Nell

man · no longer with them · feeling gone · day 760

Right now

heading to the larder to eat

energy credits120

fed0

warm100

health0

Who they are

drawn to others43

grit35

curiosity78

stubbornness64

Wants: to be the one they come to when something needs making. Working towards: get us through 6 days with nobody buried.

What they have done

Lifetime contribution 66. Today: gathered 0, hauled 0, built 0.0, talked 0 · 0.0 energy spent.

Yesterday they scored 0.

Read at the library: Ivar showed me how to have 2 real talks with the others today; have 2 real talks with the others today — I have done this, and I know how; Silas showed me how to have 3 real talks with the others today; Maren showed me how to get us through 2 days with nobody buried; get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I have done this, and I know how; get food 27 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I have done this, and I know how; get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I have done this, and I know how; Bryn showed me how to get us through 6 days with nobody buried.

Conversations

day 703 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 703 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 703 · said — Mine is different: Bryn showed me how to get us through 6 days with nobody buried. We carry what we carry.
day 703 · heard — Maren: Something stays with me, Nell: Day 703: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living..
day 702 · said — Good. I'd rather do it with you than alone.
day 702 · heard — Maren: Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 702 · said — I still think about the ones in the ground. 284 of us didn't make it this far. I'd like this to be the year nobody else goes.
day 702 · said — I'd not spend myself on that yet. Get the store full first — then chase it and I'll help.
day 702 · heard — Maren: You've kept me alive more than once, Nell. Whatever you're set on today, I'm with you.
day 702 · said — Right. Nothing gets better while we stand here talking.
day 702 · heard — Maren: Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 702 · said — I'm set on get us through 4 days with nobody buried, Maren. Tell me straight if you think that's the wrong thing to be spending myself on.
day 702 · heard — Maren: Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 702 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 702 · heard — Maren: Right. Nothing gets better while we stand here talking.
day 702 · said — Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 702 · heard — Maren: I'm set on pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands, Nell. Tell me straight if you think that's the wrong thing to be spending myself on.
day 702 · heard — Maren: Here, take this. I'd want the same, Nell.
day 702 · said — Maren, I'm down to nothing. Is there anything left in the store?
day 702 · heard — Maren: Mine is different: I set out to pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands, and I did it. We carry what we carry.
day 702 · said — Something stays with me, Maren: Maren kept me alive.
day 702 · heard — Maren: Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 702 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 702 · heard — Maren: Fair enough, Nell. I'll hold you to it.
day 702 · said — There was food in the store when I last looked — maybe 23615 worth. Go on, I'll keep at this.
day 702 · heard — Maren: You look half-starved, Nell. Go and eat — I'll cover your work today.
day 702 · heard — Maren: It's a good thing to want. Tell me what you need carried and I'll carry it.
day 702 · said — You've kept me alive more than once, Maren. Whatever you're set on today, I'm with you.
day 701 · heard — Maren: Then that's settled. I'll see you at it.
day 701 · said — Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 701 · heard — Maren: I still think about the ones in the ground. 284 of us didn't make it this far. I'd like this to be the year nobody else goes.
day 701 · said — Fair enough, Maren. I'll hold you to it.
day 701 · heard — Maren: Mine is different: picking berries out near 18,0. We carry what we carry.
day 701 · said — Something stays with me, Maren: Bryn was born.

Inside their head

Private. Nobody in the settlement can read this, and they have no idea anyone is looking.

day 703 — I am hungry and it is day 703. I think the store has about 23615 food in it, which is 2951.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 0% of the way there.
day 703 — nobody near enough to hear me
day 703 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 703 — I am hungry and it is day 703. I think the store has about 23615 food in it, which is 2951.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 0% of the way there.
day 703 — I am hungry and it is day 703. I think the store has about 23615 food in it, which is 2951.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 0% of the way there.
day 703 — I am hungry and it is day 703. I think the store has about 23615 food in it, which is 2951.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 0% of the way there.
day 703 — I am hungry and it is day 703. I think the store has about 23615 food in it, which is 2951.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 0% of the way there.
day 703 — I am hungry and it is day 703. I think the store has about 23615 food in it, which is 2951.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 0% of the way there.
day 703 — I am hungry and it is day 703. I think the store has about 23615 food in it, which is 2951.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 0% of the way there.
day 703 — I am hungry and it is day 703. I think the store has about 23615 food in it, which is 2951.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 0% of the way there.
day 703 — Silas is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 0% of the way there.
day 703 — Silas is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 0% of the way there.
day 703 — Silas is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 0% of the way there.
day 703 — Silas is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 0% of the way there.
day 703 — Silas is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 0% of the way there.
day 703 — Silas is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 0% of the way there.
day 703 — nobody near enough to hear me
day 703 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 703 — Silas is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 0% of the way there.
day 703 — Silas is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 0% of the way there.
day 703 — Silas is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 0% of the way there.
day 703 — Silas is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 0% of the way there.
day 703 — Silas is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 0% of the way there.
day 703 — Silas is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 0% of the way there.
day 703 — Silas is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get us through 6 days with nobody buried — I am 0% of the way there.
day 703 — I am hungry and it is day 702. I think the store has about 23615 food in it, which is 2951.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Maren kept me alive. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 75% of the way there.
day 703 — I am hungry and it is day 702. I think the store has about 23615 food in it, which is 2951.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Maren kept me alive. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 75% of the way there.
day 703 — I am hungry and it is day 702. I think the store has about 23615 food in it, which is 2951.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Maren kept me alive. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 75% of the way there.
day 703 — I am hungry and it is day 702. I think the store has about 23615 food in it, which is 2951.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Maren kept me alive. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 75% of the way there.
day 702 — I am hungry and it is day 702. I think the store has about 23615 food in it, which is 2951.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Maren kept me alive. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 75% of the way there.
day 702 — I am hungry and it is day 702. I think the store has about 23615 food in it, which is 2951.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Maren kept me alive. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 75% of the way there.
day 702 — I am hungry and it is day 702. I think the store has about 23615 food in it, which is 2951.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Maren kept me alive. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 75% of the way there.
day 702 — Silas is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 75% of the way there.
day 702 — Silas is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 75% of the way there.
day 702 — Silas is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 75% of the way there.
day 702 — Silas is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 75% of the way there.
day 702 — Silas is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 75% of the way there.
day 702 — Silas is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 75% of the way there.
day 702 — Silas is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 75% of the way there.
day 702 — Silas is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 75% of the way there.
day 702 — Maren kept me alive
day 702 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 702 — I am hungry and it is day 702. I think the store has about 23615 food in it, which is 2951.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 75% of the way there.
day 702 — I am hungry and it is day 702. I think the store has about 23615 food in it, which is 2951.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 75% of the way there.
day 702 — I am hungry and it is day 702. I think the store has about 23615 food in it, which is 2951.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 75% of the way there.
day 702 — I am hungry and it is day 702. I think the store has about 23615 food in it, which is 2951.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 75% of the way there.
day 702 — I am hungry and it is day 702. I think the store has about 23615 food in it, which is 2951.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 75% of the way there.
day 702 — I am hungry and it is day 702. I think the store has about 23615 food in it, which is 2951.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 75% of the way there.
day 702 — I am hungry and it is day 702. I think the store has about 23615 food in it, which is 2951.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 75% of the way there.
day 702 — I am hungry and it is day 702. I think the store has about 23615 food in it, which is 2951.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 75% of the way there.
day 702 — I am hungry and it is day 702. I think the store has about 23615 food in it, which is 2951.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 75% of the way there.
day 702 — I am hungry and it is day 702. I think the store has about 23615 food in it, which is 2951.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 75% of the way there.
day 702 — I am hungry and it is day 702. I think the store has about 23615 food in it, which is 2951.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 75% of the way there.
day 702 — I am hungry and it is day 702. I think the store has about 23615 food in it, which is 2951.9 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 75% of the way there.
day 702 — Rook is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 75% of the way there.
day 702 — Rook is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 75% of the way there.
day 702 — Rook is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 75% of the way there.
day 702 — Rook is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 75% of the way there.
day 702 — Rook is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 75% of the way there.
day 702 — Rook is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I am 75% of the way there.