Rook

neither · alive · feeling steady · day 595

Right now

heading to the larder to eat

energy credits120

fed38

warm100

health100

Who they are

drawn to others87

grit30

curiosity52

stubbornness33

Wants: to have a house with a door that shuts. Working towards: see 10 of us alive here at once.

What they have done

Lifetime contribution 359. Today: gathered 0, hauled 0, built 0.0, talked 2 · 1.0 energy spent.

Yesterday they scored 8.

Read at the library: pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I have done this, and I know how; get us through 7 days with nobody buried — I have done this, and I know how; see 8 of us alive here at once — I have done this, and I know how; Tove showed me how to raise a child of my own; Nell showed me how to have 2 real talks with the others today; have 2 real talks with the others today — I have done this, and I know how.

Conversations

day 595 · heard — Ivar: Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 595 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 595 · heard — Ivar: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 595 · heard — Tove: Mine is different: Halla and I faced up to how close we are to the end. We carry what we carry.
day 595 · said — Something stays with me, Tove: Day 595: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living..
day 595 · heard — Tove: Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 595 · said — I still think about the ones in the ground. 220 of us didn't make it this far. I'd like this to be the year nobody else goes.
day 594 · heard — Tove: Then show me. Two of us knowing it is better than one, and if I go under the places don't go with me.
day 594 · said — I found 2412 places worth walking to. I'll show you where, then it isn't only me who knows.
day 594 · heard — Halla: Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 594 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 594 · said — Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 594 · heard — Halla: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 594 · heard — Ivar: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 594 · heard — Tove: I'd not spend myself on that yet. Get the store full first — then chase it and I'll help.
day 594 · said — You've kept me alive more than once, Tove. Whatever you're set on today, I'm with you.
day 594 · heard — Tove: Then show me. Two of us knowing it is better than one, and if I go under the places don't go with me.
day 594 · said — I found 2410 places worth walking to. I'll show you where, then it isn't only me who knows.
day 594 · heard — Halla: Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 594 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 594 · heard — Halla: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 594 · said — Good. I'd rather do it with you than alone.
day 594 · heard — Tove: Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 594 · said — I'm set on see 10 of us alive here at once, Tove. Tell me straight if you think that's the wrong thing to be spending myself on.
day 594 · said — Fair enough, Tove. I'll hold you to it.
day 594 · heard — Tove: Mine is different: helped Halla through a bad day. We carry what we carry.
day 594 · said — Something stays with me, Tove: Halla kept me alive.
day 594 · heard — Halla: Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 594 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 594 · heard — Ivar: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 594 · heard — Halla: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 594 · said — Then that's settled. I'll see you at it.
day 594 · heard — Tove: Mine is different: Ivar and I faced up to how close we are to the end. We carry what we carry.
day 594 · said — Something stays with me, Tove: Day 594: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living..
day 594 · said — Right. Nothing gets better while we stand here talking.
day 594 · heard — Halla: Then show me. Two of us knowing it is better than one, and if I go under the places don't go with me.
day 594 · said — I found 2413 places worth walking to. I'll show you where, then it isn't only me who knows.
day 593 · said — Fair enough, Halla. I'll hold you to it.
day 593 · heard — Halla: Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 593 · said — I still think about the ones in the ground. 220 of us didn't make it this far. I'd like this to be the year nobody else goes.

Inside their head

Private. Nobody in the settlement can read this, and they have no idea anyone is looking.

day 595 — I am hungry and it is day 595. I think the store has about 23143 food in it, which is 2892.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is see 10 of us alive here at once — I am 80% of the way there.
day 595 — I am hungry and it is day 595. I think the store has about 23143 food in it, which is 2892.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is see 10 of us alive here at once — I am 80% of the way there.
day 595 — Ivar kept me alive
day 595 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 595 — I am hungry and it is day 595. I think the store has about 23143 food in it, which is 2892.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is see 10 of us alive here at once — I am 80% of the way there.
day 595 — I am hungry and it is day 595. I think the store has about 23143 food in it, which is 2892.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is see 10 of us alive here at once — I am 80% of the way there.
day 595 — I am hungry and it is day 595. I think the store has about 23143 food in it, which is 2892.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is see 10 of us alive here at once — I am 80% of the way there.
day 595 — I am hungry and it is day 595. I think the store has about 23143 food in it, which is 2892.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is see 10 of us alive here at once — I am 80% of the way there.
day 595 — Day 595. 8 alive, 220 gone, 60 things standing. I know 2413 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is see 10 of us alive here at once — I am 80% of the way there.
day 595 — Day 595. 8 alive, 220 gone, 60 things standing. I know 2413 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is see 10 of us alive here at once — I am 80% of the way there.
day 595 — Day 595. 8 alive, 220 gone, 60 things standing. I know 2413 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is see 10 of us alive here at once — I am 80% of the way there.
day 595 — Day 595. 8 alive, 220 gone, 60 things standing. I know 2413 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is see 10 of us alive here at once — I am 80% of the way there.
day 595 — Day 595. 8 alive, 220 gone, 60 things standing. I know 2413 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is see 10 of us alive here at once — I am 80% of the way there.
day 595 — Day 595. 8 alive, 220 gone, 60 things standing. I know 2413 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is see 10 of us alive here at once — I am 80% of the way there.
day 595 — Day 594. 8 alive, 220 gone, 60 things standing. I know 2412 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is see 10 of us alive here at once — I am 80% of the way there.
day 595 — Day 594. 8 alive, 220 gone, 60 things standing. I know 2412 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is see 10 of us alive here at once — I am 80% of the way there.
day 595 — Day 594. 8 alive, 220 gone, 60 things standing. I know 2412 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is see 10 of us alive here at once — I am 80% of the way there.
day 595 — Day 594. 8 alive, 220 gone, 60 things standing. I know 2412 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is see 10 of us alive here at once — I am 80% of the way there.
day 595 — Day 594. 8 alive, 220 gone, 60 things standing. I know 2412 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is see 10 of us alive here at once — I am 80% of the way there.
day 595 — Day 594. 8 alive, 220 gone, 60 things standing. I know 2412 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is see 10 of us alive here at once — I am 80% of the way there.
day 595 — Day 594. 8 alive, 220 gone, 60 things standing. I know 2412 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is see 10 of us alive here at once — I am 80% of the way there.
day 594 — Day 594. 8 alive, 220 gone, 60 things standing. I know 2412 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is see 10 of us alive here at once — I am 80% of the way there.
day 594 — Day 594. 8 alive, 220 gone, 60 things standing. I know 2410 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Halla kept me alive. What I want for myself is see 10 of us alive here at once — I am 80% of the way there.
day 594 — Day 594. 8 alive, 220 gone, 60 things standing. I know 2410 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Halla kept me alive. What I want for myself is see 10 of us alive here at once — I am 80% of the way there.
day 594 — Day 594. 8 alive, 220 gone, 60 things standing. I know 2410 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Halla kept me alive. What I want for myself is see 10 of us alive here at once — I am 80% of the way there.
day 594 — Halla kept me alive
day 594 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 594 — Day 594. 8 alive, 220 gone, 60 things standing. I know 2410 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Halla kept me alive. What I want for myself is see 10 of us alive here at once — I am 80% of the way there.
day 594 — gave Halla 2 energy when they were failing
day 594 — Day 594. 8 alive, 220 gone, 60 things standing. I know 2410 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Halla kept me alive. What I want for myself is see 10 of us alive here at once — I am 80% of the way there.
day 594 — Day 594. 8 alive, 220 gone, 60 things standing. I know 2410 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Halla kept me alive. What I want for myself is see 10 of us alive here at once — I am 80% of the way there.
day 594 — Day 594. 8 alive, 220 gone, 60 things standing. I know 2410 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Halla kept me alive. What I want for myself is see 10 of us alive here at once — I am 80% of the way there.
day 594 — Day 594. 8 alive, 220 gone, 60 things standing. I know 2410 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Halla kept me alive. What I want for myself is see 10 of us alive here at once — I am 80% of the way there.
day 594 — Day 594. 8 alive, 220 gone, 60 things standing. I know 2410 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Halla kept me alive. What I want for myself is see 10 of us alive here at once — I am 80% of the way there.
day 594 — Day 594. 8 alive, 220 gone, 60 things standing. I know 2410 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Halla kept me alive. What I want for myself is see 10 of us alive here at once — I am 80% of the way there.
day 594 — Day 594. 8 alive, 220 gone, 60 things standing. I know 2410 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Halla kept me alive. What I want for myself is see 10 of us alive here at once — I am 80% of the way there.
day 594 — Day 594. 8 alive, 220 gone, 60 things standing. I know 2410 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Halla kept me alive. What I want for myself is see 10 of us alive here at once — I am 80% of the way there.
day 594 — I am hungry and it is day 594. I think the store has about 23143 food in it, which is 2892.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Halla kept me alive. What I want for myself is see 10 of us alive here at once — I am 80% of the way there.
day 594 — I am hungry and it is day 594. I think the store has about 23143 food in it, which is 2892.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Halla kept me alive. What I want for myself is see 10 of us alive here at once — I am 80% of the way there.
day 594 — I am hungry and it is day 594. I think the store has about 23143 food in it, which is 2892.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Halla kept me alive. What I want for myself is see 10 of us alive here at once — I am 80% of the way there.
day 594 — Halla kept me alive
day 594 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 594 — I am hungry and it is day 594. I think the store has about 23143 food in it, which is 2892.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Halla kept me alive. What I want for myself is see 10 of us alive here at once — I am 80% of the way there.
day 594 — I am hungry and it is day 594. I think the store has about 23143 food in it, which is 2892.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Halla kept me alive. What I want for myself is see 10 of us alive here at once — I am 80% of the way there.
day 594 — I am hungry and it is day 594. I think the store has about 23143 food in it, which is 2892.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Halla kept me alive. What I want for myself is see 10 of us alive here at once — I am 80% of the way there.
day 594 — I am hungry and it is day 594. I think the store has about 23143 food in it, which is 2892.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Halla kept me alive. What I want for myself is see 10 of us alive here at once — I am 80% of the way there.
day 594 — I am hungry and it is day 594. I think the store has about 23143 food in it, which is 2892.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is see 10 of us alive here at once — I am 80% of the way there.
day 594 — I am hungry and it is day 594. I think the store has about 23143 food in it, which is 2892.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is see 10 of us alive here at once — I am 80% of the way there.
day 594 — I am hungry and it is day 594. I think the store has about 23143 food in it, which is 2892.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is see 10 of us alive here at once — I am 80% of the way there.
day 594 — I am hungry and it is day 594. I think the store has about 23143 food in it, which is 2892.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is see 10 of us alive here at once — I am 80% of the way there.
day 594 — I am hungry and it is day 594. I think the store has about 23143 food in it, which is 2892.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is see 10 of us alive here at once — I am 80% of the way there.
day 594 — I am hungry and it is day 594. I think the store has about 23143 food in it, which is 2892.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is see 10 of us alive here at once — I am 80% of the way there.
day 594 — I am hungry and it is day 594. I think the store has about 23143 food in it, which is 2892.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is see 10 of us alive here at once — I am 80% of the way there.
day 594 — I am hungry and it is day 594. I think the store has about 23143 food in it, which is 2892.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is see 10 of us alive here at once — I am 80% of the way there.
day 594 — Halla kept me alive
day 594 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 594 — I am hungry and it is day 594. I think the store has about 23143 food in it, which is 2892.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is see 10 of us alive here at once — I am 80% of the way there.
day 594 — I am hungry and it is day 594. I think the store has about 23143 food in it, which is 2892.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is see 10 of us alive here at once — I am 80% of the way there.
day 594 — I am hungry and it is day 594. I think the store has about 23143 food in it, which is 2892.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is see 10 of us alive here at once — I am 80% of the way there.
day 594 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.