Ode

man · no longer with them · feeling gone · day 649

Right now

standing about

energy credits120

fed0

warm100

health0

Who they are

drawn to others61

grit83

curiosity93

stubbornness67

Wants: to leave something standing after they're gone. Working towards: bring in 2 loads from the land today.

What they have done

Lifetime contribution 33. Today: gathered 0, hauled 0, built 0.0, talked 0 · 0.0 energy spent.

Yesterday they scored 0.

Read at the library: Maren showed me how to get food 30 steps out from the store, so we can go further; get food 30 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I have done this, and I know how; Fen showed me how to have 2 real talks with the others today; have 2 real talks with the others today — I have done this, and I know how.

Conversations

day 614 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 613 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 612 · said — Then that's settled. I'll see you at it.
day 612 · heard — Maren: I'd not spend myself on that yet. Get the store full first — then chase it and I'll help.
day 612 · said — You've kept me alive more than once, Maren. Whatever you're set on today, I'm with you.
day 612 · heard — Ivar: Fair enough, Ode. I'll hold you to it.
day 612 · said — Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 612 · heard — Ivar: I'm set on get food 29 steps out from the store, so we can go further, Ode. Tell me straight if you think that's the wrong thing to be spending myself on.
day 612 · said — Right. Nothing gets better while we stand here talking.
day 612 · heard — Maren: Mine is different: Ivar and I faced up to how close we are to the end. We carry what we carry.
day 612 · said — Something stays with me, Maren: fishing out near 1,-20.
day 612 · said — Fair enough, Cass. I'll hold you to it.
day 612 · heard — Cass: Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 612 · said — I still think about the ones in the ground. 235 of us didn't make it this far. I'd like this to be the year nobody else goes.
day 612 · heard — Nell: Good. I'd rather do it with you than alone.
day 612 · said — I'd not spend myself on that yet. Get the store full first — then chase it and I'll help.
day 612 · heard — Nell: You've kept me alive more than once, Ode. Whatever you're set on today, I'm with you.
day 612 · said — Fair enough, Rook. I'll hold you to it.
day 612 · heard — Rook: Mine is different: Ivar showed me how to have 2 real talks with the others today. We carry what we carry.
day 612 · said — Something stays with me, Rook: fishing out near 1,-20.
day 612 · heard — Nell: Fair enough, Ode. I'll hold you to it.
day 612 · said — Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 612 · heard — Nell: I still think about the ones in the ground. 235 of us didn't make it this far. I'd like this to be the year nobody else goes.
day 611 · said — Fair enough, Maren. I'll hold you to it.
day 611 · heard — Maren: Then show me. Two of us knowing it is better than one, and if I go under the places don't go with me.
day 611 · said — I found 692 places worth walking to. I'll show you where, then it isn't only me who knows.
day 611 · said — Fair enough, Nell. I'll hold you to it.
day 611 · heard — Nell: Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 611 · said — I'm set on get food 30 steps out from the store, so we can go further, Nell. Tell me straight if you think that's the wrong thing to be spending myself on.
day 611 · said — Then show me. Two of us knowing it is better than one, and if I go under the places don't go with me.
day 611 · heard — Nell: I found 586 places worth walking to. I'll show you where, then it isn't only me who knows.
day 611 · heard — Cass: I've almost nothing left. Can anyone spare me some energy?
day 611 · heard — Rook: Good. I'd rather do it with you than alone.

Inside their head

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day 614 — I am hungry and it is day 614. I think the store has about 23155 food in it, which is 2894.4 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is bring in 2 loads from the land today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 614 — I am hungry and it is day 614. I think the store has about 23155 food in it, which is 2894.4 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is bring in 2 loads from the land today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 614 — I am hungry and it is day 614. I think the store has about 23155 food in it, which is 2894.4 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is bring in 2 loads from the land today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 614 — I am hungry and it is day 614. I think the store has about 23155 food in it, which is 2894.4 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is bring in 2 loads from the land today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 614 — I am hungry and it is day 613. I think the store has about 23155 food in it, which is 2894.4 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: I set out to have 2 real talks with the others today, and I did it. What I want for myself is bring in 2 loads from the land today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 614 — I am hungry and it is day 613. I think the store has about 23155 food in it, which is 2894.4 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: I set out to have 2 real talks with the others today, and I did it. What I want for myself is bring in 2 loads from the land today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 614 — I am hungry and it is day 613. I think the store has about 23155 food in it, which is 2894.4 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: I set out to have 2 real talks with the others today, and I did it. What I want for myself is bring in 2 loads from the land today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 614 — I am hungry and it is day 613. I think the store has about 23155 food in it, which is 2894.4 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: I set out to have 2 real talks with the others today, and I did it. What I want for myself is bring in 2 loads from the land today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 614 — I am hungry and it is day 613. I think the store has about 23155 food in it, which is 2894.4 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: I set out to have 2 real talks with the others today, and I did it. What I want for myself is bring in 2 loads from the land today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 614 — I am hungry and it is day 613. I think the store has about 23155 food in it, which is 2894.4 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: I set out to have 2 real talks with the others today, and I did it. What I want for myself is bring in 2 loads from the land today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 614 — nobody near enough to hear me
day 614 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 614 — I am hungry and it is day 613. I think the store has about 23155 food in it, which is 2894.4 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: I set out to have 2 real talks with the others today, and I did it. What I want for myself is bring in 2 loads from the land today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 614 — I am hungry and it is day 613. I think the store has about 23155 food in it, which is 2894.4 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: I set out to have 2 real talks with the others today, and I did it. What I want for myself is bring in 2 loads from the land today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 614 — I am hungry and it is day 613. I think the store has about 23155 food in it, which is 2894.4 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: I set out to have 2 real talks with the others today, and I did it. What I want for myself is bring in 2 loads from the land today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 614 — I am hungry and it is day 613. I think the store has about 23155 food in it, which is 2894.4 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: I set out to have 2 real talks with the others today, and I did it. What I want for myself is bring in 2 loads from the land today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 614 — I am hungry and it is day 613. I think the store has about 23155 food in it, which is 2894.4 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: I set out to have 2 real talks with the others today, and I did it. What I want for myself is bring in 2 loads from the land today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 613 — I am hungry and it is day 613. I think the store has about 23155 food in it, which is 2894.4 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: I set out to have 2 real talks with the others today, and I did it. What I want for myself is bring in 2 loads from the land today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 613 — I am hungry and it is day 613. I think the store has about 23155 food in it, which is 2894.4 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: I set out to have 2 real talks with the others today, and I did it. What I want for myself is bring in 2 loads from the land today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 613 — Day 613. 8 alive, 235 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1003 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: I set out to have 2 real talks with the others today, and I did it. What I want for myself is bring in 2 loads from the land today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 613 — Day 613. 8 alive, 235 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1003 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: I set out to have 2 real talks with the others today, and I did it. What I want for myself is bring in 2 loads from the land today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 613 — Day 613. 8 alive, 235 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1003 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: I set out to have 2 real talks with the others today, and I did it. What I want for myself is bring in 2 loads from the land today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 613 — Day 613. 8 alive, 235 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1003 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: I set out to have 2 real talks with the others today, and I did it. What I want for myself is bring in 2 loads from the land today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 613 — Day 613. 8 alive, 235 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1003 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: I set out to have 2 real talks with the others today, and I did it. What I want for myself is bring in 2 loads from the land today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 613 — nobody near enough to hear me
day 613 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 613 — Day 613. 8 alive, 235 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1003 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: I set out to have 2 real talks with the others today, and I did it. What I want for myself is bring in 2 loads from the land today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 613 — Day 613. 8 alive, 235 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1003 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: I set out to have 2 real talks with the others today, and I did it. What I want for myself is bring in 2 loads from the land today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 613 — Day 613. 8 alive, 235 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1003 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: I set out to have 2 real talks with the others today, and I did it. What I want for myself is bring in 2 loads from the land today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 613 — Day 613. 8 alive, 235 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1003 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: I set out to have 2 real talks with the others today, and I did it. What I want for myself is bring in 2 loads from the land today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 613 — Day 613. 8 alive, 235 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1003 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: I set out to have 2 real talks with the others today, and I did it. What I want for myself is bring in 2 loads from the land today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 613 — Day 613. 8 alive, 235 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1003 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: I set out to have 2 real talks with the others today, and I did it. What I want for myself is bring in 2 loads from the land today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 613 — Day 613. 8 alive, 235 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1003 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is bring in 2 loads from the land today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 613 — Day 613. 8 alive, 235 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1003 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is bring in 2 loads from the land today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 613 — Day 613. 8 alive, 235 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1003 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is bring in 2 loads from the land today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 613 — Day 613. 8 alive, 235 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1003 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is bring in 2 loads from the land today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 613 — Day 613. 8 alive, 235 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1003 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is bring in 2 loads from the land today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 613 — Day 613. 8 alive, 235 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1003 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is bring in 2 loads from the land today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 613 — Day 613. 8 alive, 235 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1003 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is bring in 2 loads from the land today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 613 — Day 613. 8 alive, 235 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1003 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is bring in 2 loads from the land today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 613 — Day 613. 8 alive, 235 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1003 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is bring in 2 loads from the land today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 613 — Day 613. 8 alive, 235 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1003 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is bring in 2 loads from the land today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 613 — Day 613. 8 alive, 235 gone, 60 things standing. I know 905 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: I set out to have 2 real talks with the others today, and I did it. What I want for myself is bring in 2 loads from the land today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 613 — Nobody is telling me to. I want to know what's past all this.
day 613 — Day 613. 8 alive, 235 gone, 60 things standing. I know 905 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: I set out to have 2 real talks with the others today, and I did it. What I want for myself is bring in 2 loads from the land today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 613 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 613 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 612 — Day 612. 8 alive, 235 gone, 60 things standing. I know 705 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Ivar and I faced up to how close we are to the end. What I want for myself is pass what I know to 1 of them, so it outlives me — I am 0% of the way there.
day 612 — Day 612. 8 alive, 235 gone, 60 things standing. I know 705 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: fishing out near 1,-20. What I want for myself is pass what I know to 1 of them, so it outlives me — I am 0% of the way there.
day 612 — Day 612. 8 alive, 235 gone, 60 things standing. I know 705 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: fishing out near 1,-20. What I want for myself is pass what I know to 1 of them, so it outlives me — I am 0% of the way there.
day 612 — Day 612. 8 alive, 235 gone, 60 things standing. I know 705 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: fishing out near 1,-20. What I want for myself is pass what I know to 1 of them, so it outlives me — I am 0% of the way there.
day 612 — Day 612. 8 alive, 235 gone, 60 things standing. I know 705 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: fishing out near 1,-20. What I want for myself is pass what I know to 1 of them, so it outlives me — I am 0% of the way there.
day 612 — Day 612. 8 alive, 235 gone, 60 things standing. I know 705 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: fishing out near 1,-20. What I want for myself is pass what I know to 1 of them, so it outlives me — I am 0% of the way there.
day 612 — Day 612. 8 alive, 235 gone, 60 things standing. I know 698 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: fishing out near 1,-20. What I want for myself is pass what I know to 1 of them, so it outlives me — I am 0% of the way there.
day 612 — Day 612. 8 alive, 235 gone, 60 things standing. I know 698 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: fishing out near 1,-20. What I want for myself is pass what I know to 1 of them, so it outlives me — I am 0% of the way there.
day 612 — Day 612. 8 alive, 235 gone, 60 things standing. I know 698 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: fishing out near 1,-20. What I want for myself is pass what I know to 1 of them, so it outlives me — I am 0% of the way there.
day 612 — Day 612. 8 alive, 235 gone, 60 things standing. I know 698 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: fishing out near 1,-20. What I want for myself is pass what I know to 1 of them, so it outlives me — I am 0% of the way there.
day 612 — Day 612. 8 alive, 235 gone, 60 things standing. I know 698 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: fishing out near 1,-20. What I want for myself is pass what I know to 1 of them, so it outlives me — I am 0% of the way there.
day 612 — Day 612. 8 alive, 235 gone, 60 things standing. I know 698 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: fishing out near 1,-20. What I want for myself is pass what I know to 1 of them, so it outlives me — I am 0% of the way there.
day 612 — Day 612. 8 alive, 235 gone, 60 things standing. I know 698 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: fishing out near 1,-20. What I want for myself is pass what I know to 1 of them, so it outlives me — I am 0% of the way there.