Cass

woman · no longer with them · feeling gone · day 647

Right now

heading to the larder to eat

energy credits120

fed0

warm100

health0

Who they are

drawn to others60

grit45

curiosity82

stubbornness90

Wants: quiet, and enough of it. Working towards: raise a child of my own.

What they have done

Lifetime contribution 106. Today: gathered 0, hauled 0, built 0.0, talked 0 · 0.0 energy spent.

Yesterday they scored 0.

Read at the library: Nell showed me how to get us through 2 days with nobody buried; get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I have done this, and I know how; eat properly today and end the day strong — I have done this, and I know how; Cass showed me how to get us through 2 days with nobody buried; Tove showed me how to have 2 real talks with the others today; get food 18 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I have done this, and I know how; Ode showed me how to get us through 4 days with nobody buried; raise a child of my own — I have done this, and I know how; get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I have done this, and I know how; get food 28 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I have done this, and I know how.

Conversations

day 635 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 634 · heard — Ode: Then that's settled. I'll see you at it.
day 634 · said — Then show me. Two of us knowing it is better than one, and if I go under the places don't go with me.
day 634 · heard — Ode: I found 2844 places worth walking to. I'll show you where, then it isn't only me who knows.
day 634 · heard — Ode: Right. Nothing gets better while we stand here talking.
day 634 · said — Mine is different: Ode kept me alive. We carry what we carry.
day 634 · heard — Ode: Something stays with me, Cass: helped Cass through a bad day.
day 634 · heard — Ode: Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 634 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 634 · said — Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 634 · heard — Ode: I'm set on make something nobody here has made before, Cass. Tell me straight if you think that's the wrong thing to be spending myself on.
day 634 · said — There was food in the store when I last looked — maybe 24044 worth. Go on, I'll keep at this.
day 634 · heard — Ode: You look half-starved, Cass. Go and eat — I'll cover your work today.
day 634 · heard — Ode: Good. I'd rather do it with you than alone.
day 634 · said — Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 634 · heard — Ode: I still think about the ones in the ground. 248 of us didn't make it this far. I'd like this to be the year nobody else goes.
day 634 · heard — Ode: Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 634 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 634 · heard — Ode: Fair enough, Cass. I'll hold you to it.
day 634 · said — Mine is different: Ode came over to talk. We carry what we carry.
day 634 · heard — Ode: Something stays with me, Cass: pulling up herbs out near -9,-29.
day 634 · heard — Ode: You've kept me alive more than once, Cass. Whatever you're set on today, I'm with you.
day 634 · said — Fair enough, Ode. I'll hold you to it.
day 634 · heard — Ode: Mine is different: helped Cass through a bad day. We carry what we carry.
day 634 · said — Something stays with me, Ode: Ode kept me alive.
day 634 · heard — Ode: Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 634 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 633 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?

Inside their head

Private. Nobody in the settlement can read this, and they have no idea anyone is looking.

day 635 — I am hungry and it is day 635. I think the store has about 24044 food in it, which is 3005.5 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Day 635: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 635 — I am hungry and it is day 635. I think the store has about 24044 food in it, which is 3005.5 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Day 635: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 635 — I am hungry and it is day 635. I think the store has about 24044 food in it, which is 3005.5 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Day 635: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 635 — I am hungry and it is day 635. I think the store has about 24044 food in it, which is 3005.5 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Day 635: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 635 — I am hungry and it is day 635. I think the store has about 24044 food in it, which is 3005.5 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Day 635: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 635 — I am hungry and it is day 635. I think the store has about 24044 food in it, which is 3005.5 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Day 635: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 635 — I am hungry and it is day 635. I think the store has about 24044 food in it, which is 3005.5 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Day 635: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 635 — I am hungry and it is day 635. I think the store has about 24044 food in it, which is 3005.5 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Day 635: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 635 — I am hungry and it is day 635. I think the store has about 24044 food in it, which is 3005.5 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Day 635: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 635 — I am hungry and it is day 635. I think the store has about 24044 food in it, which is 3005.5 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Day 635: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 635 — I am hungry and it is day 635. I think the store has about 24044 food in it, which is 3005.5 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Day 635: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 635 — I am hungry and it is day 635. I think the store has about 24044 food in it, which is 3005.5 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Day 635: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 635 — nobody near enough to hear me
day 635 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 635 — I am hungry and it is day 635. I think the store has about 24044 food in it, which is 3005.5 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Day 635: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 635 — I am hungry and it is day 635. I think the store has about 24044 food in it, which is 3005.5 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Day 635: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 635 — I am hungry and it is day 635. I think the store has about 24044 food in it, which is 3005.5 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Day 635: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 635 — I am hungry and it is day 634. I think the store has about 24044 food in it, which is 3005.5 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 635 — I am hungry and it is day 634. I think the store has about 24044 food in it, which is 3005.5 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 635 — I am hungry and it is day 634. I think the store has about 24044 food in it, which is 3005.5 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 635 — I am hungry and it is day 634. I think the store has about 24044 food in it, which is 3005.5 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 635 — I am hungry and it is day 634. I think the store has about 24044 food in it, which is 3005.5 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 634 — I am hungry and it is day 634. I think the store has about 24044 food in it, which is 3005.5 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 634 — I am hungry and it is day 634. I think the store has about 24044 food in it, which is 3005.5 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 634 — I am hungry and it is day 634. I think the store has about 24044 food in it, which is 3005.5 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 634 — I am hungry and it is day 634. I think the store has about 24044 food in it, which is 3005.5 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 634 — I am hungry and it is day 634. I think the store has about 24044 food in it, which is 3005.5 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 634 — I am hungry and it is day 634. I think the store has about 24044 food in it, which is 3005.5 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 634 — I am hungry and it is day 634. I think the store has about 24044 food in it, which is 3005.5 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 634 — I am hungry and it is day 634. I think the store has about 24044 food in it, which is 3005.5 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 634 — I am hungry and it is day 634. I think the store has about 24044 food in it, which is 3005.5 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 634 — I am hungry and it is day 634. I think the store has about 24044 food in it, which is 3005.5 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 634 — I am hungry and it is day 634. I think the store has about 24044 food in it, which is 3005.5 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 634 — Ode kept me alive
day 634 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 634 — I am hungry and it is day 634. I think the store has about 24044 food in it, which is 3005.5 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 634 — I am hungry and it is day 634. I think the store has about 24044 food in it, which is 3005.5 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 634 — I am hungry and it is day 634. I think the store has about 24044 food in it, which is 3005.5 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 634 — I am hungry and it is day 634. I think the store has about 24044 food in it, which is 3005.5 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 634 — I am hungry and it is day 634. I think the store has about 24044 food in it, which is 3005.5 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 634 — I am hungry and it is day 634. I think the store has about 24044 food in it, which is 3005.5 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 634 — I am hungry and it is day 634. I think the store has about 24044 food in it, which is 3005.5 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Ode came over to talk. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 634 — I am hungry and it is day 634. I think the store has about 24044 food in it, which is 3005.5 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Ode came over to talk. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 634 — I am hungry and it is day 634. I think the store has about 24044 food in it, which is 3005.5 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Ode came over to talk. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 634 — I am hungry and it is day 634. I think the store has about 24044 food in it, which is 3005.5 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Ode came over to talk. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 634 — I am hungry and it is day 634. I think the store has about 24044 food in it, which is 3005.5 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Ode came over to talk. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 634 — Ode kept me alive
day 634 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 634 — I am hungry and it is day 634. I think the store has about 24044 food in it, which is 3005.5 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Ode came over to talk. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 634 — I am hungry and it is day 634. I think the store has about 24044 food in it, which is 3005.5 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Ode came over to talk. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 634 — I am hungry and it is day 634. I think the store has about 24044 food in it, which is 3005.5 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Ode came over to talk. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 634 — I am hungry and it is day 634. I think the store has about 24044 food in it, which is 3005.5 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Ode came over to talk. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 634 — Rook is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 634 — Rook is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 634 — Rook is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 634 — Rook is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 634 — Rook is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 634 — Rook is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 634 — Rook is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 634 — Ode came over to talk