Maren

woman · no longer with them · feeling gone · day 616

Right now

heading to the larder to eat

energy credits100

fed0

warm100

health0

Who they are

drawn to others75

grit41

curiosity26

stubbornness43

Wants: to never be hungry again. Working towards: raise a child of my own.

What they have done

Lifetime contribution 104. Today: gathered 0, hauled 0, built 0.0, talked 0 · 0.0 energy spent.

Yesterday they scored 0.

Read at the library: Halla showed me how to have 2 real talks with the others today; have 2 real talks with the others today — I have done this, and I know how; have 3 real talks with the others today — I have done this, and I know how; Tove showed me how to have 4 real talks with the others today; have 4 real talks with the others today — I have done this, and I know how; get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I have done this, and I know how.

Conversations

day 606 · said — Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 606 · heard — Ansel: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 606 · heard — Ivar: Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 606 · said — I'm not going to last the night on my own.
day 606 · said — Fair enough, Tove. I'll hold you to it.
day 606 · heard — Tove: Then show me. Two of us knowing it is better than one, and if I go under the places don't go with me.
day 606 · said — I found 2413 places worth walking to. I'll show you where, then it isn't only me who knows.
day 605 · heard — Rook: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 605 · heard — Tove: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 605 · heard — Ivar: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 605 · heard — Halla: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 605 · said — Then that's settled. I'll see you at it.
day 605 · heard — Tove: There was food in the store when I last looked — maybe 23182 worth. Go on, I'll keep at this.
day 605 · said — You look half-starved, Tove. Go and eat — I'll cover your work today.
day 605 · heard — Tove: There was food in the store when I last looked — maybe 23182 worth. Go on, I'll keep at this.
day 605 · said — Tove, I'm down to nothing. Is there anything left in the store?
day 605 · heard — Ansel: Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 605 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 605 · said — Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 605 · heard — Ansel: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 605 · heard — Rook: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 605 · said — Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 605 · heard — Tove: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 605 · said — Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 605 · heard — Ivar: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 605 · heard — Halla: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 605 · said — Right. Nothing gets better while we stand here talking.
day 605 · heard — Tove: Mine is different: Halla showed me where things grow. We carry what we carry.
day 605 · said — Something stays with me, Tove: Ansel kept me alive.
day 605 · heard — Ansel: Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 605 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 605 · said — Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 605 · heard — Ansel: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 605 · heard — Rook: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 605 · heard — Tove: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 605 · heard — Ivar: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 605 · heard — Halla: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 605 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 605 · heard — Tove: Mine is different: Day 605: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. We carry what we carry.
day 605 · said — Something stays with me, Tove: Day 605: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living..

Inside their head

Private. Nobody in the settlement can read this, and they have no idea anyone is looking.

day 606 — I am hungry and it is day 606. I think the store has about 23327 food in it, which is 2915.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 606 — I am hungry and it is day 606. I think the store has about 23327 food in it, which is 2915.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 606 — I am hungry and it is day 606. I think the store has about 23327 food in it, which is 2915.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 606 — gave Ansel 2 energy when they were failing
day 606 — I am hungry and it is day 606. I think the store has about 23327 food in it, which is 2915.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 606 — I am hungry and it is day 606. I think the store has about 23327 food in it, which is 2915.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 606 — I am hungry and it is day 606. I think the store has about 23327 food in it, which is 2915.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 606 — I am hungry and it is day 606. I think the store has about 23327 food in it, which is 2915.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 606 — I am hungry and it is day 606. I think the store has about 23327 food in it, which is 2915.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 606 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 606 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 606 — Ivar kept me alive
day 606 — asking for help feels like losing something
day 606 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 606 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 606 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 606 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 605 — I am hungry and it is day 605. I think the store has about 23327 food in it, which is 2915.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Ansel kept me alive. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 605 — I am hungry and it is day 605. I think the store has about 23327 food in it, which is 2915.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Ansel kept me alive. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 605 — I am hungry and it is day 605. I think the store has about 23327 food in it, which is 2915.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 605 — I am hungry and it is day 605. I think the store has about 23327 food in it, which is 2915.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 605 — I am hungry and it is day 605. I think the store has about 23327 food in it, which is 2915.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 605 — I am hungry and it is day 605. I think the store has about 23327 food in it, which is 2915.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 605 — I am hungry and it is day 605. I think the store has about 23327 food in it, which is 2915.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 605 — I am hungry and it is day 605. I think the store has about 23327 food in it, which is 2915.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 605 — Ansel kept me alive
day 605 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 605 — I am hungry and it is day 605. I think the store has about 23327 food in it, which is 2915.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 605 — I am hungry and it is day 605. I think the store has about 23327 food in it, which is 2915.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 605 — gave Ansel 2 energy when they were failing
day 605 — I am hungry and it is day 605. I think the store has about 23327 food in it, which is 2915.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 605 — I am hungry and it is day 605. I think the store has about 23327 food in it, which is 2915.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 605 — I am hungry and it is day 605. I think the store has about 23327 food in it, which is 2915.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 605 — I am hungry and it is day 605. I think the store has about 23327 food in it, which is 2915.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 605 — I am hungry and it is day 605. I think the store has about 23327 food in it, which is 2915.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 605 — I am hungry and it is day 605. I think the store has about 23327 food in it, which is 2915.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 605 — gave Tove 2 energy when they were failing
day 605 — I am hungry and it is day 605. I think the store has about 23327 food in it, which is 2915.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 605 — gave Ivar 2 energy when they were failing
day 605 — I am hungry and it is day 605. I think the store has about 23327 food in it, which is 2915.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 605 — I am hungry and it is day 605. I think the store has about 23327 food in it, which is 2915.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 605 — I am hungry and it is day 605. I think the store has about 23327 food in it, which is 2915.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 605 — I am hungry and it is day 605. I think the store has about 23327 food in it, which is 2915.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 605 — Ansel kept me alive
day 605 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 605 — I am hungry and it is day 605. I think the store has about 23327 food in it, which is 2915.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 605 — I am hungry and it is day 605. I think the store has about 23327 food in it, which is 2915.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 605 — gave Ansel 2 energy when they were failing
day 605 — I am hungry and it is day 605. I think the store has about 23327 food in it, which is 2915.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: asked for help and got none. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 605 — I am hungry and it is day 605. I think the store has about 23327 food in it, which is 2915.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: asked for help and got none. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 605 — I am hungry and it is day 605. I think the store has about 23327 food in it, which is 2915.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: asked for help and got none. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 605 — I am hungry and it is day 605. I think the store has about 23327 food in it, which is 2915.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: asked for help and got none. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 605 — I am hungry and it is day 605. I think the store has about 23327 food in it, which is 2915.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: asked for help and got none. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 605 — I am hungry and it is day 605. I think the store has about 23327 food in it, which is 2915.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: asked for help and got none. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 605 — I am hungry and it is day 605. I think the store has about 23327 food in it, which is 2915.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: asked for help and got none. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 605 — I am hungry and it is day 605. I think the store has about 23327 food in it, which is 2915.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: asked for help and got none. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 605 — I am hungry and it is day 605. I think the store has about 23327 food in it, which is 2915.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: asked for help and got none. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 605 — I am hungry and it is day 605. I think the store has about 23327 food in it, which is 2915.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: asked for help and got none. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 605 — I am hungry and it is day 605. I think the store has about 23327 food in it, which is 2915.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: asked for help and got none. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 605 — nobody gave me anything