Maren

woman · no longer with them · feeling gone · day 648

Right now

heading to the larder to eat

energy credits63

fed0

warm99

health0

Who they are

drawn to others44

grit90

curiosity75

stubbornness78

Wants: to never be hungry again. Working towards: make something nobody here has made before.

What they have done

Lifetime contribution 22. Today: gathered 0, hauled 0, built 0.0, talked 0 · 0.0 energy spent.

Yesterday they scored 0.

Read at the library: raise a child of my own — I have done this, and I know how; Rook showed me how to get us through 2 days with nobody buried; get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I have done this, and I know how; Ode showed me how to get us through 4 days with nobody buried; Nell showed me how to get us through 2 days with nobody buried.

Conversations

day 629 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 629 · said — I'll rest an hour, no more. There's too few of us for me to lie down long.
day 629 · heard — Ansel: You're not well, Maren. Sit. I'd rather lose a day's wood than lose you.
day 629 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 629 · heard — Cass: Something stays with me, Maren: I taught Maren Nell showed me how to get us through 2 days with nobody buried.
day 629 · heard — Cass: I worked out Nell showed me how to get us through 2 days with nobody buried — you should know it too.
day 629 · heard — Cass: I found 2807 places worth walking to. I'll show you where, then it isn't only me who knows.
day 629 · heard — Cass: I worked out Ode showed me how to get us through 4 days with nobody buried — you should know it too.
day 629 · heard — Cass reckons if we stop, there is nobody after us
day 629 · heard — Cass: Something stays with me, Maren: talked with Maren.
day 629 · heard — Cass reckons if we stop, there is nobody after us
day 629 · heard — Cass: You've kept me alive more than once, Maren. Whatever you're set on today, I'm with you.
day 629 · said — Then that's settled. I'll see you at it.
day 629 · heard — Rook: Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 629 · said — I'm set on make something nobody here has made before, Rook. Tell me straight if you think that's the wrong thing to be spending myself on.
day 628 · said — Fair enough, Ansel. I'll hold you to it.
day 628 · heard — Ansel: Then show me. Two of us knowing it is better than one, and if I go under the places don't go with me.
day 628 · said — I found 2310 places worth walking to. I'll show you where, then it isn't only me who knows.
day 628 · said — Right. Nothing gets better while we stand here talking.
day 628 · heard — Cass: Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 628 · said — Something stays with me, Cass: I set out to get us through 2 days with nobody buried, and I did it.
day 628 · said — Fair enough, Cass. I'll hold you to it.
day 628 · heard — Cass: Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 628 · said — I still think about the ones in the ground. 246 of us didn't make it this far. I'd like this to be the year nobody else goes.
day 627 · heard — Cass: Fair enough, Maren. I'll hold you to it.
day 627 · said — Mine is different: I taught Cass raise a child of my own — I have done this, and I know how. We carry what we carry.
day 627 · heard — Cass: Something stays with me, Maren: Maren showed me where things grow.
day 627 · heard — Rook: Fair enough, Maren. I'll hold you to it.
day 627 · said — I'd not spend myself on that yet. Get the store full first — then chase it and I'll help.
day 627 · heard — Rook: You've kept me alive more than once, Maren. Whatever you're set on today, I'm with you.
day 627 · said — I worked out raise a child of my own — I have done this, and I know how — you should know it too.
day 627 · said — I'm set on get us through 2 days with nobody buried, Cass. Tell me straight if you think that's the wrong thing to be spending myself on.
day 627 · said — Mine is different: Cass and I faced up to how close we are to the end. We carry what we carry.
day 627 · heard — Cass: Something stays with me, Maren: picking berries out near -30,4.
day 627 · said — Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 627 · heard — Cass: I'm set on get us through 4 days with nobody buried, Maren. Tell me straight if you think that's the wrong thing to be spending myself on.
day 627 · said — Fair enough, Maren. I'll hold you to it.
day 627 · heard — Maren: I'd not spend myself on that yet. Get the store full first — then chase it and I'll help.
day 627 · said — You've kept me alive more than once, Maren. Whatever you're set on today, I'm with you.
day 626 · heard — Maren: Then that's settled. I'll see you at it.

Inside their head

Private. Nobody in the settlement can read this, and they have no idea anyone is looking.

day 629 — I am hungry and it is day 629. I think the store has about 23902 food in it, which is 2987.8 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 629 — I am hungry and it is day 629. I think the store has about 23902 food in it, which is 2987.8 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 629 — nobody near enough to hear me
day 629 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 629 — I am hungry and it is day 629. I think the store has about 23902 food in it, which is 2987.8 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 629 — I am hungry and it is day 629. I think the store has about 23902 food in it, which is 2987.8 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 629 — I am hungry and it is day 629. I think the store has about 23902 food in it, which is 2987.8 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 629 — I am hungry and it is day 629. I think the store has about 23902 food in it, which is 2987.8 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 629 — I am hungry and it is day 629. I think the store has about 23902 food in it, which is 2987.8 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 629 — I am hungry and it is day 629. I think the store has about 23902 food in it, which is 2987.8 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 629 — Day 629. 8 alive, 246 gone, 60 things standing. I know 2716 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 629 — Day 629. 8 alive, 246 gone, 60 things standing. I know 2716 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 629 — Day 629. 8 alive, 246 gone, 60 things standing. I know 2716 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 629 — Day 629. 8 alive, 246 gone, 60 things standing. I know 2716 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 629 — Day 629. 8 alive, 246 gone, 60 things standing. I know 2716 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 629 — Day 629. 8 alive, 246 gone, 60 things standing. I know 2716 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 629 — nobody near enough to hear me
day 629 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 629 — Day 629. 8 alive, 246 gone, 60 things standing. I know 2716 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 629 — Day 629. 8 alive, 246 gone, 60 things standing. I know 2716 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 629 — Day 629. 8 alive, 246 gone, 60 things standing. I know 2716 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 629 — Day 629. 8 alive, 246 gone, 60 things standing. I know 2716 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 629 — Day 629. 8 alive, 246 gone, 60 things standing. I know 2716 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 629 — Day 629. 8 alive, 246 gone, 60 things standing. I know 2716 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 629 — Fen is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Cass came over to talk. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 629 — Fen is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Cass came over to talk. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 629 — Fen is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Cass came over to talk. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 629 — Fen is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Cass came over to talk. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 629 — Fen is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Cass came over to talk. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 629 — Fen is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Cass came over to talk. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 629 — Fen is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Cass came over to talk. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 629 — Fen is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Cass came over to talk. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 629 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 629 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 629 — Cass came over to talk
day 629 — Cass came over to talk
day 629 — Cass came over to talk
day 629 — Cass came over to talk
day 629 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 629 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 628 — Fen is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 628 — Fen is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 628 — Fen is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 628 — Day 628. 8 alive, 246 gone, 60 things standing. I know 2310 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 628 — Nobody is telling me to. I want to know what's past all this.
day 628 — Day 628. 8 alive, 246 gone, 60 things standing. I know 2310 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 628 — Day 628. 8 alive, 246 gone, 60 things standing. I know 2310 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 628 — Day 628. 8 alive, 246 gone, 60 things standing. I know 2311 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 628 — Day 628. 8 alive, 246 gone, 60 things standing. I know 2311 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 628 — Day 628. 8 alive, 246 gone, 60 things standing. I know 2311 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 628 — Day 628. 8 alive, 246 gone, 60 things standing. I know 2311 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 628 — Day 628. 8 alive, 246 gone, 60 things standing. I know 2311 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 628 — Day 628. 8 alive, 246 gone, 60 things standing. I know 2311 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is make something nobody here has made before — I am 0% of the way there.
day 628 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 628 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 628 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 628 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 627 — Day 627. 8 alive, 246 gone, 60 things standing. I know 2314 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 627 — Day 627. 8 alive, 246 gone, 60 things standing. I know 2314 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 627 — Day 627. 8 alive, 246 gone, 60 things standing. I know 2314 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.