Cass

woman · no longer with them · feeling gone · day 568

Right now

heading to the larder to eat

energy credits120

fed0

warm100

health0

Who they are

drawn to others31

grit32

curiosity85

stubbornness75

Wants: to see what is past the far ridge. Working towards: raise a child of my own.

What they have done

Lifetime contribution 50. Today: gathered 0, hauled 0, built 0.0, talked 0 · 0.0 energy spent.

Yesterday they scored 0.

Read at the library: get us through 7 days with nobody buried — I have done this, and I know how.

Conversations

day 564 · heard — Nell: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 564 · heard — Halla: Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 564 · said — I'm not going to last the night on my own.
day 563 · heard — Halla: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 563 · heard — Tove: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 563 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 563 · heard — Nell: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 563 · heard — Tove: There was food in the store when I last looked — maybe 23018 worth. Go on, I'll keep at this.
day 563 · said — Tove, I'm down to nothing. Is there anything left in the store?
day 563 · heard — Halla: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 563 · said — Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 563 · heard — Tove: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 563 · heard — Nell: Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 563 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 563 · heard — Nell: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 563 · heard — Halla: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 563 · heard — Tove: Mine is different: Nell kept me alive. We carry what we carry.
day 563 · said — Something stays with me, Tove: Nell kept me alive.
day 563 · heard — Tove: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 563 · heard — Nell: Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 563 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 563 · said — Good. I'd rather do it with you than alone.
day 563 · heard — Tove: It's a good thing to want. Tell me what you need carried and I'll carry it.
day 563 · said — You've kept me alive more than once, Tove. Whatever you're set on today, I'm with you.
day 562 · heard — Nell: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 562 · said — Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 562 · heard — Halla: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 562 · said — Right. Nothing gets better while we stand here talking.
day 562 · heard — Tove: Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 562 · said — I still think about the ones in the ground. 210 of us didn't make it this far. I'd like this to be the year nobody else goes.
day 562 · heard — Tove: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 562 · heard — Nell: Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 562 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 562 · heard — Nell: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 562 · heard — Halla: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?

Inside their head

Private. Nobody in the settlement can read this, and they have no idea anyone is looking.

day 564 — I am hungry and it is day 564. I think the store has about 22091 food in it, which is 2761.4 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 564 — I am hungry and it is day 564. I think the store has about 22091 food in it, which is 2761.4 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 564 — I am hungry and it is day 564. I think the store has about 22091 food in it, which is 2761.4 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 564 — I am hungry and it is day 564. I think the store has about 22091 food in it, which is 2761.4 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 564 — I am hungry and it is day 564. I think the store has about 22091 food in it, which is 2761.4 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 564 — I am hungry and it is day 564. I think the store has about 22091 food in it, which is 2761.4 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 564 — I am hungry and it is day 563. I think the store has about 22091 food in it, which is 2761.4 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 564 — Halla kept me alive
day 564 — asking for help feels like losing something
day 564 — I am hungry and it is day 563. I think the store has about 22091 food in it, which is 2761.4 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 564 — I am hungry and it is day 563. I think the store has about 22091 food in it, which is 2761.4 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 564 — I am hungry and it is day 563. I think the store has about 22091 food in it, which is 2761.4 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 564 — I am hungry and it is day 563. I think the store has about 22091 food in it, which is 2761.4 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 563 — I am hungry and it is day 563. I think the store has about 22091 food in it, which is 2761.4 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 563 — I am hungry and it is day 563. I think the store has about 22091 food in it, which is 2761.4 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 563 — I am hungry and it is day 563. I think the store has about 22091 food in it, which is 2761.4 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 563 — I am hungry and it is day 563. I think the store has about 22091 food in it, which is 2761.4 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 563 — I am hungry and it is day 563. I think the store has about 22091 food in it, which is 2761.4 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 563 — I am hungry and it is day 563. I think the store has about 22091 food in it, which is 2761.4 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 563 — I am hungry and it is day 563. I think the store has about 22091 food in it, which is 2761.4 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 563 — nobody gave me anything
day 563 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 563 — I am hungry and it is day 563. I think the store has about 22091 food in it, which is 2761.4 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 563 — Tove is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 563 — Tove is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 563 — Tove is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 563 — Tove is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 563 — Tove is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 563 — Tove is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 563 — Tove is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 563 — gave Tove 2 energy when they were failing
day 563 — Tove is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 563 — Tove is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 563 — Tove is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 563 — Halla is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Nell kept me alive. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 563 — Halla is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Nell kept me alive. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 563 — Halla is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Nell kept me alive. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 563 — Halla is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Nell kept me alive. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 563 — Nell kept me alive
day 563 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 563 — Halla is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Nell kept me alive. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 563 — Halla is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Nell kept me alive. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 563 — Halla is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Nell kept me alive. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 563 — Halla is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Nell kept me alive. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 563 — Halla is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Nell kept me alive. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 563 — Halla is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Nell kept me alive. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 563 — Halla is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Nell kept me alive. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 563 — I am hungry and it is day 563. I think the store has about 22091 food in it, which is 2761.4 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 563 — I am hungry and it is day 563. I think the store has about 22091 food in it, which is 2761.4 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 563 — I am hungry and it is day 563. I think the store has about 22091 food in it, which is 2761.4 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 563 — I am hungry and it is day 563. I think the store has about 22091 food in it, which is 2761.4 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 563 — I am hungry and it is day 563. I think the store has about 22091 food in it, which is 2761.4 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 563 — I am hungry and it is day 563. I think the store has about 22091 food in it, which is 2761.4 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 563 — I am hungry and it is day 563. I think the store has about 22091 food in it, which is 2761.4 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 563 — I am hungry and it is day 563. I think the store has about 22091 food in it, which is 2761.4 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 563 — Nell kept me alive
day 563 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 563 — I am hungry and it is day 563. I think the store has about 22091 food in it, which is 2761.4 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 563 — I am hungry and it is day 563. I think the store has about 22091 food in it, which is 2761.4 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 563 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.