Silas

woman · no longer with them · feeling gone · day 647

Right now

heading to the larder to eat

energy credits20

fed0

warm100

health0

Who they are

drawn to others66

grit77

curiosity28

stubbornness43

Wants: to see what is past the far ridge. Working towards: bring in 2 loads from the land today.

What they have done

Lifetime contribution 6. Today: gathered 0, hauled 0, built 0.0, talked 0 · 0.0 energy spent.

Yesterday they scored 0.

Conversations

day 609 · heard — Halla: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 609 · heard — Halla: Fair enough, Silas. I'll hold you to it.
day 609 · said — Mine is different: I meant to carry 2 loads back to the store today and only managed 0 of 2. We carry what we carry.
day 609 · heard — Halla: Something stays with me, Silas: Day 609: 5 fewer of us than 7 days ago. We are going the wrong way..
day 608 · heard — Ansel: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 608 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 608 · heard — Bryn: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 608 · heard — Nell: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 608 · heard — Tove: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 608 · heard — Halla: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 608 · heard — Cass: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 608 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 608 · heard — Bryn: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 608 · heard — Nell: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 608 · heard — Tove: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 608 · heard — Halla: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 608 · heard — Cass: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 608 · said — Fair enough, Nell. I'll hold you to it.
day 608 · heard — Nell: There was food in the store when I last looked — maybe 22958 worth. Go on, I'll keep at this.
day 608 · said — You look half-starved, Nell. Go and eat — I'll cover your work today.
day 608 · said — Then that's settled. I'll see you at it.
day 608 · heard — Nell: Mine is different: Cass kept me alive. We carry what we carry.
day 608 · said — Something stays with me, Nell: Tove kept me alive.
day 608 · heard — Nell: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 608 · heard — Tove: Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 608 · said — I've almost nothing left. Can anyone spare me some energy?
day 608 · said — Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 608 · heard — Cass: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 608 · said — Right. Nothing gets better while we stand here talking.
day 608 · heard — Bryn: Mine is different: Halla and I faced up to how close we are to the end. We carry what we carry.
day 608 · said — Something stays with me, Bryn: talked with Tove.
day 608 · said — Something stays with me, Tove: talked with Nell.
day 608 · said — Good. I'd rather do it with you than alone.
day 608 · heard — Tove: Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 608 · said — I still think about the ones in the ground. 226 of us didn't make it this far. I'd like this to be the year nobody else goes.
day 608 · said — You've kept me alive more than once, Nell. Whatever you're set on today, I'm with you.

Inside their head

Private. Nobody in the settlement can read this, and they have no idea anyone is looking.

day 609 — I am hungry and it is day 609. I think the store has about 22962 food in it, which is 7654.0 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: I meant to carry 2 loads back to the store today and only managed 0 of 2. What I want for myself is bring in 2 loads from the land today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 609 — Halla is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 609 — I am hungry and it is day 609. I think the store has about 22962 food in it, which is 7654.0 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: I meant to carry 2 loads back to the store today and only managed 0 of 2. What I want for myself is bring in 2 loads from the land today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 609 — I am hungry and it is day 608. I think the store has about 22962 food in it, which is 4592.4 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is carry 2 loads back to the store today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 609 — I am hungry and it is day 608. I think the store has about 22962 food in it, which is 4592.4 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is carry 2 loads back to the store today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 609 — I am hungry and it is day 608. I think the store has about 22962 food in it, which is 4592.4 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is carry 2 loads back to the store today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 609 — I am hungry and it is day 608. I think the store has about 22962 food in it, which is 4592.4 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is carry 2 loads back to the store today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 609 — I am hungry and it is day 608. I think the store has about 22962 food in it, which is 4592.4 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is carry 2 loads back to the store today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 609 — I am hungry and it is day 608. I think the store has about 22962 food in it, which is 4592.4 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is carry 2 loads back to the store today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 609 — I am hungry and it is day 608. I think the store has about 22962 food in it, which is 4592.4 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is carry 2 loads back to the store today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 609 — I am hungry and it is day 608. I think the store has about 22962 food in it, which is 4592.4 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is carry 2 loads back to the store today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 608 — Ansel is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 608 — I am hungry and it is day 608. I think the store has about 22962 food in it, which is 4592.4 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is carry 2 loads back to the store today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 608 — nobody gave me anything
day 608 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 608 — I am hungry and it is day 608. I think the store has about 22962 food in it, which is 4592.4 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is carry 2 loads back to the store today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 608 — I am hungry and it is day 608. I think the store has about 22962 food in it, which is 4592.4 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is carry 2 loads back to the store today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 608 — Bryn is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 608 — Nell is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 608 — I am hungry and it is day 608. I think the store has about 22962 food in it, which is 3280.3 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: asked for help and got none. What I want for myself is carry 2 loads back to the store today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 608 — Tove is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 608 — Halla is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 608 — I am hungry and it is day 608. I think the store has about 22962 food in it, which is 3280.3 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: asked for help and got none. What I want for myself is carry 2 loads back to the store today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 608 — Cass is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 608 — I am hungry and it is day 608. I think the store has about 22962 food in it, which is 3280.3 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: asked for help and got none. What I want for myself is carry 2 loads back to the store today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 608 — I am hungry and it is day 608. I think the store has about 22962 food in it, which is 3280.3 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: asked for help and got none. What I want for myself is carry 2 loads back to the store today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 608 — I am hungry and it is day 608. I think the store has about 22962 food in it, which is 3280.3 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: asked for help and got none. What I want for myself is carry 2 loads back to the store today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 608 — I am hungry and it is day 608. I think the store has about 22962 food in it, which is 3280.3 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: asked for help and got none. What I want for myself is carry 2 loads back to the store today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 608 — I am hungry and it is day 608. I think the store has about 22962 food in it, which is 3280.3 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: asked for help and got none. What I want for myself is carry 2 loads back to the store today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 608 — Cass is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is carry 2 loads back to the store today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 608 — Cass is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is carry 2 loads back to the store today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 608 — Cass is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is carry 2 loads back to the store today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 608 — Cass is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is carry 2 loads back to the store today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 608 — nobody gave me anything
day 608 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 608 — Cass is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is carry 2 loads back to the store today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 608 — Bryn is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 608 — Nell is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 608 — Cass is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is carry 2 loads back to the store today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 608 — Tove is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 608 — Cass is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is carry 2 loads back to the store today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 608 — Cass is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is carry 2 loads back to the store today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 608 — Cass is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 608 — Cass is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is carry 2 loads back to the store today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 608 — Cass is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is carry 2 loads back to the store today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 608 — Cass is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is carry 2 loads back to the store today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 608 — Cass is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is carry 2 loads back to the store today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 608 — Nell is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is carry 2 loads back to the store today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 608 — Nell is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is carry 2 loads back to the store today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 608 — Nell is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is carry 2 loads back to the store today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 608 — Nell is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is carry 2 loads back to the store today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 608 — Nell is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is carry 2 loads back to the store today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 608 — Nell is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is carry 2 loads back to the store today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 608 — Tove kept me alive
day 608 — asking for energy feels like losing something
day 608 — Nell is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is carry 2 loads back to the store today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 608 — Halla is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: talked with Nell. What I want for myself is carry 2 loads back to the store today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 608 — Halla is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: talked with Nell. What I want for myself is carry 2 loads back to the store today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 608 — gave Cass 2 energy when they were failing
day 608 — Halla is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: talked with Nell. What I want for myself is carry 2 loads back to the store today — I am 0% of the way there.