Maren

woman · no longer with them · feeling gone · day 741

Right now

heading to the larder to eat

energy credits50

fed0

warm96

health0

Who they are

drawn to others26

grit95

curiosity86

stubbornness36

Wants: to never be hungry again. Working towards: have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand.

What they have done

Lifetime contribution 204. Today: gathered 0, hauled 0, built 0.0, talked 0 · 0.0 energy spent.

Yesterday they scored 0.

Read at the library: Tove showed me how to get us through 2 days with nobody buried; get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I have done this, and I know how; Ivar showed me how to pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands; Ode showed me how to get food 28 steps out from the store, so we can go further; Ivar showed me how to get us through 4 days with nobody buried; get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I have done this, and I know how.

Conversations

day 692 · heard — Tove: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 692 · heard — Cass: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 692 · heard — Bryn: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 692 · heard — Tove: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 692 · heard — Cass: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 692 · heard — Bryn: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 692 · heard — Tove: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 692 · heard — Cass: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 692 · heard — Bryn: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 692 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 692 · heard — Silas: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 692 · heard — Tove: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 692 · said — Right. Nothing gets better while we stand here talking.
day 692 · heard — Silas: Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 692 · said — I'm set on have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand, Silas. Tell me straight if you think that's the wrong thing to be spending myself on.
day 692 · heard — Tove: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 692 · heard — Halla: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 692 · heard — Cass: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 692 · said — Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 692 · heard — Bryn: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 692 · said — Fair enough, Silas. I'll hold you to it.
day 692 · heard — Silas: There was food in the store when I last looked — maybe 23496 worth. Go on, I'll keep at this.
day 692 · said — Silas, I'm down to nothing. Is there anything left in the store?
day 692 · heard — Tove: Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 692 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 692 · heard — Silas: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 692 · heard — Tove: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 692 · heard — Tove: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 692 · heard — Halla: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 692 · heard — Ode: Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 692 · said — I'm set on have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand, Ode. Tell me straight if you think that's the wrong thing to be spending myself on.
day 692 · heard — Bryn: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 692 · heard — Ode: I'm not going to last the night on my own.
day 691 · heard — Cass: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 691 · heard — Ode: Mine is different: Maren showed me where things grow. We carry what we carry.
day 691 · said — Something stays with me, Ode: Silas kept me alive.
day 691 · heard — Tove: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 691 · heard — Halla: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 691 · said — Good. I'd rather do it with you than alone.

Inside their head

Private. Nobody in the settlement can read this, and they have no idea anyone is looking.

day 692 — I am hungry and it is day 692. I think the store has about 23597 food in it, which is 2949.6 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 692 — Tove is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 692 — I am hungry and it is day 692. I think the store has about 23597 food in it, which is 2949.6 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 692 — I am hungry and it is day 692. I think the store has about 23597 food in it, which is 2949.6 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 692 — Cass is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 692 — I am hungry and it is day 692. I think the store has about 23597 food in it, which is 2949.6 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 692 — I am hungry and it is day 692. I think the store has about 23597 food in it, which is 2949.6 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 692 — Bryn is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 692 — I am hungry and it is day 692. I think the store has about 23597 food in it, which is 2949.6 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 692 — I am hungry and it is day 692. I think the store has about 23597 food in it, which is 2949.6 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 692 — I am hungry and it is day 692. I think the store has about 23597 food in it, which is 2949.6 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 692 — I am hungry and it is day 692. I think the store has about 23597 food in it, which is 2949.6 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 692 — Tove is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 692 — I am hungry and it is day 692. I think the store has about 23597 food in it, which is 2949.6 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 692 — I am hungry and it is day 692. I think the store has about 23597 food in it, which is 2949.6 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 692 — Cass is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 692 — I am hungry and it is day 692. I think the store has about 23597 food in it, which is 2949.6 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 692 — I am hungry and it is day 692. I think the store has about 23597 food in it, which is 2949.6 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 692 — Bryn is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 692 — I am hungry and it is day 692. I think the store has about 23597 food in it, which is 2949.6 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 692 — I am hungry and it is day 692. I think the store has about 23597 food in it, which is 2949.6 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 692 — I am hungry and it is day 692. I think the store has about 23597 food in it, which is 2949.6 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 692 — I am hungry and it is day 692. I think the store has about 23597 food in it, which is 2949.6 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 692 — Tove is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 692 — I am hungry and it is day 692. I think the store has about 23597 food in it, which is 2949.6 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 692 — I am hungry and it is day 692. I think the store has about 23597 food in it, which is 2949.6 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 692 — Cass is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 692 — I am hungry and it is day 692. I think the store has about 23597 food in it, which is 2949.6 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 692 — I am hungry and it is day 692. I think the store has about 23597 food in it, which is 2949.6 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 692 — Bryn is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 692 — I am hungry and it is day 692. I think the store has about 23597 food in it, which is 2949.6 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 692 — I am hungry and it is day 692. I think the store has about 23597 food in it, which is 2949.6 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 692 — I am hungry and it is day 692. I think the store has about 23597 food in it, which is 2949.6 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 692 — I am hungry and it is day 692. I think the store has about 23597 food in it, which is 2949.6 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 692 — nobody gave me anything
day 692 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 692 — I am hungry and it is day 692. I think the store has about 23597 food in it, which is 2949.6 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 692 — I am hungry and it is day 692. I think the store has about 23597 food in it, which is 2949.6 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 692 — Tove is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 692 — I am hungry and it is day 692. I think the store has about 23597 food in it, which is 2949.6 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 692 — Tove is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Tove kept me alive. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 692 — Tove is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 692 — Halla is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 692 — Tove is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Tove kept me alive. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 692 — Tove is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Tove kept me alive. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 692 — Cass is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 692 — Tove is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Tove kept me alive. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 692 — Tove is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Tove kept me alive. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 692 — gave Bryn 2 energy when they were failing
day 692 — Tove is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Tove kept me alive. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 692 — Tove is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. I keep coming back to it: Tove kept me alive. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 692 — I am hungry and it is day 692. I think the store has about 23597 food in it, which is 2949.6 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Day 692: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 692 — I am hungry and it is day 692. I think the store has about 23597 food in it, which is 2949.6 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Day 692: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 692 — I am hungry and it is day 692. I think the store has about 23597 food in it, which is 2949.6 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Day 692: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 692 — Tove kept me alive
day 692 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 692 — Silas is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 692 — I am hungry and it is day 692. I think the store has about 23597 food in it, which is 2949.6 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Day 692: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 692 — I am hungry and it is day 692. I think the store has about 23597 food in it, which is 2949.6 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Day 692: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. What I want for myself is have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand — I am 0% of the way there.
day 692 — Tove is asking, but I haven't got it to give