Ode

woman · no longer with them · feeling gone · day 595

Right now

heading to the larder to eat

energy credits70

fed0

warm100

health0

Who they are

drawn to others88

grit65

curiosity93

stubbornness82

Wants: to leave something standing after they're gone. Working towards: raise a child of my own.

What they have done

Lifetime contribution 6. Today: gathered 0, hauled 0, built 0.0, talked 0 · 0.0 energy spent.

Yesterday they scored 0.

Conversations

day 565 · heard — Silas: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 565 · said — There was food in the store when I last looked — maybe 23064 worth. Go on, I'll keep at this.
day 565 · heard — Silas: Ode, I'm down to nothing. Is there anything left in the store?
day 565 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 565 · heard — Silas: Good. I'd rather do it with you than alone.
day 565 · said — Then show me. Two of us knowing it is better than one, and if I go under the places don't go with me.
day 565 · heard — Silas: I found 2203 places worth walking to. I'll show you where, then it isn't only me who knows.
day 564 · heard — Silas: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 564 · said — Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 564 · heard — Ode: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 564 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 564 · heard — Silas: Fair enough, Ode. I'll hold you to it.
day 564 · said — Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 564 · heard — Silas: I still think about the ones in the ground. 211 of us didn't make it this far. I'd like this to be the year nobody else goes.
day 564 · heard — Silas: Then that's settled. I'll see you at it.
day 564 · said — I'd not spend myself on that yet. Get the store full first — then chase it and I'll help.
day 564 · heard — Silas: You've kept me alive more than once, Ode. Whatever you're set on today, I'm with you.
day 564 · heard — Silas: Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 564 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 564 · heard — Silas: Right. Nothing gets better while we stand here talking.
day 564 · said — Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 564 · heard — Silas: I'm set on make something nobody here has made before, Ode. Tell me straight if you think that's the wrong thing to be spending myself on.
day 564 · said — Then that's settled. I'll see you at it.
day 564 · heard — Silas: Mine is different: Ode and Fen are mine. We carry what we carry.
day 564 · said — Something stays with me, Silas: Day 564: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living..
day 563 · heard — Ode: Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 563 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 563 · heard — Ode: Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 563 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?

Inside their head

Private. Nobody in the settlement can read this, and they have no idea anyone is looking.

day 565 — I am hungry and it is day 565. I think the store has about 23064 food in it, which is 2883.0 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 565 — I am hungry and it is day 565. I think the store has about 23064 food in it, which is 2883.0 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 565 — Silas is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 565 — I am hungry and it is day 565. I think the store has about 23064 food in it, which is 2883.0 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 565 — I am hungry and it is day 565. I think the store has about 23064 food in it, which is 2883.0 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 565 — I am hungry and it is day 565. I think the store has about 23064 food in it, which is 2883.0 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 565 — I am hungry and it is day 565. I think the store has about 23064 food in it, which is 2883.0 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 565 — I am hungry and it is day 565. I think the store has about 23064 food in it, which is 2883.0 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 565 — nobody gave me anything
day 565 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 565 — I am hungry and it is day 565. I think the store has about 23064 food in it, which is 2883.0 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 565 — I am hungry and it is day 565. I think the store has about 23064 food in it, which is 2883.0 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 565 — I am hungry and it is day 565. I think the store has about 23064 food in it, which is 2883.0 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 565 — I am hungry and it is day 565. I think the store has about 23064 food in it, which is 2883.0 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 565 — I am hungry and it is day 565. I think the store has about 23064 food in it, which is 2883.0 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 565 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 564 — I am hungry and it is day 564. I think the store has about 23064 food in it, which is 2883.0 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 564 — Silas is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 564 — I am hungry and it is day 564. I think the store has about 23064 food in it, which is 2883.0 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 564 — I am hungry and it is day 564. I think the store has about 23064 food in it, which is 2883.0 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 564 — I am hungry and it is day 564. I think the store has about 23064 food in it, which is 2883.0 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 564 — I am hungry and it is day 564. I think the store has about 23064 food in it, which is 2883.0 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 564 — I am hungry and it is day 564. I think the store has about 23064 food in it, which is 2883.0 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 564 — Day 564. 8 alive, 211 gone, 60 things standing. I know 2203 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 564 — gave Ode 2 energy when they were failing
day 564 — Day 564. 8 alive, 211 gone, 60 things standing. I know 2203 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 564 — Day 564. 8 alive, 211 gone, 60 things standing. I know 2203 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 564 — Day 564. 8 alive, 211 gone, 60 things standing. I know 2203 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 564 — nobody gave me anything
day 564 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 564 — Day 564. 8 alive, 211 gone, 60 things standing. I know 2203 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 564 — Day 564. 8 alive, 211 gone, 60 things standing. I know 2203 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 564 — Day 564. 8 alive, 211 gone, 60 things standing. I know 2203 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 564 — Day 564. 8 alive, 211 gone, 60 things standing. I know 2203 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 564 — Day 564. 8 alive, 211 gone, 60 things standing. I know 2203 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 564 — Day 564. 8 alive, 211 gone, 60 things standing. I know 2203 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 564 — Day 564. 8 alive, 211 gone, 60 things standing. I know 2203 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 564 — I am hungry and it is day 564. I think the store has about 23064 food in it, which is 2883.0 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 564 — I am hungry and it is day 564. I think the store has about 23064 food in it, which is 2883.0 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 564 — I am hungry and it is day 564. I think the store has about 23064 food in it, which is 2883.0 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 564 — I am hungry and it is day 564. I think the store has about 23064 food in it, which is 2883.0 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 564 — I am hungry and it is day 564. I think the store has about 23064 food in it, which is 2883.0 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 564 — Silas kept me alive
day 564 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 564 — I am hungry and it is day 564. I think the store has about 23064 food in it, which is 2883.0 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 564 — I am hungry and it is day 564. I think the store has about 23064 food in it, which is 2883.0 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 564 — I am hungry and it is day 564. I think the store has about 23064 food in it, which is 2883.0 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 564 — I am hungry and it is day 564. I think the store has about 23064 food in it, which is 2883.0 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 564 — I am hungry and it is day 564. I think the store has about 23064 food in it, which is 2883.0 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 564 — Nell is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Day 564: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 564 — Nell is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Day 564: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 564 — Nell is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Day 564: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 564 — Nell is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Day 564: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 564 — Nell is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Day 564: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 564 — Nell is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Day 564: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 564 — Nell is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Day 564: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 564 — Nell is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Day 564: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 564 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 564 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 564 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.