Ode

woman · no longer with them · feeling gone · day 648

Right now

heading to the larder to eat

energy credits50

fed0

warm100

health0

Who they are

drawn to others29

grit48

curiosity22

stubbornness36

Wants: to be the one they come to when something needs making. Working towards: make something nobody here has made before.

What they have done

Lifetime contribution 14. Today: gathered 0, hauled 0, built 0.0, talked 0 · 0.0 energy spent.

Yesterday they scored 0.

Read at the library: get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I have done this, and I know how.

Conversations

day 608 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 608 · heard — Halla: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 608 · said — Good. I'd rather do it with you than alone.
day 608 · heard — Halla: There was food in the store when I last looked — maybe 23327 worth. Go on, I'll keep at this.
day 608 · said — Halla, I'm down to nothing. Is there anything left in the store?
day 607 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 607 · heard — Halla: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 607 · said — Fair enough, Halla. I'll hold you to it.
day 607 · heard — Halla: Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 607 · said — I still think about the ones in the ground. 225 of us didn't make it this far. I'd like this to be the year nobody else goes.
day 607 · heard — Rook: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 607 · heard — Ansel: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 607 · heard — Halla: Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 607 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 607 · heard — Ivar: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 607 · heard — Halla: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 607 · heard — Rook: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 607 · heard — Tove: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 607 · heard — Tove: Mine is different: Ansel and I faced up to how close we are to the end. We carry what we carry.
day 607 · said — Something stays with me, Tove: Rook kept me alive.
day 607 · heard — Ansel: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 607 · heard — Rook: Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 607 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 607 · heard — Ivar: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 607 · heard — Halla: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 607 · heard — Tove: Mine is different: Ansel and I faced up to how close we are to the end. We carry what we carry.
day 607 · said — Something stays with me, Tove: Day 607: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living..
day 607 · heard — Rook: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 607 · heard — Tove: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 607 · said — Then that's settled. I'll see you at it.
day 607 · heard — Tove: Then show me. Two of us knowing it is better than one, and if I go under the places don't go with me.
day 607 · said — I found 2591 places worth walking to. I'll show you where, then it isn't only me who knows.
day 606 · heard — Ivar: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 606 · heard — Halla: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?

Inside their head

Private. Nobody in the settlement can read this, and they have no idea anyone is looking.

day 608 — I am hungry and it is day 608. I think the store has about 22970 food in it, which is 2871.3 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 608 — I am hungry and it is day 608. I think the store has about 22970 food in it, which is 2871.3 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 608 — I am hungry and it is day 608. I think the store has about 22970 food in it, which is 2871.3 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 608 — I am hungry and it is day 608. I think the store has about 22970 food in it, which is 2871.3 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 608 — I am hungry and it is day 608. I think the store has about 22970 food in it, which is 2871.3 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 608 — I am hungry and it is day 608. I think the store has about 22970 food in it, which is 2871.3 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 608 — I am hungry and it is day 608. I think the store has about 22970 food in it, which is 2871.3 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 608 — I am hungry and it is day 608. I think the store has about 22970 food in it, which is 2871.3 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 608 — I am hungry and it is day 608. I think the store has about 22970 food in it, which is 2871.3 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 608 — I am hungry and it is day 608. I think the store has about 22970 food in it, which is 2871.3 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 608 — nobody gave me anything
day 608 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 608 — I am hungry and it is day 608. I think the store has about 22970 food in it, which is 2871.3 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 608 — Halla is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 608 — I am hungry and it is day 608. I think the store has about 22970 food in it, which is 2871.3 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 608 — I am hungry and it is day 608. I think the store has about 22970 food in it, which is 2871.3 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 608 — I am hungry and it is day 608. I think the store has about 22970 food in it, which is 2871.3 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 608 — I am hungry and it is day 607. I think the store has about 22970 food in it, which is 5742.5 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: asked for help and got none. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 608 — I am hungry and it is day 607. I think the store has about 22970 food in it, which is 5742.5 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: asked for help and got none. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 608 — I am hungry and it is day 607. I think the store has about 22970 food in it, which is 5742.5 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: asked for help and got none. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 608 — I am hungry and it is day 607. I think the store has about 22970 food in it, which is 5742.5 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: asked for help and got none. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 608 — I am hungry and it is day 607. I think the store has about 22970 food in it, which is 5742.5 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: asked for help and got none. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 608 — I am hungry and it is day 607. I think the store has about 22970 food in it, which is 5742.5 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: asked for help and got none. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 607 — I am hungry and it is day 607. I think the store has about 22970 food in it, which is 5742.5 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: asked for help and got none. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 607 — I am hungry and it is day 607. I think the store has about 22970 food in it, which is 5742.5 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: asked for help and got none. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 607 — Halla is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Halla kept me alive. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 607 — nobody gave me anything
day 607 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 607 — Halla is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Halla kept me alive. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 607 — Halla is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Halla kept me alive. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 607 — Halla is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 607 — Halla is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Halla kept me alive. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 607 — Halla is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Halla kept me alive. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 607 — Halla is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Halla kept me alive. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 607 — Rook is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 607 — Halla is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Halla kept me alive. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 607 — Halla is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Halla kept me alive. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 607 — Halla is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Halla kept me alive. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 607 — Halla is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Halla kept me alive. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 607 — Halla is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Halla kept me alive. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 607 — Tove is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Rook kept me alive. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 607 — Tove is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Rook kept me alive. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 607 — Ansel is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 607 — Tove is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Rook kept me alive. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 607 — Halla kept me alive
day 607 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 607 — Tove is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Rook kept me alive. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 607 — Ivar is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 607 — Tove is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Rook kept me alive. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 607 — Tove is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Rook kept me alive. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 607 — Tove is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Rook kept me alive. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 607 — Rook is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 607 — Tove is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 607 — Tove is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Rook kept me alive. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 607 — Tove is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Rook kept me alive. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 607 — Tove is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Rook kept me alive. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 607 — Tove is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Rook kept me alive. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 607 — Tove is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Rook kept me alive. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 607 — I am hungry and it is day 607. I think the store has about 22970 food in it, which is 2871.3 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Day 607: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 607 — I am hungry and it is day 607. I think the store has about 22970 food in it, which is 2871.3 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Day 607: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.