Ode

man · no longer with them · feeling gone · day 669

Right now

standing about

energy credits50

fed0

warm94

health0

Who they are

drawn to others38

grit58

curiosity37

stubbornness50

Wants: to be the one they come to when something needs making. Working towards: get us through 8 days with nobody buried.

What they have done

Lifetime contribution 575. Today: gathered 0, hauled 0, built 0.0, talked 0 · 0.0 energy spent.

Yesterday they scored 0.

Read at the library: get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I have done this, and I know how; Maren showed me how to have 2 real talks with the others today; have 2 real talks with the others today — I have done this, and I know how; Nell showed me how to bring in 2 loads from the land today; bring in 2 loads from the land today — I have done this, and I know how; get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I have done this, and I know how; get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I have done this, and I know how; Silas showed me how to get us through 8 days with nobody buried.

Conversations

day 665 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 665 · heard — Ansel: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 665 · heard — Silas: I've almost nothing left. Can anyone spare me some energy?
day 665 · heard — Rook: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 665 · heard — Halla: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 665 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 665 · heard — Ansel: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 665 · heard — Nell: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 665 · heard — Silas: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 665 · said — Fair enough, Nell. I'll hold you to it.
day 665 · heard — Nell: Mine is different: Halla and I faced up to how close we are to the end. We carry what we carry.
day 665 · said — Something stays with me, Nell: helped Halla through a bad day.
day 665 · heard — Rook: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 665 · said — Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 665 · heard — Halla: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 665 · heard — Maren: I'm not going to last the night on my own.
day 665 · heard — Bryn: I'm not going to last the night on my own.
day 665 · heard — Ansel: Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 665 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 665 · heard — Ansel: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 665 · heard — Nell: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 665 · heard — Nell: It's a good thing to want. Tell me what you need carried and I'll carry it.
day 665 · said — You've kept me alive more than once, Nell. Whatever you're set on today, I'm with you.
day 664 · heard — Silas: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 664 · heard — Maren: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 664 · heard — Bryn: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 664 · heard — Nell: There was food in the store when I last looked — maybe 23043 worth. Go on, I'll keep at this.
day 664 · said — Nell, I'm down to nothing. Is there anything left in the store?
day 664 · heard — Rook: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 664 · said — Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 664 · heard — Halla: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 664 · heard — Nell: Mine is different: helped Ansel through a bad day. We carry what we carry.
day 664 · said — Something stays with me, Nell: Silas kept me alive.
day 664 · heard — Silas: Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 664 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 664 · heard — Ansel: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 664 · heard — Nell: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 664 · said — Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 664 · heard — Silas: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 664 · heard — Maren: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?

Inside their head

Private. Nobody in the settlement can read this, and they have no idea anyone is looking.

day 665 — nobody gave me anything
day 665 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 665 — I am hungry and it is day 665. I think the store has about 24099 food in it, which is 3442.7 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: asked for help and got none. What I want for myself is get us through 8 days with nobody buried — I am 88% of the way there.
day 665 — I am hungry and it is day 665. I think the store has about 24099 food in it, which is 3442.7 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: asked for help and got none. What I want for myself is get us through 8 days with nobody buried — I am 88% of the way there.
day 665 — I am hungry and it is day 665. I think the store has about 24099 food in it, which is 3442.7 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: asked for help and got none. What I want for myself is get us through 8 days with nobody buried — I am 88% of the way there.
day 665 — Ansel is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 665 — I am hungry and it is day 665. I think the store has about 24099 food in it, which is 3442.7 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: asked for help and got none. What I want for myself is get us through 8 days with nobody buried — I am 88% of the way there.
day 665 — Silas is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 665 — I am hungry and it is day 665. I think the store has about 24099 food in it, which is 3442.7 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: asked for help and got none. What I want for myself is get us through 8 days with nobody buried — I am 88% of the way there.
day 665 — I am hungry and it is day 665. I think the store has about 24099 food in it, which is 3442.7 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: asked for help and got none. What I want for myself is get us through 8 days with nobody buried — I am 88% of the way there.
day 665 — I am hungry and it is day 665. I think the store has about 24099 food in it, which is 3442.7 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: asked for help and got none. What I want for myself is get us through 8 days with nobody buried — I am 88% of the way there.
day 665 — I am hungry and it is day 665. I think the store has about 24099 food in it, which is 3442.7 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: asked for help and got none. What I want for myself is get us through 8 days with nobody buried — I am 88% of the way there.
day 665 — I am hungry and it is day 665. I think the store has about 24099 food in it, which is 4016.5 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: helped Halla through a bad day. What I want for myself is get us through 8 days with nobody buried — I am 88% of the way there.
day 665 — I am hungry and it is day 665. I think the store has about 24099 food in it, which is 4016.5 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: helped Halla through a bad day. What I want for myself is get us through 8 days with nobody buried — I am 88% of the way there.
day 665 — Rook is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 665 — I am hungry and it is day 665. I think the store has about 24099 food in it, which is 4016.5 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: helped Halla through a bad day. What I want for myself is get us through 8 days with nobody buried — I am 88% of the way there.
day 665 — I am hungry and it is day 665. I think the store has about 24099 food in it, which is 4016.5 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: helped Halla through a bad day. What I want for myself is get us through 8 days with nobody buried — I am 88% of the way there.
day 665 — I am hungry and it is day 665. I think the store has about 24099 food in it, which is 4016.5 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: helped Halla through a bad day. What I want for myself is get us through 8 days with nobody buried — I am 88% of the way there.
day 665 — nobody gave me anything
day 665 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 665 — I am hungry and it is day 665. I think the store has about 24099 food in it, which is 4016.5 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: helped Halla through a bad day. What I want for myself is get us through 8 days with nobody buried — I am 88% of the way there.
day 665 — I am hungry and it is day 665. I think the store has about 24099 food in it, which is 4016.5 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: helped Halla through a bad day. What I want for myself is get us through 8 days with nobody buried — I am 88% of the way there.
day 665 — I am hungry and it is day 665. I think the store has about 24099 food in it, which is 4016.5 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: helped Halla through a bad day. What I want for myself is get us through 8 days with nobody buried — I am 88% of the way there.
day 665 — Ansel is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 665 — Nell is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 665 — Nell is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get us through 8 days with nobody buried — I am 88% of the way there.
day 665 — Nell is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get us through 8 days with nobody buried — I am 88% of the way there.
day 665 — Nell is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get us through 8 days with nobody buried — I am 88% of the way there.
day 665 — Nell is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get us through 8 days with nobody buried — I am 88% of the way there.
day 665 — Nell is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get us through 8 days with nobody buried — I am 88% of the way there.
day 665 — Nell is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get us through 8 days with nobody buried — I am 88% of the way there.
day 665 — Rook is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 665 — gave Halla 2 energy when they were failing
day 665 — Nell is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get us through 8 days with nobody buried — I am 88% of the way there.
day 665 — Nell is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get us through 8 days with nobody buried — I am 88% of the way there.
day 665 — Nell is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get us through 8 days with nobody buried — I am 88% of the way there.
day 665 — Maren is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Day 665: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is get us through 8 days with nobody buried — I am 88% of the way there.
day 665 — Ansel kept me alive
day 665 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 665 — Maren is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Day 665: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is get us through 8 days with nobody buried — I am 88% of the way there.
day 665 — Maren is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Day 665: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is get us through 8 days with nobody buried — I am 88% of the way there.
day 665 — Ansel is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 665 — Nell is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 665 — Maren is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Day 665: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is get us through 8 days with nobody buried — I am 88% of the way there.
day 665 — Maren is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Day 665: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is get us through 8 days with nobody buried — I am 88% of the way there.
day 665 — Maren is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Day 665: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is get us through 8 days with nobody buried — I am 88% of the way there.
day 665 — Maren is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Day 665: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is get us through 8 days with nobody buried — I am 88% of the way there.
day 665 — Maren is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Day 665: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is get us through 8 days with nobody buried — I am 88% of the way there.
day 665 — Maren is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Day 665: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is get us through 8 days with nobody buried — I am 88% of the way there.
day 665 — Maren is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Day 665: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is get us through 8 days with nobody buried — I am 88% of the way there.
day 665 — Maren is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Day 665: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is get us through 8 days with nobody buried — I am 88% of the way there.
day 665 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 664 — Silas is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 664 — I am hungry and it is day 664. I think the store has about 24099 food in it, which is 3012.4 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: helped Silas through a bad day. What I want for myself is get us through 8 days with nobody buried — I am 75% of the way there.
day 664 — Maren is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 664 — I am hungry and it is day 664. I think the store has about 24099 food in it, which is 3012.4 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: helped Silas through a bad day. What I want for myself is get us through 8 days with nobody buried — I am 75% of the way there.
day 664 — I am hungry and it is day 664. I think the store has about 24099 food in it, which is 3012.4 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: helped Silas through a bad day. What I want for myself is get us through 8 days with nobody buried — I am 75% of the way there.
day 664 — I am hungry and it is day 664. I think the store has about 24099 food in it, which is 3012.4 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: helped Silas through a bad day. What I want for myself is get us through 8 days with nobody buried — I am 75% of the way there.
day 664 — I am hungry and it is day 664. I think the store has about 24099 food in it, which is 3012.4 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: helped Silas through a bad day. What I want for myself is get us through 8 days with nobody buried — I am 75% of the way there.
day 664 — I am hungry and it is day 664. I think the store has about 24099 food in it, which is 3012.4 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: helped Silas through a bad day. What I want for myself is get us through 8 days with nobody buried — I am 75% of the way there.