Rook

neither · alive · feeling steady · day 595

Right now

heading to the larder to eat

energy credits120

fed50

warm95

health100

Who they are

drawn to others87

grit30

curiosity52

stubbornness33

Wants: to have a house with a door that shuts. Working towards: see 10 of us alive here at once.

What they have done

Lifetime contribution 359. Today: gathered 0, hauled 0, built 0.0, talked 1 · 1.0 energy spent.

Yesterday they scored 8.

Read at the library: pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I have done this, and I know how; get us through 7 days with nobody buried — I have done this, and I know how; see 8 of us alive here at once — I have done this, and I know how; Tove showed me how to raise a child of my own; Nell showed me how to have 2 real talks with the others today; have 2 real talks with the others today — I have done this, and I know how.

Conversations

day 595 · heard — Tove: Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 595 · said — I still think about the ones in the ground. 220 of us didn't make it this far. I'd like this to be the year nobody else goes.
day 594 · heard — Tove: Then show me. Two of us knowing it is better than one, and if I go under the places don't go with me.
day 594 · said — I found 2412 places worth walking to. I'll show you where, then it isn't only me who knows.
day 594 · heard — Halla: Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 594 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 594 · said — Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 594 · heard — Halla: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 594 · heard — Ivar: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 594 · heard — Tove: I'd not spend myself on that yet. Get the store full first — then chase it and I'll help.
day 594 · said — You've kept me alive more than once, Tove. Whatever you're set on today, I'm with you.
day 594 · heard — Tove: Then show me. Two of us knowing it is better than one, and if I go under the places don't go with me.
day 594 · said — I found 2410 places worth walking to. I'll show you where, then it isn't only me who knows.
day 594 · heard — Halla: Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 594 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 594 · heard — Halla: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 594 · said — Good. I'd rather do it with you than alone.
day 594 · heard — Tove: Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 594 · said — I'm set on see 10 of us alive here at once, Tove. Tell me straight if you think that's the wrong thing to be spending myself on.
day 594 · said — Fair enough, Tove. I'll hold you to it.
day 594 · heard — Tove: Mine is different: helped Halla through a bad day. We carry what we carry.
day 594 · said — Something stays with me, Tove: Halla kept me alive.
day 594 · heard — Halla: Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 594 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 594 · heard — Ivar: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 594 · heard — Halla: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 594 · said — Then that's settled. I'll see you at it.
day 594 · heard — Tove: Mine is different: Ivar and I faced up to how close we are to the end. We carry what we carry.
day 594 · said — Something stays with me, Tove: Day 594: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living..
day 594 · said — Right. Nothing gets better while we stand here talking.
day 594 · heard — Halla: Then show me. Two of us knowing it is better than one, and if I go under the places don't go with me.
day 594 · said — I found 2413 places worth walking to. I'll show you where, then it isn't only me who knows.
day 593 · said — Fair enough, Halla. I'll hold you to it.
day 593 · heard — Halla: Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 593 · said — I still think about the ones in the ground. 220 of us didn't make it this far. I'd like this to be the year nobody else goes.
day 593 · heard — Halla: Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 593 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 593 · heard — Ivar: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 593 · said — Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 593 · heard — Halla: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?

Inside their head

Private. Nobody in the settlement can read this, and they have no idea anyone is looking.

day 595 — Day 594. 8 alive, 220 gone, 60 things standing. I know 2412 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is see 10 of us alive here at once — I am 80% of the way there.
day 595 — Day 594. 8 alive, 220 gone, 60 things standing. I know 2412 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is see 10 of us alive here at once — I am 80% of the way there.
day 594 — Day 594. 8 alive, 220 gone, 60 things standing. I know 2412 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is see 10 of us alive here at once — I am 80% of the way there.
day 594 — Day 594. 8 alive, 220 gone, 60 things standing. I know 2410 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Halla kept me alive. What I want for myself is see 10 of us alive here at once — I am 80% of the way there.
day 594 — Day 594. 8 alive, 220 gone, 60 things standing. I know 2410 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Halla kept me alive. What I want for myself is see 10 of us alive here at once — I am 80% of the way there.
day 594 — Day 594. 8 alive, 220 gone, 60 things standing. I know 2410 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Halla kept me alive. What I want for myself is see 10 of us alive here at once — I am 80% of the way there.
day 594 — Halla kept me alive
day 594 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 594 — Day 594. 8 alive, 220 gone, 60 things standing. I know 2410 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Halla kept me alive. What I want for myself is see 10 of us alive here at once — I am 80% of the way there.
day 594 — gave Halla 2 energy when they were failing
day 594 — Day 594. 8 alive, 220 gone, 60 things standing. I know 2410 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Halla kept me alive. What I want for myself is see 10 of us alive here at once — I am 80% of the way there.
day 594 — Day 594. 8 alive, 220 gone, 60 things standing. I know 2410 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Halla kept me alive. What I want for myself is see 10 of us alive here at once — I am 80% of the way there.
day 594 — Day 594. 8 alive, 220 gone, 60 things standing. I know 2410 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Halla kept me alive. What I want for myself is see 10 of us alive here at once — I am 80% of the way there.
day 594 — Day 594. 8 alive, 220 gone, 60 things standing. I know 2410 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Halla kept me alive. What I want for myself is see 10 of us alive here at once — I am 80% of the way there.
day 594 — Day 594. 8 alive, 220 gone, 60 things standing. I know 2410 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Halla kept me alive. What I want for myself is see 10 of us alive here at once — I am 80% of the way there.
day 594 — Day 594. 8 alive, 220 gone, 60 things standing. I know 2410 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Halla kept me alive. What I want for myself is see 10 of us alive here at once — I am 80% of the way there.
day 594 — Day 594. 8 alive, 220 gone, 60 things standing. I know 2410 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Halla kept me alive. What I want for myself is see 10 of us alive here at once — I am 80% of the way there.
day 594 — Day 594. 8 alive, 220 gone, 60 things standing. I know 2410 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Halla kept me alive. What I want for myself is see 10 of us alive here at once — I am 80% of the way there.
day 594 — I am hungry and it is day 594. I think the store has about 23143 food in it, which is 2892.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Halla kept me alive. What I want for myself is see 10 of us alive here at once — I am 80% of the way there.
day 594 — I am hungry and it is day 594. I think the store has about 23143 food in it, which is 2892.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Halla kept me alive. What I want for myself is see 10 of us alive here at once — I am 80% of the way there.
day 594 — I am hungry and it is day 594. I think the store has about 23143 food in it, which is 2892.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Halla kept me alive. What I want for myself is see 10 of us alive here at once — I am 80% of the way there.
day 594 — Halla kept me alive
day 594 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 594 — I am hungry and it is day 594. I think the store has about 23143 food in it, which is 2892.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Halla kept me alive. What I want for myself is see 10 of us alive here at once — I am 80% of the way there.
day 594 — I am hungry and it is day 594. I think the store has about 23143 food in it, which is 2892.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Halla kept me alive. What I want for myself is see 10 of us alive here at once — I am 80% of the way there.
day 594 — I am hungry and it is day 594. I think the store has about 23143 food in it, which is 2892.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Halla kept me alive. What I want for myself is see 10 of us alive here at once — I am 80% of the way there.
day 594 — I am hungry and it is day 594. I think the store has about 23143 food in it, which is 2892.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Halla kept me alive. What I want for myself is see 10 of us alive here at once — I am 80% of the way there.
day 594 — I am hungry and it is day 594. I think the store has about 23143 food in it, which is 2892.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is see 10 of us alive here at once — I am 80% of the way there.
day 594 — I am hungry and it is day 594. I think the store has about 23143 food in it, which is 2892.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is see 10 of us alive here at once — I am 80% of the way there.
day 594 — I am hungry and it is day 594. I think the store has about 23143 food in it, which is 2892.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is see 10 of us alive here at once — I am 80% of the way there.
day 594 — I am hungry and it is day 594. I think the store has about 23143 food in it, which is 2892.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is see 10 of us alive here at once — I am 80% of the way there.
day 594 — I am hungry and it is day 594. I think the store has about 23143 food in it, which is 2892.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is see 10 of us alive here at once — I am 80% of the way there.
day 594 — I am hungry and it is day 594. I think the store has about 23143 food in it, which is 2892.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is see 10 of us alive here at once — I am 80% of the way there.
day 594 — I am hungry and it is day 594. I think the store has about 23143 food in it, which is 2892.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is see 10 of us alive here at once — I am 80% of the way there.
day 594 — I am hungry and it is day 594. I think the store has about 23143 food in it, which is 2892.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is see 10 of us alive here at once — I am 80% of the way there.
day 594 — Halla kept me alive
day 594 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 594 — I am hungry and it is day 594. I think the store has about 23143 food in it, which is 2892.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is see 10 of us alive here at once — I am 80% of the way there.
day 594 — I am hungry and it is day 594. I think the store has about 23143 food in it, which is 2892.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is see 10 of us alive here at once — I am 80% of the way there.
day 594 — I am hungry and it is day 594. I think the store has about 23143 food in it, which is 2892.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is see 10 of us alive here at once — I am 80% of the way there.
day 594 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 594 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 594 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 594 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 594 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 594 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 594 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 594 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 594 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 594 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 593 — I am hungry and it is day 593. I think the store has about 23143 food in it, which is 2892.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is see 10 of us alive here at once — I am 80% of the way there.
day 593 — I am hungry and it is day 593. I think the store has about 23143 food in it, which is 2892.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is see 10 of us alive here at once — I am 80% of the way there.
day 593 — Cass is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is see 10 of us alive here at once — I am 80% of the way there.
day 593 — Cass is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is see 10 of us alive here at once — I am 80% of the way there.
day 593 — Cass is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is see 10 of us alive here at once — I am 80% of the way there.
day 593 — Cass is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is see 10 of us alive here at once — I am 80% of the way there.
day 593 — Cass is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is see 10 of us alive here at once — I am 80% of the way there.
day 593 — Halla kept me alive
day 593 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 593 — Cass is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is see 10 of us alive here at once — I am 80% of the way there.