hungry and it is day 564. I think the store has about 22997 food in it, which is 2874.6 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: helped Halla through a bad day. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 564 — gave Halla 2 energy when they were failing
day 564 — Day 564. 8 alive, 211 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1641 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Halla kept me alive. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 564 — Day 564. 8 alive, 211 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1641 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Halla kept me alive. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 564 — Day 564. 8 alive, 211 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1641 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Halla kept me alive. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 564 — gave Tove 2 energy when they were failing
day 564 — Day 564. 8 alive, 211 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1641 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Halla kept me alive. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 564 — Day 564. 8 alive, 211 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1641 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Halla kept me alive. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 564 — Day 564. 8 alive, 211 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1641 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Halla kept me alive. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 564 — Day 564. 8 alive, 211 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1641 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Halla kept me alive. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 564 — I am hungry and it is day 564. I think the store has about 22997 food in it, which is 2874.6 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 564 — I am hungry and it is day 564. I think the store has about 22997 food in it, which is 2874.6 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 564 — I am hungry and it is day 564. I think the store has about 22997 food in it, which is 2874.6 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 564 — I am hungry and it is day 564. I think the store has about 22997 food in it, which is 2874.6 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 564 — I am hungry and it is day 564. I think the store has about 22997 food in it, which is 2874.6 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 564 — I am hungry and it is day 564. I think the store has about 22997 food in it, which is 2874.6 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.