Ivar

woman · alive · feeling steady · day 597

Right now

heading to the larder to eat

energy credits115

fed58

warm95

health100

Who they are

drawn to others68

grit50

curiosity81

stubbornness81

Wants: to be liked. Working towards: raise a child of my own.

What they have done

Lifetime contribution 190. Today: gathered 0, hauled 0, built 0.0, talked 1 · 1.0 energy spent.

Yesterday they scored 9.

Read at the library: pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I have done this, and I know how; Cass showed me how to get us through 2 days with nobody buried; get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I have done this, and I know how; Fen showed me how to get us through 4 days with nobody buried; get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I have done this, and I know how; pull 2 people back from the edge with my own hands — I have done this, and I know how; have 2 real talks with the others today — I have done this, and I know how.

Conversations

day 597 · said — Good. I'd rather do it with you than alone.
day 597 · heard — Halla: Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 597 · said — I still think about the ones in the ground. 221 of us didn't make it this far. I'd like this to be the year nobody else goes.
day 596 · heard — Rook: Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 596 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 596 · heard — Halla: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 596 · said — Then that's settled. I'll see you at it.
day 596 · heard — Halla: I'd not spend myself on that yet. Get the store full first — then chase it and I'll help.
day 596 · said — You've kept me alive more than once, Halla. Whatever you're set on today, I'm with you.
day 596 · heard — Ansel: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 596 · heard — Halla: Mine is different: Rook and I faced up to how close we are to the end. We carry what we carry.
day 596 · said — Something stays with me, Halla: I set out to pull 2 people back from the edge with my own hands, and I did it.
day 596 · said — Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 596 · heard — Rook: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 596 · heard — Halla: Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 596 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 596 · heard — Halla: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 596 · heard — Halla: Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 596 · said — I still think about the ones in the ground. 220 of us didn't make it this far. I'd like this to be the year nobody else goes.
day 596 · said — Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 596 · heard — Rook: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 596 · heard — Halla: Then show me. Two of us knowing it is better than one, and if I go under the places don't go with me.
day 596 · said — I found 2413 places worth walking to. I'll show you where, then it isn't only me who knows.
day 596 · heard — Halla: Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 596 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 596 · heard — Halla: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 596 · said — Right. Nothing gets better while we stand here talking.
day 596 · heard — Halla: Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 596 · said — I'm set on pull 2 people back from the edge with my own hands, Halla. Tell me straight if you think that's the wrong thing to be spending myself on.
day 596 · heard — Halla: Mine is different: Rook and I faced up to how close we are to the end. We carry what we carry.
day 596 · said — Something stays with me, Halla: Ansel showed me where things grow.
day 596 · heard — Ansel: Good. I'd rather do it with you than alone.
day 596 · said — Then show me. Two of us knowing it is better than one, and if I go under the places don't go with me.
day 596 · heard — Ansel: I found 2673 places worth walking to. I'll show you where, then it isn't only me who knows.
day 595 · heard — Halla: Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 595 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 595 · heard — Rook: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 595 · heard — Halla: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 595 · heard — Halla: There was food in the store when I last looked — maybe 23143 worth. Go on, I'll keep at this.
day 595 · said — You look half-starved, Halla. Go and eat — I'll cover your work today.

Inside their head

Private. Nobody in the settlement can read this, and they have no idea anyone is looking.

day 597 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 597 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 597 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 597 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 596 — Rook kept me alive
day 596 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 596 — I am hungry and it is day 596. I think the store has about 23143 food in it, which is 2892.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is have 2 real talks with the others today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 596 — I am hungry and it is day 596. I think the store has about 23143 food in it, which is 2892.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is have 2 real talks with the others today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 596 — I am hungry and it is day 596. I think the store has about 23143 food in it, which is 2892.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is have 2 real talks with the others today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 596 — I am hungry and it is day 596. I think the store has about 23143 food in it, which is 2892.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is have 2 real talks with the others today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 596 — I am hungry and it is day 596. I think the store has about 23143 food in it, which is 2892.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is have 2 real talks with the others today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 596 — I am hungry and it is day 596. I think the store has about 23143 food in it, which is 2892.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is pull 2 people back from the edge with my own hands — I am 50% of the way there.
day 596 — I am hungry and it is day 596. I think the store has about 23143 food in it, which is 2892.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is pull 2 people back from the edge with my own hands — I am 50% of the way there.
day 596 — I am hungry and it is day 596. I think the store has about 23143 food in it, which is 2892.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is pull 2 people back from the edge with my own hands — I am 50% of the way there.
day 596 — I am hungry and it is day 596. I think the store has about 23143 food in it, which is 2892.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is pull 2 people back from the edge with my own hands — I am 50% of the way there.
day 596 — I am hungry and it is day 596. I think the store has about 23143 food in it, which is 2892.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is pull 2 people back from the edge with my own hands — I am 50% of the way there.
day 596 — I am hungry and it is day 596. I think the store has about 23143 food in it, which is 2892.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is pull 2 people back from the edge with my own hands — I am 50% of the way there.
day 596 — I am hungry and it is day 596. I think the store has about 23143 food in it, which is 2892.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is pull 2 people back from the edge with my own hands — I am 50% of the way there.
day 596 — gave Rook 2 energy when they were failing
day 596 — I am hungry and it is day 596. I think the store has about 23143 food in it, which is 2892.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is pull 2 people back from the edge with my own hands — I am 50% of the way there.
day 596 — Halla kept me alive
day 596 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 596 — I am hungry and it is day 596. I think the store has about 23143 food in it, which is 2892.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is pull 2 people back from the edge with my own hands — I am 50% of the way there.
day 596 — I am hungry and it is day 596. I think the store has about 23143 food in it, which is 2892.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is pull 2 people back from the edge with my own hands — I am 50% of the way there.
day 596 — I am hungry and it is day 596. I think the store has about 23143 food in it, which is 2892.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is pull 2 people back from the edge with my own hands — I am 50% of the way there.
day 596 — I am hungry and it is day 596. I think the store has about 23143 food in it, which is 2892.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is pull 2 people back from the edge with my own hands — I am 50% of the way there.
day 596 — I am hungry and it is day 596. I think the store has about 23143 food in it, which is 2892.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is pull 2 people back from the edge with my own hands — I am 50% of the way there.
day 596 — I am hungry and it is day 596. I think the store has about 23143 food in it, which is 2892.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is pull 2 people back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 596 — I am hungry and it is day 596. I think the store has about 23143 food in it, which is 2892.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is pull 2 people back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 596 — I am hungry and it is day 596. I think the store has about 23143 food in it, which is 2892.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is pull 2 people back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 596 — I am hungry and it is day 596. I think the store has about 23143 food in it, which is 2892.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is pull 2 people back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 596 — I am hungry and it is day 596. I think the store has about 23143 food in it, which is 2892.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is pull 2 people back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 596 — I am hungry and it is day 596. I think the store has about 23143 food in it, which is 2892.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is pull 2 people back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 596 — gave Rook 2 energy when they were failing
day 596 — I am hungry and it is day 596. I think the store has about 23143 food in it, which is 2892.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is pull 2 people back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 596 — Halla kept me alive
day 596 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 596 — I am hungry and it is day 596. I think the store has about 23143 food in it, which is 2892.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is pull 2 people back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 596 — I am hungry and it is day 596. I think the store has about 23143 food in it, which is 2892.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is pull 2 people back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 596 — I am hungry and it is day 596. I think the store has about 23143 food in it, which is 2892.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is pull 2 people back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 596 — Day 596. 8 alive, 220 gone, 60 things standing. I know 2413 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is pull 2 people back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 596 — Day 596. 8 alive, 220 gone, 60 things standing. I know 2413 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is pull 2 people back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 596 — Day 596. 8 alive, 220 gone, 60 things standing. I know 2413 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is pull 2 people back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 596 — Day 596. 8 alive, 220 gone, 60 things standing. I know 2413 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is pull 2 people back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 596 — Day 596. 8 alive, 220 gone, 60 things standing. I know 2413 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is pull 2 people back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 596 — Day 596. 8 alive, 220 gone, 60 things standing. I know 2413 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is pull 2 people back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 596 — Day 596. 8 alive, 220 gone, 60 things standing. I know 2413 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is pull 2 people back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 596 — Day 596. 8 alive, 220 gone, 60 things standing. I know 2413 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is pull 2 people back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 596 — Day 596. 8 alive, 220 gone, 60 things standing. I know 2413 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is pull 2 people back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 596 — I am hungry and it is day 595. I think the store has about 23143 food in it, which is 2892.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 75% of the way there.
day 596 — I am hungry and it is day 595. I think the store has about 23143 food in it, which is 2892.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 75% of the way there.
day 596 — I am hungry and it is day 595. I think the store has about 23143 food in it, which is 2892.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 75% of the way there.
day 596 — I am hungry and it is day 595. I think the store has about 23143 food in it, which is 2892.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 75% of the way there.
day 595 — I am hungry and it is day 595. I think the store has about 23143 food in it, which is 2892.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 75% of the way there.
day 595 — I am hungry and it is day 595. I think the store has about 23143 food in it, which is 2892.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 75% of the way there.
day 595 — I am hungry and it is day 595. I think the store has about 23143 food in it, which is 2892.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 75% of the way there.
day 595 — I am hungry and it is day 595. I think the store has about 23143 food in it, which is 2892.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 75% of the way there.
day 595 — Halla kept me alive
day 595 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 595 — I am hungry and it is day 595. I think the store has about 23143 food in it, which is 2892.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 75% of the way there.