Tove

man · alive · feeling worn down · day 663

Right now

heading to the larder to eat

energy credits110

fed35

warm95

health53

Who they are

drawn to others40

grit66

curiosity47

stubbornness84

Wants: to be liked. Working towards: see 9 of us alive here at once.

What they have done

Lifetime contribution 233. Today: gathered 0, hauled 0, built 0.0, talked 0 · 1.0 energy spent.

Yesterday they scored 6.

Read at the library: Ansel showed me how to get us through 2 days with nobody buried; get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I have done this, and I know how; Maren showed me how to pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands; Ansel showed me how to pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands; pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I have done this, and I know how; pull 2 people back from the edge with my own hands — I have done this, and I know how; get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I have done this, and I know how.

Conversations

day 662 · heard — Rook: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 662 · heard — Ode: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 662 · heard — Nell: Then show me. Two of us knowing it is better than one, and if I go under the places don't go with me.
day 662 · said — I found 3699 places worth walking to. I'll show you where, then it isn't only me who knows.
day 662 · heard — Ansel: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 662 · heard — Nell: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 662 · heard — Silas: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 662 · heard — Maren: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 662 · said — Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 662 · heard — Bryn: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 662 · heard — Ansel: Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 662 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 662 · heard — Rook: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 662 · heard — Nell: There was food in the store when I last looked — maybe 24097 worth. Go on, I'll keep at this.
day 662 · said — You look half-starved, Nell. Go and eat — I'll cover your work today.
day 662 · heard — Ode: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 662 · heard — Ansel: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 662 · heard — Nell: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 662 · heard — Silas: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 662 · heard — Maren: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 662 · heard — Bryn: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 662 · heard — Rook: Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 662 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 662 · heard — Rook: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 662 · heard — Ode: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 662 · heard — Nell: Mine is different: Ansel and I faced up to how close we are to the end. We carry what we carry.
day 662 · said — Something stays with me, Nell: helped Bryn through a bad day.
day 662 · heard — Ansel: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 662 · heard — Nell: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 662 · heard — Silas: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 662 · heard — Maren: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 662 · said — Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 662 · heard — Bryn: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 662 · heard — Nell: Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 662 · said — I still think about the ones in the ground. 249 of us didn't make it this far. I'd like this to be the year nobody else goes.
day 661 · heard — Bryn: Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 661 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 661 · heard — Rook: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 661 · said — Then that's settled. I'll see you at it.
day 661 · heard — Nell: Mine is different: Bryn and I faced up to how close we are to the end. We carry what we carry.

Inside their head

Private. Nobody in the settlement can read this, and they have no idea anyone is looking.

day 663 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 663 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 662 — Rook is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: helped Bryn through a bad day. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 662 — Rook is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: helped Bryn through a bad day. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 662 — Rook is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: helped Bryn through a bad day. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 662 — Rook is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: helped Bryn through a bad day. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 662 — Rook is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: helped Bryn through a bad day. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 662 — I am hungry and it is day 662. I think the store has about 24104 food in it, which is 3013.0 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Rook kept me alive. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 662 — I am hungry and it is day 662. I think the store has about 24104 food in it, which is 3013.0 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Rook kept me alive. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 662 — I am hungry and it is day 662. I think the store has about 24104 food in it, which is 3013.0 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Rook kept me alive. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 662 — gave Bryn 2 energy when they were failing
day 662 — I am hungry and it is day 662. I think the store has about 24104 food in it, which is 3013.0 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Rook kept me alive. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 662 — I am hungry and it is day 662. I think the store has about 24104 food in it, which is 3013.0 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Rook kept me alive. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 662 — Ansel kept me alive
day 662 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 662 — I am hungry and it is day 662. I think the store has about 24104 food in it, which is 3013.0 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Rook kept me alive. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 662 — I am hungry and it is day 662. I think the store has about 24104 food in it, which is 3013.0 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Rook kept me alive. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 662 — Nell is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 662 — Nell is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 662 — Nell is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 662 — Nell is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 662 — Nell is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 662 — Nell is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 662 — Nell is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 662 — Nell is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 662 — Nell is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 662 — Nell is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 662 — Rook is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 662 — Rook kept me alive
day 662 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 662 — Rook is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 662 — Rook is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 662 — Rook is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 662 — Rook is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 662 — Rook is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 662 — Rook is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 662 — Rook is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 662 — Day 662. 8 alive, 249 gone, 60 things standing. I know 3699 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 662 — Day 662. 8 alive, 249 gone, 60 things standing. I know 3699 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 662 — Day 662. 8 alive, 249 gone, 60 things standing. I know 3699 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 662 — Day 662. 8 alive, 249 gone, 60 things standing. I know 3699 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 662 — gave Bryn 2 energy when they were failing
day 662 — Day 662. 8 alive, 249 gone, 60 things standing. I know 3699 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 662 — Day 662. 8 alive, 249 gone, 60 things standing. I know 3699 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 662 — Day 662. 8 alive, 249 gone, 60 things standing. I know 3699 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 662 — Day 662. 8 alive, 249 gone, 60 things standing. I know 3699 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 662 — Day 662. 8 alive, 249 gone, 60 things standing. I know 3699 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 662 — Day 662. 8 alive, 249 gone, 60 things standing. I know 3699 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 662 — Ode is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 662 — Ode is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 661 — Ode is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 661 — Bryn kept me alive
day 661 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 661 — Ode is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 661 — Ode is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 661 — Ode is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 661 — Ode is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 661 — Ode is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 661 — Ode is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 661 — Ode is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.