Silas

man · alive · feeling steady · day 663

Right now

heading to the larder to eat

energy credits50

fed40

warm95

health100

Who they are

drawn to others35

grit87

curiosity87

stubbornness37

Wants: to see what is past the far ridge. Working towards: have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand.

What they have done

Lifetime contribution 487. Today: gathered 0, hauled 0, built 0.0, talked 0 · 1.0 energy spent.

Yesterday they scored 8.

Read at the library: Cass showed me how to get us through 2 days with nobody buried; get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I have done this, and I know how; Ode showed me how to bring in 2 loads from the land today; bring in 2 loads from the land today — I have done this, and I know how; Bryn showed me how to bring in 3 loads from the land today; Ode showed me how to get us through 4 days with nobody buried; get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I have done this, and I know how; Tove showed me how to pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands; pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I have done this, and I know how; Rook showed me how to pull 2 people back from the edge with my own hands; pull 2 people back from the edge with my own hands — I have done this, and I know how; Ansel showed me how to get us through 6 days with nobody buried; get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I have done this, and I know how; Rook showed me how to pull 3 people back from the edge with my own hands; pull 3 people back from the edge with my own hands — I have done this, and I know how.

Conversations

day 662 · heard — Nell: Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 662 · said — I'm set on have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand, Nell. Tell me straight if you think that's the wrong thing to be spending myself on.
day 662 · heard — Rook: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 662 · heard — Ode: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 662 · heard — Ansel: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 662 · said — Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 662 · heard — Nell: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 662 · heard — Bryn: Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 662 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 662 · heard — Maren: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 662 · heard — Bryn: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 662 · heard — Tove: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 662 · heard — Rook: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 662 · heard — Nell: Mine is different: helped Ansel through a bad day. We carry what we carry.
day 662 · said — Something stays with me, Nell: helped Nell through a bad day.
day 662 · heard — Ode: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 662 · heard — Ansel: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 662 · said — Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 662 · heard — Nell: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 662 · heard — Ode: Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 662 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 662 · heard — Maren: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 662 · heard — Bryn: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 662 · heard — Tove: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 662 · heard — Rook: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 662 · heard — Ode: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 662 · said — Right. Nothing gets better while we stand here talking.
day 662 · heard — Nell: Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 662 · said — I still think about the ones in the ground. 249 of us didn't make it this far. I'd like this to be the year nobody else goes.
day 662 · said — Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 662 · heard — Ansel: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 662 · said — Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 662 · heard — Nell: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 662 · heard — Maren: Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 662 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 662 · heard — Maren: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 662 · heard — Bryn: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 662 · said — Then that's settled. I'll see you at it.
day 662 · heard — Nell: Then show me. Two of us knowing it is better than one, and if I go under the places don't go with me.
day 662 · said — I found 2884 places worth walking to. I'll show you where, then it isn't only me who knows.

Inside their head

Private. Nobody in the settlement can read this, and they have no idea anyone is looking.

day 663 — Ode is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 662 — Ode is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 662 — Ode is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 662 — Ode is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 662 — Ode is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 662 — Ode is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 662 — Ode is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 662 — Rook is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: helped Nell through a bad day. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 662 — gave Nell 2 energy when they were failing
day 662 — Rook is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: helped Nell through a bad day. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 662 — Bryn kept me alive
day 662 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 662 — Maren is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 662 — Bryn is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 662 — Rook is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: helped Nell through a bad day. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 662 — Rook is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: helped Nell through a bad day. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 662 — Rook is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: helped Nell through a bad day. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 662 — Rook is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: helped Nell through a bad day. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 662 — Rook is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: helped Nell through a bad day. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 662 — Rook is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: helped Nell through a bad day. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 662 — Rook is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: helped Nell through a bad day. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 662 — Rook is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: helped Ansel through a bad day. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 662 — Ode is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 662 — Rook is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: helped Ansel through a bad day. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 662 — Rook is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: helped Ansel through a bad day. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 662 — Rook is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: helped Ansel through a bad day. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 662 — gave Nell 2 energy when they were failing
day 662 — Ode kept me alive
day 662 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 662 — Rook is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: helped Ansel through a bad day. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 662 — Maren is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 662 — Rook is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: helped Ansel through a bad day. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 662 — Rook is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: helped Ansel through a bad day. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 662 — Rook is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: helped Ansel through a bad day. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 662 — Rook is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: helped Ansel through a bad day. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 662 — Rook is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: helped Ansel through a bad day. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 662 — Rook is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: helped Ansel through a bad day. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 662 — Rook is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: helped Ansel through a bad day. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 662 — I am hungry and it is day 662. I think the store has about 24135 food in it, which is 3016.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Day 662: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 662 — I am hungry and it is day 662. I think the store has about 24135 food in it, which is 3016.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Day 662: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 662 — I am hungry and it is day 662. I think the store has about 24135 food in it, which is 3016.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Day 662: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 662 — I am hungry and it is day 662. I think the store has about 24135 food in it, which is 3016.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Day 662: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 662 — gave Ansel 2 energy when they were failing
day 662 — gave Nell 2 energy when they were failing
day 662 — Maren kept me alive
day 662 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 662 — I am hungry and it is day 662. I think the store has about 24135 food in it, which is 3016.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Day 662: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 662 — Maren is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 662 — Bryn is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 662 — I am hungry and it is day 662. I think the store has about 24135 food in it, which is 3016.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Day 662: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 662 — I am hungry and it is day 662. I think the store has about 24135 food in it, which is 3016.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Day 662: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 662 — I am hungry and it is day 662. I think the store has about 24135 food in it, which is 3016.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Day 662: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 662 — I am hungry and it is day 662. I think the store has about 24135 food in it, which is 3016.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Day 662: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 662 — I am hungry and it is day 661. I think the store has about 24135 food in it, which is 3016.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Maren kept me alive. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 662 — I am hungry and it is day 661. I think the store has about 24135 food in it, which is 3016.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Maren kept me alive. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 662 — I am hungry and it is day 661. I think the store has about 24135 food in it, which is 3016.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Maren kept me alive. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 662 — I am hungry and it is day 661. I think the store has about 24135 food in it, which is 3016.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Maren kept me alive. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 662 — I am hungry and it is day 661. I think the store has about 24135 food in it, which is 3016.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Maren kept me alive. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 661 — I am hungry and it is day 661. I think the store has about 24135 food in it, which is 3016.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Maren kept me alive. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 661 — Tove is asking, but I haven't got it to give