Ivar

woman · alive · feeling steady · day 595

Right now

heading to the larder to eat

energy credits110

fed28

warm100

health100

Who they are

drawn to others68

grit50

curiosity81

stubbornness81

Wants: to be liked. Working towards: get us through 4 days with nobody buried.

What they have done

Lifetime contribution 148. Today: gathered 0, hauled 0, built 0.0, talked 3 · 1.0 energy spent.

Yesterday they scored 7.

Read at the library: pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I have done this, and I know how; Cass showed me how to get us through 2 days with nobody buried; get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I have done this, and I know how; Fen showed me how to get us through 4 days with nobody buried.

Conversations

day 595 · said — Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 595 · heard — Rook: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 595 · heard — Tove: Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 595 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 595 · said — Then that's settled. I'll see you at it.
day 595 · heard — Tove: Mine is different: Halla and I faced up to how close we are to the end. We carry what we carry.
day 595 · said — Something stays with me, Tove: Day 595: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living..
day 595 · heard — Tove: I'd not spend myself on that yet. Get the store full first — then chase it and I'll help.
day 595 · said — You've kept me alive more than once, Tove. Whatever you're set on today, I'm with you.
day 594 · heard — Rook: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 594 · heard — Halla: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 594 · heard — Tove: Then show me. Two of us knowing it is better than one, and if I go under the places don't go with me.
day 594 · said — I found 2411 places worth walking to. I'll show you where, then it isn't only me who knows.
day 594 · heard — Tove: Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 594 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 594 · heard — Tove: Mine is different: helped Halla through a bad day. We carry what we carry.
day 594 · said — Something stays with me, Tove: Tove fed me when I was empty.
day 594 · heard — Rook: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 594 · heard — Halla: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 594 · said — Right. Nothing gets better while we stand here talking.
day 594 · heard — Tove: Here, take this. I'd want the same, Ivar.
day 594 · said — Tove, I'm down to nothing. Is there anything left in the store?
day 594 · said — Fair enough, Tove. I'll hold you to it.
day 594 · heard — Tove: Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 594 · said — I'm set on get us through 4 days with nobody buried, Tove. Tell me straight if you think that's the wrong thing to be spending myself on.
day 594 · heard — Rook: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 594 · heard — Ansel: Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 594 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 594 · heard — Halla: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 594 · heard — Tove: Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 594 · said — I still think about the ones in the ground. 220 of us didn't make it this far. I'd like this to be the year nobody else goes.
day 594 · heard — Halla: I'd not spend myself on that yet. Get the store full first — then chase it and I'll help.
day 594 · said — You've kept me alive more than once, Halla. Whatever you're set on today, I'm with you.
day 594 · said — Good. I'd rather do it with you than alone.
day 594 · heard — Halla: Mine is different: Day 594: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. We carry what we carry.
day 594 · said — Something stays with me, Halla: Day 594: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living..
day 593 · said — Then that's settled. I'll see you at it.
day 593 · heard — Halla: There was food in the store when I last looked — maybe 23143 worth. Go on, I'll keep at this.
day 593 · said — You look half-starved, Halla. Go and eat — I'll cover your work today.
day 593 · heard — Rook: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?

Inside their head

Private. Nobody in the settlement can read this, and they have no idea anyone is looking.

day 595 — Rook is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Tove kept me alive. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 75% of the way there.
day 595 — Rook is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Tove kept me alive. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 75% of the way there.
day 595 — gave Rook 2 energy when they were failing
day 595 — Rook is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Tove kept me alive. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 75% of the way there.
day 595 — Rook is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Tove kept me alive. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 75% of the way there.
day 595 — Rook is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Tove kept me alive. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 75% of the way there.
day 595 — Day 595. 8 alive, 220 gone, 60 things standing. I know 2412 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 75% of the way there.
day 595 — Tove kept me alive
day 595 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 595 — Day 595. 8 alive, 220 gone, 60 things standing. I know 2412 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 75% of the way there.
day 595 — Day 595. 8 alive, 220 gone, 60 things standing. I know 2412 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 75% of the way there.
day 595 — Day 595. 8 alive, 220 gone, 60 things standing. I know 2412 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 75% of the way there.
day 595 — Day 595. 8 alive, 220 gone, 60 things standing. I know 2412 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 75% of the way there.
day 595 — Day 595. 8 alive, 220 gone, 60 things standing. I know 2412 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 75% of the way there.
day 595 — Day 595. 8 alive, 220 gone, 60 things standing. I know 2412 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 75% of the way there.
day 595 — Day 595. 8 alive, 220 gone, 60 things standing. I know 2412 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 75% of the way there.
day 595 — Day 595. 8 alive, 220 gone, 60 things standing. I know 2412 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 75% of the way there.
day 595 — Day 595. 8 alive, 220 gone, 60 things standing. I know 2412 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 75% of the way there.
day 595 — Day 595. 8 alive, 220 gone, 60 things standing. I know 2412 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 75% of the way there.
day 595 — Day 595. 8 alive, 220 gone, 60 things standing. I know 2412 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 75% of the way there.
day 595 — Day 595. 8 alive, 220 gone, 60 things standing. I know 2412 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 75% of the way there.
day 595 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 594 — Halla is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 594 — Halla is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 594 — Halla is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 594 — Halla is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 594 — Halla is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 594 — Halla is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 594 — Halla is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 594 — Halla is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 594 — Halla is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 594 — Tove kept me alive
day 594 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 594 — Halla is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 594 — Halla is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 594 — Halla is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 594 — Halla is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 594 — Halla is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 594 — Halla is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 594 — Halla is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 594 — Halla is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 594 — Halla is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 594 — Rook is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 594 — Rook is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 594 — Rook is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 594 — Rook is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 594 — Rook is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 594 — Rook is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 594 — Rook is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 594 — Rook is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 594 — Rook is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 594 — Rook is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 594 — Rook is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 594 — Ansel kept me alive
day 594 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 594 — Day 594. 8 alive, 220 gone, 60 things standing. I know 2413 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 594 — Day 594. 8 alive, 220 gone, 60 things standing. I know 2413 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 594 — Day 594. 8 alive, 220 gone, 60 things standing. I know 2413 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 594 — Day 594. 8 alive, 220 gone, 60 things standing. I know 2413 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 594 — Day 594. 8 alive, 220 gone, 60 things standing. I know 2413 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.