Ivar

man · no longer with them · feeling gone · day 778

Right now

heading to the larder to eat

energy credits70

fed0

warm100

health0

Who they are

drawn to others44

grit73

curiosity68

stubbornness47

Wants: to be liked. Working towards: get us through 6 days with nobody buried.

What they have done

Lifetime contribution 276. Today: gathered 0, hauled 0, built 0.0, talked 0 · 0.0 energy spent.

Yesterday they scored 0.

Read at the library: Ansel showed me how to have 2 real talks with the others today; have 2 real talks with the others today — I have done this, and I know how; get food 25 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I have done this, and I know how; Cass showed me how to get us through 2 days with nobody buried; get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I have done this, and I know how; Cass showed me how to pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands; pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I have done this, and I know how; Fen showed me how to pull 2 people back from the edge with my own hands; pull 2 people back from the edge with my own hands — I have done this, and I know how; Rook showed me how to get us through 4 days with nobody buried; get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I have done this, and I know how; Silas showed me how to get us through 6 days with nobody buried.

Conversations

day 689 · said — Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 689 · heard — Rook: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 689 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 689 · said — There was food in the store when I last looked — maybe 23450 worth. Go on, I'll keep at this.
day 689 · heard — Rook: You look half-starved, Ivar. Go and eat — I'll cover your work today.
day 689 · heard — Rook: Good. I'd rather do it with you than alone.
day 689 · said — Mine is different: Rook and I faced up to how close we are to the end. We carry what we carry.
day 689 · heard — Rook: Something stays with me, Ivar: Ivar kept me alive.
day 689 · said — Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 689 · heard — Rook: I still think about the ones in the ground. 272 of us didn't make it this far. I'd like this to be the year nobody else goes.
day 689 · said — Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 689 · heard — Rook: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 689 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 689 · said — Mine is different: Rook and I faced up to how close we are to the end. We carry what we carry.
day 689 · heard — Rook: Something stays with me, Ivar: Ivar showed me where things grow.
day 689 · heard — Rook: Then show me. Two of us knowing it is better than one, and if I go under the places don't go with me.
day 689 · said — I found 1084 places worth walking to. I'll show you where, then it isn't only me who knows.
day 689 · heard — Rook: Right. Nothing gets better while we stand here talking.
day 689 · said — Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 689 · heard — Rook: I'm set on get us through 6 days with nobody buried, Ivar. Tell me straight if you think that's the wrong thing to be spending myself on.
day 688 · heard — Rook: Fair enough, Ivar. I'll hold you to it.
day 688 · said — There was food in the store when I last looked — maybe 23450 worth. Go on, I'll keep at this.
day 688 · heard — Rook: Ivar, I'm down to nothing. Is there anything left in the store?
day 688 · said — Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 688 · heard — Rook: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 688 · heard — Rook: Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 688 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 688 · heard — Rook: Then that's settled. I'll see you at it.
day 688 · said — Then show me. Two of us knowing it is better than one, and if I go under the places don't go with me.
day 688 · heard — Rook: I found 1121 places worth walking to. I'll show you where, then it isn't only me who knows.
day 688 · heard — Rook: Day 688 and still standing. That's something.
day 688 · said — What are you working at, Rook?
day 688 · said — Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 688 · heard — Rook: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 688 · heard — Rook: Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 688 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 688 · said — It's a good thing to want. Tell me what you need carried and I'll carry it.
day 688 · heard — Rook: You've kept me alive more than once, Ivar. Whatever you're set on today, I'm with you.
day 688 · said — There was food in the store when I last looked — maybe 23450 worth. Go on, I'll keep at this.
day 688 · heard — Rook: You look half-starved, Ivar. Go and eat — I'll cover your work today.

Inside their head

Private. Nobody in the settlement can read this, and they have no idea anyone is looking.

day 689 — gave Rook 2 energy when they were failing
day 689 — I am hungry and it is day 689. I think the store has about 23450 food in it, which is 2931.3 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 33% of the way there.
day 689 — nobody gave me anything
day 689 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 689 — I am hungry and it is day 689. I think the store has about 23450 food in it, which is 2931.3 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 33% of the way there.
day 689 — I am hungry and it is day 689. I think the store has about 23450 food in it, which is 2931.3 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 33% of the way there.
day 689 — I am hungry and it is day 689. I think the store has about 23450 food in it, which is 2931.3 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 33% of the way there.
day 689 — I am hungry and it is day 689. I think the store has about 23450 food in it, which is 2931.3 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 33% of the way there.
day 689 — I am hungry and it is day 689. I think the store has about 23450 food in it, which is 2931.3 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 33% of the way there.
day 689 — I am hungry and it is day 689. I think the store has about 23450 food in it, which is 2931.3 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 33% of the way there.
day 689 — I am hungry and it is day 689. I think the store has about 23450 food in it, which is 2931.3 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 33% of the way there.
day 689 — I am hungry and it is day 689. I think the store has about 23450 food in it, which is 2931.3 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 33% of the way there.
day 689 — I am hungry and it is day 689. I think the store has about 23450 food in it, which is 2931.3 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 33% of the way there.
day 689 — I am hungry and it is day 689. I think the store has about 23450 food in it, which is 2931.3 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 33% of the way there.
day 689 — I am hungry and it is day 689. I think the store has about 23450 food in it, which is 2931.3 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 33% of the way there.
day 689 — I am hungry and it is day 689. I think the store has about 23450 food in it, which is 2931.3 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 33% of the way there.
day 689 — gave Rook 2 energy when they were failing
day 689 — nobody gave me anything
day 689 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 689 — I am hungry and it is day 689. I think the store has about 23450 food in it, which is 2931.3 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 33% of the way there.
day 689 — I am hungry and it is day 689. I think the store has about 23450 food in it, which is 2931.3 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 33% of the way there.
day 689 — I am hungry and it is day 689. I think the store has about 23450 food in it, which is 2931.3 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 33% of the way there.
day 689 — I am hungry and it is day 689. I think the store has about 23450 food in it, which is 2931.3 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 33% of the way there.
day 689 — I am hungry and it is day 689. I think the store has about 23450 food in it, which is 2931.3 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 33% of the way there.
day 689 — Cass is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: helped Rook through a bad day. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 17% of the way there.
day 689 — Cass is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: helped Rook through a bad day. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 17% of the way there.
day 689 — Cass is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: helped Rook through a bad day. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 17% of the way there.
day 689 — Cass is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: helped Rook through a bad day. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 17% of the way there.
day 689 — Cass is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: helped Rook through a bad day. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 17% of the way there.
day 689 — Cass is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: helped Rook through a bad day. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 17% of the way there.
day 689 — Cass is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: helped Rook through a bad day. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 17% of the way there.
day 689 — Cass is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: helped Rook through a bad day. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 17% of the way there.
day 688 — Cass is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: helped Rook through a bad day. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 17% of the way there.
day 688 — Cass is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: helped Rook through a bad day. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 17% of the way there.
day 688 — Cass is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: helped Rook through a bad day. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 17% of the way there.
day 688 — I am hungry and it is day 688. I think the store has about 23450 food in it, which is 2931.3 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: helped Rook through a bad day. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 17% of the way there.
day 688 — I am hungry and it is day 688. I think the store has about 23450 food in it, which is 2931.3 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: helped Rook through a bad day. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 17% of the way there.
day 688 — I am hungry and it is day 688. I think the store has about 23450 food in it, which is 2931.3 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: helped Rook through a bad day. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 17% of the way there.
day 688 — I am hungry and it is day 688. I think the store has about 23450 food in it, which is 2931.3 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: helped Rook through a bad day. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 17% of the way there.
day 688 — gave Rook 2 energy when they were failing
day 688 — I am hungry and it is day 688. I think the store has about 23450 food in it, which is 2931.3 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: helped Rook through a bad day. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 17% of the way there.
day 688 — Rook kept me alive
day 688 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 688 — I am hungry and it is day 688. I think the store has about 23450 food in it, which is 2931.3 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: helped Rook through a bad day. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 17% of the way there.
day 688 — I am hungry and it is day 688. I think the store has about 23450 food in it, which is 2931.3 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: helped Rook through a bad day. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 17% of the way there.
day 688 — I am hungry and it is day 688. I think the store has about 23450 food in it, which is 2931.3 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: helped Rook through a bad day. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 17% of the way there.
day 688 — I am hungry and it is day 688. I think the store has about 23450 food in it, which is 2931.3 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: helped Rook through a bad day. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 17% of the way there.
day 688 — I am hungry and it is day 688. I think the store has about 23450 food in it, which is 2931.3 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: helped Rook through a bad day. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 17% of the way there.
day 688 — I am hungry and it is day 688. I think the store has about 23450 food in it, which is 2931.3 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: helped Rook through a bad day. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 17% of the way there.
day 688 — I am hungry and it is day 688. I think the store has about 23450 food in it, which is 2931.3 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 17% of the way there.
day 688 — I am hungry and it is day 688. I think the store has about 23450 food in it, which is 2931.3 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 17% of the way there.
day 688 — I am hungry and it is day 688. I think the store has about 23450 food in it, which is 2931.3 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 17% of the way there.
day 688 — I am hungry and it is day 688. I think the store has about 23450 food in it, which is 2931.3 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 17% of the way there.
day 688 — I am hungry and it is day 688. I think the store has about 23450 food in it, which is 2931.3 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 17% of the way there.
day 688 — gave Rook 2 energy when they were failing
day 688 — I am hungry and it is day 688. I think the store has about 23450 food in it, which is 2931.3 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 17% of the way there.
day 688 — Rook kept me alive
day 688 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 688 — I am hungry and it is day 688. I think the store has about 23450 food in it, which is 2931.3 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 17% of the way there.
day 688 — I am hungry and it is day 688. I think the store has about 23450 food in it, which is 2931.3 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 17% of the way there.