Maren

man · no longer with them · feeling gone · day 667

Right now

heading to the larder to eat

energy credits43

fed0

warm100

health0

Who they are

drawn to others61

grit48

curiosity25

stubbornness70

Wants: to be liked. Working towards: get us through 8 days with nobody buried.

What they have done

Lifetime contribution 738. Today: gathered 0, hauled 0, built 0.0, talked 0 · 0.0 energy spent.

Yesterday they scored 0.

Read at the library: have 2 real talks with the others today — I have done this, and I know how; Rook showed me how to get food 18 steps out from the store, so we can go further; get food 18 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I have done this, and I know how; Tove showed me how to raise a child of my own; raise a child of my own — I have done this, and I know how; Maren showed me how to get us through 2 days with nobody buried; get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I have done this, and I know how; have 3 real talks with the others today — I have done this, and I know how; get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I have done this, and I know how; Nell showed me how to pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands; pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I have done this, and I know how; bring in 2 loads from the land today — I have done this, and I know how; Ode showed me how to get us through 6 days with nobody buried; get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I have done this, and I know how; Rook showed me how to get us through 8 days with nobody buried.

Conversations

day 665 · heard — Ansel: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 665 · heard — Nell: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 665 · said — Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 665 · heard — Silas: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 665 · heard — Rook: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 665 · heard — Halla: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 665 · heard — Nell: Mine is different: Halla and I faced up to how close we are to the end. We carry what we carry.
day 665 · said — Something stays with me, Nell: Ansel kept me alive.
day 665 · heard — Ansel: Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 665 · said — I'm not going to last the night on my own.
day 665 · heard — Bryn: I'm not going to last the night on my own.
day 665 · heard — Ode: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 665 · heard — Ansel: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 665 · heard — Nell: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 665 · heard — Nell: There was food in the store when I last looked — maybe 23043 worth. Go on, I'll keep at this.
day 665 · said — You look half-starved, Nell. Go and eat — I'll cover your work today.
day 665 · heard — Nell: Mine is different: I set out to get us through 8 days with nobody buried, and I did it. We carry what we carry.
day 665 · said — Something stays with me, Nell: Day 665: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living..
day 664 · heard — Silas: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 664 · heard — Nell: Mine is different: Silas and I faced up to how close we are to the end. We carry what we carry.
day 664 · said — Something stays with me, Nell: Bryn kept me alive.
day 664 · heard — Bryn: Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 664 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 664 · heard — Bryn: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 664 · heard — Rook: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 664 · heard — Halla: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 664 · heard — Ode: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 664 · heard — Ansel: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 664 · heard — Nell: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 664 · heard — Silas: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 664 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 664 · heard — Bryn: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 664 · said — Good. I'd rather do it with you than alone.
day 664 · heard — Nell: Then show me. Two of us knowing it is better than one, and if I go under the places don't go with me.
day 664 · said — I found 2504 places worth walking to. I'll show you where, then it isn't only me who knows.
day 664 · heard — Rook: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 664 · heard — Ode: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 664 · said — Right. Nothing gets better while we stand here talking.
day 664 · heard — Nell: Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 664 · said — I'm set on get us through 8 days with nobody buried, Nell. Tell me straight if you think that's the wrong thing to be spending myself on.

Inside their head

Private. Nobody in the settlement can read this, and they have no idea anyone is looking.

day 665 — Ansel is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 665 — Nell is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 665 — I am hungry and it is day 665. I think the store has about 24103 food in it, which is 3012.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get us through 8 days with nobody buried — I am 88% of the way there.
day 665 — gave Silas 2 energy when they were failing
day 665 — I am hungry and it is day 665. I think the store has about 24103 food in it, which is 3012.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get us through 8 days with nobody buried — I am 88% of the way there.
day 665 — I am hungry and it is day 665. I think the store has about 24103 food in it, which is 3012.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get us through 8 days with nobody buried — I am 88% of the way there.
day 665 — I am hungry and it is day 665. I think the store has about 24103 food in it, which is 3012.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get us through 8 days with nobody buried — I am 88% of the way there.
day 665 — I am hungry and it is day 665. I think the store has about 24103 food in it, which is 3012.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get us through 8 days with nobody buried — I am 88% of the way there.
day 665 — I am hungry and it is day 665. I think the store has about 24103 food in it, which is 3012.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get us through 8 days with nobody buried — I am 88% of the way there.
day 665 — Rook is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 665 — Halla is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 665 — I am hungry and it is day 665. I think the store has about 24103 food in it, which is 3012.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get us through 8 days with nobody buried — I am 88% of the way there.
day 665 — I am hungry and it is day 665. I think the store has about 24103 food in it, which is 3012.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get us through 8 days with nobody buried — I am 88% of the way there.
day 665 — I am hungry and it is day 665. I think the store has about 24103 food in it, which is 3012.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get us through 8 days with nobody buried — I am 88% of the way there.
day 665 — Ansel kept me alive
day 665 — asking for help feels like losing something
day 665 — I am hungry and it is day 665. I think the store has about 24103 food in it, which is 3012.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get us through 8 days with nobody buried — I am 88% of the way there.
day 665 — Bryn is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 665 — Ode is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 665 — Day 665. 8 alive, 250 gone, 60 things standing. I know 2504 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Day 665: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is get us through 8 days with nobody buried — I am 88% of the way there.
day 665 — Day 665. 8 alive, 250 gone, 60 things standing. I know 2504 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Day 665: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is get us through 8 days with nobody buried — I am 88% of the way there.
day 665 — Ansel is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 665 — Nell is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 665 — Day 665. 8 alive, 250 gone, 60 things standing. I know 2504 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Day 665: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is get us through 8 days with nobody buried — I am 88% of the way there.
day 665 — Day 665. 8 alive, 250 gone, 60 things standing. I know 2504 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Day 665: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is get us through 8 days with nobody buried — I am 88% of the way there.
day 665 — Day 665. 8 alive, 250 gone, 60 things standing. I know 2504 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Day 665: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is get us through 8 days with nobody buried — I am 88% of the way there.
day 665 — Day 665. 8 alive, 250 gone, 60 things standing. I know 2504 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Day 665: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is get us through 8 days with nobody buried — I am 88% of the way there.
day 665 — Day 665. 8 alive, 250 gone, 60 things standing. I know 2504 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Day 665: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is get us through 8 days with nobody buried — I am 88% of the way there.
day 665 — Day 665. 8 alive, 250 gone, 60 things standing. I know 2504 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Day 665: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is get us through 8 days with nobody buried — I am 88% of the way there.
day 665 — Day 665. 8 alive, 250 gone, 60 things standing. I know 2504 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Day 665: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is get us through 8 days with nobody buried — I am 88% of the way there.
day 665 — Day 665. 8 alive, 250 gone, 60 things standing. I know 2504 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Day 665: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is get us through 8 days with nobody buried — I am 88% of the way there.
day 665 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 664 — Silas is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 664 — I am hungry and it is day 664. I think the store has about 24103 food in it, which is 3012.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: asked for help and got none. What I want for myself is get us through 8 days with nobody buried — I am 75% of the way there.
day 664 — Bryn kept me alive
day 664 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 664 — Bryn is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 664 — I am hungry and it is day 664. I think the store has about 24103 food in it, which is 3012.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: asked for help and got none. What I want for myself is get us through 8 days with nobody buried — I am 75% of the way there.
day 664 — I am hungry and it is day 664. I think the store has about 24103 food in it, which is 3012.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: asked for help and got none. What I want for myself is get us through 8 days with nobody buried — I am 75% of the way there.
day 664 — I am hungry and it is day 664. I think the store has about 24103 food in it, which is 3012.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: asked for help and got none. What I want for myself is get us through 8 days with nobody buried — I am 75% of the way there.
day 664 — I am hungry and it is day 664. I think the store has about 24103 food in it, which is 3012.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: asked for help and got none. What I want for myself is get us through 8 days with nobody buried — I am 75% of the way there.
day 664 — Rook is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 664 — I am hungry and it is day 664. I think the store has about 24103 food in it, which is 3012.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: asked for help and got none. What I want for myself is get us through 8 days with nobody buried — I am 75% of the way there.
day 664 — Halla is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 664 — I am hungry and it is day 664. I think the store has about 24103 food in it, which is 3012.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: asked for help and got none. What I want for myself is get us through 8 days with nobody buried — I am 75% of the way there.
day 664 — I am hungry and it is day 664. I think the store has about 24103 food in it, which is 3012.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: asked for help and got none. What I want for myself is get us through 8 days with nobody buried — I am 75% of the way there.
day 664 — I am hungry and it is day 664. I think the store has about 24103 food in it, which is 3012.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: asked for help and got none. What I want for myself is get us through 8 days with nobody buried — I am 75% of the way there.
day 664 — Rook is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get us through 8 days with nobody buried — I am 75% of the way there.
day 664 — Ode is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 664 — Rook is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get us through 8 days with nobody buried — I am 75% of the way there.
day 664 — Rook is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get us through 8 days with nobody buried — I am 75% of the way there.
day 664 — Nell is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 664 — Rook is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get us through 8 days with nobody buried — I am 75% of the way there.
day 664 — Silas is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 664 — nobody gave me anything
day 664 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 664 — Bryn is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 664 — Rook is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get us through 8 days with nobody buried — I am 75% of the way there.
day 664 — Rook is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get us through 8 days with nobody buried — I am 75% of the way there.
day 664 — Rook is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get us through 8 days with nobody buried — I am 75% of the way there.