Fen

man · no longer with them · feeling gone · day 688

Right now

heading to the larder to eat

energy credits30

fed0

warm100

health0

Who they are

drawn to others42

grit65

curiosity63

stubbornness53

Wants: to have a house with a door that shuts. Working towards: bring in 3 loads from the land today.

What they have done

Lifetime contribution 43. Today: gathered 0, hauled 0, built 0.0, talked 0 · 0.0 energy spent.

Yesterday they scored 0.

Read at the library: have 2 real talks with the others today — I have done this, and I know how; bring in 2 loads from the land today — I have done this, and I know how; Maren showed me how to get us through 2 days with nobody buried; get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I have done this, and I know how.

Conversations

day 670 · heard — Ode: Fair enough, Fen. I'll hold you to it.
day 670 · said — It's a good thing to want. Tell me what you need carried and I'll carry it.
day 670 · heard — Ode: You've kept me alive more than once, Fen. Whatever you're set on today, I'm with you.
day 670 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 670 · heard — Cass: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 670 · heard — Cass: Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 670 · said — Something stays with me, Cass: I set out to get us through 2 days with nobody buried, and I did it.
day 670 · heard — Maren: I'm not going to last the night on my own.
day 669 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 669 · heard — Cass: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 669 · said — Good. I'd rather do it with you than alone.
day 669 · heard — Cass: There was food in the store when I last looked — maybe 23120 worth. Go on, I'll keep at this.
day 669 · said — Cass, I'm down to nothing. Is there anything left in the store?
day 669 · heard — Maren: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 669 · said — Then that's settled. I'll see you at it.
day 669 · heard — Cass: Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 669 · said — I'm set on get us through 2 days with nobody buried, Cass. Tell me straight if you think that's the wrong thing to be spending myself on.
day 669 · heard — Cass: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 669 · heard — Cass: Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 669 · said — I still think about the ones in the ground. 264 of us didn't make it this far. I'd like this to be the year nobody else goes.
day 669 · heard — Maren: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 669 · heard — Cass: It's a good thing to want. Tell me what you need carried and I'll carry it.
day 669 · said — You've kept me alive more than once, Cass. Whatever you're set on today, I'm with you.
day 669 · heard — Ode: I've almost nothing left. Can anyone spare me some energy?
day 669 · said — Right. Nothing gets better while we stand here talking.
day 669 · heard — Cass: Mine is different: Day 669: 4 fewer of us than 7 days ago. We are going the wrong way.. We carry what we carry.
day 669 · said — Something stays with me, Cass: Day 669: 4 fewer of us than 7 days ago. We are going the wrong way..
day 668 · heard — Ode: I've almost nothing left. Can anyone spare me some energy?
day 668 · said — Fair enough, Cass. I'll hold you to it.
day 668 · heard — Cass: Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 668 · said — I still think about the ones in the ground. 263 of us didn't make it this far. I'd like this to be the year nobody else goes.
day 668 · heard — Silas: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 668 · heard — Maren: Fair enough, Fen. I'll hold you to it.

Inside their head

Private. Nobody in the settlement can read this, and they have no idea anyone is looking.

day 670 — I am hungry and it is day 670. I think the store has about 23048 food in it, which is 7682.7 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is bring in 3 loads from the land today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 670 — I am hungry and it is day 670. I think the store has about 23048 food in it, which is 7682.7 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is bring in 3 loads from the land today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 670 — I am hungry and it is day 670. I think the store has about 23048 food in it, which is 7682.7 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is bring in 3 loads from the land today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 670 — I am hungry and it is day 670. I think the store has about 23048 food in it, which is 7682.7 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is bring in 3 loads from the land today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 670 — I am hungry and it is day 670. I think the store has about 23048 food in it, which is 7682.7 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is bring in 3 loads from the land today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 670 — I am hungry and it is day 670. I think the store has about 23048 food in it, which is 7682.7 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is bring in 3 loads from the land today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 670 — I am hungry and it is day 670. I think the store has about 23048 food in it, which is 7682.7 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is bring in 3 loads from the land today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 670 — I am hungry and it is day 670. I think the store has about 23048 food in it, which is 7682.7 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is bring in 3 loads from the land today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 670 — I am hungry and it is day 670. I think the store has about 23048 food in it, which is 7682.7 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is bring in 3 loads from the land today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 670 — I am hungry and it is day 670. I think the store has about 23048 food in it, which is 5762.0 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: I set out to get us through 2 days with nobody buried, and I did it. What I want for myself is bring in 3 loads from the land today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 670 — nobody gave me anything
day 670 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 670 — I am hungry and it is day 670. I think the store has about 23048 food in it, which is 5762.0 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: I set out to get us through 2 days with nobody buried, and I did it. What I want for myself is bring in 3 loads from the land today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 670 — I am hungry and it is day 670. I think the store has about 23048 food in it, which is 5762.0 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: I set out to get us through 2 days with nobody buried, and I did it. What I want for myself is bring in 3 loads from the land today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 670 — I am hungry and it is day 670. I think the store has about 23048 food in it, which is 5762.0 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: I set out to get us through 2 days with nobody buried, and I did it. What I want for myself is bring in 3 loads from the land today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 670 — I am hungry and it is day 670. I think the store has about 23048 food in it, which is 5762.0 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: I set out to get us through 2 days with nobody buried, and I did it. What I want for myself is bring in 3 loads from the land today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 670 — I am hungry and it is day 670. I think the store has about 23048 food in it, which is 5762.0 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: I set out to get us through 2 days with nobody buried, and I did it. What I want for myself is bring in 3 loads from the land today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 670 — I am hungry and it is day 670. I think the store has about 23048 food in it, which is 5762.0 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: I set out to get us through 2 days with nobody buried, and I did it. What I want for myself is bring in 3 loads from the land today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 670 — I am hungry and it is day 670. I think the store has about 23048 food in it, which is 5762.0 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: I set out to get us through 2 days with nobody buried, and I did it. What I want for myself is bring in 3 loads from the land today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 670 — I am hungry and it is day 670. I think the store has about 23048 food in it, which is 5762.0 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: I set out to get us through 2 days with nobody buried, and I did it. What I want for myself is bring in 3 loads from the land today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 670 — Cass is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 670 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 670 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 670 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 670 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 670 — Maren is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 670 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 669 — nobody gave me anything
day 669 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 669 — Cass is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 669 — Cass is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 669 — Cass is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 669 — Cass is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 669 — Cass is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 669 — Cass is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 669 — Cass is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 669 — Cass is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 669 — Cass is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 669 — Cass is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 669 — Cass is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 669 — Cass is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 669 — Cass is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 669 — Cass is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 669 — Cass is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 669 — Cass is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 669 — Cass is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 669 — Cass is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 669 — Cass is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 669 — Cass is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 669 — Cass is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 669 — Cass is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 669 — Cass is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 669 — Day 669. 4 alive, 264 gone, 60 things standing. I know 295 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 669 — Day 669. 4 alive, 264 gone, 60 things standing. I know 295 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 669 — Day 669. 4 alive, 264 gone, 60 things standing. I know 295 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 669 — Maren is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 669 — Day 669. 4 alive, 264 gone, 60 things standing. I know 295 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 669 — Day 669. 4 alive, 264 gone, 60 things standing. I know 295 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 669 — Day 669. 4 alive, 264 gone, 60 things standing. I know 295 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.
day 669 — Day 669. 4 alive, 264 gone, 60 things standing. I know 295 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I am 50% of the way there.