Halla

neither · alive · feeling steady · day 595

Right now

heading to the larder to eat

energy credits60

fed48

warm95

health100

Who they are

drawn to others32

grit94

curiosity51

stubbornness79

Wants: to be the one they come to when something needs making. Working towards: make something nobody here has made before.

What they have done

Lifetime contribution 487. Today: gathered 0, hauled 0, built 0.0, talked 0 · 1.0 energy spent.

Yesterday they scored 11.

Read at the library: get us through 7 days with nobody buried — I have done this, and I know how; Bryn showed me how to pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands; pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I have done this, and I know how; Cass showed me how to pull 2 people back from the edge with my own hands; pull 2 people back from the edge with my own hands — I have done this, and I know how; Tove showed me how to have 2 real talks with the others today; have 2 real talks with the others today — I have done this, and I know how; pull 3 people back from the edge with my own hands — I have done this, and I know how.

Conversations

day 594 · said — Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 594 · heard — Rook: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 594 · heard — Rook: Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 594 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 594 · heard — Ivar: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 594 · said — Right. Nothing gets better while we stand here talking.
day 594 · heard — Tove: Then show me. Two of us knowing it is better than one, and if I go under the places don't go with me.
day 594 · said — I found 2410 places worth walking to. I'll show you where, then it isn't only me who knows.
day 594 · said — Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 594 · heard — Rook: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 594 · said — Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 594 · heard — Tove: I'm set on see 9 of us alive here at once, Halla. Tell me straight if you think that's the wrong thing to be spending myself on.
day 594 · heard — Tove: Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 594 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 594 · said — Then show me. Two of us knowing it is better than one, and if I go under the places don't go with me.
day 594 · heard — Fen: I found 2719 places worth walking to. I'll show you where, then it isn't only me who knows.
day 594 · said — Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 594 · heard — Rook: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 594 · heard — Ivar: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 594 · heard — Tove: Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 594 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 594 · said — I'd not spend myself on that yet. Get the store full first — then chase it and I'll help.
day 594 · heard — Ivar: You've kept me alive more than once, Halla. Whatever you're set on today, I'm with you.
day 594 · said — There was food in the store when I last looked — maybe 23143 worth. Go on, I'll keep at this.
day 594 · heard — Ansel: You look half-starved, Halla. Go and eat — I'll cover your work today.
day 594 · heard — Rook: Right. Nothing gets better while we stand here talking.
day 594 · said — Then show me. Two of us knowing it is better than one, and if I go under the places don't go with me.
day 594 · heard — Rook: I found 2413 places worth walking to. I'll show you where, then it isn't only me who knows.
day 594 · heard — Ivar: Good. I'd rather do it with you than alone.
day 594 · said — Mine is different: Day 594: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. We carry what we carry.
day 594 · heard — Ivar: Something stays with me, Halla: Day 594: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living..
day 594 · heard — Ansel: Good. I'd rather do it with you than alone.
day 594 · said — Mine is different: Day 594: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. We carry what we carry.
day 594 · heard — Ansel: Something stays with me, Halla: Day 594: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living..
day 593 · heard — Rook: Fair enough, Halla. I'll hold you to it.
day 593 · said — Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 593 · heard — Rook: I still think about the ones in the ground. 220 of us didn't make it this far. I'd like this to be the year nobody else goes.
day 593 · heard — Ivar: Then that's settled. I'll see you at it.
day 593 · said — There was food in the store when I last looked — maybe 23143 worth. Go on, I'll keep at this.
day 593 · heard — Ivar: You look half-starved, Halla. Go and eat — I'll cover your work today.

Inside their head

Private. Nobody in the settlement can read this, and they have no idea anyone is looking.

day 595 — I am hungry and it is day 594. I think the store has about 23143 food in it, which is 2892.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: helped Rook through a bad day. What I want for myself is pull 3 people back from the edge with my own hands — I am 67% of the way there.
day 595 — I am hungry and it is day 594. I think the store has about 23143 food in it, which is 2892.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: helped Rook through a bad day. What I want for myself is pull 3 people back from the edge with my own hands — I am 67% of the way there.
day 594 — I am hungry and it is day 594. I think the store has about 23143 food in it, which is 2892.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: helped Rook through a bad day. What I want for myself is pull 3 people back from the edge with my own hands — I am 67% of the way there.
day 594 — I am hungry and it is day 594. I think the store has about 23143 food in it, which is 2892.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: helped Rook through a bad day. What I want for myself is pull 3 people back from the edge with my own hands — I am 67% of the way there.
day 594 — I am hungry and it is day 594. I think the store has about 23143 food in it, which is 2892.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: helped Rook through a bad day. What I want for myself is pull 3 people back from the edge with my own hands — I am 67% of the way there.
day 594 — gave Rook 2 energy when they were failing
day 594 — Rook kept me alive
day 594 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 594 — I am hungry and it is day 594. I think the store has about 23143 food in it, which is 2892.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: helped Rook through a bad day. What I want for myself is pull 3 people back from the edge with my own hands — I am 67% of the way there.
day 594 — I am hungry and it is day 594. I think the store has about 23143 food in it, which is 2892.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: helped Rook through a bad day. What I want for myself is pull 3 people back from the edge with my own hands — I am 67% of the way there.
day 594 — I am hungry and it is day 594. I think the store has about 23143 food in it, which is 2892.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: helped Rook through a bad day. What I want for myself is pull 3 people back from the edge with my own hands — I am 67% of the way there.
day 594 — I am hungry and it is day 594. I think the store has about 23143 food in it, which is 2892.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: helped Rook through a bad day. What I want for myself is pull 3 people back from the edge with my own hands — I am 67% of the way there.
day 594 — I am hungry and it is day 594. I think the store has about 23143 food in it, which is 2892.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: helped Rook through a bad day. What I want for myself is pull 3 people back from the edge with my own hands — I am 67% of the way there.
day 594 — Day 594. 8 alive, 220 gone, 60 things standing. I know 2410 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is pull 3 people back from the edge with my own hands — I am 67% of the way there.
day 594 — Day 594. 8 alive, 220 gone, 60 things standing. I know 2410 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is pull 3 people back from the edge with my own hands — I am 67% of the way there.
day 594 — Day 594. 8 alive, 220 gone, 60 things standing. I know 2410 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is pull 3 people back from the edge with my own hands — I am 67% of the way there.
day 594 — Day 594. 8 alive, 220 gone, 60 things standing. I know 2410 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is pull 3 people back from the edge with my own hands — I am 67% of the way there.
day 594 — Day 594. 8 alive, 220 gone, 60 things standing. I know 2410 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is pull 3 people back from the edge with my own hands — I am 67% of the way there.
day 594 — Day 594. 8 alive, 220 gone, 60 things standing. I know 2410 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is pull 3 people back from the edge with my own hands — I am 67% of the way there.
day 594 — Day 594. 8 alive, 220 gone, 60 things standing. I know 2410 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is pull 3 people back from the edge with my own hands — I am 67% of the way there.
day 594 — I am hungry and it is day 594. I think the store has about 23143 food in it, which is 2892.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is pull 3 people back from the edge with my own hands — I am 33% of the way there.
day 594 — gave Rook 2 energy when they were failing
day 594 — I am hungry and it is day 594. I think the store has about 23143 food in it, which is 2892.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is pull 3 people back from the edge with my own hands — I am 33% of the way there.
day 594 — Tove kept me alive
day 594 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 594 — I am hungry and it is day 594. I think the store has about 23143 food in it, which is 2892.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is pull 3 people back from the edge with my own hands — I am 33% of the way there.
day 594 — I am hungry and it is day 594. I think the store has about 23143 food in it, which is 2892.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is pull 3 people back from the edge with my own hands — I am 33% of the way there.
day 594 — I am hungry and it is day 594. I think the store has about 23143 food in it, which is 2892.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is pull 3 people back from the edge with my own hands — I am 33% of the way there.
day 594 — I am hungry and it is day 594. I think the store has about 23143 food in it, which is 2892.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is pull 3 people back from the edge with my own hands — I am 33% of the way there.
day 594 — I am hungry and it is day 594. I think the store has about 23143 food in it, which is 2892.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is pull 3 people back from the edge with my own hands — I am 33% of the way there.
day 594 — I am hungry and it is day 594. I think the store has about 23143 food in it, which is 2892.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is pull 3 people back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 594 — I am hungry and it is day 594. I think the store has about 23143 food in it, which is 2892.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is pull 3 people back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 594 — I am hungry and it is day 594. I think the store has about 23143 food in it, which is 2892.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is pull 3 people back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 594 — I am hungry and it is day 594. I think the store has about 23143 food in it, which is 2892.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is pull 3 people back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 594 — I am hungry and it is day 594. I think the store has about 23143 food in it, which is 2892.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is pull 3 people back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 594 — I am hungry and it is day 594. I think the store has about 23143 food in it, which is 2892.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is pull 3 people back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 594 — gave Rook 2 energy when they were failing
day 594 — I am hungry and it is day 594. I think the store has about 23143 food in it, which is 2892.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is pull 3 people back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 594 — Ivar is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 594 — Tove kept me alive
day 594 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 594 — I am hungry and it is day 594. I think the store has about 23143 food in it, which is 2892.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is pull 3 people back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 594 — Day 594. 8 alive, 220 gone, 60 things standing. I know 2413 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is pull 3 people back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 594 — Day 594. 8 alive, 220 gone, 60 things standing. I know 2413 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is pull 3 people back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 594 — Day 594. 8 alive, 220 gone, 60 things standing. I know 2413 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is pull 3 people back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 594 — Day 594. 8 alive, 220 gone, 60 things standing. I know 2413 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is pull 3 people back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 594 — Day 594. 8 alive, 220 gone, 60 things standing. I know 2413 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is pull 3 people back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 594 — Day 594. 8 alive, 220 gone, 60 things standing. I know 2413 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is pull 3 people back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 594 — Day 594. 8 alive, 220 gone, 60 things standing. I know 2413 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is pull 3 people back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 594 — Day 594. 8 alive, 220 gone, 60 things standing. I know 2413 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is pull 3 people back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 594 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 594 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 594 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 594 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 593 — Day 593. 8 alive, 220 gone, 60 things standing. I know 2412 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: helped Rook through a bad day. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 593 — Day 593. 8 alive, 220 gone, 60 things standing. I know 2412 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: helped Rook through a bad day. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 593 — Day 593. 8 alive, 220 gone, 60 things standing. I know 2412 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: helped Rook through a bad day. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 593 — Day 593. 8 alive, 220 gone, 60 things standing. I know 2412 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: helped Rook through a bad day. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 593 — Day 593. 8 alive, 220 gone, 60 things standing. I know 2412 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: helped Rook through a bad day. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 593 — Day 593. 8 alive, 220 gone, 60 things standing. I know 2412 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: helped Rook through a bad day. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.