Maren

woman · no longer with them · feeling gone · day 687

Right now

heading to the larder to eat

energy credits38

fed0

warm100

health0

Who they are

drawn to others70

grit56

curiosity25

stubbornness86

Wants: to be liked. Working towards: pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands.

What they have done

Lifetime contribution 20. Today: gathered 0, hauled 0, built 0.0, talked 0 · 0.0 energy spent.

Yesterday they scored 0.

Read at the library: get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I have done this, and I know how.

Conversations

day 670 · heard — Cass: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 670 · said — Then that's settled. I'll see you at it.
day 670 · heard — Cass: Then show me. Two of us knowing it is better than one, and if I go under the places don't go with me.
day 670 · said — I found 275 places worth walking to. I'll show you where, then it isn't only me who knows.
day 670 · said — I'm not going to last the night on my own.
day 669 · heard — Fen: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 669 · heard — Cass: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 669 · said — Good. I'd rather do it with you than alone.
day 669 · heard — Cass: There was food in the store when I last looked — maybe 23120 worth. Go on, I'll keep at this.
day 669 · said — Cass, I'm down to nothing. Is there anything left in the store?
day 669 · heard — Cass: Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 669 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 669 · heard — Cass: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 669 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 669 · said — Right. Nothing gets better while we stand here talking.
day 669 · heard — Cass: It's a good thing to want. Tell me what you need carried and I'll carry it.
day 669 · said — You've kept me alive more than once, Cass. Whatever you're set on today, I'm with you.
day 669 · heard — Ode: I've almost nothing left. Can anyone spare me some energy?
day 669 · heard — Cass: Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 669 · said — I'm set on bring in 2 loads from the land today, Cass. Tell me straight if you think that's the wrong thing to be spending myself on.
day 669 · heard — Cass: There was food in the store when I last looked — maybe 23120 worth. Go on, I'll keep at this.
day 669 · said — Something stays with me, Cass: I meant to carry 2 loads back to the store today and only managed 0 of 2.
day 668 · heard — Cass: Mine is different: Ode showed me where things grow. We carry what we carry.
day 668 · said — Something stays with me, Cass: Cass and I faced up to how close we are to the end.
day 668 · heard — Ode: I've almost nothing left. Can anyone spare me some energy?
day 668 · said — Fair enough, Cass. I'll hold you to it.
day 668 · heard — Cass: Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 668 · said — I'm set on carry 2 loads back to the store today, Cass. Tell me straight if you think that's the wrong thing to be spending myself on.
day 668 · heard — Silas: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 668 · said — Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 668 · heard — Cass: I'm set on get food 25 steps out from the store, so we can go further, Maren. Tell me straight if you think that's the wrong thing to be spending myself on.
day 668 · said — Fair enough, Fen. I'll hold you to it.
day 668 · heard — Fen: Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 668 · said — Something stays with me, Fen: I set out to get us through 2 days with nobody buried, and I did it.
day 668 · said — Then that's settled. I'll see you at it.
day 668 · heard — Fen: It's a good thing to want. Tell me what you need carried and I'll carry it.
day 668 · said — You've kept me alive more than once, Fen. Whatever you're set on today, I'm with you.
day 668 · said — Good. I'd rather do it with you than alone.

Inside their head

Private. Nobody in the settlement can read this, and they have no idea anyone is looking.

day 670 — I am hungry and it is day 670. I think the store has about 23083 food in it, which is 5770.8 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 670 — I am hungry and it is day 670. I think the store has about 23083 food in it, which is 5770.8 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 670 — I am hungry and it is day 670. I think the store has about 23083 food in it, which is 5770.8 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 670 — I am hungry and it is day 670. I think the store has about 23083 food in it, which is 5770.8 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 670 — I am hungry and it is day 670. I think the store has about 23083 food in it, which is 5770.8 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 670 — I am hungry and it is day 670. I think the store has about 23083 food in it, which is 5770.8 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 670 — Cass is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 670 — I am hungry and it is day 670. I think the store has about 23083 food in it, which is 5770.8 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 670 — I am hungry and it is day 670. I think the store has about 23083 food in it, which is 5770.8 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I am 0% of the way there.
day 670 — When somebody is running out, give before they ask. A grave costs us more than the energy would have.
day 670 — When somebody is running out, give before they ask. A grave costs us more than the energy would have.
day 670 — When somebody is running out, give before they ask. A grave costs us more than the energy would have.
day 670 — nobody gave me anything
day 670 — asking for help feels like losing something
day 670 — When somebody is running out, give before they ask. A grave costs us more than the energy would have.
day 669 — Fen is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 669 — I am hungry and it is day 669. I think the store has about 23083 food in it, which is 5770.8 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is bring in 2 loads from the land today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 669 — I am hungry and it is day 669. I think the store has about 23083 food in it, which is 5770.8 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is bring in 2 loads from the land today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 669 — I am hungry and it is day 669. I think the store has about 23083 food in it, which is 5770.8 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is bring in 2 loads from the land today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 669 — I am hungry and it is day 669. I think the store has about 23083 food in it, which is 5770.8 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is bring in 2 loads from the land today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 669 — I am hungry and it is day 669. I think the store has about 23083 food in it, which is 5770.8 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is bring in 2 loads from the land today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 669 — I am hungry and it is day 669. I think the store has about 23083 food in it, which is 5770.8 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is bring in 2 loads from the land today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 669 — I am hungry and it is day 669. I think the store has about 23083 food in it, which is 5770.8 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is bring in 2 loads from the land today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 669 — Cass is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 669 — I am hungry and it is day 669. I think the store has about 23083 food in it, which is 5770.8 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is bring in 2 loads from the land today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 669 — I am hungry and it is day 669. I think the store has about 23083 food in it, which is 5770.8 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is bring in 2 loads from the land today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 669 — I am hungry and it is day 669. I think the store has about 23083 food in it, which is 5770.8 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is bring in 2 loads from the land today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 669 — I am hungry and it is day 669. I think the store has about 23083 food in it, which is 5770.8 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is bring in 2 loads from the land today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 669 — Cass kept me alive
day 669 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 669 — I am hungry and it is day 669. I think the store has about 23083 food in it, which is 5770.8 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is bring in 2 loads from the land today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 669 — I am hungry and it is day 669. I think the store has about 23083 food in it, which is 5770.8 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is bring in 2 loads from the land today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 669 — I am hungry and it is day 669. I think the store has about 23083 food in it, which is 5770.8 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is bring in 2 loads from the land today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 669 — I am hungry and it is day 669. I think the store has about 23083 food in it, which is 5770.8 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is bring in 2 loads from the land today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 669 — I am hungry and it is day 669. I think the store has about 23083 food in it, which is 5770.8 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is bring in 2 loads from the land today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 669 — Day 669. 4 alive, 264 gone, 60 things standing. I know 275 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is bring in 2 loads from the land today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 669 — Day 669. 4 alive, 264 gone, 60 things standing. I know 275 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is bring in 2 loads from the land today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 669 — Day 669. 4 alive, 264 gone, 60 things standing. I know 275 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is bring in 2 loads from the land today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 669 — Day 669. 4 alive, 264 gone, 60 things standing. I know 275 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is bring in 2 loads from the land today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 669 — Cass is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 669 — Day 669. 4 alive, 264 gone, 60 things standing. I know 275 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is bring in 2 loads from the land today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 669 — Day 669. 4 alive, 264 gone, 60 things standing. I know 275 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is bring in 2 loads from the land today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 669 — Day 669. 4 alive, 264 gone, 60 things standing. I know 275 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is bring in 2 loads from the land today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 669 — nobody gave me anything
day 669 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 669 — Day 669. 4 alive, 264 gone, 60 things standing. I know 275 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is bring in 2 loads from the land today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 669 — Day 669. 4 alive, 264 gone, 60 things standing. I know 275 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is bring in 2 loads from the land today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 669 — Day 669. 4 alive, 264 gone, 60 things standing. I know 275 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is bring in 2 loads from the land today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 669 — Day 669. 4 alive, 264 gone, 60 things standing. I know 275 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is bring in 2 loads from the land today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 669 — Day 669. 4 alive, 264 gone, 60 things standing. I know 275 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is bring in 2 loads from the land today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 669 — Day 669. 4 alive, 264 gone, 60 things standing. I know 275 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is bring in 2 loads from the land today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 669 — Day 669. 4 alive, 264 gone, 60 things standing. I know 275 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is bring in 2 loads from the land today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 669 — Day 669. 4 alive, 264 gone, 60 things standing. I know 275 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is bring in 2 loads from the land today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 669 — Day 669. 4 alive, 264 gone, 60 things standing. I know 275 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is bring in 2 loads from the land today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 669 — Day 669. 4 alive, 264 gone, 60 things standing. I know 275 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is bring in 2 loads from the land today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 669 — Ode is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 669 — Day 669. 4 alive, 264 gone, 60 things standing. I know 275 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is bring in 2 loads from the land today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 669 — Day 669. 4 alive, 264 gone, 60 things standing. I know 275 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is bring in 2 loads from the land today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 669 — Day 669. 4 alive, 264 gone, 60 things standing. I know 275 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is bring in 2 loads from the land today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 669 — Day 669. 4 alive, 264 gone, 60 things standing. I know 275 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is bring in 2 loads from the land today — I am 0% of the way there.