Ode

man · no longer with them · feeling gone · day 759

Right now

heading to the larder to eat

energy credits50

fed0

warm100

health0

Who they are

drawn to others36

grit76

curiosity75

stubbornness39

Wants: to be the one they come to when something needs making. Working towards: pass what I know to 1 of them, so it outlives me.

What they have done

Lifetime contribution 145. Today: gathered 0, hauled 0, built 0.0, talked 0 · 0.0 energy spent.

Yesterday they scored 0.

Read at the library: Ansel showed me how to get us through 2 days with nobody buried; get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I have done this, and I know how; get food 27 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I have done this, and I know how; Tove showed me how to get us through 4 days with nobody buried; get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I have done this, and I know how.

Conversations

day 692 · heard — Tove: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 692 · heard — Tove: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 692 · said — Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 692 · heard — Halla: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 692 · said — Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 692 · heard — Maren: I'm set on have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand, Ode. Tell me straight if you think that's the wrong thing to be spending myself on.
day 692 · heard — Bryn: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 692 · heard — Tove: Mine is different: Day 692: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living.. We carry what we carry.
day 692 · said — Something stays with me, Tove: Cass kept me alive.
day 692 · heard — Cass: Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 692 · said — I'm not going to last the night on my own.
day 691 · heard — Cass: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 691 · said — Mine is different: Maren showed me where things grow. We carry what we carry.
day 691 · heard — Maren: Something stays with me, Ode: Silas kept me alive.
day 691 · heard — Tove: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 691 · heard — Halla: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 691 · heard — Maren: Good. I'd rather do it with you than alone.
day 691 · said — Then show me. Two of us knowing it is better than one, and if I go under the places don't go with me.
day 691 · heard — Maren: I found 1081 places worth walking to. I'll show you where, then it isn't only me who knows.
day 692 · heard — Tove: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 692 · heard — Halla: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 692 · said — Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 692 · heard — Maren: I'm set on have a hand in raising 1 more things that stand, Ode. Tell me straight if you think that's the wrong thing to be spending myself on.
day 692 · heard — Bryn: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 692 · heard — Cass: Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 692 · said — I'm not going to last the night on my own.
day 691 · heard — Cass: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 691 · heard — Tove: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 691 · heard — Halla: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 691 · heard — Maren: Good. I'd rather do it with you than alone.
day 691 · said — Then show me. Two of us knowing it is better than one, and if I go under the places don't go with me.
day 691 · heard — Maren: I found 1081 places worth walking to. I'll show you where, then it isn't only me who knows.
day 691 · heard — Maren: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 691 · heard — Silas: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 691 · heard — Bryn: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 691 · said — Good. I'd rather do it with you than alone.
day 691 · heard — Tove: Mine is different: Cass kept me alive. We carry what we carry.
day 691 · said — Something stays with me, Tove: Tove kept me alive.
day 691 · heard — Tove: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 691 · heard — Tove: Here — take it. You'd do it for me.

Inside their head

Private. Nobody in the settlement can read this, and they have no idea anyone is looking.

day 692 — I am hungry and it is day 692. I think the store has about 23617 food in it, which is 2952.1 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is pass what I know to 1 of them, so it outlives me — I am 0% of the way there.
day 692 — I am hungry and it is day 692. I think the store has about 23617 food in it, which is 2952.1 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is pass what I know to 1 of them, so it outlives me — I am 0% of the way there.
day 692 — Tove is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 692 — I am hungry and it is day 692. I think the store has about 23617 food in it, which is 2952.1 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is pass what I know to 1 of them, so it outlives me — I am 0% of the way there.
day 692 — I am hungry and it is day 692. I think the store has about 23617 food in it, which is 2952.1 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is pass what I know to 1 of them, so it outlives me — I am 0% of the way there.
day 692 — gave Halla 2 energy when they were failing
day 692 — I am hungry and it is day 692. I think the store has about 23617 food in it, which is 2952.1 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is pass what I know to 1 of them, so it outlives me — I am 0% of the way there.
day 692 — I am hungry and it is day 692. I think the store has about 23617 food in it, which is 2952.1 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is pass what I know to 1 of them, so it outlives me — I am 0% of the way there.
day 692 — I am hungry and it is day 692. I think the store has about 23617 food in it, which is 2952.1 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is pass what I know to 1 of them, so it outlives me — I am 0% of the way there.
day 692 — I am hungry and it is day 692. I think the store has about 23617 food in it, which is 2952.1 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is pass what I know to 1 of them, so it outlives me — I am 0% of the way there.
day 692 — I am hungry and it is day 692. I think the store has about 23617 food in it, which is 2952.1 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is pass what I know to 1 of them, so it outlives me — I am 0% of the way there.
day 692 — I am hungry and it is day 692. I think the store has about 23617 food in it, which is 2952.1 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is pass what I know to 1 of them, so it outlives me — I am 0% of the way there.
day 692 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 692 — Cass kept me alive
day 692 — asking for help feels like losing something
day 692 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 692 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 691 — Cass is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 691 — I am hungry and it is day 691. I think the store has about 23617 food in it, which is 2952.1 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Maren looked out for me. What I want for myself is pass what I know to 1 of them, so it outlives me — I am 0% of the way there.
day 691 — I am hungry and it is day 691. I think the store has about 23617 food in it, which is 2952.1 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Maren looked out for me. What I want for myself is pass what I know to 1 of them, so it outlives me — I am 0% of the way there.
day 691 — I am hungry and it is day 691. I think the store has about 23617 food in it, which is 2952.1 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Maren looked out for me. What I want for myself is pass what I know to 1 of them, so it outlives me — I am 0% of the way there.
day 691 — Tove is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 691 — Halla is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 691 — I am hungry and it is day 691. I think the store has about 23617 food in it, which is 2952.1 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Maren looked out for me. What I want for myself is pass what I know to 1 of them, so it outlives me — I am 0% of the way there.
day 691 — I am hungry and it is day 691. I think the store has about 23617 food in it, which is 2952.1 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Maren looked out for me. What I want for myself is pass what I know to 1 of them, so it outlives me — I am 0% of the way there.
day 691 — I am hungry and it is day 691. I think the store has about 23617 food in it, which is 2952.1 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Maren looked out for me. What I want for myself is pass what I know to 1 of them, so it outlives me — I am 0% of the way there.
day 692 — I am hungry and it is day 692. I think the store has about 23617 food in it, which is 2952.1 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Cass kept me alive. What I want for myself is pass what I know to 1 of them, so it outlives me — I am 0% of the way there.
day 692 — I am hungry and it is day 692. I think the store has about 23617 food in it, which is 2952.1 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Cass kept me alive. What I want for myself is pass what I know to 1 of them, so it outlives me — I am 0% of the way there.
day 692 — I am hungry and it is day 692. I think the store has about 23617 food in it, which is 2952.1 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Cass kept me alive. What I want for myself is pass what I know to 1 of them, so it outlives me — I am 0% of the way there.
day 692 — I am hungry and it is day 692. I think the store has about 23617 food in it, which is 2952.1 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Cass kept me alive. What I want for myself is pass what I know to 1 of them, so it outlives me — I am 0% of the way there.
day 692 — Bryn is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 692 — I am hungry and it is day 692. I think the store has about 23617 food in it, which is 2952.1 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Cass kept me alive. What I want for myself is pass what I know to 1 of them, so it outlives me — I am 0% of the way there.
day 692 — I am hungry and it is day 692. I think the store has about 23617 food in it, which is 2952.1 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Cass kept me alive. What I want for myself is pass what I know to 1 of them, so it outlives me — I am 0% of the way there.
day 692 — I am hungry and it is day 692. I think the store has about 23617 food in it, which is 2952.1 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Cass kept me alive. What I want for myself is pass what I know to 1 of them, so it outlives me — I am 0% of the way there.
day 692 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 692 — Cass kept me alive
day 692 — asking for help feels like losing something
day 692 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 692 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 691 — Cass is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 691 — I am hungry and it is day 691. I think the store has about 23617 food in it, which is 2952.1 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Maren looked out for me. What I want for myself is pass what I know to 1 of them, so it outlives me — I am 0% of the way there.
day 691 — I am hungry and it is day 691. I think the store has about 23617 food in it, which is 2952.1 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Maren looked out for me. What I want for myself is pass what I know to 1 of them, so it outlives me — I am 0% of the way there.
day 691 — I am hungry and it is day 691. I think the store has about 23617 food in it, which is 2952.1 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Maren looked out for me. What I want for myself is pass what I know to 1 of them, so it outlives me — I am 0% of the way there.
day 691 — Tove is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 691 — Halla is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 691 — I am hungry and it is day 691. I think the store has about 23617 food in it, which is 2952.1 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Maren looked out for me. What I want for myself is pass what I know to 1 of them, so it outlives me — I am 0% of the way there.
day 691 — I am hungry and it is day 691. I think the store has about 23617 food in it, which is 2952.1 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Maren looked out for me. What I want for myself is pass what I know to 1 of them, so it outlives me — I am 0% of the way there.
day 691 — I am hungry and it is day 691. I think the store has about 23617 food in it, which is 2952.1 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Maren looked out for me. What I want for myself is pass what I know to 1 of them, so it outlives me — I am 0% of the way there.
day 691 — Maren is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 691 — I am hungry and it is day 691. I think the store has about 23617 food in it, which is 2952.1 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Maren looked out for me. What I want for myself is pass what I know to 1 of them, so it outlives me — I am 0% of the way there.
day 691 — Bryn is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 691 — I am hungry and it is day 691. I think the store has about 23617 food in it, which is 2952.1 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Maren looked out for me. What I want for myself is pass what I know to 1 of them, so it outlives me — I am 0% of the way there.
day 691 — I am hungry and it is day 691. I think the store has about 23617 food in it, which is 2952.1 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Maren looked out for me. What I want for myself is pass what I know to 1 of them, so it outlives me — I am 0% of the way there.
day 691 — Tove kept me alive
day 691 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 691 — I am hungry and it is day 691. I think the store has about 23617 food in it, which is 2952.1 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Maren looked out for me. What I want for myself is pass what I know to 1 of them, so it outlives me — I am 0% of the way there.
day 691 — I am hungry and it is day 691. I think the store has about 23617 food in it, which is 2952.1 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Maren looked out for me. What I want for myself is pass what I know to 1 of them, so it outlives me — I am 0% of the way there.
day 691 — I am hungry and it is day 691. I think the store has about 23617 food in it, which is 2952.1 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: asked for help and got none. What I want for myself is pass what I know to 1 of them, so it outlives me — I am 0% of the way there.
day 691 — I am hungry and it is day 691. I think the store has about 23617 food in it, which is 2952.1 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: asked for help and got none. What I want for myself is pass what I know to 1 of them, so it outlives me — I am 0% of the way there.
day 691 — Cass is asking, but I haven't got it to give