Ivar

woman · no longer with them · feeling gone · day 647

Right now

heading to the larder to eat

energy credits50

fed0

warm99

health0

Who they are

drawn to others47

grit62

curiosity88

stubbornness20

Wants: to never be hungry again. Working towards: get us through 2 days with nobody buried.

What they have done

Lifetime contribution 32. Today: gathered 0, hauled 0, built 0.0, talked 0 · 0.0 energy spent.

Yesterday they scored 0.

Read at the library: have 2 real talks with the others today — I have done this, and I know how; Nell showed me how to have 2 real talks with the others today; get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I have done this, and I know how; Silas showed me how to get food 29 steps out from the store, so we can go further; Ivar showed me how to have 2 real talks with the others today; get food 35 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I have done this, and I know how; Cass showed me how to get us through 2 days with nobody buried.

Conversations

day 615 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 615 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 615 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 615 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 615 · heard — Cass: Feed everyone first. We've 2905.4 days each. Then we talk about more mouths.
day 615 · said — Something stays with me, Cass: Day 615: 4 more of us than 7 days ago. Whatever we are doing, it is working..
day 614 · said — Right. Nothing gets better while we stand here talking.
day 614 · heard — Cass: Mine is different: I set out to get us through 2 days with nobody buried, and I did it. We carry what we carry.
day 614 · said — Something stays with me, Cass: Tove was born.
day 614 · heard — Maren: Fair enough, Ivar. I'll hold you to it.
day 614 · said — Then show me. Two of us knowing it is better than one, and if I go under the places don't go with me.
day 614 · heard — Maren: I found 1137 places worth walking to. I'll show you where, then it isn't only me who knows.
day 614 · heard — Rook: Fair enough, Ivar. I'll hold you to it.
day 614 · said — Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 614 · heard — Rook: I'm set on see 9 of us alive here at once, Ivar. Tell me straight if you think that's the wrong thing to be spending myself on.
day 614 · said — Good. I'd rather do it with you than alone.
day 614 · heard — Bryn: Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 614 · said — I still think about the ones in the ground. 236 of us didn't make it this far. I'd like this to be the year nobody else goes.
day 614 · said — Fair enough, Fen. I'll hold you to it.
day 614 · heard — Fen: Then show me. Two of us knowing it is better than one, and if I go under the places don't go with me.
day 614 · said — I found 1113 places worth walking to. I'll show you where, then it isn't only me who knows.
day 613 · said — Then that's settled. I'll see you at it.
day 613 · heard — Cass: Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 613 · said — I'm set on get food 29 steps out from the store, so we can go further, Cass. Tell me straight if you think that's the wrong thing to be spending myself on.
day 613 · heard — Fen: Then that's settled. I'll see you at it.
day 613 · said — Mine is different: I taught Cass Ivar showed me how to have 2 real talks with the others today. We carry what we carry.
day 613 · heard — Fen: Something stays with me, Ivar: I set out to have 2 real talks with the others today, and I did it.
day 613 · said — I worked out Ivar showed me how to have 2 real talks with the others today — you should know it too.
day 613 · said — I found 1024 places worth walking to. I'll show you where, then it isn't only me who knows.

Inside their head

Private. Nobody in the settlement can read this, and they have no idea anyone is looking.

day 615 — I am hungry and it is day 615. I think the store has about 23239 food in it, which is 2904.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Day 615: 4 more of us than 7 days ago. Whatever we are doing, it is working.. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 615 — nobody near enough to hear me
day 615 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 615 — I am hungry and it is day 615. I think the store has about 23239 food in it, which is 2904.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Day 615: 4 more of us than 7 days ago. Whatever we are doing, it is working.. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 615 — I am hungry and it is day 615. I think the store has about 23239 food in it, which is 2904.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Day 615: 4 more of us than 7 days ago. Whatever we are doing, it is working.. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 615 — I am hungry and it is day 615. I think the store has about 23239 food in it, which is 2904.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Day 615: 4 more of us than 7 days ago. Whatever we are doing, it is working.. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 615 — I am hungry and it is day 615. I think the store has about 23239 food in it, which is 2904.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Day 615: 4 more of us than 7 days ago. Whatever we are doing, it is working.. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 615 — I am hungry and it is day 615. I think the store has about 23239 food in it, which is 2904.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Day 615: 4 more of us than 7 days ago. Whatever we are doing, it is working.. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 615 — I am hungry and it is day 615. I think the store has about 23239 food in it, which is 2904.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Day 615: 4 more of us than 7 days ago. Whatever we are doing, it is working.. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 615 — I am hungry and it is day 615. I think the store has about 23239 food in it, which is 2904.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Day 615: 4 more of us than 7 days ago. Whatever we are doing, it is working.. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 615 — I am hungry and it is day 615. I think the store has about 23239 food in it, which is 2904.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Day 615: 4 more of us than 7 days ago. Whatever we are doing, it is working.. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 615 — I am hungry and it is day 615. I think the store has about 23239 food in it, which is 2904.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Day 615: 4 more of us than 7 days ago. Whatever we are doing, it is working.. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 615 — I am hungry and it is day 615. I think the store has about 23239 food in it, which is 2904.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Day 615: 4 more of us than 7 days ago. Whatever we are doing, it is working.. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 615 — I am hungry and it is day 615. I think the store has about 23239 food in it, which is 2904.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Day 615: 4 more of us than 7 days ago. Whatever we are doing, it is working.. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 615 — Rook is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Day 615: 4 more of us than 7 days ago. Whatever we are doing, it is working.. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 615 — Rook is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Day 615: 4 more of us than 7 days ago. Whatever we are doing, it is working.. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 615 — nobody near enough to hear me
day 615 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 615 — Rook is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Day 615: 4 more of us than 7 days ago. Whatever we are doing, it is working.. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 615 — I am hungry and it is day 615. I think the store has about 23239 food in it, which is 2904.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Day 615: 4 more of us than 7 days ago. Whatever we are doing, it is working.. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 615 — nobody near enough to hear me
day 615 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 615 — I am hungry and it is day 615. I think the store has about 23239 food in it, which is 2904.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Day 615: 4 more of us than 7 days ago. Whatever we are doing, it is working.. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 615 — I am hungry and it is day 615. I think the store has about 23239 food in it, which is 2904.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Day 615: 4 more of us than 7 days ago. Whatever we are doing, it is working.. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 615 — I am hungry and it is day 615. I think the store has about 23239 food in it, which is 2904.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Day 615: 4 more of us than 7 days ago. Whatever we are doing, it is working.. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 615 — I am hungry and it is day 615. I think the store has about 23239 food in it, which is 2904.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Day 615: 4 more of us than 7 days ago. Whatever we are doing, it is working.. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 615 — I am hungry and it is day 615. I think the store has about 23239 food in it, which is 2904.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Day 615: 4 more of us than 7 days ago. Whatever we are doing, it is working.. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 615 — I am hungry and it is day 615. I think the store has about 23239 food in it, which is 2904.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Day 615: 4 more of us than 7 days ago. Whatever we are doing, it is working.. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 615 — I am hungry and it is day 615. I think the store has about 23239 food in it, which is 2904.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Day 615: 4 more of us than 7 days ago. Whatever we are doing, it is working.. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 615 — I am hungry and it is day 615. I think the store has about 23239 food in it, which is 2904.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Day 615: 4 more of us than 7 days ago. Whatever we are doing, it is working.. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 615 — I am hungry and it is day 615. I think the store has about 23239 food in it, which is 2904.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Day 615: 4 more of us than 7 days ago. Whatever we are doing, it is working.. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 615 — I am hungry and it is day 615. I think the store has about 23239 food in it, which is 2904.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Day 615: 4 more of us than 7 days ago. Whatever we are doing, it is working.. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 615 — I am hungry and it is day 615. I think the store has about 23239 food in it, which is 2904.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Day 615: 4 more of us than 7 days ago. Whatever we are doing, it is working.. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 615 — I am hungry and it is day 615. I think the store has about 23239 food in it, which is 2904.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Day 615: 4 more of us than 7 days ago. Whatever we are doing, it is working.. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 615 — Rook is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Day 615: 4 more of us than 7 days ago. Whatever we are doing, it is working.. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 615 — Rook is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Day 615: 4 more of us than 7 days ago. Whatever we are doing, it is working.. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 615 — nobody near enough to hear me
day 615 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 615 — Rook is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Day 615: 4 more of us than 7 days ago. Whatever we are doing, it is working.. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 615 — Rook is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Day 615: 4 more of us than 7 days ago. Whatever we are doing, it is working.. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 615 — Rook is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Day 615: 4 more of us than 7 days ago. Whatever we are doing, it is working.. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 615 — Rook is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Day 615: 4 more of us than 7 days ago. Whatever we are doing, it is working.. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 615 — Rook is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Day 615: 4 more of us than 7 days ago. Whatever we are doing, it is working.. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 615 — Rook is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Day 615: 4 more of us than 7 days ago. Whatever we are doing, it is working.. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 615 — Day 615. 8 alive, 237 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1158 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Day 615: 4 more of us than 7 days ago. Whatever we are doing, it is working.. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 615 — Day 615. 8 alive, 237 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1158 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Day 615: 4 more of us than 7 days ago. Whatever we are doing, it is working.. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 615 — Day 615. 8 alive, 237 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1158 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Day 615: 4 more of us than 7 days ago. Whatever we are doing, it is working.. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 615 — Day 615. 8 alive, 237 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1158 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Day 615: 4 more of us than 7 days ago. Whatever we are doing, it is working.. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 615 — Day 615. 8 alive, 237 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1158 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Day 615: 4 more of us than 7 days ago. Whatever we are doing, it is working.. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 615 — Day 615. 8 alive, 237 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1158 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Day 615: 4 more of us than 7 days ago. Whatever we are doing, it is working.. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 615 — Day 615. 8 alive, 237 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1158 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Day 615: 4 more of us than 7 days ago. Whatever we are doing, it is working.. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 615 — Day 615. 8 alive, 237 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1158 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Day 615: 4 more of us than 7 days ago. Whatever we are doing, it is working.. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 615 — Day 615. 8 alive, 237 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1158 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Day 615: 4 more of us than 7 days ago. Whatever we are doing, it is working.. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 615 — Day 615. 8 alive, 237 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1158 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Day 615: 4 more of us than 7 days ago. Whatever we are doing, it is working.. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 615 — Day 615. 8 alive, 237 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1158 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Day 615: 4 more of us than 7 days ago. Whatever we are doing, it is working.. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 615 — Day 615. 8 alive, 237 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1158 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Day 615: 4 more of us than 7 days ago. Whatever we are doing, it is working.. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 614 — Silas is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Rook and I faced up to how close we are to the end. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 0% of the way there.
day 614 — Silas is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Rook and I faced up to how close we are to the end. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 0% of the way there.
day 614 — Silas is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Rook and I faced up to how close we are to the end. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 0% of the way there.
day 614 — Silas is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Rook and I faced up to how close we are to the end. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 0% of the way there.