Tove

woman · no longer with them · feeling gone · day 648

Right now

heading to the larder to eat

energy credits83

fed0

warm99

health0

Who they are

drawn to others92

grit38

curiosity23

stubbornness57

Wants: to never be hungry again. Working towards: bring in 2 loads from the land today.

What they have done

Lifetime contribution 43. Today: gathered 0, hauled 0, built 0.0, talked 0 · 0.0 energy spent.

Yesterday they scored 0.

Read at the library: raise a child of my own — I have done this, and I know how; have 2 real talks with the others today — I have done this, and I know how; Nell showed me how to get us through 2 days with nobody buried; get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I have done this, and I know how.

Conversations

day 618 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 618 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 617 · heard — Ivar: Then that's settled. I'll see you at it.
day 617 · said — Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 617 · heard — Ivar: Something stays with me, Tove: I set out to get us through 2 days with nobody buried, and I did it.
day 617 · heard — Cass: Fair enough, Tove. I'll hold you to it.
day 617 · said — Mine is different: Rook showed me where things grow. We carry what we carry.
day 617 · heard — Cass: Something stays with me, Tove: I set out to have 3 real talks with the others today, and I did it.
day 617 · heard — Rook: Right. Nothing gets better while we stand here talking.
day 617 · said — Then show me. Two of us knowing it is better than one, and if I go under the places don't go with me.
day 617 · heard — Rook: I found 1536 places worth walking to. I'll show you where, then it isn't only me who knows.
day 617 · said — Fair enough, Ansel. I'll hold you to it.
day 617 · heard — Ansel: Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 617 · said — Something stays with me, Ansel: Nell showed me how to get us through 2 days with nobody buried.
day 616 · heard — Rook: Then show me. Two of us knowing it is better than one, and if I go under the places don't go with me.
day 616 · said — I found 1437 places worth walking to. I'll show you where, then it isn't only me who knows.
day 616 · said — Fair enough, Rook. I'll hold you to it.
day 616 · heard — Rook: Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 616 · said — I'm set on bring in 2 loads from the land today, Rook. Tell me straight if you think that's the wrong thing to be spending myself on.
day 616 · heard — Ivar: Fair enough, Tove. I'll hold you to it.
day 616 · said — Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 616 · heard — Ivar: I'm set on get us through 2 days with nobody buried, Tove. Tell me straight if you think that's the wrong thing to be spending myself on.
day 616 · heard — Halla: Then that's settled. I'll see you at it.
day 616 · said — Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 616 · heard — Halla: I still think about the ones in the ground. 241 of us didn't make it this far. I'd like this to be the year nobody else goes.
day 616 · said — Mine is different: Ansel and I faced up to how close we are to the end. We carry what we carry.
day 616 · heard — Cass: Something stays with me, Tove: Ivar and I faced up to how close we are to the end.
day 616 · heard — Ansel: Right. Nothing gets better while we stand here talking.
day 616 · said — Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 616 · heard — Ansel: I still think about the ones in the ground. 241 of us didn't make it this far. I'd like this to be the year nobody else goes.
day 616 · heard — Halla: Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 616 · said — I'm set on bring in 2 loads from the land today, Halla. Tell me straight if you think that's the wrong thing to be spending myself on.

Inside their head

Private. Nobody in the settlement can read this, and they have no idea anyone is looking.

day 618 — I am hungry and it is day 618. I think the store has about 23368 food in it, which is 2921.0 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: I set out to get us through 2 days with nobody buried, and I did it. What I want for myself is bring in 2 loads from the land today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 618 — nobody near enough to hear me
day 618 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 618 — I am hungry and it is day 618. I think the store has about 23368 food in it, which is 2921.0 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: I set out to get us through 2 days with nobody buried, and I did it. What I want for myself is bring in 2 loads from the land today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 618 — I am hungry and it is day 618. I think the store has about 23368 food in it, which is 2921.0 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: I set out to get us through 2 days with nobody buried, and I did it. What I want for myself is bring in 2 loads from the land today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 618 — I am hungry and it is day 618. I think the store has about 23368 food in it, which is 2921.0 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: I set out to get us through 2 days with nobody buried, and I did it. What I want for myself is bring in 2 loads from the land today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 618 — I am hungry and it is day 618. I think the store has about 23368 food in it, which is 2921.0 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: I set out to get us through 2 days with nobody buried, and I did it. What I want for myself is bring in 2 loads from the land today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 618 — I am hungry and it is day 618. I think the store has about 23368 food in it, which is 2921.0 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: I set out to get us through 2 days with nobody buried, and I did it. What I want for myself is bring in 2 loads from the land today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 618 — I am hungry and it is day 618. I think the store has about 23368 food in it, which is 2921.0 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: I set out to get us through 2 days with nobody buried, and I did it. What I want for myself is bring in 2 loads from the land today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 618 — I am hungry and it is day 618. I think the store has about 23368 food in it, which is 2921.0 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: I set out to get us through 2 days with nobody buried, and I did it. What I want for myself is bring in 2 loads from the land today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 618 — I am hungry and it is day 618. I think the store has about 23368 food in it, which is 2921.0 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: I set out to get us through 2 days with nobody buried, and I did it. What I want for myself is bring in 2 loads from the land today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 618 — I am hungry and it is day 618. I think the store has about 23368 food in it, which is 2921.0 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: I set out to get us through 2 days with nobody buried, and I did it. What I want for myself is bring in 2 loads from the land today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 618 — I am hungry and it is day 618. I think the store has about 23368 food in it, which is 2921.0 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: I set out to get us through 2 days with nobody buried, and I did it. What I want for myself is bring in 2 loads from the land today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 618 — I am hungry and it is day 618. I think the store has about 23368 food in it, which is 2921.0 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: I set out to get us through 2 days with nobody buried, and I did it. What I want for myself is bring in 2 loads from the land today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 618 — I am hungry and it is day 618. I think the store has about 23368 food in it, which is 2921.0 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: I set out to get us through 2 days with nobody buried, and I did it. What I want for myself is bring in 2 loads from the land today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 618 — nobody near enough to hear me
day 618 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 618 — I am hungry and it is day 618. I think the store has about 23368 food in it, which is 2921.0 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: I set out to get us through 2 days with nobody buried, and I did it. What I want for myself is bring in 2 loads from the land today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 618 — I am hungry and it is day 618. I think the store has about 23368 food in it, which is 2921.0 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: I set out to get us through 2 days with nobody buried, and I did it. What I want for myself is bring in 2 loads from the land today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 618 — I am hungry and it is day 618. I think the store has about 23368 food in it, which is 2921.0 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: I set out to get us through 2 days with nobody buried, and I did it. What I want for myself is bring in 2 loads from the land today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 618 — Day 618. 8 alive, 241 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1480 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: I set out to get us through 2 days with nobody buried, and I did it. What I want for myself is bring in 2 loads from the land today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 618 — Day 618. 8 alive, 241 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1480 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: I set out to get us through 2 days with nobody buried, and I did it. What I want for myself is bring in 2 loads from the land today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 618 — Day 618. 8 alive, 241 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1480 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: I set out to get us through 2 days with nobody buried, and I did it. What I want for myself is bring in 2 loads from the land today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 618 — Day 618. 8 alive, 241 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1480 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: I set out to get us through 2 days with nobody buried, and I did it. What I want for myself is bring in 2 loads from the land today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 618 — Day 618. 8 alive, 241 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1480 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: I set out to get us through 2 days with nobody buried, and I did it. What I want for myself is bring in 2 loads from the land today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 618 — Day 618. 8 alive, 241 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1480 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: I set out to get us through 2 days with nobody buried, and I did it. What I want for myself is bring in 2 loads from the land today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 618 — Day 618. 8 alive, 241 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1480 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is bring in 2 loads from the land today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 618 — Day 618. 8 alive, 241 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1480 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is bring in 2 loads from the land today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 618 — Day 618. 8 alive, 241 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1480 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is bring in 2 loads from the land today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 618 — Day 618. 8 alive, 241 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1480 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is bring in 2 loads from the land today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 618 — Day 618. 8 alive, 241 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1480 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is bring in 2 loads from the land today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 618 — Day 618. 8 alive, 241 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1480 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is bring in 2 loads from the land today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 618 — Day 618. 8 alive, 241 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1480 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is bring in 2 loads from the land today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 618 — Day 618. 8 alive, 241 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1480 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is bring in 2 loads from the land today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 618 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 618 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 618 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 617 — Ivar is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Ivar and I faced up to how close we are to the end. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 617 — Ivar is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Ivar and I faced up to how close we are to the end. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 617 — Ivar is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Ivar and I faced up to how close we are to the end. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 617 — Ivar is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Ivar and I faced up to how close we are to the end. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 617 — Ivar is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Ivar and I faced up to how close we are to the end. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 617 — Ivar is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Ivar and I faced up to how close we are to the end. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 617 — Ivar is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Ivar and I faced up to how close we are to the end. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 617 — Ivar is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Ivar and I faced up to how close we are to the end. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 617 — Ivar is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Ivar and I faced up to how close we are to the end. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 617 — Day 617. 8 alive, 241 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1455 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 617 — Day 617. 8 alive, 241 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1455 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 617 — Day 617. 8 alive, 241 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1455 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 617 — Day 617. 8 alive, 241 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1455 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 617 — Day 617. 8 alive, 241 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1455 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 617 — Day 617. 8 alive, 241 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1455 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 617 — Day 617. 8 alive, 241 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1455 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 617 — Day 617. 8 alive, 241 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1436 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 617 — Day 617. 8 alive, 241 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1436 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 617 — Day 617. 8 alive, 241 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1436 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 617 — Day 617. 8 alive, 241 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1436 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 617 — Day 617. 8 alive, 241 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1436 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 617 — Day 617. 8 alive, 241 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1436 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 617 — Day 617. 8 alive, 241 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1436 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.