Nell

man · no longer with them · feeling gone · day 686

Right now

heading to the larder to eat

energy credits25

fed0

warm100

health0

Who they are

drawn to others92

grit59

curiosity50

stubbornness75

Wants: to be the one they come to when something needs making. Working towards: bring in 2 loads from the land today.

What they have done

Lifetime contribution 6. Today: gathered 0, hauled 0, built 0.0, talked 0 · 0.0 energy spent.

Yesterday they scored 0.

Read at the library: Fen showed me how to bring in 2 loads from the land today.

Conversations

day 668 · heard — Ode: Good. I'd rather do it with you than alone.
day 668 · said — Then show me. Two of us knowing it is better than one, and if I go under the places don't go with me.
day 668 · heard — Ode: I found 1458 places worth walking to. I'll show you where, then it isn't only me who knows.
day 668 · heard — Fen: Fair enough, Nell. I'll hold you to it.
day 668 · said — I'll rest an hour, no more. There's too few of us for me to lie down long.
day 668 · heard — Fen: You're not well, Nell. Sit. I'd rather lose a day's wood than lose you.
day 668 · heard — Cass: Fair enough, Nell. I'll hold you to it.
day 668 · said — Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 668 · heard — Cass: I'm set on get food 25 steps out from the store, so we can go further, Nell. Tell me straight if you think that's the wrong thing to be spending myself on.
day 668 · heard — Maren: Right. Nothing gets better while we stand here talking.
day 668 · said — There was food in the store when I last looked — maybe 23071 worth. Go on, I'll keep at this.
day 668 · heard — Maren: You look half-starved, Nell. Go and eat — I'll cover your work today.
day 668 · heard — Ode: Fair enough, Nell. I'll hold you to it.
day 668 · said — Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 668 · heard — Ode: I'm set on get food 18 steps out from the store, so we can go further, Nell. Tell me straight if you think that's the wrong thing to be spending myself on.
day 668 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 668 · heard — Ode: I found 1442 places worth walking to. I'll show you where, then it isn't only me who knows.
day 668 · heard — Ode: I've almost nothing left. Can anyone spare me some energy?
day 668 · heard — Ode: Something stays with me, Nell: I meant to bring in 2 loads from the land today and only managed 0 of 2.
day 668 · heard — Silas: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 668 · heard — Bryn: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 668 · heard — Ivar: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 668 · heard — Ivar: There was food in the store when I last looked — maybe 23054 worth. Go on, I'll keep at this.
day 668 · said — You look half-starved, Ivar. Go and eat — I'll cover your work today.
day 667 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 667 · heard — Bryn: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 667 · heard — Fen: I've almost nothing left. Can anyone spare me some energy?
day 667 · heard — Ivar: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 667 · said — Fair enough, Ivar. I'll hold you to it.
day 667 · heard — Ivar: Then show me. Two of us knowing it is better than one, and if I go under the places don't go with me.
day 667 · said — I found 350 places worth walking to. I'll show you where, then it isn't only me who knows.
day 667 · said — Then that's settled. I'll see you at it.
day 667 · heard — Ivar: There was food in the store when I last looked — maybe 23054 worth. Go on, I'll keep at this.
day 667 · said — Ivar, I'm down to nothing. Is there anything left in the store?
day 667 · heard — Fen: I've almost nothing left. Can anyone spare me some energy?
day 667 · said — Good. I'd rather do it with you than alone.
day 667 · heard — Silas: Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 667 · said — I still think about the ones in the ground. 260 of us didn't make it this far. I'd like this to be the year nobody else goes.
day 667 · heard — Bryn: Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 667 · said — I've almost nothing left. Can anyone spare me some energy?

Inside their head

Private. Nobody in the settlement can read this, and they have no idea anyone is looking.

day 668 — I am hungry and it is day 668. I think the store has about 23071 food in it, which is 3295.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Fen looked out for me. What I want for myself is bring in 2 loads from the land today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 668 — I am hungry and it is day 668. I think the store has about 23071 food in it, which is 3295.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Fen looked out for me. What I want for myself is bring in 2 loads from the land today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 668 — I am hungry and it is day 668. I think the store has about 23071 food in it, which is 3295.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Fen looked out for me. What I want for myself is bring in 2 loads from the land today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 668 — I am hungry and it is day 668. I think the store has about 23071 food in it, which is 2883.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is bring in 2 loads from the land today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 668 — I am hungry and it is day 668. I think the store has about 23071 food in it, which is 2883.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is bring in 2 loads from the land today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 668 — I am hungry and it is day 668. I think the store has about 23071 food in it, which is 2883.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is bring in 2 loads from the land today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 668 — I am hungry and it is day 668. I think the store has about 23071 food in it, which is 2883.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is bring in 2 loads from the land today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 668 — I am hungry and it is day 668. I think the store has about 23071 food in it, which is 2883.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is bring in 2 loads from the land today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 668 — I am hungry and it is day 668. I think the store has about 23071 food in it, which is 2883.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is bring in 2 loads from the land today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 668 — I am hungry and it is day 668. I think the store has about 23071 food in it, which is 2883.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is bring in 2 loads from the land today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 668 — I am hungry and it is day 668. I think the store has about 23083 food in it, which is 2885.4 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Fen showed me how to bring in 2 loads from the land today. What I want for myself is bring in 2 loads from the land today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 668 — I am hungry and it is day 668. I think the store has about 23083 food in it, which is 2885.4 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Fen showed me how to bring in 2 loads from the land today. What I want for myself is bring in 2 loads from the land today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 668 — nobody gave me anything
day 668 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 668 — Ode came over to talk
day 668 — Ode is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 668 — Ode came over to talk
day 668 — Silas is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 668 — Bryn is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 668 — I am hungry and it is day 668. I think the store has about 23083 food in it, which is 2885.4 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Fen showed me how to bring in 2 loads from the land today. What I want for myself is bring in 2 loads from the land today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 668 — I am hungry and it is day 668. I think the store has about 23083 food in it, which is 2885.4 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Fen showed me how to bring in 2 loads from the land today. What I want for myself is bring in 2 loads from the land today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 668 — I am hungry and it is day 668. I think the store has about 23083 food in it, which is 2885.4 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Fen showed me how to bring in 2 loads from the land today. What I want for myself is bring in 2 loads from the land today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 668 — I am hungry and it is day 668. I think the store has about 23083 food in it, which is 2885.4 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Fen showed me how to bring in 2 loads from the land today. What I want for myself is bring in 2 loads from the land today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 668 — Ivar is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 668 — I am hungry and it is day 668. I think the store has about 23083 food in it, which is 2885.4 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Fen showed me how to bring in 2 loads from the land today. What I want for myself is bring in 2 loads from the land today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 668 — I am hungry and it is day 668. I think the store has about 23083 food in it, which is 2885.4 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Fen showed me how to bring in 2 loads from the land today. What I want for myself is bring in 2 loads from the land today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 668 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 668 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 668 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 668 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 668 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 667 — Ivar is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Bryn kept me alive. What I want for myself is get food 22 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 0% of the way there.
day 667 — nobody gave me anything
day 667 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 667 — Ivar is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Bryn kept me alive. What I want for myself is get food 22 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 0% of the way there.
day 667 — Bryn is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 667 — Ivar is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Bryn kept me alive. What I want for myself is get food 22 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 0% of the way there.
day 667 — Fen is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 667 — Ivar is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Bryn kept me alive. What I want for myself is get food 22 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 0% of the way there.
day 667 — Ivar is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Bryn kept me alive. What I want for myself is get food 22 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 0% of the way there.
day 667 — Ivar is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 667 — Ivar is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Bryn kept me alive. What I want for myself is get food 22 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 0% of the way there.
day 667 — Ivar is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Bryn kept me alive. What I want for myself is get food 22 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 0% of the way there.
day 667 — Ivar is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Bryn kept me alive. What I want for myself is get food 22 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 0% of the way there.
day 667 — Ivar is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Bryn kept me alive. What I want for myself is get food 22 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 0% of the way there.
day 667 — Ivar is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Bryn kept me alive. What I want for myself is get food 22 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 0% of the way there.
day 667 — Ivar is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Bryn kept me alive. What I want for myself is get food 22 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 0% of the way there.
day 667 — Ivar is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Bryn kept me alive. What I want for myself is get food 22 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 0% of the way there.
day 667 — Ivar is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Bryn kept me alive. What I want for myself is get food 22 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 0% of the way there.
day 667 — Ivar is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Bryn kept me alive. What I want for myself is get food 22 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 0% of the way there.
day 667 — Ivar is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Bryn kept me alive. What I want for myself is get food 22 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 0% of the way there.
day 667 — Fen is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 667 — Ivar is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Bryn kept me alive. What I want for myself is get food 22 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 0% of the way there.
day 667 — Ansel is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get food 22 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 0% of the way there.
day 667 — Ansel is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get food 22 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 0% of the way there.
day 667 — Ansel is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get food 22 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 0% of the way there.
day 667 — Bryn kept me alive
day 667 — asking for energy feels like losing something
day 667 — talked with Maren
day 667 — Ansel is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get food 22 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 0% of the way there.