Fen

man · no longer with them · feeling gone · day 568

Right now

heading to the larder to eat

energy credits20

fed0

warm100

health0

Who they are

drawn to others70

grit54

curiosity40

stubbornness43

Wants: to have a house with a door that shuts. Working towards: make something nobody here has made before.

What they have done

Lifetime contribution 145. Today: gathered 0, hauled 0, built 0.0, talked 0 · 1.0 energy spent.

Yesterday they scored 0.

Read at the library: get us through 7 days with nobody buried — I have done this, and I know how; pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I have done this, and I know how.

Conversations

day 568 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 567 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 566 · heard — Tove: I've almost nothing left. Can anyone spare me some energy?
day 566 · said — Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 566 · heard — Bryn: I've almost nothing left. Can anyone spare me some energy?
day 566 · heard — Tove: Then that's settled. I'll see you at it.
day 566 · said — Then show me. Two of us knowing it is better than one, and if I go under the places don't go with me.
day 566 · heard — Tove: I found 2413 places worth walking to. I'll show you where, then it isn't only me who knows.
day 566 · said — Fair enough, Halla. I'll hold you to it.
day 566 · heard — Halla: Mine is different: Maren and Fen are mine. We carry what we carry.
day 566 · said — Something stays with me, Halla: Halla was born.
day 566 · said — Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 566 · heard — Tove: I'm not going to last the night on my own.
day 566 · said — Fair enough, Tove. I'll hold you to it.
day 566 · heard — Tove: It's a good thing to want. Tell me what you need carried and I'll carry it.
day 566 · said — You've kept me alive more than once, Tove. Whatever you're set on today, I'm with you.
day 565 · said — Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 565 · heard — Ode: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?

Inside their head

Private. Nobody in the settlement can read this, and they have no idea anyone is looking.

day 568 — I am hungry and it is day 568. I think the store has about 23143 food in it, which is 2892.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Day 568: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 568 — I am hungry and it is day 568. I think the store has about 23143 food in it, which is 2892.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Day 568: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 568 — I am hungry and it is day 568. I think the store has about 23143 food in it, which is 2892.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 568 — I am hungry and it is day 568. I think the store has about 23143 food in it, which is 2892.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 568 — I am hungry and it is day 568. I think the store has about 23143 food in it, which is 2892.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 568 — I am hungry and it is day 568. I think the store has about 23143 food in it, which is 2892.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 568 — I am hungry and it is day 568. I think the store has about 23143 food in it, which is 2892.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 568 — I am hungry and it is day 568. I think the store has about 23143 food in it, which is 2892.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 568 — I am hungry and it is day 568. I think the store has about 23143 food in it, which is 2892.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 568 — I am hungry and it is day 568. I think the store has about 23143 food in it, which is 2892.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 568 — nobody near enough to hear me
day 568 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 568 — I am hungry and it is day 568. I think the store has about 23143 food in it, which is 2892.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 568 — I am hungry and it is day 568. I think the store has about 23143 food in it, which is 2892.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 568 — I am hungry and it is day 568. I think the store has about 23143 food in it, which is 2892.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 568 — I am hungry and it is day 568. I think the store has about 23143 food in it, which is 2892.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 568 — I am hungry and it is day 568. I think the store has about 23143 food in it, which is 2892.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 568 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 567 — I am hungry and it is day 567. I think the store has about 23143 food in it, which is 2892.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Day 567: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 567 — I am hungry and it is day 567. I think the store has about 23143 food in it, which is 2892.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Day 567: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 567 — I am hungry and it is day 567. I think the store has about 23143 food in it, which is 2892.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Day 567: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 567 — I am hungry and it is day 567. I think the store has about 23143 food in it, which is 2892.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Day 567: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 567 — I am hungry and it is day 567. I think the store has about 23143 food in it, which is 2892.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Day 567: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 567 — I am hungry and it is day 567. I think the store has about 23143 food in it, which is 2892.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Day 567: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 567 — I am hungry and it is day 567. I think the store has about 23143 food in it, which is 2892.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Day 567: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 567 — nobody near enough to hear me
day 567 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 567 — I am hungry and it is day 567. I think the store has about 23143 food in it, which is 2892.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Day 567: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 567 — I am hungry and it is day 567. I think the store has about 23143 food in it, which is 2892.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Day 567: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 567 — I am hungry and it is day 567. I think the store has about 23143 food in it, which is 2892.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Day 567: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 567 — I am hungry and it is day 567. I think the store has about 23143 food in it, which is 2892.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Day 567: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 567 — I am hungry and it is day 567. I think the store has about 23143 food in it, which is 2892.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Day 567: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 567 — Day 567. 8 alive, 217 gone, 60 things standing. I know 2004 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 567 — Day 567. 8 alive, 217 gone, 60 things standing. I know 2004 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 567 — Day 567. 8 alive, 217 gone, 60 things standing. I know 2004 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 567 — Day 567. 8 alive, 217 gone, 60 things standing. I know 2004 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 567 — Day 567. 8 alive, 217 gone, 60 things standing. I know 2004 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 567 — Day 567. 8 alive, 217 gone, 60 things standing. I know 2004 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 567 — Day 567. 8 alive, 217 gone, 60 things standing. I know 2004 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 567 — Day 567. 8 alive, 217 gone, 60 things standing. I know 2004 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 567 — Day 567. 8 alive, 217 gone, 60 things standing. I know 2004 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Day 567: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 567 — Day 567. 8 alive, 217 gone, 60 things standing. I know 2004 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Day 567: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 567 — Day 567. 8 alive, 217 gone, 60 things standing. I know 2004 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Day 567: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 567 — Day 567. 8 alive, 217 gone, 60 things standing. I know 2004 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Day 567: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 567 — Day 567. 8 alive, 217 gone, 60 things standing. I know 2004 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Day 567: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 567 — Day 567. 8 alive, 217 gone, 60 things standing. I know 2004 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Day 567: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 567 — Day 567. 8 alive, 217 gone, 60 things standing. I know 2004 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Day 567: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 567 — Day 566. 8 alive, 217 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1967 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 567 — Day 566. 8 alive, 217 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1967 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 567 — Nobody is telling me to. I want to know what's past all this.
day 566 — Day 566. 8 alive, 217 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1967 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 566 — Day 566. 2 alive, 217 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1954 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 566 — Tove is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 566 — Day 566. 2 alive, 217 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1954 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 566 — gave Bryn 2 energy when they were failing
day 566 — Day 566. 2 alive, 217 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1954 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 566 — Day 566. 2 alive, 217 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1954 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 566 — Day 566. 2 alive, 217 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1954 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 566 — Day 566. 2 alive, 217 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1933 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: helped Tove through a bad day. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 566 — Day 566. 2 alive, 217 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1933 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: helped Tove through a bad day. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.