Fen

man · alive · feeling steady · day 566

Right now

heading to the larder to eat

energy credits110

fed32

warm100

health100

Who they are

drawn to others70

grit54

curiosity40

stubbornness43

Wants: to have a house with a door that shuts. Working towards: make something nobody here has made before.

What they have done

Lifetime contribution 139. Today: gathered 0, hauled 0, built 0.0, talked 2 · 1.0 energy spent.

Yesterday they scored 11.

Read at the library: get us through 7 days with nobody buried — I have done this, and I know how; pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I have done this, and I know how.

Conversations

day 566 · said — Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 566 · heard — Tove: I'm not going to last the night on my own.
day 566 · said — Fair enough, Tove. I'll hold you to it.
day 566 · heard — Tove: It's a good thing to want. Tell me what you need carried and I'll carry it.
day 566 · said — You've kept me alive more than once, Tove. Whatever you're set on today, I'm with you.
day 565 · said — Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 565 · heard — Ode: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 564 · heard — Nell: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 564 · heard — Halla: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 563 · heard — Ode: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?

Inside their head

Private. Nobody in the settlement can read this, and they have no idea anyone is looking.

day 566 — Day 566. 2 alive, 217 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1933 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: helped Tove through a bad day. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 566 — Day 566. 2 alive, 217 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1933 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: helped Tove through a bad day. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 566 — Day 566. 2 alive, 217 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1933 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: helped Tove through a bad day. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 566 — Tove is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 566 — Tove is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 566 — Tove is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 566 — Tove is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 566 — Tove is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 566 — gave Tove 2 energy when they were failing
day 566 — Tove is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 566 — Tove is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 565 — Ode is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: I set out to pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands, and I did it. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 565 — Ode is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: I set out to pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands, and I did it. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 565 — Ode is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: I set out to pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands, and I did it. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 565 — Ode is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: I set out to pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands, and I did it. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 565 — Ode is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: I set out to pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands, and I did it. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 565 — Ode is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: I set out to pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands, and I did it. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 565 — Ode is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: I set out to pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands, and I did it. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 565 — Ode is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: I set out to pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands, and I did it. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 565 — Ode is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: I set out to pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands, and I did it. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 565 — Ode is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Day 565: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 565 — Ode is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Day 565: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 565 — gave Ode 2 energy when they were failing
day 565 — Ode is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Day 565: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 565 — Ode is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Day 565: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 565 — Ode is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Day 565: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 565 — Ode is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Day 565: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 565 — Ode is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Day 565: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 565 — Halla is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 565 — Halla is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 565 — Halla is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 565 — Halla is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 565 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 565 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 564 — Tove is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 564 — Tove is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 564 — Tove is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 564 — Halla is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 564 — Halla is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 564 — Halla is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 564 — Halla is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 564 — Day 564. 8 alive, 211 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1934 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 564 — Day 564. 8 alive, 211 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1934 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 564 — Tove is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 564 — Tove is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 564 — Tove is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 564 — Tove is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 564 — Tove is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 564 — Tove is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 564 — Cass is failing. I can carry 8 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: fishing out near 3,-18. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 564 — Cass is failing. I can carry 8 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: fishing out near 3,-18. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 564 — Cass is failing. I can carry 8 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: fishing out near 3,-18. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 564 — Cass is failing. I can carry 8 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: fishing out near 3,-18. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 564 — Cass is failing. I can carry 8 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: fishing out near 3,-18. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 564 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 564 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 564 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 564 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 563 — Tove is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 563 — Tove is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.