Nell

man · no longer with them · feeling gone · day 647

Right now

heading to the larder to eat

energy credits85

fed0

warm100

health0

Who they are

drawn to others23

grit40

curiosity29

stubbornness58

Wants: to leave something standing after they're gone. Working towards: pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands.

What they have done

Lifetime contribution 17. Today: gathered 0, hauled 0, built 0.0, talked 0 · 0.0 energy spent.

Yesterday they scored 0.

Read at the library: Rook showed me how to get us through 2 days with nobody buried; get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I have done this, and I know how.

Conversations

day 621 · heard — Maren: Fair enough, Nell. I'll hold you to it.
day 621 · said — Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 621 · heard — Maren: I'm set on see 9 of us alive here at once, Nell. Tell me straight if you think that's the wrong thing to be spending myself on.
day 621 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 620 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 620 · said — Mine is different: Halla showed me where things grow. We carry what we carry.
day 620 · heard — Halla: Something stays with me, Nell: Rook showed me where things grow.
day 620 · heard — Halla: Fair enough, Nell. I'll hold you to it.
day 620 · said — Then show me. Two of us knowing it is better than one, and if I go under the places don't go with me.
day 620 · heard — Halla: I found 2003 places worth walking to. I'll show you where, then it isn't only me who knows.
day 620 · heard — Halla: Then that's settled. I'll see you at it.
day 620 · said — It's a good thing to want. Tell me what you need carried and I'll carry it.
day 620 · heard — Halla: You've kept me alive more than once, Nell. Whatever you're set on today, I'm with you.
day 620 · heard — Maren: Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 620 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 620 · heard — Ansel: Fair enough, Nell. I'll hold you to it.
day 620 · said — Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 620 · heard — Ansel: I'm set on see 9 of us alive here at once, Nell. Tell me straight if you think that's the wrong thing to be spending myself on.
day 620 · heard — Rook: Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 620 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 620 · heard — Halla: Then show me. Two of us knowing it is better than one, and if I go under the places don't go with me.
day 620 · said — I found 1984 places worth walking to. I'll show you where, then it isn't only me who knows.
day 620 · heard — Halla: Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 620 · said — Something stays with me, Halla: Rook showed me how to get us through 2 days with nobody buried.
day 619 · heard — Halla: Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 619 · said — I still think about the ones in the ground. 243 of us didn't make it this far. I'd like this to be the year nobody else goes.
day 619 · heard — Maren: Right. Nothing gets better while we stand here talking.
day 619 · said — It's a good thing to want. Tell me what you need carried and I'll carry it.
day 619 · heard — Maren: You've kept me alive more than once, Nell. Whatever you're set on today, I'm with you.
day 619 · said — Fair enough, Halla. I'll hold you to it.
day 619 · heard — Halla: I'd not spend myself on that yet. Get the store full first — then chase it and I'll help.
day 619 · said — You've kept me alive more than once, Halla. Whatever you're set on today, I'm with you.
day 619 · said — Good. I'd rather do it with you than alone.
day 619 · heard — Halla: Mine is different: Maren showed me where things grow. We carry what we carry.
day 619 · said — Something stays with me, Halla: Cass was born.

Inside their head

Private. Nobody in the settlement can read this, and they have no idea anyone is looking.

day 621 — I am hungry and it is day 621. I think the store has about 23466 food in it, which is 2933.3 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 621 — I am hungry and it is day 621. I think the store has about 23466 food in it, which is 2933.3 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: I set out to get us through 2 days with nobody buried, and I did it. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 621 — I am hungry and it is day 621. I think the store has about 23466 food in it, which is 2933.3 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: I set out to get us through 2 days with nobody buried, and I did it. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 621 — I am hungry and it is day 621. I think the store has about 23466 food in it, which is 2933.3 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: I set out to get us through 2 days with nobody buried, and I did it. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 621 — I am hungry and it is day 621. I think the store has about 23466 food in it, which is 2933.3 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: I set out to get us through 2 days with nobody buried, and I did it. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 621 — I am hungry and it is day 621. I think the store has about 23466 food in it, which is 2933.3 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: I set out to get us through 2 days with nobody buried, and I did it. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 621 — I am hungry and it is day 621. I think the store has about 23466 food in it, which is 2933.3 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: I set out to get us through 2 days with nobody buried, and I did it. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 621 — I am hungry and it is day 621. I think the store has about 23466 food in it, which is 2933.3 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: I set out to get us through 2 days with nobody buried, and I did it. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 621 — I am hungry and it is day 621. I think the store has about 23466 food in it, which is 2933.3 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 621 — I am hungry and it is day 621. I think the store has about 23466 food in it, which is 2933.3 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 621 — I am hungry and it is day 621. I think the store has about 23466 food in it, which is 2933.3 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 621 — nobody near enough to hear me
day 621 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 621 — I am hungry and it is day 621. I think the store has about 23466 food in it, which is 2933.3 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 621 — I am hungry and it is day 621. I think the store has about 23466 food in it, which is 2933.3 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 621 — I am hungry and it is day 621. I think the store has about 23466 food in it, which is 2933.3 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 621 — I am hungry and it is day 621. I think the store has about 23466 food in it, which is 2933.3 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 621 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 621 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 621 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 621 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 620 — I am hungry and it is day 620. I think the store has about 23466 food in it, which is 2933.3 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 620 — I am hungry and it is day 620. I think the store has about 23466 food in it, which is 2933.3 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 620 — I am hungry and it is day 620. I think the store has about 23466 food in it, which is 2933.3 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 620 — I am hungry and it is day 620. I think the store has about 23466 food in it, which is 2933.3 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 620 — nobody near enough to hear me
day 620 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 620 — I am hungry and it is day 620. I think the store has about 23466 food in it, which is 2933.3 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 620 — I am hungry and it is day 620. I think the store has about 23466 food in it, which is 2933.3 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 620 — I am hungry and it is day 620. I think the store has about 23466 food in it, which is 2933.3 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 620 — I am hungry and it is day 620. I think the store has about 23466 food in it, which is 2933.3 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 620 — Day 620. 8 alive, 243 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1984 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 620 — Day 620. 8 alive, 243 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1984 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 620 — Day 620. 8 alive, 243 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1984 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 620 — Day 620. 8 alive, 243 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1984 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 620 — Day 620. 8 alive, 243 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1984 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 620 — Day 620. 8 alive, 243 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1984 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 620 — Day 620. 8 alive, 243 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1984 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 620 — Day 620. 8 alive, 243 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1984 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Rook kept me alive. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 620 — Maren kept me alive
day 620 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 620 — Day 620. 8 alive, 243 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1984 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Rook kept me alive. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 620 — Day 620. 8 alive, 243 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1984 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Rook kept me alive. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 620 — Day 620. 8 alive, 243 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1984 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Rook kept me alive. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 620 — Day 620. 8 alive, 243 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1984 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Rook kept me alive. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 620 — Day 620. 8 alive, 243 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1984 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Rook kept me alive. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 620 — Day 620. 8 alive, 243 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1984 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Rook kept me alive. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 620 — Day 620. 8 alive, 243 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1984 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Rook kept me alive. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 620 — Day 620. 8 alive, 243 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1984 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Rook kept me alive. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 620 — Day 620. 8 alive, 243 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1984 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Rook kept me alive. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 620 — Day 620. 8 alive, 243 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1984 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Rook kept me alive. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 620 — I am hungry and it is day 620. I think the store has about 23466 food in it, which is 2933.3 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Rook showed me how to get us through 2 days with nobody buried. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 620 — I am hungry and it is day 620. I think the store has about 23466 food in it, which is 2933.3 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Rook showed me how to get us through 2 days with nobody buried. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 620 — Rook kept me alive
day 620 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 620 — I am hungry and it is day 620. I think the store has about 23466 food in it, which is 2933.3 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Rook showed me how to get us through 2 days with nobody buried. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 620 — I am hungry and it is day 620. I think the store has about 23466 food in it, which is 2933.3 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Rook showed me how to get us through 2 days with nobody buried. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 620 — I am hungry and it is day 620. I think the store has about 23466 food in it, which is 2933.3 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Rook showed me how to get us through 2 days with nobody buried. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 620 — I am hungry and it is day 620. I think the store has about 23466 food in it, which is 2933.3 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Rook showed me how to get us through 2 days with nobody buried. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 620 — I am hungry and it is day 620. I think the store has about 23466 food in it, which is 2933.3 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Rook showed me how to get us through 2 days with nobody buried. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.