Ansel

woman · alive · feeling hungry · day 648

Right now

heading to the larder to eat

energy credits30

fed13

warm100

health100

Who they are

drawn to others55

grit95

curiosity93

stubbornness54

Wants: to see what is past the far ridge. Working towards: get us through 6 days with nobody buried.

What they have done

Lifetime contribution 358. Today: gathered 0, hauled 0, built 0.0, talked 3 · 1.0 energy spent.

Yesterday they scored 8.

Read at the library: Maren showed me how to raise a child of my own; Halla showed me how to have 2 real talks with the others today; have 2 real talks with the others today — I have done this, and I know how; Ivar showed me how to get us through 2 days with nobody buried; get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I have done this, and I know how; Maren showed me how to get us through 4 days with nobody buried; get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I have done this, and I know how; Rook showed me how to pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands; pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I have done this, and I know how; Bryn showed me how to get us through 6 days with nobody buried.

Conversations

day 648 · heard — Rook: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 648 · said — Right. Nothing gets better while we stand here talking.
day 648 · heard — Nell: There was food in the store when I last looked — maybe 24097 worth. Go on, I'll keep at this.
day 648 · said — You look half-starved, Nell. Go and eat — I'll cover your work today.
day 648 · heard — Tove: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 648 · heard — Ode: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 648 · heard — Nell: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 648 · heard — Silas: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 648 · heard — Maren: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 648 · said — Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 648 · heard — Bryn: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 648 · heard — Ode: Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 648 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 648 · heard — Rook: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 648 · heard — Tove: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 648 · heard — Ode: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 648 · said — Fair enough, Nell. I'll hold you to it.
day 648 · heard — Nell: Mine is different: Rook showed me where things grow. We carry what we carry.
day 648 · said — Something stays with me, Nell: Day 648: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living..
day 647 · heard — Nell: There was food in the store when I last looked — maybe 24097 worth. Go on, I'll keep at this.
day 647 · said — Nell, I'm down to nothing. Is there anything left in the store?
day 647 · heard — Nell: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 647 · heard — Silas: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 647 · said — Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 647 · heard — Maren: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 647 · said — Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 647 · heard — Bryn: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 647 · heard — Rook: Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 647 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 647 · heard — Rook: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 647 · heard — Tove: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 647 · heard — Ode: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 647 · said — Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 647 · heard — Nell: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 647 · heard — Silas: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 647 · heard — Maren: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 647 · heard — Bryn: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 647 · heard — Nell: It's a good thing to want. Tell me what you need carried and I'll carry it.
day 647 · said — You've kept me alive more than once, Nell. Whatever you're set on today, I'm with you.
day 647 · heard — Tove: Here — take it. You'd do it for me.

Inside their head

Private. Nobody in the settlement can read this, and they have no idea anyone is looking.

day 648 — Rook is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 648 — I am hungry and it is day 648. I think the store has about 24046 food in it, which is 3005.8 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: helped Bryn through a bad day. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 17% of the way there.
day 648 — Nell is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 17% of the way there.
day 648 — Nell is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 17% of the way there.
day 648 — Tove is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 648 — Nell is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 17% of the way there.
day 648 — Nell is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 17% of the way there.
day 648 — Nell is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 17% of the way there.
day 648 — Nell is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 17% of the way there.
day 648 — Nell is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 648 — Nell is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 17% of the way there.
day 648 — Nell is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 17% of the way there.
day 648 — Maren is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 648 — gave Bryn 2 energy when they were failing
day 648 — Day 648. 8 alive, 249 gone, 60 things standing. I know 3141 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 17% of the way there.
day 648 — Day 648. 8 alive, 249 gone, 60 things standing. I know 3141 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 17% of the way there.
day 648 — Day 648. 8 alive, 249 gone, 60 things standing. I know 3141 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 17% of the way there.
day 648 — Ode kept me alive
day 648 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 648 — Day 648. 8 alive, 249 gone, 60 things standing. I know 3141 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 17% of the way there.
day 648 — Day 648. 8 alive, 249 gone, 60 things standing. I know 3141 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 17% of the way there.
day 648 — Rook is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 648 — Day 648. 8 alive, 249 gone, 60 things standing. I know 3141 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 17% of the way there.
day 648 — Tove is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 648 — Day 648. 8 alive, 249 gone, 60 things standing. I know 3141 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 17% of the way there.
day 648 — Day 648. 8 alive, 249 gone, 60 things standing. I know 3141 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 17% of the way there.
day 648 — Day 648. 8 alive, 249 gone, 60 things standing. I know 3141 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 17% of the way there.
day 648 — Day 648. 8 alive, 249 gone, 60 things standing. I know 3141 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 17% of the way there.
day 648 — Day 648. 8 alive, 249 gone, 60 things standing. I know 3141 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 17% of the way there.
day 648 — Day 648. 8 alive, 249 gone, 60 things standing. I know 3141 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 17% of the way there.
day 648 — Day 648. 8 alive, 249 gone, 60 things standing. I know 3141 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 17% of the way there.
day 648 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 648 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 648 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 648 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 648 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 647 — Nell is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 647 — I am hungry and it is day 647. I think the store has about 24046 food in it, which is 3005.8 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: helped Nell through a bad day. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 0% of the way there.
day 647 — gave Maren 2 energy when they were failing
day 647 — I am hungry and it is day 647. I think the store has about 24046 food in it, which is 3005.8 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: helped Nell through a bad day. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 0% of the way there.
day 647 — gave Bryn 2 energy when they were failing
day 647 — I am hungry and it is day 647. I think the store has about 24046 food in it, which is 3005.8 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: helped Nell through a bad day. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 0% of the way there.
day 647 — I am hungry and it is day 647. I think the store has about 24046 food in it, which is 3005.8 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: helped Nell through a bad day. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 0% of the way there.
day 647 — Rook kept me alive
day 647 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 647 — I am hungry and it is day 647. I think the store has about 24046 food in it, which is 3005.8 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: helped Nell through a bad day. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 0% of the way there.
day 647 — Nell is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 0% of the way there.
day 647 — Nell is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 0% of the way there.
day 647 — Rook is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 647 — Nell is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 0% of the way there.
day 647 — Nell is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 0% of the way there.
day 647 — Nell is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 0% of the way there.
day 647 — Nell is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 0% of the way there.
day 647 — Nell is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 0% of the way there.
day 647 — Nell is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 0% of the way there.
day 647 — gave Nell 2 energy when they were failing
day 647 — Nell is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 0% of the way there.
day 647 — I am hungry and it is day 647. I think the store has about 24046 food in it, which is 3005.8 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 0% of the way there.
day 647 — Maren is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 647 — Bryn is asking, but I haven't got it to give