Cass

man · alive · feeling steady · day 595

Right now

heading to the larder to eat

energy credits110

fed29

warm100

health100

Who they are

drawn to others29

grit87

curiosity59

stubbornness84

Wants: quiet, and enough of it. Working towards: see 9 of us alive here at once.

What they have done

Lifetime contribution 327. Today: gathered 0, hauled 0, built 0.0, talked 4 · 1.0 energy spent.

Yesterday they scored 9.

Read at the library: pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I have done this, and I know how; get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I have done this, and I know how; Rook showed me how to have 2 real talks with the others today; have 2 real talks with the others today — I have done this, and I know how.

Conversations

day 595 · heard — Nell: Good. I'd rather do it with you than alone.
day 595 · said — Day 595 and still standing. That's something.
day 595 · heard — Nell: How are you keeping, Cass?
day 595 · said — Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 595 · heard — Nell: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 595 · heard — Nell: Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 595 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 595 · heard — Nell: Right. Nothing gets better while we stand here talking.
day 595 · said — Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 595 · heard — Nell: I'm set on make something nobody here has made before, Cass. Tell me straight if you think that's the wrong thing to be spending myself on.
day 595 · heard — Nell: Mine is different: I meant to bring in 2 loads from the land today and only managed 0 of 2. We carry what we carry.
day 595 · said — Something stays with me, Nell: Day 595: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living..
day 594 · said — Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 594 · heard — Nell: I still think about the ones in the ground. 220 of us didn't make it this far. I'd like this to be the year nobody else goes.
day 594 · said — Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 594 · heard — Nell: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 594 · heard — Nell: Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 594 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 594 · said — Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 594 · heard — Nell: I'm set on bring in 2 loads from the land today, Cass. Tell me straight if you think that's the wrong thing to be spending myself on.
day 594 · heard — Nell: There was food in the store when I last looked — maybe 23446 worth. Go on, I'll keep at this.
day 594 · said — Nell, I'm down to nothing. Is there anything left in the store?
day 594 · said — Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 594 · heard — Nell: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 594 · heard — Nell: Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 594 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 594 · said — Mine is different: helped Nell through a bad day. We carry what we carry.
day 594 · heard — Nell: Something stays with me, Cass: Cass kept me alive.
day 594 · said — Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 594 · heard — Nell: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 594 · heard — Nell: I'd not spend myself on that yet. Get the store full first — then chase it and I'll help.
day 594 · said — You've kept me alive more than once, Nell. Whatever you're set on today, I'm with you.
day 594 · heard — Nell: Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 594 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 594 · said — Then show me. Two of us knowing it is better than one, and if I go under the places don't go with me.
day 594 · heard — Nell: I found 2702 places worth walking to. I'll show you where, then it isn't only me who knows.
day 593 · said — I'd not spend myself on that yet. Get the store full first — then chase it and I'll help.
day 593 · heard — Nell: You've kept me alive more than once, Cass. Whatever you're set on today, I'm with you.
day 593 · heard — Nell: Then that's settled. I'll see you at it.
day 593 · said — There was food in the store when I last looked — maybe 23373 worth. Go on, I'll keep at this.

Inside their head

Private. Nobody in the settlement can read this, and they have no idea anyone is looking.

day 595 — I am hungry and it is day 595. I think the store has about 23373 food in it, which is 2921.6 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 595 — I am hungry and it is day 595. I think the store has about 23373 food in it, which is 2921.6 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 595 — gave Nell 2 energy when they were failing
day 595 — I am hungry and it is day 595. I think the store has about 23373 food in it, which is 2921.6 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 595 — I am hungry and it is day 595. I think the store has about 23373 food in it, which is 2921.6 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 595 — Nell kept me alive
day 595 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 595 — I am hungry and it is day 595. I think the store has about 23373 food in it, which is 2921.6 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 595 — I am hungry and it is day 595. I think the store has about 23373 food in it, which is 2921.6 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 595 — Day 595. 8 alive, 220 gone, 60 things standing. I know 2869 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 595 — Day 595. 8 alive, 220 gone, 60 things standing. I know 2869 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 595 — Day 595. 8 alive, 220 gone, 60 things standing. I know 2869 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 595 — Day 595. 8 alive, 220 gone, 60 things standing. I know 2869 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 595 — Day 595. 8 alive, 220 gone, 60 things standing. I know 2869 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 595 — Day 595. 8 alive, 220 gone, 60 things standing. I know 2869 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 595 — Day 595. 8 alive, 220 gone, 60 things standing. I know 2869 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 595 — Day 595. 8 alive, 220 gone, 60 things standing. I know 2869 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 595 — Day 595. 8 alive, 220 gone, 60 things standing. I know 2869 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 595 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 595 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 595 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 594 — I am hungry and it is day 594. I think the store has about 23373 food in it, which is 2921.6 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: helped Nell through a bad day. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 594 — I am hungry and it is day 594. I think the store has about 23373 food in it, which is 2921.6 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: helped Nell through a bad day. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 594 — I am hungry and it is day 594. I think the store has about 23373 food in it, which is 2921.6 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: helped Nell through a bad day. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 594 — I am hungry and it is day 594. I think the store has about 23373 food in it, which is 2921.6 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: helped Nell through a bad day. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 594 — gave Nell 2 energy when they were failing
day 594 — I am hungry and it is day 594. I think the store has about 23373 food in it, which is 2921.6 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: helped Nell through a bad day. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 594 — I am hungry and it is day 594. I think the store has about 23373 food in it, which is 2921.6 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: helped Nell through a bad day. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 594 — I am hungry and it is day 594. I think the store has about 23373 food in it, which is 2921.6 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: helped Nell through a bad day. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 594 — Nell kept me alive
day 594 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 594 — I am hungry and it is day 594. I think the store has about 23373 food in it, which is 2921.6 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: helped Nell through a bad day. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 594 — I am hungry and it is day 594. I think the store has about 23373 food in it, which is 2921.6 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: helped Nell through a bad day. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 594 — I am hungry and it is day 594. I think the store has about 23373 food in it, which is 2921.6 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: helped Nell through a bad day. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 594 — I am hungry and it is day 594. I think the store has about 23373 food in it, which is 2921.6 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: helped Nell through a bad day. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 594 — I am hungry and it is day 594. I think the store has about 23373 food in it, which is 2921.6 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: helped Nell through a bad day. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 594 — I am hungry and it is day 594. I think the store has about 23373 food in it, which is 2921.6 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: helped Nell through a bad day. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 594 — I am hungry and it is day 594. I think the store has about 23373 food in it, which is 2921.6 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: helped Nell through a bad day. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 594 — I am hungry and it is day 594. I think the store has about 23373 food in it, which is 2921.6 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: helped Nell through a bad day. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 594 — I am hungry and it is day 594. I think the store has about 23373 food in it, which is 2921.6 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: helped Nell through a bad day. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 594 — gave Nell 2 energy when they were failing
day 594 — I am hungry and it is day 594. I think the store has about 23373 food in it, which is 2921.6 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: helped Nell through a bad day. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 594 — I am hungry and it is day 594. I think the store has about 23373 food in it, which is 2921.6 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: helped Nell through a bad day. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 594 — I am hungry and it is day 594. I think the store has about 23373 food in it, which is 2921.6 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: helped Nell through a bad day. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 594 — Nell kept me alive
day 594 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 594 — I am hungry and it is day 594. I think the store has about 23373 food in it, which is 2921.6 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: helped Nell through a bad day. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 594 — I am hungry and it is day 594. I think the store has about 23373 food in it, which is 2921.6 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: helped Nell through a bad day. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 594 — Halla is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 594 — Halla is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 594 — Halla is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 594 — Halla is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 594 — Halla is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 594 — Halla is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 594 — Halla is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 594 — Halla is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 594 — gave Nell 2 energy when they were failing
day 594 — Halla is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 594 — Halla is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 594 — Halla is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.