Fen

man · no longer with them · feeling gone · day 615

Right now

heading to the larder to eat

energy credits120

fed0

warm100

health0

Who they are

drawn to others82

grit86

curiosity92

stubbornness29

Wants: a family of their own. Working towards: get us through 4 days with nobody buried.

What they have done

Lifetime contribution 86. Today: gathered 0, hauled 0, built 0.0, talked 0 · 0.0 energy spent.

Yesterday they scored 0.

Read at the library: Nell showed me how to get us through 2 days with nobody buried; get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I have done this, and I know how; get food 29 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I have done this, and I know how; bring in 2 loads from the land today — I have done this, and I know how; Ansel showed me how to get us through 4 days with nobody buried.

Conversations

day 596 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 596 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 594 · heard — Halla: Then show me. Two of us knowing it is better than one, and if I go under the places don't go with me.
day 594 · said — I found 2719 places worth walking to. I'll show you where, then it isn't only me who knows.
day 594 · said — Then that's settled. I'll see you at it.
day 594 · heard — Tove: Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 594 · said — I still think about the ones in the ground. 220 of us didn't make it this far. I'd like this to be the year nobody else goes.
day 593 · heard — Nell: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 592 · heard — Rook: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 592 · said — Good. I'd rather do it with you than alone.
day 592 · heard — Ivar: Then show me. Two of us knowing it is better than one, and if I go under the places don't go with me.
day 592 · said — I found 2718 places worth walking to. I'll show you where, then it isn't only me who knows.
day 592 · heard — Ivar: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 592 · heard — Halla: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 592 · said — Fair enough, Halla. I'll hold you to it.
day 592 · heard — Halla: Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 592 · said — I'm set on get food 29 steps out from the store, so we can go further, Halla. Tell me straight if you think that's the wrong thing to be spending myself on.

Inside their head

Private. Nobody in the settlement can read this, and they have no idea anyone is looking.

day 596 — I am hungry and it is day 596. I think the store has about 23364 food in it, which is 2920.5 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Ansel showed me how to get us through 4 days with nobody buried. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 25% of the way there.
day 596 — I am hungry and it is day 596. I think the store has about 23364 food in it, which is 2920.5 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Ansel showed me how to get us through 4 days with nobody buried. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 25% of the way there.
day 596 — nobody near enough to hear me
day 596 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 596 — I am hungry and it is day 596. I think the store has about 23364 food in it, which is 2920.5 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Ansel showed me how to get us through 4 days with nobody buried. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 25% of the way there.
day 596 — I am hungry and it is day 596. I think the store has about 23364 food in it, which is 2920.5 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Ansel showed me how to get us through 4 days with nobody buried. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 25% of the way there.
day 596 — I am hungry and it is day 596. I think the store has about 23364 food in it, which is 2920.5 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Ansel showed me how to get us through 4 days with nobody buried. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 25% of the way there.
day 596 — I am hungry and it is day 596. I think the store has about 23364 food in it, which is 2920.5 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Ansel showed me how to get us through 4 days with nobody buried. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 25% of the way there.
day 596 — I am hungry and it is day 596. I think the store has about 23364 food in it, which is 2920.5 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Ansel showed me how to get us through 4 days with nobody buried. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 25% of the way there.
day 596 — I am hungry and it is day 596. I think the store has about 23364 food in it, which is 2920.5 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Ansel showed me how to get us through 4 days with nobody buried. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 25% of the way there.
day 596 — I am hungry and it is day 596. I think the store has about 23364 food in it, which is 2920.5 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Ansel showed me how to get us through 4 days with nobody buried. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 25% of the way there.
day 596 — I am hungry and it is day 596. I think the store has about 23364 food in it, which is 2920.5 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Ansel showed me how to get us through 4 days with nobody buried. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 25% of the way there.
day 596 — I am hungry and it is day 596. I think the store has about 23364 food in it, which is 2920.5 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Ansel showed me how to get us through 4 days with nobody buried. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 25% of the way there.
day 596 — I am hungry and it is day 596. I think the store has about 23364 food in it, which is 2920.5 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Ansel showed me how to get us through 4 days with nobody buried. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 25% of the way there.
day 596 — I am hungry and it is day 596. I think the store has about 23364 food in it, which is 2920.5 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Ansel showed me how to get us through 4 days with nobody buried. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 25% of the way there.
day 596 — Day 596. 8 alive, 220 gone, 60 things standing. I know 2724 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 25% of the way there.
day 596 — Day 596. 8 alive, 220 gone, 60 things standing. I know 2724 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 25% of the way there.
day 596 — nobody near enough to hear me
day 596 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 596 — Day 596. 8 alive, 220 gone, 60 things standing. I know 2724 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 25% of the way there.
day 596 — Day 596. 8 alive, 220 gone, 60 things standing. I know 2724 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 25% of the way there.
day 596 — Day 596. 8 alive, 220 gone, 60 things standing. I know 2724 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 25% of the way there.
day 596 — Day 596. 8 alive, 220 gone, 60 things standing. I know 2724 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 25% of the way there.
day 596 — Day 596. 8 alive, 220 gone, 60 things standing. I know 2724 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 25% of the way there.
day 596 — Day 596. 8 alive, 220 gone, 60 things standing. I know 2724 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 25% of the way there.
day 596 — Day 596. 8 alive, 220 gone, 60 things standing. I know 2724 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 25% of the way there.
day 596 — Nell is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: pulling up herbs out near -11,3. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 596 — Nell is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: pulling up herbs out near -11,3. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 596 — Nell is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: pulling up herbs out near -11,3. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 596 — Nell is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: pulling up herbs out near -11,3. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 596 — Nell is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: pulling up herbs out near -11,3. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 595 — Nell is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: pulling up herbs out near -11,3. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 595 — Nell is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: pulling up herbs out near -11,3. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 595 — Nell is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: pulling up herbs out near -11,3. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 595 — Nell is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: pulling up herbs out near -11,3. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 595 — Nell is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 595 — Nell is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 595 — Nell is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 595 — Nell is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 595 — Nell is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 595 — Nell is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 595 — Nell is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 595 — Nell is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 595 — Nell is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 595 — Nell is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 595 — Nell is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 595 — Rook is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: pulling up herbs out near -11,3. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 595 — Rook is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: pulling up herbs out near -11,3. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 595 — Rook is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: pulling up herbs out near -11,3. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 595 — Rook is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: pulling up herbs out near -11,3. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 595 — Day 595. 8 alive, 220 gone, 60 things standing. I know 2715 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: pulling up herbs out near -11,3. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 595 — Day 595. 8 alive, 220 gone, 60 things standing. I know 2715 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: pulling up herbs out near -11,3. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 595 — Day 595. 8 alive, 220 gone, 60 things standing. I know 2715 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: pulling up herbs out near -11,3. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 595 — Day 595. 8 alive, 220 gone, 60 things standing. I know 2715 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: pulling up herbs out near -11,3. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 595 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 595 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 595 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 595 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 595 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 594 — Halla is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: I set out to bring in 2 loads from the land today, and I did it. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.