Silas

man · no longer with them · feeling gone · day 688

Right now

heading to the larder to eat

energy credits55

fed0

warm95

health0

Who they are

drawn to others28

grit73

curiosity73

stubbornness89

Wants: quiet, and enough of it. Working towards: raise a child of my own.

What they have done

Lifetime contribution 0. Today: gathered 0, hauled 0, built 0.0, talked 0 · 0.0 energy spent.

Yesterday they scored 0.

Conversations

day 668 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 668 · said — Fair enough, Fen. I'll hold you to it.
day 668 · heard — Fen: Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 668 · said — I'm set on raise a child of my own, Fen. Tell me straight if you think that's the wrong thing to be spending myself on.
day 668 · heard — Ode: Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 668 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 668 · heard — Nell: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 668 · heard — Ode: I've almost nothing left. Can anyone spare me some energy?
day 668 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 668 · heard — Bryn: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 668 · heard — Ivar: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 668 · heard — Ivar: There was food in the store when I last looked — maybe 23054 worth. Go on, I'll keep at this.
day 668 · said — Ivar, I'm down to nothing. Is there anything left in the store?
day 667 · heard — Nell: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 667 · heard — Bryn: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 667 · heard — Fen: I've almost nothing left. Can anyone spare me some energy?
day 667 · said — Then that's settled. I'll see you at it.
day 667 · heard — Ivar: Mine is different: asked for help and got none. We carry what we carry.
day 667 · said — Something stays with me, Ivar: Nell and I faced up to how close we are to the end.
day 667 · heard — Ivar: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 667 · said — Good. I'd rather do it with you than alone.
day 667 · heard — Ivar: Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 667 · said — I still think about the ones in the ground. 260 of us didn't make it this far. I'd like this to be the year nobody else goes.
day 667 · said — Fair enough, Ivar. I'll hold you to it.
day 667 · heard — Ivar: Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 667 · said — I'm set on bring in 2 loads from the land today, Ivar. Tell me straight if you think that's the wrong thing to be spending myself on.
day 667 · heard — Fen: I've almost nothing left. Can anyone spare me some energy?
day 667 · heard — Nell: Good. I'd rather do it with you than alone.
day 667 · said — Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 667 · heard — Nell: I still think about the ones in the ground. 260 of us didn't make it this far. I'd like this to be the year nobody else goes.
day 667 · heard — Ivar: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 667 · heard — Ode: Then that's settled. I'll see you at it.
day 667 · said — Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 667 · heard — Ode: I'm set on bring in 2 loads from the land today, Silas. Tell me straight if you think that's the wrong thing to be spending myself on.
day 667 · said — Right. Nothing gets better while we stand here talking.
day 667 · heard — Cass: Mine is different: I meant to carry 2 loads back to the store today and only managed 0 of 2. We carry what we carry.
day 667 · said — Something stays with me, Cass: Ode and Fen are mine.
day 667 · heard — Fen: I've almost nothing left. Can anyone spare me some energy?

Inside their head

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day 668 — I am hungry and it is day 668. I think the store has about 23081 food in it, which is 4616.2 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 668 — nobody gave me anything
day 668 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 668 — I am hungry and it is day 668. I think the store has about 23081 food in it, which is 4616.2 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 668 — I am hungry and it is day 668. I think the store has about 23081 food in it, which is 4616.2 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 668 — I am hungry and it is day 668. I think the store has about 23081 food in it, which is 4616.2 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 668 — I am hungry and it is day 668. I think the store has about 23081 food in it, which is 4616.2 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 668 — I am hungry and it is day 668. I think the store has about 23081 food in it, which is 4616.2 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 668 — I am hungry and it is day 668. I think the store has about 23081 food in it, which is 4616.2 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 668 — I am hungry and it is day 668. I think the store has about 23081 food in it, which is 2885.1 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: asked for help and got none. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 668 — I am hungry and it is day 668. I think the store has about 23081 food in it, which is 2885.1 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: asked for help and got none. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 668 — I am hungry and it is day 668. I think the store has about 23081 food in it, which is 2885.1 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: asked for help and got none. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 668 — I am hungry and it is day 668. I think the store has about 23081 food in it, which is 2885.1 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: asked for help and got none. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 668 — I am hungry and it is day 668. I think the store has about 23081 food in it, which is 2885.1 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: asked for help and got none. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 668 — I am hungry and it is day 668. I think the store has about 23081 food in it, which is 2885.1 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: asked for help and got none. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 668 — Ode kept me alive
day 668 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 668 — I am hungry and it is day 668. I think the store has about 23081 food in it, which is 2885.1 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: asked for help and got none. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 668 — I am hungry and it is day 668. I think the store has about 23081 food in it, which is 2885.1 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: asked for help and got none. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 668 — I am hungry and it is day 668. I think the store has about 23081 food in it, which is 2885.1 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: asked for help and got none. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 668 — I am hungry and it is day 668. I think the store has about 23081 food in it, which is 2885.1 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: asked for help and got none. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 668 — I am hungry and it is day 668. I think the store has about 23081 food in it, which is 2885.1 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: asked for help and got none. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 668 — I am hungry and it is day 668. I think the store has about 23081 food in it, which is 2885.1 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: asked for help and got none. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 668 — I am hungry and it is day 668. I think the store has about 23081 food in it, which is 2885.1 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: asked for help and got none. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 668 — Ivar is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 668 — Ivar is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 668 — Ivar is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 668 — Ivar is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 668 — Ivar is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 668 — Nell is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 668 — Ode is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 668 — nobody gave me anything
day 668 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 668 — Bryn is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 668 — Ivar is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 668 — Ivar is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 668 — Ivar is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 668 — Ivar is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 668 — Ivar is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 668 — Ivar is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 668 — Ivar is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 668 — Ivar is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is raise a child of my own — I am 0% of the way there.
day 668 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 668 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 668 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 668 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 667 — Ivar is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Nell and I faced up to how close we are to the end. What I want for myself is bring in 2 loads from the land today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 667 — Nell is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 667 — Ivar is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Nell and I faced up to how close we are to the end. What I want for myself is bring in 2 loads from the land today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 667 — Bryn is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 667 — Ivar is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Nell and I faced up to how close we are to the end. What I want for myself is bring in 2 loads from the land today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 667 — Fen is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 667 — Ivar is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Nell and I faced up to how close we are to the end. What I want for myself is bring in 2 loads from the land today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 667 — Ivar is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Nell and I faced up to how close we are to the end. What I want for myself is bring in 2 loads from the land today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 667 — Ivar is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 667 — Ivar is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Nell and I faced up to how close we are to the end. What I want for myself is bring in 2 loads from the land today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 667 — Ivar is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is bring in 2 loads from the land today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 667 — Ivar is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is bring in 2 loads from the land today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 667 — Ivar is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is bring in 2 loads from the land today — I am 0% of the way there.
day 667 — Ivar is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is bring in 2 loads from the land today — I am 0% of the way there.