Rook

woman · no longer with them · feeling gone · day 647

Right now

heading to the larder to eat

energy credits70

fed0

warm100

health0

Who they are

drawn to others57

grit81

curiosity79

stubbornness20

Wants: a family of their own. Working towards: see 9 of us alive here at once.

What they have done

Lifetime contribution 57. Today: gathered 0, hauled 0, built 0.0, talked 0 · 0.0 energy spent.

Yesterday they scored 0.

Read at the library: get food 27 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I have done this, and I know how; get food 35 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I have done this, and I know how; Ivar showed me how to have 2 real talks with the others today; have 2 real talks with the others today — I have done this, and I know how.

Conversations

day 615 · said — Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 615 · heard — Bryn: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 615 · heard — Bryn: Good. I'd rather do it with you than alone.
day 615 · said — It's a good thing to want. Tell me what you need carried and I'll carry it.
day 615 · heard — Bryn: You've kept me alive more than once, Rook. Whatever you're set on today, I'm with you.
day 615 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 615 · said — Right. Nothing gets better while we stand here talking.
day 615 · heard — Bryn: Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 615 · said — I still think about the ones in the ground. 237 of us didn't make it this far. I'd like this to be the year nobody else goes.
day 614 · heard — Bryn: Right. Nothing gets better while we stand here talking.
day 614 · said — Mine is different: asked for help and got none. We carry what we carry.
day 614 · heard — Bryn: Something stays with me, Rook: Rook and I faced up to how close we are to the end.
day 614 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 614 · heard — Bryn: Fair enough, Rook. I'll hold you to it.
day 614 · said — Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 614 · heard — Bryn: I'm set on make something nobody here has made before, Rook. Tell me straight if you think that's the wrong thing to be spending myself on.
day 614 · said — Fair enough, Bryn. I'll hold you to it.
day 614 · heard — Bryn: Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 614 · said — I'm set on see 9 of us alive here at once, Bryn. Tell me straight if you think that's the wrong thing to be spending myself on.
day 614 · said — Then show me. Two of us knowing it is better than one, and if I go under the places don't go with me.
day 614 · heard — Maren: I found 1136 places worth walking to. I'll show you where, then it isn't only me who knows.
day 614 · said — Fair enough, Ivar. I'll hold you to it.
day 614 · heard — Ivar: Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 614 · said — I'm set on see 9 of us alive here at once, Ivar. Tell me straight if you think that's the wrong thing to be spending myself on.
day 613 · heard — Cass: Fair enough, Rook. I'll hold you to it.
day 613 · said — Then show me. Two of us knowing it is better than one, and if I go under the places don't go with me.
day 613 · heard — Cass: I found 1052 places worth walking to. I'll show you where, then it isn't only me who knows.
day 613 · heard — Fen: Right. Nothing gets better while we stand here talking.
day 613 · said — Then show me. Two of us knowing it is better than one, and if I go under the places don't go with me.
day 613 · heard — Fen: I found 769 places worth walking to. I'll show you where, then it isn't only me who knows.
day 613 · said — Fair enough, Fen. I'll hold you to it.
day 613 · heard — Fen: Then show me. Two of us knowing it is better than one, and if I go under the places don't go with me.
day 613 · said — I found 1215 places worth walking to. I'll show you where, then it isn't only me who knows.
day 613 · said — Fair enough, Cass. I'll hold you to it.
day 613 · heard — Cass: Then show me. Two of us knowing it is better than one, and if I go under the places don't go with me.
day 613 · said — I found 1114 places worth walking to. I'll show you where, then it isn't only me who knows.
day 612 · heard — Maren: Fair enough, Rook. I'll hold you to it.
day 612 · said — Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 612 · heard — Maren: I'm set on make something nobody here has made before, Rook. Tell me straight if you think that's the wrong thing to be spending myself on.
day 612 · heard — Fen: Fair enough, Rook. I'll hold you to it.

Inside their head

Private. Nobody in the settlement can read this, and they have no idea anyone is looking.

day 615 — I am hungry and it is day 615. I think the store has about 23203 food in it, which is 2900.4 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 615 — I am hungry and it is day 615. I think the store has about 23203 food in it, which is 2900.4 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 615 — I am hungry and it is day 615. I think the store has about 23203 food in it, which is 2900.4 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 615 — I am hungry and it is day 615. I think the store has about 23203 food in it, which is 2900.4 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 615 — gave Bryn 2 energy when they were failing
day 615 — I am hungry and it is day 615. I think the store has about 23203 food in it, which is 2900.4 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 615 — I am hungry and it is day 615. I think the store has about 23203 food in it, which is 2900.4 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 615 — I am hungry and it is day 615. I think the store has about 23203 food in it, which is 2900.4 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 615 — I am hungry and it is day 615. I think the store has about 23203 food in it, which is 2900.4 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 615 — I am hungry and it is day 615. I think the store has about 23203 food in it, which is 2900.4 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 615 — I am hungry and it is day 614. I think the store has about 23203 food in it, which is 2900.4 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: asked for help and got none. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 615 — I am hungry and it is day 614. I think the store has about 23203 food in it, which is 2900.4 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: asked for help and got none. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 615 — nobody gave me anything
day 615 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 615 — I am hungry and it is day 614. I think the store has about 23203 food in it, which is 2900.4 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: asked for help and got none. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 615 — I am hungry and it is day 614. I think the store has about 23203 food in it, which is 2900.4 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: asked for help and got none. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 615 — I am hungry and it is day 614. I think the store has about 23203 food in it, which is 2900.4 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: asked for help and got none. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 615 — I am hungry and it is day 614. I think the store has about 23203 food in it, which is 2900.4 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: asked for help and got none. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 615 — I am hungry and it is day 614. I think the store has about 23203 food in it, which is 2900.4 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: asked for help and got none. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 614 — I am hungry and it is day 614. I think the store has about 23203 food in it, which is 2900.4 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: asked for help and got none. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 614 — I am hungry and it is day 614. I think the store has about 23203 food in it, which is 2900.4 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: asked for help and got none. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 614 — I am hungry and it is day 614. I think the store has about 23203 food in it, which is 2900.4 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: asked for help and got none. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 614 — I am hungry and it is day 614. I think the store has about 23203 food in it, which is 2900.4 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: asked for help and got none. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 614 — I am hungry and it is day 614. I think the store has about 23203 food in it, which is 2900.4 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: asked for help and got none. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 614 — I am hungry and it is day 614. I think the store has about 23203 food in it, which is 2900.4 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: asked for help and got none. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 614 — I am hungry and it is day 614. I think the store has about 23203 food in it, which is 2900.4 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: asked for help and got none. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 614 — nobody gave me anything
day 614 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 614 — Silas is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 614 — Silas is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 614 — Silas is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 614 — Silas is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 614 — Silas is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 614 — Silas is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 614 — Silas is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 614 — Silas is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 614 — Silas is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 614 — Silas is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 614 — Silas is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 614 — Silas is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 614 — Silas is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 614 — Ode is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Day 614: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 614 — Ode is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Day 614: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 614 — Ode is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Day 614: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 614 — Ode is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Day 614: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 614 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 614 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 614 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 613 — Ode is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 613 — Ode is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 613 — Ode is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: pulling up herbs out near -42,43. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 613 — Ode is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: pulling up herbs out near -42,43. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 613 — Day 613. 8 alive, 235 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1114 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 613 — Day 613. 8 alive, 235 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1114 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 613 — Day 613. 8 alive, 235 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1114 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 613 — Day 613. 8 alive, 235 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1114 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 613 — Day 613. 8 alive, 235 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1117 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 613 — Day 613. 8 alive, 235 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1117 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 613 — Day 613. 8 alive, 235 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1055 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 613 — Day 613. 8 alive, 235 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1055 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.