Ode

woman · no longer with them · feeling gone · day 688

Right now

heading to the larder to eat

energy credits15

fed0

warm100

health0

Who they are

drawn to others78

grit50

curiosity23

stubbornness26

Wants: to leave something standing after they're gone. Working towards: eat properly today and end the day strong.

What they have done

Lifetime contribution 26. Today: gathered 0, hauled 0, built 0.0, talked 0 · 0.0 energy spent.

Yesterday they scored 0.

Read at the library: Tove showed me how to eat properly today and end the day strong.

Conversations

day 671 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 671 · heard — Ansel: Then that's settled. I'll see you at it.
day 671 · said — Then show me. Two of us knowing it is better than one, and if I go under the places don't go with me.
day 671 · heard — Ansel: I found 532 places worth walking to. I'll show you where, then it isn't only me who knows.
day 671 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 670 · said — Fair enough, Fen. I'll hold you to it.
day 670 · heard — Fen: It's a good thing to want. Tell me what you need carried and I'll carry it.
day 670 · said — You've kept me alive more than once, Fen. Whatever you're set on today, I'm with you.
day 670 · said — Fair enough, Cass. I'll hold you to it.
day 670 · heard — Cass: I'll rest an hour, no more. There's too few of us for me to lie down long.
day 670 · said — You're not well, Cass. Sit. I'd rather lose a day's wood than lose you.
day 670 · heard — Fen: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 670 · heard — Cass: Mine is different: asked for help and got none. We carry what we carry.
day 670 · said — Something stays with me, Cass: Day 670: 4 fewer of us than 7 days ago. We are going the wrong way..
day 670 · heard — Cass: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 670 · heard — Maren: I'm not going to last the night on my own.
day 670 · heard — Cass: Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 670 · said — I'm set on get food 18 steps out from the store, so we can go further, Cass. Tell me straight if you think that's the wrong thing to be spending myself on.
day 669 · heard — Fen: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 669 · heard — Cass: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 669 · heard — Cass: Hungry, if I'm honest.
day 669 · said — What are you working at, Cass?
day 669 · heard — Maren: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 669 · said — Then that's settled. I'll see you at it.
day 669 · heard — Cass: There was food in the store when I last looked — maybe 23120 worth. Go on, I'll keep at this.
day 669 · said — You look half-starved, Cass. Go and eat — I'll cover your work today.

Inside their head

Private. Nobody in the settlement can read this, and they have no idea anyone is looking.

day 671 — I am hungry and it is day 671. I think the store has about 23120 food in it, which is 2890.0 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is eat properly today and end the day strong — I am 0% of the way there.
day 671 — nobody gave me anything
day 671 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 671 — I am hungry and it is day 671. I think the store has about 23120 food in it, which is 2890.0 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is eat properly today and end the day strong — I am 0% of the way there.
day 671 — I am hungry and it is day 671. I think the store has about 23120 food in it, which is 2890.0 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is eat properly today and end the day strong — I am 0% of the way there.
day 671 — I am hungry and it is day 671. I think the store has about 23120 food in it, which is 2890.0 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is eat properly today and end the day strong — I am 0% of the way there.
day 671 — I am hungry and it is day 671. I think the store has about 23120 food in it, which is 2890.0 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is eat properly today and end the day strong — I am 0% of the way there.
day 671 — I am hungry and it is day 671. I think the store has about 23120 food in it, which is 2890.0 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is eat properly today and end the day strong — I am 0% of the way there.
day 671 — I am hungry and it is day 671. I think the store has about 23120 food in it, which is 3853.3 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Tove showed me how to eat properly today and end the day strong. What I want for myself is eat properly today and end the day strong — I am 0% of the way there.
day 671 — I am hungry and it is day 671. I think the store has about 23120 food in it, which is 3853.3 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Tove showed me how to eat properly today and end the day strong. What I want for myself is eat properly today and end the day strong — I am 0% of the way there.
day 671 — I am hungry and it is day 671. I think the store has about 23120 food in it, which is 3853.3 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Tove showed me how to eat properly today and end the day strong. What I want for myself is eat properly today and end the day strong — I am 0% of the way there.
day 671 — I am hungry and it is day 671. I think the store has about 23120 food in it, which is 3853.3 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Tove showed me how to eat properly today and end the day strong. What I want for myself is eat properly today and end the day strong — I am 0% of the way there.
day 671 — I am hungry and it is day 671. I think the store has about 23120 food in it, which is 3853.3 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Tove showed me how to eat properly today and end the day strong. What I want for myself is eat properly today and end the day strong — I am 0% of the way there.
day 671 — I am hungry and it is day 671. I think the store has about 23120 food in it, which is 3853.3 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Tove showed me how to eat properly today and end the day strong. What I want for myself is eat properly today and end the day strong — I am 0% of the way there.
day 671 — I am hungry and it is day 671. I think the store has about 23120 food in it, which is 3853.3 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Tove showed me how to eat properly today and end the day strong. What I want for myself is eat properly today and end the day strong — I am 0% of the way there.
day 671 — nobody near enough to hear me
day 671 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 671 — I am hungry and it is day 671. I think the store has about 23120 food in it, which is 3853.3 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Tove showed me how to eat properly today and end the day strong. What I want for myself is eat properly today and end the day strong — I am 0% of the way there.
day 671 — Day 671. 6 alive, 267 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1571 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is eat properly today and end the day strong — I am 0% of the way there.
day 671 — Day 671. 6 alive, 267 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1571 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is eat properly today and end the day strong — I am 0% of the way there.
day 671 — Day 671. 6 alive, 267 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1571 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is eat properly today and end the day strong — I am 0% of the way there.
day 671 — Day 671. 6 alive, 267 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1571 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is eat properly today and end the day strong — I am 0% of the way there.
day 671 — Day 671. 6 alive, 267 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1571 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is eat properly today and end the day strong — I am 0% of the way there.
day 671 — Day 671. 6 alive, 267 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1571 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is eat properly today and end the day strong — I am 0% of the way there.
day 671 — Day 671. 6 alive, 267 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1571 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is eat properly today and end the day strong — I am 0% of the way there.
day 671 — Day 671. 6 alive, 267 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1571 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is eat properly today and end the day strong — I am 0% of the way there.
day 671 — Day 671. 6 alive, 267 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1571 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is eat properly today and end the day strong — I am 0% of the way there.
day 671 — Day 671. 6 alive, 267 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1571 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is eat properly today and end the day strong — I am 0% of the way there.
day 671 — Day 671. 6 alive, 267 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1571 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is eat properly today and end the day strong — I am 0% of the way there.
day 671 — Day 671. 6 alive, 267 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1571 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is eat properly today and end the day strong — I am 0% of the way there.
day 671 — Day 670. 4 alive, 267 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1571 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get food 18 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 0% of the way there.
day 670 — Day 670. 4 alive, 267 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1571 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get food 18 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 0% of the way there.
day 670 — Day 670. 4 alive, 267 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1571 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get food 18 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 0% of the way there.
day 670 — Day 670. 4 alive, 267 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1571 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get food 18 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 0% of the way there.
day 670 — Day 670. 4 alive, 267 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1571 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get food 18 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 0% of the way there.
day 670 — Day 670. 4 alive, 267 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1571 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get food 18 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 0% of the way there.
day 670 — Day 670. 4 alive, 267 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1571 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get food 18 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 0% of the way there.
day 670 — Day 670. 4 alive, 267 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1571 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get food 18 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 0% of the way there.
day 670 — Day 670. 4 alive, 267 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1571 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get food 18 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 0% of the way there.
day 670 — Day 670. 4 alive, 267 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1571 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get food 18 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 0% of the way there.
day 670 — Day 670. 4 alive, 267 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1571 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get food 18 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 0% of the way there.
day 670 — Day 670. 4 alive, 267 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1571 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get food 18 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 0% of the way there.
day 670 — Day 670. 4 alive, 267 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1571 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get food 18 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 0% of the way there.
day 670 — Cass is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Day 670: 4 fewer of us than 7 days ago. We are going the wrong way.. What I want for myself is get food 18 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 0% of the way there.
day 670 — Cass is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Day 670: 4 fewer of us than 7 days ago. We are going the wrong way.. What I want for myself is get food 18 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 0% of the way there.
day 670 — Cass is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Day 670: 4 fewer of us than 7 days ago. We are going the wrong way.. What I want for myself is get food 18 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 0% of the way there.
day 670 — Cass is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Day 670: 4 fewer of us than 7 days ago. We are going the wrong way.. What I want for myself is get food 18 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 0% of the way there.
day 670 — Cass is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Day 670: 4 fewer of us than 7 days ago. We are going the wrong way.. What I want for myself is get food 18 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 0% of the way there.
day 670 — Cass is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Day 670: 4 fewer of us than 7 days ago. We are going the wrong way.. What I want for myself is get food 18 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 0% of the way there.
day 670 — Cass is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Day 670: 4 fewer of us than 7 days ago. We are going the wrong way.. What I want for myself is get food 18 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 0% of the way there.
day 670 — Cass is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Day 670: 4 fewer of us than 7 days ago. We are going the wrong way.. What I want for myself is get food 18 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 0% of the way there.
day 670 — Cass is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Day 670: 4 fewer of us than 7 days ago. We are going the wrong way.. What I want for myself is get food 18 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 0% of the way there.
day 670 — Cass is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Day 670: 4 fewer of us than 7 days ago. We are going the wrong way.. What I want for myself is get food 18 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 0% of the way there.
day 670 — Cass is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Day 670: 4 fewer of us than 7 days ago. We are going the wrong way.. What I want for myself is get food 18 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 0% of the way there.
day 670 — Cass is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Day 670: 4 fewer of us than 7 days ago. We are going the wrong way.. What I want for myself is get food 18 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 0% of the way there.
day 670 — Cass is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Day 670: 4 fewer of us than 7 days ago. We are going the wrong way.. What I want for myself is get food 18 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 0% of the way there.
day 670 — Cass is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Day 670: 4 fewer of us than 7 days ago. We are going the wrong way.. What I want for myself is get food 18 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 0% of the way there.
day 670 — Cass is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Day 670: 4 fewer of us than 7 days ago. We are going the wrong way.. What I want for myself is get food 18 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 0% of the way there.
day 670 — Cass is failing. I can carry 2 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get food 18 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 0% of the way there.
day 670 — Cass is failing. I can carry 2 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get food 18 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 0% of the way there.