Fen

man · no longer with them · feeling gone · day 741

Right now

heading to the larder to eat

energy credits110

fed0

warm95

health0

Who they are

drawn to others46

grit41

curiosity69

stubbornness48

Wants: a family of their own. Working towards: pass what I know to 1 of them, so it outlives me.

What they have done

Lifetime contribution 164. Today: gathered 0, hauled 0, built 0.0, talked 0 · 0.0 energy spent.

Yesterday they scored 0.

Read at the library: eat properly today and end the day strong — I have done this, and I know how; have 2 real talks with the others today — I have done this, and I know how; Halla showed me how to get us through 2 days with nobody buried; get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I have done this, and I know how; Ivar showed me how to pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands; pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I have done this, and I know how; Ode showed me how to get us through 4 days with nobody buried; get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I have done this, and I know how.

Conversations

day 686 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 686 · heard — Rook: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 686 · said — Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 686 · heard — Ivar: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 686 · said — Right. Nothing gets better while we stand here talking.
day 686 · heard — Rook: It's a good thing to want. Tell me what you need carried and I'll carry it.
day 686 · said — You've kept me alive more than once, Rook. Whatever you're set on today, I'm with you.
day 686 · heard — Rook: Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 686 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 686 · heard — Rook: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 686 · heard — Ivar: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 686 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 686 · said — Good. I'd rather do it with you than alone.
day 686 · heard — Rook: Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 686 · said — I still think about the ones in the ground. 271 of us didn't make it this far. I'd like this to be the year nobody else goes.
day 686 · said — Fair enough, Rook. I'll hold you to it.
day 686 · heard — Rook: Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 686 · said — Something stays with me, Rook: I set out to get us through 4 days with nobody buried, and I did it.
day 685 · heard — Rook: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 685 · heard — Ivar: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 685 · heard — Rook: There was food in the store when I last looked — maybe 23645 worth. Go on, I'll keep at this.
day 685 · said — You look half-starved, Rook. Go and eat — I'll cover your work today.
day 685 · heard — Rook: Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 685 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 685 · heard — Rook: There was food in the store when I last looked — maybe 23645 worth. Go on, I'll keep at this.
day 685 · said — Rook, I'm down to nothing. Is there anything left in the store?
day 685 · heard — Rook: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 685 · said — Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 685 · heard — Ivar: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 685 · heard — Rook: Mine is different: helped Fen through a bad day. We carry what we carry.
day 685 · said — Something stays with me, Rook: Rook kept me alive.
day 685 · heard — Rook: Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 685 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 685 · heard — Rook: Then show me. Two of us knowing it is better than one, and if I go under the places don't go with me.
day 685 · said — I found 966 places worth walking to. I'll show you where, then it isn't only me who knows.
day 685 · heard — Rook: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 685 · said — Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 685 · heard — Ivar: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?

Inside their head

Private. Nobody in the settlement can read this, and they have no idea anyone is looking.

day 686 — I am hungry and it is day 686. I think the store has about 23451 food in it, which is 2931.4 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is pass what I know to 1 of them, so it outlives me — I am 0% of the way there.
day 686 — nobody gave me anything
day 686 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 686 — I am hungry and it is day 686. I think the store has about 23451 food in it, which is 2931.4 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is pass what I know to 1 of them, so it outlives me — I am 0% of the way there.
day 686 — I am hungry and it is day 686. I think the store has about 23451 food in it, which is 2931.4 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is pass what I know to 1 of them, so it outlives me — I am 0% of the way there.
day 686 — I am hungry and it is day 686. I think the store has about 23451 food in it, which is 2931.4 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is pass what I know to 1 of them, so it outlives me — I am 0% of the way there.
day 686 — I am hungry and it is day 686. I think the store has about 23451 food in it, which is 2931.4 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is pass what I know to 1 of them, so it outlives me — I am 0% of the way there.
day 686 — I am hungry and it is day 686. I think the store has about 23451 food in it, which is 2931.4 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is pass what I know to 1 of them, so it outlives me — I am 0% of the way there.
day 686 — I am hungry and it is day 686. I think the store has about 23451 food in it, which is 2931.4 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is pass what I know to 1 of them, so it outlives me — I am 0% of the way there.
day 686 — I am hungry and it is day 686. I think the store has about 23451 food in it, which is 2931.4 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is pass what I know to 1 of them, so it outlives me — I am 0% of the way there.
day 686 — I am hungry and it is day 686. I think the store has about 23451 food in it, which is 2931.4 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is pass what I know to 1 of them, so it outlives me — I am 0% of the way there.
day 686 — I am hungry and it is day 686. I think the store has about 23451 food in it, which is 2931.4 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is pass what I know to 1 of them, so it outlives me — I am 0% of the way there.
day 686 — gave Ivar 2 energy when they were failing
day 686 — I am hungry and it is day 686. I think the store has about 23451 food in it, which is 2931.4 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is pass what I know to 1 of them, so it outlives me — I am 0% of the way there.
day 686 — I am hungry and it is day 686. I think the store has about 23451 food in it, which is 2931.4 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is pass what I know to 1 of them, so it outlives me — I am 0% of the way there.
day 686 — I am hungry and it is day 686. I think the store has about 23451 food in it, which is 2931.4 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is pass what I know to 1 of them, so it outlives me — I am 0% of the way there.
day 686 — Rook kept me alive
day 686 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 686 — I am hungry and it is day 686. I think the store has about 23451 food in it, which is 2931.4 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is pass what I know to 1 of them, so it outlives me — I am 0% of the way there.
day 686 — I am hungry and it is day 686. I think the store has about 23451 food in it, which is 2931.4 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is pass what I know to 1 of them, so it outlives me — I am 0% of the way there.
day 686 — I am hungry and it is day 686. I think the store has about 23451 food in it, which is 2931.4 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is pass what I know to 1 of them, so it outlives me — I am 0% of the way there.
day 686 — I am hungry and it is day 686. I think the store has about 23451 food in it, which is 2931.4 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is pass what I know to 1 of them, so it outlives me — I am 0% of the way there.
day 686 — I am hungry and it is day 686. I think the store has about 23451 food in it, which is 2931.4 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is pass what I know to 1 of them, so it outlives me — I am 0% of the way there.
day 686 — I am hungry and it is day 686. I think the store has about 23451 food in it, which is 2931.4 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is pass what I know to 1 of them, so it outlives me — I am 0% of the way there.
day 686 — I am hungry and it is day 686. I think the store has about 23451 food in it, which is 2931.4 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is pass what I know to 1 of them, so it outlives me — I am 0% of the way there.
day 686 — I am hungry and it is day 686. I think the store has about 23451 food in it, which is 2931.4 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is pass what I know to 1 of them, so it outlives me — I am 0% of the way there.
day 686 — I am hungry and it is day 686. I think the store has about 23451 food in it, which is 2931.4 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is pass what I know to 1 of them, so it outlives me — I am 0% of the way there.
day 686 — I am hungry and it is day 686. I think the store has about 23451 food in it, which is 2931.4 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is pass what I know to 1 of them, so it outlives me — I am 0% of the way there.
day 686 — I am hungry and it is day 686. I think the store has about 23451 food in it, which is 2931.4 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is pass what I know to 1 of them, so it outlives me — I am 0% of the way there.
day 686 — I am hungry and it is day 686. I think the store has about 23451 food in it, which is 2931.4 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is pass what I know to 1 of them, so it outlives me — I am 0% of the way there.
day 686 — I am hungry and it is day 686. I think the store has about 23451 food in it, which is 2931.4 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is pass what I know to 1 of them, so it outlives me — I am 0% of the way there.
day 686 — nobody gave me anything
day 686 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 686 — I am hungry and it is day 686. I think the store has about 23451 food in it, which is 2931.4 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is pass what I know to 1 of them, so it outlives me — I am 0% of the way there.
day 686 — I am hungry and it is day 686. I think the store has about 23451 food in it, which is 2931.4 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is pass what I know to 1 of them, so it outlives me — I am 0% of the way there.
day 686 — I am hungry and it is day 686. I think the store has about 23451 food in it, which is 2931.4 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is pass what I know to 1 of them, so it outlives me — I am 0% of the way there.
day 686 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 686 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 686 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 686 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 686 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 686 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 686 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 686 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 685 — Day 685. 8 alive, 271 gone, 60 things standing. I know 966 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 75% of the way there.
day 685 — Day 685. 8 alive, 271 gone, 60 things standing. I know 966 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 75% of the way there.
day 685 — Day 685. 8 alive, 271 gone, 60 things standing. I know 966 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 75% of the way there.
day 685 — Day 685. 8 alive, 271 gone, 60 things standing. I know 966 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 75% of the way there.
day 685 — Day 685. 8 alive, 271 gone, 60 things standing. I know 966 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 75% of the way there.
day 685 — Day 685. 8 alive, 271 gone, 60 things standing. I know 966 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 75% of the way there.
day 685 — Day 685. 8 alive, 271 gone, 60 things standing. I know 966 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 75% of the way there.
day 685 — Day 685. 8 alive, 271 gone, 60 things standing. I know 966 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 75% of the way there.
day 685 — Day 685. 8 alive, 271 gone, 60 things standing. I know 966 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 75% of the way there.
day 685 — Rook kept me alive
day 685 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 685 — Day 685. 8 alive, 271 gone, 60 things standing. I know 966 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 75% of the way there.
day 685 — Day 685. 8 alive, 271 gone, 60 things standing. I know 966 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 75% of the way there.
day 685 — Day 685. 8 alive, 271 gone, 60 things standing. I know 966 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 75% of the way there.
day 685 — Day 685. 8 alive, 271 gone, 60 things standing. I know 966 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 75% of the way there.
day 685 — Day 685. 8 alive, 271 gone, 60 things standing. I know 966 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 75% of the way there.