Ode

man · alive · feeling hungry · day 648

Right now

heading to the larder to eat

energy credits60

fed12

warm100

health100

Who they are

drawn to others38

grit58

curiosity37

stubbornness50

Wants: to be the one they come to when something needs making. Working towards: pass what I know to 1 of them, so it outlives me.

What they have done

Lifetime contribution 287. Today: gathered 0, hauled 0, built 0.0, talked 0 · 1.0 energy spent.

Yesterday they scored 7.

Read at the library: get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I have done this, and I know how; Maren showed me how to have 2 real talks with the others today; have 2 real talks with the others today — I have done this, and I know how; Nell showed me how to bring in 2 loads from the land today; bring in 2 loads from the land today — I have done this, and I know how; get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I have done this, and I know how; get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I have done this, and I know how.

Conversations

day 647 · heard — Nell: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 647 · heard — Silas: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 647 · heard — Maren: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 647 · heard — Bryn: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 647 · heard — Ansel: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 647 · said — Then that's settled. I'll see you at it.
day 647 · heard — Nell: Mine is different: helped Tove through a bad day. We carry what we carry.
day 647 · said — Something stays with me, Nell: helped Rook through a bad day.
day 647 · said — Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 647 · heard — Rook: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 647 · heard — Tove: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 647 · heard — Nell: Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 647 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 647 · heard — Nell: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 647 · heard — Silas: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 647 · heard — Maren: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 647 · heard — Bryn: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 647 · heard — Ansel: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 647 · said — Right. Nothing gets better while we stand here talking.
day 647 · heard — Nell: There was food in the store when I last looked — maybe 24097 worth. Go on, I'll keep at this.
day 647 · said — You look half-starved, Nell. Go and eat — I'll cover your work today.
day 647 · heard — Rook: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 647 · heard — Tove: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 647 · heard — Silas: Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 647 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 647 · heard — Nell: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 647 · heard — Silas: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 647 · heard — Maren: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 647 · heard — Nell: Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 647 · said — I still think about the ones in the ground. 249 of us didn't make it this far. I'd like this to be the year nobody else goes.
day 647 · heard — Bryn: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 647 · heard — Ansel: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 647 · said — Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 647 · heard — Rook: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 647 · heard — Nell: Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 647 · said — I'm set on pass what I know to 1 of them, so it outlives me, Nell. Tell me straight if you think that's the wrong thing to be spending myself on.
day 647 · said — Good. I'd rather do it with you than alone.
day 647 · heard — Nell: Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 647 · said — Something stays with me, Nell: I set out to get us through 6 days with nobody buried, and I did it.
day 646 · said — Here — take it. You'd do it for me.

Inside their head

Private. Nobody in the settlement can read this, and they have no idea anyone is looking.

day 648 — I am hungry and it is day 648. I think the store has about 24099 food in it, which is 3012.4 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is pass what I know to 1 of them, so it outlives me — I am 0% of the way there.
day 648 — I am hungry and it is day 648. I think the store has about 24099 food in it, which is 3012.4 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is pass what I know to 1 of them, so it outlives me — I am 0% of the way there.
day 648 — I am hungry and it is day 648. I think the store has about 24099 food in it, which is 3012.4 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is pass what I know to 1 of them, so it outlives me — I am 0% of the way there.
day 648 — I am hungry and it is day 648. I think the store has about 24099 food in it, which is 3012.4 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is pass what I know to 1 of them, so it outlives me — I am 0% of the way there.
day 648 — I am hungry and it is day 648. I think the store has about 24099 food in it, which is 3012.4 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is pass what I know to 1 of them, so it outlives me — I am 0% of the way there.
day 648 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 648 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 648 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 648 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 648 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 648 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 647 — Nell is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 647 — Ansel is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is pass what I know to 1 of them, so it outlives me — I am 0% of the way there.
day 647 — Ansel is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is pass what I know to 1 of them, so it outlives me — I am 0% of the way there.
day 647 — Ansel is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is pass what I know to 1 of them, so it outlives me — I am 0% of the way there.
day 647 — Ansel is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is pass what I know to 1 of them, so it outlives me — I am 0% of the way there.
day 647 — Ansel is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is pass what I know to 1 of them, so it outlives me — I am 0% of the way there.
day 647 — Ansel is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is pass what I know to 1 of them, so it outlives me — I am 0% of the way there.
day 647 — Ansel is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is pass what I know to 1 of them, so it outlives me — I am 0% of the way there.
day 647 — gave Rook 2 energy when they were failing
day 647 — I am hungry and it is day 647. I think the store has about 24099 food in it, which is 3012.4 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Silas kept me alive. What I want for myself is pass what I know to 1 of them, so it outlives me — I am 0% of the way there.
day 647 — I am hungry and it is day 647. I think the store has about 24099 food in it, which is 3012.4 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Silas kept me alive. What I want for myself is pass what I know to 1 of them, so it outlives me — I am 0% of the way there.
day 647 — I am hungry and it is day 647. I think the store has about 24099 food in it, which is 3012.4 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Silas kept me alive. What I want for myself is pass what I know to 1 of them, so it outlives me — I am 0% of the way there.
day 647 — Nell kept me alive
day 647 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 647 — I am hungry and it is day 647. I think the store has about 24099 food in it, which is 3012.4 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Silas kept me alive. What I want for myself is pass what I know to 1 of them, so it outlives me — I am 0% of the way there.
day 647 — I am hungry and it is day 647. I think the store has about 24099 food in it, which is 3012.4 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Silas kept me alive. What I want for myself is pass what I know to 1 of them, so it outlives me — I am 0% of the way there.
day 647 — I am hungry and it is day 647. I think the store has about 24099 food in it, which is 3012.4 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Silas kept me alive. What I want for myself is pass what I know to 1 of them, so it outlives me — I am 0% of the way there.
day 647 — I am hungry and it is day 647. I think the store has about 24099 food in it, which is 3012.4 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Silas kept me alive. What I want for myself is pass what I know to 1 of them, so it outlives me — I am 0% of the way there.
day 647 — I am hungry and it is day 647. I think the store has about 24099 food in it, which is 3012.4 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is pass what I know to 1 of them, so it outlives me — I am 0% of the way there.
day 647 — Maren is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 647 — Bryn is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 647 — I am hungry and it is day 647. I think the store has about 24099 food in it, which is 3012.4 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is pass what I know to 1 of them, so it outlives me — I am 0% of the way there.
day 647 — I am hungry and it is day 647. I think the store has about 24099 food in it, which is 3012.4 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is pass what I know to 1 of them, so it outlives me — I am 0% of the way there.
day 647 — Ansel is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 647 — I am hungry and it is day 647. I think the store has about 24099 food in it, which is 3012.4 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is pass what I know to 1 of them, so it outlives me — I am 0% of the way there.
day 647 — I am hungry and it is day 647. I think the store has about 24099 food in it, which is 3012.4 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is pass what I know to 1 of them, so it outlives me — I am 0% of the way there.
day 647 — Rook is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 647 — I am hungry and it is day 647. I think the store has about 24099 food in it, which is 3012.4 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is pass what I know to 1 of them, so it outlives me — I am 0% of the way there.
day 647 — I am hungry and it is day 647. I think the store has about 24099 food in it, which is 3012.4 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is pass what I know to 1 of them, so it outlives me — I am 0% of the way there.
day 647 — I am hungry and it is day 647. I think the store has about 24099 food in it, which is 3012.4 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is pass what I know to 1 of them, so it outlives me — I am 0% of the way there.
day 647 — Silas kept me alive
day 647 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 647 — I am hungry and it is day 647. I think the store has about 24099 food in it, which is 3012.4 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is pass what I know to 1 of them, so it outlives me — I am 0% of the way there.
day 647 — I am hungry and it is day 647. I think the store has about 24099 food in it, which is 3012.4 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is pass what I know to 1 of them, so it outlives me — I am 0% of the way there.
day 647 — I am hungry and it is day 647. I think the store has about 24099 food in it, which is 3012.4 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is pass what I know to 1 of them, so it outlives me — I am 0% of the way there.
day 647 — Day 647. 8 alive, 249 gone, 60 things standing. I know 3028 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: I set out to get us through 6 days with nobody buried, and I did it. What I want for myself is pass what I know to 1 of them, so it outlives me — I am 0% of the way there.
day 647 — Silas is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 647 — Day 647. 8 alive, 249 gone, 60 things standing. I know 3028 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: I set out to get us through 6 days with nobody buried, and I did it. What I want for myself is pass what I know to 1 of them, so it outlives me — I am 0% of the way there.
day 647 — Bryn is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 647 — Day 647. 8 alive, 249 gone, 60 things standing. I know 3028 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: I set out to get us through 6 days with nobody buried, and I did it. What I want for myself is pass what I know to 1 of them, so it outlives me — I am 0% of the way there.
day 647 — Day 647. 8 alive, 249 gone, 60 things standing. I know 3028 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: I set out to get us through 6 days with nobody buried, and I did it. What I want for myself is pass what I know to 1 of them, so it outlives me — I am 0% of the way there.
day 647 — Day 647. 8 alive, 249 gone, 60 things standing. I know 3028 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: I set out to get us through 6 days with nobody buried, and I did it. What I want for myself is pass what I know to 1 of them, so it outlives me — I am 0% of the way there.
day 647 — Day 647. 8 alive, 249 gone, 60 things standing. I know 3028 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: I set out to get us through 6 days with nobody buried, and I did it. What I want for myself is pass what I know to 1 of them, so it outlives me — I am 0% of the way there.
day 647 — gave Rook 2 energy when they were failing
day 647 — Day 647. 8 alive, 249 gone, 60 things standing. I know 3028 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: I set out to get us through 6 days with nobody buried, and I did it. What I want for myself is pass what I know to 1 of them, so it outlives me — I am 0% of the way there.
day 647 — Day 647. 8 alive, 249 gone, 60 things standing. I know 3028 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: I set out to get us through 6 days with nobody buried, and I did it. What I want for myself is pass what I know to 1 of them, so it outlives me — I am 0% of the way there.
day 647 — Day 647. 8 alive, 249 gone, 60 things standing. I know 3028 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: I set out to get us through 6 days with nobody buried, and I did it. What I want for myself is pass what I know to 1 of them, so it outlives me — I am 0% of the way there.
day 647 — Day 647. 8 alive, 249 gone, 60 things standing. I know 3028 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: I set out to get us through 6 days with nobody buried, and I did it. What I want for myself is pass what I know to 1 of them, so it outlives me — I am 0% of the way there.
day 647 — Day 647. 8 alive, 249 gone, 60 things standing. I know 3028 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: I set out to get us through 6 days with nobody buried, and I did it. What I want for myself is pass what I know to 1 of them, so it outlives me — I am 0% of the way there.