Tove

man · alive · feeling steady · day 596

Right now

going over to Nell

energy credits35

fed66

warm100

health100

Who they are

drawn to others83

grit88

curiosity31

stubbornness78

Wants: to never be hungry again. Working towards: see 9 of us alive here at once.

What they have done

Lifetime contribution 360. Today: gathered 0, hauled 0, built 0.0, talked 0 · 1.0 energy spent.

Yesterday they scored 19.

Read at the library: Halla showed me how to pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands; pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I have done this, and I know how; have 2 real talks with the others today — I have done this, and I know how; carry 2 loads back to the store today — I have done this, and I know how; raise a child of my own — I have done this, and I know how.

Conversations

day 595 · heard — Nell: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 595 · said — Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 595 · heard — Ansel: I still think about the ones in the ground. 220 of us didn't make it this far. I'd like this to be the year nobody else goes.
day 595 · heard — Ivar: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 595 · heard — Halla: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 595 · heard — Rook: Right. Nothing gets better while we stand here talking.
day 595 · said — Here, take this. I'd want the same, Rook.
day 595 · heard — Rook: Tove, I'm down to nothing. Is there anything left in the store?
day 595 · heard — Ivar: Good. I'd rather do it with you than alone.
day 595 · said — Mine is different: picking berries out near -22,43. We carry what we carry.
day 595 · heard — Ivar: Something stays with me, Tove: helped Rook through a bad day.
day 595 · said — Good. I'd rather do it with you than alone.
day 595 · heard — Halla: Then show me. Two of us knowing it is better than one, and if I go under the places don't go with me.
day 595 · said — I found 2703 places worth walking to. I'll show you where, then it isn't only me who knows.
day 595 · heard — Rook: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 595 · heard — Halla: I'd not spend myself on that yet. Get the store full first — then chase it and I'll help.
day 595 · said — You've kept me alive more than once, Halla. Whatever you're set on today, I'm with you.
day 595 · said — Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 595 · heard — Ivar: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 595 · said — Here, take this. I'd want the same, Halla.
day 595 · heard — Halla: Something stays with me, Tove: I meant to carry 2 loads back to the store today and only managed 0 of 2.
day 595 · said — Mine is different: Halla and I faced up to how close we are to the end. We carry what we carry.
day 595 · heard — Rook: Something stays with me, Tove: Day 595: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living..
day 595 · heard — Ivar: Then that's settled. I'll see you at it.
day 595 · said — Mine is different: Halla and I faced up to how close we are to the end. We carry what we carry.
day 595 · heard — Ivar: Something stays with me, Tove: Day 595: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living..
day 595 · heard — Halla: Fair enough, Tove. I'll hold you to it.
day 595 · said — Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 595 · heard — Halla: I'm set on make something nobody here has made before, Tove. Tell me straight if you think that's the wrong thing to be spending myself on.
day 595 · said — Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 595 · heard — Rook: I still think about the ones in the ground. 220 of us didn't make it this far. I'd like this to be the year nobody else goes.
day 595 · said — I'd not spend myself on that yet. Get the store full first — then chase it and I'll help.
day 595 · heard — Ivar: You've kept me alive more than once, Tove. Whatever you're set on today, I'm with you.
day 594 · said — Then show me. Two of us knowing it is better than one, and if I go under the places don't go with me.
day 594 · heard — Rook: I found 2412 places worth walking to. I'll show you where, then it isn't only me who knows.
day 594 · heard — Rook: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 594 · heard — Halla: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 594 · said — Then show me. Two of us knowing it is better than one, and if I go under the places don't go with me.
day 594 · heard — Ivar: I found 2411 places worth walking to. I'll show you where, then it isn't only me who knows.
day 594 · said — Here — take it. You'd do it for me.

Inside their head

Private. Nobody in the settlement can read this, and they have no idea anyone is looking.

day 596 — Day 596. 8 alive, 220 gone, 60 things standing. I know 2702 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 596 — Day 596. 8 alive, 220 gone, 60 things standing. I know 2702 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 596 — Day 596. 8 alive, 220 gone, 60 things standing. I know 2702 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 596 — Halla is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 596 — Halla is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 596 — Halla is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 596 — Halla is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 596 — Halla is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 595 — Halla is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 595 — Nell is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 595 — Halla is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 595 — Halla is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 595 — Halla is failing. I can carry 7 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: picking berries out near -22,43. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 595 — Halla is failing. I can carry 7 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: picking berries out near -22,43. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 595 — Halla is failing. I can carry 7 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: picking berries out near -22,43. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 595 — Halla is failing. I can carry 7 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: picking berries out near -22,43. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 595 — Halla is failing. I can carry 7 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: picking berries out near -22,43. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 595 — Ivar is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 595 — Halla is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 595 — Halla is failing. I can carry 7 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: picking berries out near -22,43. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 595 — Nobody is telling me to. I want to know what's past all this.
day 595 — Halla is failing. I can carry 7 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: picking berries out near -22,43. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 595 — Nell is failing. I can carry 7 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: helped Ivar through a bad day. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 595 — Nell is failing. I can carry 7 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: helped Ivar through a bad day. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 595 — Nell is failing. I can carry 7 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: helped Ivar through a bad day. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 595 — Nell is failing. I can carry 7 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: helped Ivar through a bad day. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 595 — Nell is failing. I can carry 7 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: helped Ivar through a bad day. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 595 — Nell is failing. I can carry 7 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: helped Ivar through a bad day. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 595 — Rook is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 595 — Nell is failing. I can carry 7 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: helped Ivar through a bad day. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 595 — Nell is failing. I can carry 7 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: helped Ivar through a bad day. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 595 — Nell is failing. I can carry 7 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: helped Ivar through a bad day. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 595 — Nell is failing. I can carry 7 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: helped Ivar through a bad day. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 595 — Nell is failing. I can carry 7 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: helped Ivar through a bad day. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 595 — Nell is failing. I can carry 7 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: helped Ivar through a bad day. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 595 — Day 595. 8 alive, 220 gone, 60 things standing. I know 2703 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Rook and I faced up to how close we are to the end. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 595 — gave Ivar 2 energy when they were failing
day 595 — Day 595. 8 alive, 220 gone, 60 things standing. I know 2703 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Rook and I faced up to how close we are to the end. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 595 — Day 595. 8 alive, 220 gone, 60 things standing. I know 2703 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Rook and I faced up to how close we are to the end. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 595 — Day 595. 8 alive, 220 gone, 60 things standing. I know 2703 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Rook and I faced up to how close we are to the end. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 595 — Day 595. 8 alive, 220 gone, 60 things standing. I know 2703 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Rook and I faced up to how close we are to the end. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 595 — Day 595. 8 alive, 220 gone, 60 things standing. I know 2703 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Rook and I faced up to how close we are to the end. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 595 — Day 595. 8 alive, 220 gone, 60 things standing. I know 2703 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Rook and I faced up to how close we are to the end. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 595 — Day 595. 8 alive, 220 gone, 60 things standing. I know 2703 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Rook and I faced up to how close we are to the end. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 595 — Day 595. 8 alive, 220 gone, 60 things standing. I know 2703 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Rook and I faced up to how close we are to the end. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 595 — Day 595. 8 alive, 220 gone, 60 things standing. I know 2703 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Rook and I faced up to how close we are to the end. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 595 — Day 595. 8 alive, 220 gone, 60 things standing. I know 2703 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Rook and I faced up to how close we are to the end. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 595 — Halla is failing. I can carry 8 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 594 — Halla is failing. I can carry 8 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 594 — Halla is failing. I can carry 8 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 594 — Halla is failing. I can carry 8 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 594 — Rook is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 594 — Halla is failing. I can carry 8 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 594 — Halla is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 594 — Halla is failing. I can carry 8 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 594 — Halla is failing. I can carry 8 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 594 — Halla is failing. I can carry 8 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 594 — Rook is failing. I can carry 7 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 594 — Rook is failing. I can carry 7 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 594 — gave Ivar 2 energy when they were failing