Cass

man · no longer with them · feeling gone · day 648

Right now

heading to the larder to eat

energy credits70

fed0

warm100

health0

Who they are

drawn to others42

grit93

curiosity29

stubbornness65

Wants: to see what is past the far ridge. Working towards: get us through 4 days with nobody buried.

What they have done

Lifetime contribution 61. Today: gathered 0, hauled 0, built 0.0, talked 0 · 0.0 energy spent.

Yesterday they scored 0.

Read at the library: Nell showed me how to have 2 real talks with the others today; have 2 real talks with the others today — I have done this, and I know how; Nell showed me how to get us through 2 days with nobody buried; Ivar showed me how to have 2 real talks with the others today; get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I have done this, and I know how; Rook showed me how to have 3 real talks with the others today; have 3 real talks with the others today — I have done this, and I know how; Ansel showed me how to get us through 4 days with nobody buried.

Conversations

day 619 · heard — Ansel: Fair enough, Cass. I'll hold you to it.
day 619 · said — Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 619 · heard — Ansel: Something stays with me, Cass: I set out to get us through 2 days with nobody buried, and I did it.
day 619 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 619 · said — Good. I'd rather do it with you than alone.
day 619 · heard — Ivar: Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 619 · said — I still think about the ones in the ground. 242 of us didn't make it this far. I'd like this to be the year nobody else goes.
day 618 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 617 · heard — Ivar: Fair enough, Cass. I'll hold you to it.
day 617 · said — I'd not spend myself on that yet. Get the store full first — then chase it and I'll help.
day 617 · heard — Ivar: You've kept me alive more than once, Cass. Whatever you're set on today, I'm with you.
day 617 · said — Fair enough, Tove. I'll hold you to it.
day 617 · heard — Tove: Mine is different: Rook showed me where things grow. We carry what we carry.
day 617 · said — Something stays with me, Tove: I set out to have 3 real talks with the others today, and I did it.
day 616 · heard — Halla: Fair enough, Cass. I'll hold you to it.
day 616 · said — Then show me. Two of us knowing it is better than one, and if I go under the places don't go with me.
day 616 · heard — Halla: I found 1524 places worth walking to. I'll show you where, then it isn't only me who knows.
day 616 · heard — Ivar: Then show me. Two of us knowing it is better than one, and if I go under the places don't go with me.
day 616 · said — I found 1476 places worth walking to. I'll show you where, then it isn't only me who knows.
day 616 · said — Right. Nothing gets better while we stand here talking.
day 616 · heard — Ivar: Mine is different: Cass and I faced up to how close we are to the end. We carry what we carry.
day 616 · said — Something stays with me, Ivar: Rook showed me where things grow.
day 616 · heard — Ansel: Good. I'd rather do it with you than alone.
day 616 · said — Mine is different: Rook showed me where things grow. We carry what we carry.
day 616 · heard — Ansel: Something stays with me, Cass: pulling up herbs out near -11,3.
day 616 · heard — Rook: Then that's settled. I'll see you at it.
day 616 · said — Then show me. Two of us knowing it is better than one, and if I go under the places don't go with me.
day 616 · heard — Rook: I found 1534 places worth walking to. I'll show you where, then it isn't only me who knows.
day 616 · heard — Tove: Mine is different: Ansel and I faced up to how close we are to the end. We carry what we carry.
day 616 · said — Something stays with me, Tove: Ivar and I faced up to how close we are to the end.
day 616 · heard — Ivar: Good. I'd rather do it with you than alone.
day 616 · said — Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 616 · heard — Ivar: I still think about the ones in the ground. 241 of us didn't make it this far. I'd like this to be the year nobody else goes.
day 616 · said — Fair enough, Ivar. I'll hold you to it.
day 616 · heard — Ivar: Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 616 · said — I still think about the ones in the ground. 241 of us didn't make it this far. I'd like this to be the year nobody else goes.

Inside their head

Private. Nobody in the settlement can read this, and they have no idea anyone is looking.

day 619 — I am hungry and it is day 619. I think the store has about 23409 food in it, which is 2926.1 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 0% of the way there.
day 619 — I am hungry and it is day 619. I think the store has about 23409 food in it, which is 2926.1 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 0% of the way there.
day 619 — I am hungry and it is day 619. I think the store has about 23409 food in it, which is 2926.1 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 0% of the way there.
day 619 — I am hungry and it is day 619. I think the store has about 23409 food in it, which is 2926.1 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 0% of the way there.
day 619 — I am hungry and it is day 619. I think the store has about 23409 food in it, which is 2926.1 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 0% of the way there.
day 619 — I am hungry and it is day 619. I think the store has about 23409 food in it, which is 2926.1 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 0% of the way there.
day 619 — I am hungry and it is day 619. I think the store has about 23409 food in it, which is 2926.1 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 0% of the way there.
day 619 — I am hungry and it is day 619. I think the store has about 23409 food in it, which is 2926.1 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 0% of the way there.
day 619 — I am hungry and it is day 619. I think the store has about 23409 food in it, which is 2926.1 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 0% of the way there.
day 619 — I am hungry and it is day 619. I think the store has about 23409 food in it, which is 2926.1 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 0% of the way there.
day 619 — I am hungry and it is day 619. I think the store has about 23409 food in it, which is 2926.1 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 0% of the way there.
day 619 — nobody near enough to hear me
day 619 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 619 — I am hungry and it is day 619. I think the store has about 23409 food in it, which is 2926.1 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 0% of the way there.
day 619 — I am hungry and it is day 619. I think the store has about 23409 food in it, which is 2926.1 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 0% of the way there.
day 619 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 619 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 619 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 619 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 619 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 618 — I am hungry and it is day 618. I think the store has about 23409 food in it, which is 2926.1 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is pass what I know to 1 of them, so it outlives me — I am 0% of the way there.
day 618 — I am hungry and it is day 618. I think the store has about 23409 food in it, which is 2926.1 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is pass what I know to 1 of them, so it outlives me — I am 0% of the way there.
day 618 — I am hungry and it is day 618. I think the store has about 23409 food in it, which is 2926.1 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is pass what I know to 1 of them, so it outlives me — I am 0% of the way there.
day 618 — I am hungry and it is day 618. I think the store has about 23409 food in it, which is 2926.1 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is pass what I know to 1 of them, so it outlives me — I am 0% of the way there.
day 618 — I am hungry and it is day 618. I think the store has about 23409 food in it, which is 2926.1 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is pass what I know to 1 of them, so it outlives me — I am 0% of the way there.
day 618 — I am hungry and it is day 618. I think the store has about 23409 food in it, which is 2926.1 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is pass what I know to 1 of them, so it outlives me — I am 0% of the way there.
day 618 — nobody near enough to hear me
day 618 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 618 — Tove is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is pass what I know to 1 of them, so it outlives me — I am 0% of the way there.
day 618 — Tove is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is pass what I know to 1 of them, so it outlives me — I am 0% of the way there.
day 618 — Tove is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is pass what I know to 1 of them, so it outlives me — I am 0% of the way there.
day 618 — Tove is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is pass what I know to 1 of them, so it outlives me — I am 0% of the way there.
day 618 — Tove is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is pass what I know to 1 of them, so it outlives me — I am 0% of the way there.
day 618 — Tove is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is pass what I know to 1 of them, so it outlives me — I am 0% of the way there.
day 618 — Tove is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is pass what I know to 1 of them, so it outlives me — I am 0% of the way there.
day 618 — Tove is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is pass what I know to 1 of them, so it outlives me — I am 0% of the way there.
day 618 — Tove is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is pass what I know to 1 of them, so it outlives me — I am 0% of the way there.
day 618 — Tove is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is pass what I know to 1 of them, so it outlives me — I am 0% of the way there.
day 618 — Tove is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is pass what I know to 1 of them, so it outlives me — I am 0% of the way there.
day 618 — Tove is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is pass what I know to 1 of them, so it outlives me — I am 0% of the way there.
day 618 — Tove is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is pass what I know to 1 of them, so it outlives me — I am 0% of the way there.
day 618 — Day 618. 8 alive, 241 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1662 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is pass what I know to 1 of them, so it outlives me — I am 0% of the way there.
day 618 — Day 618. 8 alive, 241 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1662 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is pass what I know to 1 of them, so it outlives me — I am 0% of the way there.
day 618 — Day 618. 8 alive, 241 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1662 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is pass what I know to 1 of them, so it outlives me — I am 0% of the way there.
day 618 — Day 618. 8 alive, 241 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1662 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is pass what I know to 1 of them, so it outlives me — I am 0% of the way there.
day 618 — Day 618. 8 alive, 241 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1523 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Day 618: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is pass what I know to 1 of them, so it outlives me — I am 0% of the way there.
day 618 — Day 618. 8 alive, 241 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1523 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Day 618: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is pass what I know to 1 of them, so it outlives me — I am 0% of the way there.
day 618 — Day 618. 8 alive, 241 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1512 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is pass what I know to 1 of them, so it outlives me — I am 0% of the way there.
day 618 — Nobody is telling me to. I want to know what's past all this.
day 618 — Day 618. 8 alive, 241 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1512 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is pass what I know to 1 of them, so it outlives me — I am 0% of the way there.
day 617 — Ivar is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: picking berries out near -10,2. What I want for myself is pass what I know to 1 of them, so it outlives me — I am 0% of the way there.
day 617 — Ivar is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: picking berries out near -10,2. What I want for myself is pass what I know to 1 of them, so it outlives me — I am 0% of the way there.
day 617 — Day 617. 8 alive, 241 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1497 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: picking berries out near -10,2. What I want for myself is pass what I know to 1 of them, so it outlives me — I am 0% of the way there.
day 617 — Nobody is telling me to. I want to know what's past all this.
day 617 — Day 617. 8 alive, 241 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1497 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: picking berries out near -10,2. What I want for myself is pass what I know to 1 of them, so it outlives me — I am 0% of the way there.
day 617 — Day 617. 8 alive, 241 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1498 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is pass what I know to 1 of them, so it outlives me — I am 0% of the way there.
day 617 — Day 617. 8 alive, 241 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1498 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is pass what I know to 1 of them, so it outlives me — I am 0% of the way there.
day 617 — Day 617. 8 alive, 241 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1498 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is pass what I know to 1 of them, so it outlives me — I am 0% of the way there.
day 617 — Day 617. 8 alive, 241 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1498 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is pass what I know to 1 of them, so it outlives me — I am 0% of the way there.
day 617 — Day 617. 8 alive, 241 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1498 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is pass what I know to 1 of them, so it outlives me — I am 0% of the way there.