Ivar

man · no longer with them · feeling gone · day 649

Right now

heading to the larder to eat

energy credits120

fed0

warm100

health0

Who they are

drawn to others22

grit71

curiosity78

stubbornness66

Wants: to be liked. Working towards: get us through 4 days with nobody buried.

What they have done

Lifetime contribution 50. Today: gathered 0, hauled 0, built 0.0, talked 0 · 0.0 energy spent.

Yesterday they scored 0.

Read at the library: get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I have done this, and I know how; bring in 2 loads from the land today — I have done this, and I know how; Halla showed me how to get us through 4 days with nobody buried.

Conversations

day 625 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 625 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 624 · said — Fair enough, Maren. I'll hold you to it.
day 624 · heard — Maren: Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 624 · said — I'm set on get us through 4 days with nobody buried, Maren. Tell me straight if you think that's the wrong thing to be spending myself on.
day 623 · said — I'd not spend myself on that yet. Get the store full first — then chase it and I'll help.
day 623 · heard — Rook: You've kept me alive more than once, Ivar. Whatever you're set on today, I'm with you.
day 623 · said — Then show me. Two of us knowing it is better than one, and if I go under the places don't go with me.
day 623 · heard — Rook: I found 1939 places worth walking to. I'll show you where, then it isn't only me who knows.
day 623 · heard — Fen: Mine is different: picking berries out near -20,-24. We carry what we carry.
day 623 · said — Something stays with me, Fen: Day 623: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living..
day 623 · said — Then that's settled. I'll see you at it.
day 623 · heard — Fen: Then show me. Two of us knowing it is better than one, and if I go under the places don't go with me.
day 623 · said — I found 1847 places worth walking to. I'll show you where, then it isn't only me who knows.
day 622 · said — Fair enough, Rook. I'll hold you to it.
day 622 · heard — Rook: Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 622 · said — I'm set on pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands, Rook. Tell me straight if you think that's the wrong thing to be spending myself on.
day 622 · heard — Rook: Fair enough, Ivar. I'll hold you to it.
day 622 · said — Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 622 · heard — Rook: I'm set on make something nobody here has made before, Ivar. Tell me straight if you think that's the wrong thing to be spending myself on.
day 622 · heard — Halla: Fair enough, Ivar. I'll hold you to it.
day 622 · said — Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 622 · heard — Halla: I still think about the ones in the ground. 244 of us didn't make it this far. I'd like this to be the year nobody else goes.
day 622 · heard — Maren: Fair enough, Ivar. I'll hold you to it.
day 622 · said — Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 622 · heard — Maren: I'm set on see 9 of us alive here at once, Ivar. Tell me straight if you think that's the wrong thing to be spending myself on.
day 621 · heard — Fen: Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 621 · said — I still think about the ones in the ground. 244 of us didn't make it this far. I'd like this to be the year nobody else goes.
day 621 · heard — Maren: Right. Nothing gets better while we stand here talking.
day 621 · said — Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 621 · heard — Maren: I still think about the ones in the ground. 244 of us didn't make it this far. I'd like this to be the year nobody else goes.
day 621 · said — Fair enough, Fen. I'll hold you to it.
day 621 · heard — Fen: Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 621 · said — I'm set on pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands, Fen. Tell me straight if you think that's the wrong thing to be spending myself on.

Inside their head

Private. Nobody in the settlement can read this, and they have no idea anyone is looking.

day 625 — I am hungry and it is day 625. I think the store has about 23697 food in it, which is 2962.1 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Day 625: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 625 — I am hungry and it is day 625. I think the store has about 23697 food in it, which is 2962.1 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Day 625: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 625 — nobody near enough to hear me
day 625 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 625 — I am hungry and it is day 625. I think the store has about 23697 food in it, which is 2962.1 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Day 625: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 625 — I am hungry and it is day 625. I think the store has about 23697 food in it, which is 2962.1 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Day 625: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 625 — I am hungry and it is day 625. I think the store has about 23697 food in it, which is 2962.1 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Day 625: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 625 — I am hungry and it is day 625. I think the store has about 23697 food in it, which is 2962.1 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Day 625: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 625 — I am hungry and it is day 625. I think the store has about 23697 food in it, which is 2962.1 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Day 625: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 625 — I am hungry and it is day 625. I think the store has about 23697 food in it, which is 2962.1 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Day 625: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 625 — I am hungry and it is day 625. I think the store has about 23697 food in it, which is 2962.1 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Day 625: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 625 — I am hungry and it is day 625. I think the store has about 23697 food in it, which is 2962.1 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Day 625: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 625 — I am hungry and it is day 625. I think the store has about 23697 food in it, which is 2962.1 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Day 625: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 625 — I am hungry and it is day 625. I think the store has about 23697 food in it, which is 2962.1 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Day 625: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 625 — I am hungry and it is day 625. I think the store has about 23697 food in it, which is 2962.1 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Day 625: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 625 — I am hungry and it is day 625. I think the store has about 23697 food in it, which is 2962.1 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Day 625: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 625 — nobody near enough to hear me
day 625 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 625 — I am hungry and it is day 625. I think the store has about 23697 food in it, which is 2962.1 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Day 625: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 625 — I am hungry and it is day 624. I think the store has about 23697 food in it, which is 2962.1 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 25% of the way there.
day 625 — I am hungry and it is day 624. I think the store has about 23697 food in it, which is 2962.1 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 25% of the way there.
day 625 — I am hungry and it is day 624. I think the store has about 23697 food in it, which is 2962.1 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 25% of the way there.
day 625 — I am hungry and it is day 624. I think the store has about 23697 food in it, which is 2962.1 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 25% of the way there.
day 625 — I am hungry and it is day 624. I think the store has about 23697 food in it, which is 2962.1 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 25% of the way there.
day 625 — I am hungry and it is day 624. I think the store has about 23697 food in it, which is 2962.1 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 25% of the way there.
day 625 — I am hungry and it is day 624. I think the store has about 23697 food in it, which is 2962.1 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 25% of the way there.
day 625 — I am hungry and it is day 624. I think the store has about 23697 food in it, which is 2962.1 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 25% of the way there.
day 625 — I am hungry and it is day 624. I think the store has about 23697 food in it, which is 2962.1 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 25% of the way there.
day 625 — I am hungry and it is day 624. I think the store has about 23697 food in it, which is 2962.1 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 25% of the way there.
day 624 — I am hungry and it is day 624. I think the store has about 23697 food in it, which is 2962.1 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 25% of the way there.
day 624 — I am hungry and it is day 624. I think the store has about 23697 food in it, which is 2962.1 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 25% of the way there.
day 624 — I am hungry and it is day 624. I think the store has about 23697 food in it, which is 2962.1 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 25% of the way there.
day 624 — Day 624. 8 alive, 244 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1977 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 25% of the way there.
day 624 — Day 624. 8 alive, 244 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1977 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 25% of the way there.
day 624 — Day 624. 8 alive, 244 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1977 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 25% of the way there.
day 624 — Day 624. 8 alive, 244 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1977 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 25% of the way there.
day 624 — Day 624. 8 alive, 244 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1977 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 25% of the way there.
day 624 — Day 624. 8 alive, 244 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1977 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 25% of the way there.
day 624 — Day 624. 8 alive, 244 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1977 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 25% of the way there.
day 624 — Day 624. 8 alive, 244 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1879 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: pulling up herbs out near -2,-2. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 25% of the way there.
day 624 — Day 624. 8 alive, 244 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1879 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: pulling up herbs out near -2,-2. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 25% of the way there.
day 624 — Day 624. 8 alive, 244 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1881 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: pulling up herbs out near -2,-2. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 25% of the way there.
day 624 — Nobody is telling me to. I want to know what's past all this.
day 624 — Day 624. 8 alive, 244 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1881 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: pulling up herbs out near -2,-2. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 25% of the way there.
day 624 — Day 624. 8 alive, 244 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1881 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: pulling up herbs out near -2,-2. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 25% of the way there.
day 624 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 624 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 624 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 624 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 624 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 623 — Day 623. 8 alive, 244 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1884 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Rook showed me where things grow. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 623 — Day 623. 8 alive, 244 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1884 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Rook showed me where things grow. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 623 — Day 623. 8 alive, 244 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1884 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Day 623: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 623 — Day 623. 8 alive, 244 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1884 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Day 623: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 623 — Day 623. 8 alive, 244 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1884 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Day 623: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 623 — Day 623. 8 alive, 244 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1884 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Day 623: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 623 — Day 623. 8 alive, 244 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1861 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Day 623: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 623 — Day 623. 8 alive, 244 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1861 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Day 623: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 623 — Day 623. 8 alive, 244 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1861 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Day 623: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 623 — Day 623. 8 alive, 244 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1861 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Day 623: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.