Tove

man · alive · feeling steady · day 595

Right now

carrying it to the larder

energy credits30

fed92

warm95

health100

Who they are

drawn to others83

grit88

curiosity31

stubbornness78

Wants: to never be hungry again. Working towards: see 9 of us alive here at once.

What they have done

Lifetime contribution 350. Today: gathered 0, hauled 0, built 0.0, talked 2 · 1.0 energy spent.

Yesterday they scored 30.

Read at the library: Halla showed me how to pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands; pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I have done this, and I know how; have 2 real talks with the others today — I have done this, and I know how; carry 2 loads back to the store today — I have done this, and I know how; raise a child of my own — I have done this, and I know how.

Conversations

day 595 · said — Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 595 · heard — Rook: I still think about the ones in the ground. 220 of us didn't make it this far. I'd like this to be the year nobody else goes.
day 595 · said — I'd not spend myself on that yet. Get the store full first — then chase it and I'll help.
day 595 · heard — Ivar: You've kept me alive more than once, Tove. Whatever you're set on today, I'm with you.
day 594 · said — Then show me. Two of us knowing it is better than one, and if I go under the places don't go with me.
day 594 · heard — Rook: I found 2412 places worth walking to. I'll show you where, then it isn't only me who knows.
day 594 · heard — Rook: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 594 · heard — Halla: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 594 · said — Then show me. Two of us knowing it is better than one, and if I go under the places don't go with me.
day 594 · heard — Ivar: I found 2411 places worth walking to. I'll show you where, then it isn't only me who knows.
day 594 · said — Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 594 · heard — Ivar: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 594 · said — I'd not spend myself on that yet. Get the store full first — then chase it and I'll help.
day 594 · heard — Rook: You've kept me alive more than once, Tove. Whatever you're set on today, I'm with you.
day 594 · heard — Halla: Right. Nothing gets better while we stand here talking.
day 594 · said — Then show me. Two of us knowing it is better than one, and if I go under the places don't go with me.
day 594 · heard — Halla: I found 2410 places worth walking to. I'll show you where, then it isn't only me who knows.
day 594 · said — Then show me. Two of us knowing it is better than one, and if I go under the places don't go with me.
day 594 · heard — Rook: I found 2410 places worth walking to. I'll show you where, then it isn't only me who knows.
day 594 · said — Then show me. Two of us knowing it is better than one, and if I go under the places don't go with me.
day 594 · heard — Ansel: I found 2666 places worth walking to. I'll show you where, then it isn't only me who knows.
day 594 · heard — Ansel: Then that's settled. I'll see you at it.
day 594 · said — Mine is different: helped Halla through a bad day. We carry what we carry.
day 594 · heard — Ansel: Something stays with me, Tove: helped Ivar through a bad day.
day 594 · said — Mine is different: helped Halla through a bad day. We carry what we carry.
day 594 · heard — Ivar: Something stays with me, Tove: Tove fed me when I was empty.
day 594 · heard — Rook: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 594 · heard — Halla: Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 594 · said — I'm set on see 9 of us alive here at once, Halla. Tell me straight if you think that's the wrong thing to be spending myself on.
day 594 · said — Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 594 · heard — Halla: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 594 · heard — Rook: Good. I'd rather do it with you than alone.
day 594 · said — Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 594 · heard — Rook: I'm set on see 10 of us alive here at once, Tove. Tell me straight if you think that's the wrong thing to be spending myself on.
day 594 · heard — Ivar: Right. Nothing gets better while we stand here talking.
day 594 · said — Here, take this. I'd want the same, Ivar.
day 594 · heard — Ivar: Tove, I'm down to nothing. Is there anything left in the store?
day 594 · heard — Ansel: Right. Nothing gets better while we stand here talking.
day 594 · said — Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 594 · heard — Ansel: I'm set on get us through 4 days with nobody buried, Tove. Tell me straight if you think that's the wrong thing to be spending myself on.

Inside their head

Private. Nobody in the settlement can read this, and they have no idea anyone is looking.

day 595 — Day 595. 8 alive, 220 gone, 60 things standing. I know 2703 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Rook and I faced up to how close we are to the end. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 595 — Halla is failing. I can carry 8 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 594 — Halla is failing. I can carry 8 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 594 — Halla is failing. I can carry 8 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 594 — Halla is failing. I can carry 8 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 594 — Rook is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 594 — Halla is failing. I can carry 8 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 594 — Halla is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 594 — Halla is failing. I can carry 8 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 594 — Halla is failing. I can carry 8 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 594 — Halla is failing. I can carry 8 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 594 — Rook is failing. I can carry 7 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 594 — Rook is failing. I can carry 7 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 594 — gave Ivar 2 energy when they were failing
day 594 — Rook is failing. I can carry 7 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 594 — Rook is failing. I can carry 7 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 594 — Rook is failing. I can carry 7 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 594 — Rook is failing. I can carry 7 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 594 — Rook is failing. I can carry 7 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 594 — Rook is failing. I can carry 7 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 594 — Rook is failing. I can carry 7 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 594 — Rook is failing. I can carry 7 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 594 — Rook is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 594 — Rook is failing. I can carry 7 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 594 — Rook is failing. I can carry 7 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 594 — gave Halla 2 energy when they were failing
day 594 — Day 594. 8 alive, 220 gone, 60 things standing. I know 2704 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 594 — Day 594. 8 alive, 220 gone, 60 things standing. I know 2704 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 594 — Day 594. 8 alive, 220 gone, 60 things standing. I know 2704 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 594 — Day 594. 8 alive, 220 gone, 60 things standing. I know 2704 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 594 — Day 594. 8 alive, 220 gone, 60 things standing. I know 2704 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 594 — Day 594. 8 alive, 220 gone, 60 things standing. I know 2704 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 594 — Day 594. 8 alive, 220 gone, 60 things standing. I know 2704 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 594 — Day 594. 8 alive, 220 gone, 60 things standing. I know 2704 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 594 — Day 594. 8 alive, 220 gone, 60 things standing. I know 2704 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 594 — Day 594. 8 alive, 220 gone, 60 things standing. I know 2704 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 594 — Day 594. 8 alive, 220 gone, 60 things standing. I know 2704 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 594 — Day 594. 8 alive, 220 gone, 60 things standing. I know 2704 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 594 — Rook is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 594 — Cass is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 594 — Ivar is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 594 — gave Halla 2 energy when they were failing
day 594 — Cass is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 594 — Cass is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 594 — Cass is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 594 — Cass is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 594 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 593 — Day 593. 8 alive, 220 gone, 60 things standing. I know 2703 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 593 — Day 593. 8 alive, 220 gone, 60 things standing. I know 2703 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 593 — Day 593. 8 alive, 220 gone, 60 things standing. I know 2703 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 593 — Day 593. 8 alive, 220 gone, 60 things standing. I know 2700 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 593 — Day 593. 8 alive, 220 gone, 60 things standing. I know 2700 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 593 — Day 593. 8 alive, 220 gone, 60 things standing. I know 2700 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 593 — Day 593. 8 alive, 220 gone, 60 things standing. I know 2700 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.