Cass

man · alive · feeling hungry · day 596

Right now

heading to the larder to eat

energy credits110

fed16

warm100

health100

Who they are

drawn to others29

grit87

curiosity59

stubbornness84

Wants: quiet, and enough of it. Working towards: see 9 of us alive here at once.

What they have done

Lifetime contribution 345. Today: gathered 0, hauled 0, built 0.0, talked 5 · 1.0 energy spent.

Yesterday they scored 9.

Read at the library: pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I have done this, and I know how; get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I have done this, and I know how; Rook showed me how to have 2 real talks with the others today; have 2 real talks with the others today — I have done this, and I know how.

Conversations

day 596 · said — Right. Nothing gets better while we stand here talking.
day 596 · heard — Nell: Mine is different: Cass kept me alive. We carry what we carry.
day 596 · said — Something stays with me, Nell: helped Nell through a bad day.
day 596 · said — Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 596 · heard — Nell: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 596 · heard — Nell: Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 596 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 596 · heard — Nell: Then that's settled. I'll see you at it.
day 596 · said — Day 596 and still standing. That's something.
day 596 · heard — Nell: What are you working at, Cass?
day 596 · heard — Nell: Fair enough, Cass. I'll hold you to it.
day 596 · said — Mine is different: Day 596: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. We carry what we carry.
day 596 · heard — Nell: Something stays with me, Cass: Day 596: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living..
day 596 · said — Then that's settled. I'll see you at it.
day 596 · heard — Nell: Mine is different: Day 596: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. We carry what we carry.
day 596 · said — Something stays with me, Nell: Day 596: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living..
day 595 · said — Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 595 · heard — Nell: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 595 · heard — Nell: Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 595 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 595 · heard — Nell: Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 595 · said — I'm set on see 9 of us alive here at once, Nell. Tell me straight if you think that's the wrong thing to be spending myself on.
day 595 · said — Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 595 · heard — Nell: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 595 · said — Good. I'd rather do it with you than alone.
day 595 · heard — Nell: There was food in the store when I last looked — maybe 23446 worth. Go on, I'll keep at this.
day 595 · said — You look half-starved, Nell. Go and eat — I'll cover your work today.
day 595 · heard — Nell: Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 595 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 595 · said — Fair enough, Nell. I'll hold you to it.
day 595 · heard — Nell: Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 595 · said — I still think about the ones in the ground. 220 of us didn't make it this far. I'd like this to be the year nobody else goes.
day 595 · heard — Nell: Good. I'd rather do it with you than alone.
day 595 · said — Day 595 and still standing. That's something.
day 595 · heard — Nell: How are you keeping, Cass?
day 595 · said — Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 595 · heard — Nell: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 595 · heard — Nell: Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 595 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 595 · heard — Nell: Right. Nothing gets better while we stand here talking.

Inside their head

Private. Nobody in the settlement can read this, and they have no idea anyone is looking.

day 596 — I am hungry and it is day 596. I think the store has about 23373 food in it, which is 2921.6 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: helped Nell through a bad day. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 596 — I am hungry and it is day 596. I think the store has about 23373 food in it, which is 2921.6 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: helped Nell through a bad day. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 596 — I am hungry and it is day 596. I think the store has about 23373 food in it, which is 2921.6 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: helped Nell through a bad day. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 596 — I am hungry and it is day 596. I think the store has about 23373 food in it, which is 2921.6 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 596 — I am hungry and it is day 596. I think the store has about 23373 food in it, which is 2921.6 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 596 — I am hungry and it is day 596. I think the store has about 23373 food in it, which is 2921.6 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 596 — I am hungry and it is day 596. I think the store has about 23373 food in it, which is 2921.6 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 596 — gave Nell 2 energy when they were failing
day 596 — I am hungry and it is day 596. I think the store has about 23373 food in it, which is 2921.6 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 596 — I am hungry and it is day 596. I think the store has about 23373 food in it, which is 2921.6 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 596 — I am hungry and it is day 596. I think the store has about 23373 food in it, which is 2921.6 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 596 — Nell kept me alive
day 596 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 596 — I am hungry and it is day 596. I think the store has about 23373 food in it, which is 2921.6 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 596 — I am hungry and it is day 596. I think the store has about 23373 food in it, which is 2921.6 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 596 — I am hungry and it is day 596. I think the store has about 23373 food in it, which is 2921.6 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 596 — Day 596. 8 alive, 220 gone, 60 things standing. I know 2869 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 596 — Day 596. 8 alive, 220 gone, 60 things standing. I know 2869 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 596 — Day 596. 8 alive, 220 gone, 60 things standing. I know 2869 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 596 — Day 596. 8 alive, 220 gone, 60 things standing. I know 2869 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 596 — Day 596. 8 alive, 220 gone, 60 things standing. I know 2869 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 596 — Day 596. 8 alive, 220 gone, 60 things standing. I know 2869 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 596 — Day 596. 8 alive, 220 gone, 60 things standing. I know 2869 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 596 — I am hungry and it is day 595. I think the store has about 23373 food in it, which is 2921.6 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 596 — I am hungry and it is day 595. I think the store has about 23373 food in it, which is 2921.6 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 596 — I am hungry and it is day 595. I think the store has about 23373 food in it, which is 2921.6 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 596 — I am hungry and it is day 595. I think the store has about 23373 food in it, which is 2921.6 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 596 — I am hungry and it is day 595. I think the store has about 23373 food in it, which is 2921.6 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 596 — I am hungry and it is day 595. I think the store has about 23373 food in it, which is 2921.6 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 596 — I am hungry and it is day 595. I think the store has about 23373 food in it, which is 2921.6 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 595 — gave Nell 2 energy when they were failing
day 595 — I am hungry and it is day 595. I think the store has about 23373 food in it, which is 2921.6 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 595 — I am hungry and it is day 595. I think the store has about 23373 food in it, which is 2921.6 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 595 — I am hungry and it is day 595. I think the store has about 23373 food in it, which is 2921.6 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 595 — Nell kept me alive
day 595 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 595 — I am hungry and it is day 595. I think the store has about 23373 food in it, which is 2921.6 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 595 — Day 595. 8 alive, 220 gone, 60 things standing. I know 2869 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: helped Nell through a bad day. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 595 — Day 595. 8 alive, 220 gone, 60 things standing. I know 2869 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: helped Nell through a bad day. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 595 — Day 595. 8 alive, 220 gone, 60 things standing. I know 2869 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: helped Nell through a bad day. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 595 — Day 595. 8 alive, 220 gone, 60 things standing. I know 2869 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: helped Nell through a bad day. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 595 — Day 595. 8 alive, 220 gone, 60 things standing. I know 2869 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: helped Nell through a bad day. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 595 — Day 595. 8 alive, 220 gone, 60 things standing. I know 2869 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: helped Nell through a bad day. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 595 — Day 595. 8 alive, 220 gone, 60 things standing. I know 2869 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: helped Nell through a bad day. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 595 — Day 595. 8 alive, 220 gone, 60 things standing. I know 2869 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: helped Nell through a bad day. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 595 — I am hungry and it is day 595. I think the store has about 23373 food in it, which is 2921.6 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 595 — I am hungry and it is day 595. I think the store has about 23373 food in it, which is 2921.6 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 595 — gave Nell 2 energy when they were failing
day 595 — I am hungry and it is day 595. I think the store has about 23373 food in it, which is 2921.6 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 595 — I am hungry and it is day 595. I think the store has about 23373 food in it, which is 2921.6 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 595 — Nell kept me alive
day 595 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 595 — I am hungry and it is day 595. I think the store has about 23373 food in it, which is 2921.6 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 595 — I am hungry and it is day 595. I think the store has about 23373 food in it, which is 2921.6 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 595 — I am hungry and it is day 595. I think the store has about 23373 food in it, which is 2921.6 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 595 — I am hungry and it is day 595. I think the store has about 23373 food in it, which is 2921.6 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 595 — I am hungry and it is day 595. I think the store has about 23373 food in it, which is 2921.6 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 595 — I am hungry and it is day 595. I think the store has about 23373 food in it, which is 2921.6 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 595 — I am hungry and it is day 595. I think the store has about 23373 food in it, which is 2921.6 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 595 — I am hungry and it is day 595. I think the store has about 23373 food in it, which is 2921.6 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.