Nell

woman · alive · feeling steady · day 648

Right now

heading to the larder to eat

energy credits35

fed35

warm100

health100

Who they are

drawn to others79

grit66

curiosity43

stubbornness57

Wants: to be the one they come to when something needs making. Working towards: raise a child of my own.

What they have done

Lifetime contribution 356. Today: gathered 0, hauled 0, built 0.0, talked 9 · 1.0 energy spent.

Yesterday they scored 37.

Read at the library: have 2 real talks with the others today — I have done this, and I know how; Maren showed me how to have 3 real talks with the others today; have 3 real talks with the others today — I have done this, and I know how; Fen showed me how to get us through 2 days with nobody buried; get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I have done this, and I know how; get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I have done this, and I know how; Ivar showed me how to bring in 2 loads from the land today; get food 21 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I have done this, and I know how; Cass showed me how to eat properly today and end the day strong; eat properly today and end the day strong — I have done this, and I know how; Ode showed me how to have 4 real talks with the others today; Bryn showed me how to pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands; pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I have done this, and I know how; bring in 2 loads from the land today — I have done this, and I know how; Silas showed me how to pull 2 people back from the edge with my own hands; pull 2 people back from the edge with my own hands — I have done this, and I know how.

Conversations

day 648 · heard — Ansel: Fair enough, Nell. I'll hold you to it.
day 648 · said — Mine is different: Rook showed me where things grow. We carry what we carry.
day 648 · heard — Ansel: Something stays with me, Nell: Day 648: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living..
day 648 · heard — Maren: Good. I'd rather do it with you than alone.
day 648 · said — It's a good thing to want. Tell me what you need carried and I'll carry it.
day 648 · heard — Maren: You've kept me alive more than once, Nell. Whatever you're set on today, I'm with you.
day 648 · said — It's a good thing to want. Tell me what you need carried and I'll carry it.
day 648 · heard — Tove: You've kept me alive more than once, Nell. Whatever you're set on today, I'm with you.
day 648 · heard — Rook: Right. Nothing gets better while we stand here talking.
day 648 · said — Then show me. Two of us knowing it is better than one, and if I go under the places don't go with me.
day 648 · heard — Rook: I found 2518 places worth walking to. I'll show you where, then it isn't only me who knows.
day 648 · heard — Bryn: Good. I'd rather do it with you than alone.
day 648 · said — It's a good thing to want. Tell me what you need carried and I'll carry it.
day 648 · heard — Bryn: You've kept me alive more than once, Nell. Whatever you're set on today, I'm with you.
day 648 · said — Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 648 · heard — Silas: I still think about the ones in the ground. 249 of us didn't make it this far. I'd like this to be the year nobody else goes.
day 648 · heard — Maren: Right. Nothing gets better while we stand here talking.
day 648 · said — Mine is different: Tove and I faced up to how close we are to the end. We carry what we carry.
day 648 · heard — Maren: Something stays with me, Nell: Day 648: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living..
day 648 · said — Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 648 · heard — Tove: I'm set on get us through 4 days with nobody buried, Nell. Tell me straight if you think that's the wrong thing to be spending myself on.
day 648 · heard — Rook: Good. I'd rather do it with you than alone.
day 648 · said — Mine is different: I meant to carry 2 loads back to the store today and only managed 0 of 2. We carry what we carry.
day 648 · heard — Rook: Something stays with me, Nell: Day 648: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living..
day 647 · said — There was food in the store when I last looked — maybe 24097 worth. Go on, I'll keep at this.
day 647 · heard — Ansel: Nell, I'm down to nothing. Is there anything left in the store?
day 647 · heard — Silas: Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 647 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 647 · heard — Silas: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 647 · heard — Maren: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 647 · heard — Bryn: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 647 · said — There was food in the store when I last looked — maybe 24097 worth. Go on, I'll keep at this.
day 647 · heard — Tove: Nell, I'm down to nothing. Is there anything left in the store?
day 647 · heard — Ansel: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 647 · heard — Ode: Then that's settled. I'll see you at it.
day 647 · said — Mine is different: helped Tove through a bad day. We carry what we carry.
day 647 · heard — Ode: Something stays with me, Nell: helped Rook through a bad day.
day 647 · heard — Rook: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 647 · said — Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 647 · heard — Tove: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?

Inside their head

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day 648 — Ode is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 648 — Ode is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 648 — Ode is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 648 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 648 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 648 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 648 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 648 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 648 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 648 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 648 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 647 — Silas kept me alive
day 647 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 647 — I am hungry and it is day 647. I think the store has about 24097 food in it, which is 3012.1 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is carry 2 loads back to the store today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 647 — I am hungry and it is day 647. I think the store has about 24097 food in it, which is 3012.1 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is carry 2 loads back to the store today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 647 — Silas is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 647 — Maren is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 647 — I am hungry and it is day 647. I think the store has about 24097 food in it, which is 3012.1 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is carry 2 loads back to the store today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 647 — Bryn is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 647 — I am hungry and it is day 647. I think the store has about 24097 food in it, which is 3012.1 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is carry 2 loads back to the store today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 647 — I am hungry and it is day 647. I think the store has about 24097 food in it, which is 3012.1 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is carry 2 loads back to the store today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 647 — Ansel is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 647 — I am hungry and it is day 647. I think the store has about 24097 food in it, which is 3012.1 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is carry 2 loads back to the store today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 647 — I am hungry and it is day 647. I think the store has about 24097 food in it, which is 3012.1 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is carry 2 loads back to the store today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 647 — Rook is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 647 — I am hungry and it is day 647. I think the store has about 24097 food in it, which is 3012.1 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is carry 2 loads back to the store today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 647 — I am hungry and it is day 647. I think the store has about 24097 food in it, which is 3012.1 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is carry 2 loads back to the store today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 647 — gave Tove 2 energy when they were failing
day 647 — I am hungry and it is day 647. I think the store has about 24097 food in it, which is 3012.1 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is carry 2 loads back to the store today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 647 — gave Ode 2 energy when they were failing
day 647 — I am hungry and it is day 647. I think the store has about 24097 food in it, which is 3012.1 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is carry 2 loads back to the store today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 647 — I am hungry and it is day 647. I think the store has about 24097 food in it, which is 3012.1 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is carry 2 loads back to the store today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 647 — I am hungry and it is day 647. I think the store has about 24097 food in it, which is 3012.1 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is carry 2 loads back to the store today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 647 — Ansel kept me alive
day 647 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 647 — I am hungry and it is day 647. I think the store has about 24097 food in it, which is 3012.1 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is carry 2 loads back to the store today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 647 — gave Silas 2 energy when they were failing
day 647 — Rook is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is pull 2 people back from the edge with my own hands — I am 50% of the way there.
day 647 — Maren is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 647 — Bryn is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 647 — Rook is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is pull 2 people back from the edge with my own hands — I am 50% of the way there.
day 647 — Rook is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is pull 2 people back from the edge with my own hands — I am 50% of the way there.
day 647 — Ansel is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 647 — Rook is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is pull 2 people back from the edge with my own hands — I am 50% of the way there.
day 647 — Rook is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is pull 2 people back from the edge with my own hands — I am 50% of the way there.
day 647 — Rook is asking, but I haven't got it to give