Ansel

man · alive · feeling steady · day 595

Right now

going over to Ivar

energy credits30

fed90

warm100

health100

Who they are

drawn to others72

grit34

curiosity51

stubbornness69

Wants: to see what is past the far ridge. Working towards: get us through 4 days with nobody buried.

What they have done

Lifetime contribution 282. Today: gathered 0, hauled 0, built 0.0, talked 0 · 1.0 energy spent.

Yesterday they scored 13.

Read at the library: get us through 7 days with nobody buried — I have done this, and I know how; Halla showed me how to pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands; Halla showed me how to have 2 real talks with the others today; have 2 real talks with the others today — I have done this, and I know how.

Conversations

day 594 · heard — Tove: Then show me. Two of us knowing it is better than one, and if I go under the places don't go with me.
day 594 · said — I found 2666 places worth walking to. I'll show you where, then it isn't only me who knows.
day 594 · said — Then that's settled. I'll see you at it.
day 594 · heard — Tove: Mine is different: helped Halla through a bad day. We carry what we carry.
day 594 · said — Something stays with me, Tove: helped Ivar through a bad day.
day 594 · heard — Rook: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 594 · heard — Halla: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 594 · said — Right. Nothing gets better while we stand here talking.
day 594 · heard — Tove: Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 594 · said — I'm set on get us through 4 days with nobody buried, Tove. Tell me straight if you think that's the wrong thing to be spending myself on.
day 594 · said — Fair enough, Tove. I'll hold you to it.
day 594 · heard — Tove: I'd not spend myself on that yet. Get the store full first — then chase it and I'll help.
day 594 · said — You've kept me alive more than once, Tove. Whatever you're set on today, I'm with you.
day 594 · heard — Rook: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 594 · said — Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 594 · heard — Ivar: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 594 · heard — Halla: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 594 · heard — Tove: Right. Nothing gets better while we stand here talking.
day 594 · said — Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 594 · heard — Tove: I'm set on see 9 of us alive here at once, Ansel. Tell me straight if you think that's the wrong thing to be spending myself on.
day 594 · heard — Halla: There was food in the store when I last looked — maybe 23143 worth. Go on, I'll keep at this.
day 594 · said — You look half-starved, Halla. Go and eat — I'll cover your work today.
day 594 · said — Good. I'd rather do it with you than alone.
day 594 · heard — Halla: Mine is different: Day 594: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. We carry what we carry.
day 594 · said — Something stays with me, Halla: Day 594: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living..
day 593 · heard — Halla: Then show me. Two of us knowing it is better than one, and if I go under the places don't go with me.
day 593 · said — I found 2668 places worth walking to. I'll show you where, then it isn't only me who knows.
day 593 · heard — Rook: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 593 · heard — Ivar: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 593 · heard — Halla: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 593 · heard — Halla: Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 593 · said — I still think about the ones in the ground. 220 of us didn't make it this far. I'd like this to be the year nobody else goes.
day 593 · said — Fair enough, Halla. I'll hold you to it.
day 593 · heard — Halla: Mine is different: Tove showed me where things grow. We carry what we carry.
day 593 · said — Something stays with me, Halla: helped Rook through a bad day.
day 593 · said — Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 593 · heard — Rook: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 593 · heard — Ivar: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 593 · heard — Halla: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 593 · said — Then that's settled. I'll see you at it.

Inside their head

Private. Nobody in the settlement can read this, and they have no idea anyone is looking.

day 595 — Day 595. 8 alive, 220 gone, 60 things standing. I know 2672 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 75% of the way there.
day 595 — Day 595. 8 alive, 220 gone, 60 things standing. I know 2672 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 75% of the way there.
day 595 — Day 595. 8 alive, 220 gone, 60 things standing. I know 2671 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 75% of the way there.
day 595 — Day 595. 8 alive, 220 gone, 60 things standing. I know 2671 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 75% of the way there.
day 595 — Day 595. 8 alive, 220 gone, 60 things standing. I know 2671 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 75% of the way there.
day 595 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 595 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 595 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 595 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 595 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 594 — Day 594. 8 alive, 220 gone, 60 things standing. I know 2669 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: pulling up herbs out near -21,44. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 594 — Day 594. 8 alive, 220 gone, 60 things standing. I know 2669 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: pulling up herbs out near -21,44. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 594 — Day 594. 8 alive, 220 gone, 60 things standing. I know 2666 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: helped Ivar through a bad day. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 594 — Day 594. 8 alive, 220 gone, 60 things standing. I know 2666 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: helped Ivar through a bad day. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 594 — Day 594. 8 alive, 220 gone, 60 things standing. I know 2666 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: helped Ivar through a bad day. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 594 — Day 594. 8 alive, 220 gone, 60 things standing. I know 2666 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: helped Ivar through a bad day. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 594 — Cass is failing. I can carry 6 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 594 — Cass is failing. I can carry 6 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 594 — Cass is failing. I can carry 6 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 594 — Cass is failing. I can carry 6 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 594 — Cass is failing. I can carry 6 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 594 — Cass is failing. I can carry 6 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 594 — Cass is failing. I can carry 6 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 594 — Cass is failing. I can carry 6 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 594 — Cass is failing. I can carry 6 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 594 — Cass is failing. I can carry 6 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 594 — Cass is failing. I can carry 6 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 594 — Halla is failing. I can carry 8 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 594 — Halla is failing. I can carry 8 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 594 — Halla is failing. I can carry 8 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 594 — Halla is failing. I can carry 8 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 594 — Halla is failing. I can carry 8 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 594 — Halla is failing. I can carry 8 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 594 — Halla is failing. I can carry 8 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 594 — Halla is failing. I can carry 8 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 594 — gave Ivar 2 energy when they were failing
day 594 — Halla is failing. I can carry 8 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 594 — Halla is failing. I can carry 8 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 594 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 594 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 594 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 594 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 594 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 594 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 594 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 594 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 594 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 594 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 593 — Day 593. 8 alive, 220 gone, 60 things standing. I know 2668 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 25% of the way there.
day 593 — Day 593. 8 alive, 220 gone, 60 things standing. I know 2668 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 25% of the way there.
day 593 — Day 593. 8 alive, 220 gone, 60 things standing. I know 2668 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 25% of the way there.
day 593 — Day 593. 8 alive, 220 gone, 60 things standing. I know 2668 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 25% of the way there.
day 593 — Day 593. 8 alive, 220 gone, 60 things standing. I know 2668 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 25% of the way there.
day 593 — Day 593. 8 alive, 220 gone, 60 things standing. I know 2668 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 25% of the way there.
day 593 — Day 593. 8 alive, 220 gone, 60 things standing. I know 2668 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 25% of the way there.
day 593 — Day 593. 8 alive, 220 gone, 60 things standing. I know 2668 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 25% of the way there.
day 593 — Halla is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 593 — Day 593. 8 alive, 220 gone, 60 things standing. I know 2668 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 25% of the way there.
day 593 — Day 593. 8 alive, 220 gone, 60 things standing. I know 2668 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 25% of the way there.
day 593 — Day 593. 8 alive, 220 gone, 60 things standing. I know 2668 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 25% of the way there.