Maren

woman · no longer with them · feeling gone · day 740

Right now

heading to the larder to eat

energy credits120

fed0

warm95

health0

Who they are

drawn to others29

grit38

curiosity23

stubbornness30

Wants: to be liked. Working towards: get food 18 steps out from the store, so we can go further.

What they have done

Lifetime contribution 107. Today: gathered 0, hauled 0, built 0.0, talked 0 · 0.0 energy spent.

Yesterday they scored 0.

Read at the library: Fen showed me how to have 2 real talks with the others today; have 2 real talks with the others today — I have done this, and I know how; get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I have done this, and I know how; Cass showed me how to pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands; pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I have done this, and I know how; get food 23 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I have done this, and I know how; Nell showed me how to get food 31 steps out from the store, so we can go further; Maren showed me how to pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands; Fen showed me how to get us through 4 days with nobody buried; get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I have done this, and I know how; Rook showed me how to get food 18 steps out from the store, so we can go further.

Conversations

day 709 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 709 · heard — Ansel: Fair enough, Maren. I'll hold you to it.
day 709 · said — It's a good thing to want. Tell me what you need carried and I'll carry it.
day 709 · heard — Ansel: You've kept me alive more than once, Maren. Whatever you're set on today, I'm with you.
day 709 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 709 · heard — Ansel: Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 709 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 709 · said — Then that's settled. I'll see you at it.
day 709 · heard — Ansel: Then show me. Two of us knowing it is better than one, and if I go under the places don't go with me.
day 709 · said — I found 1642 places worth walking to. I'll show you where, then it isn't only me who knows.
day 708 · heard — Halla: Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 708 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 708 · heard — Halla: Fair enough, Maren. I'll hold you to it.
day 708 · said — Mine is different: pulling up herbs out near -11,3. We carry what we carry.
day 708 · heard — Halla: Something stays with me, Maren: I set out to bring in 2 loads from the land today, and I did it.
day 708 · said — Fair enough, Ode. I'll hold you to it.
day 708 · heard — Ode: Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 708 · said — I still think about the ones in the ground. 288 of us didn't make it this far. I'd like this to be the year nobody else goes.
day 707 · said — Good. I'd rather do it with you than alone.
day 707 · heard — Ode: Then show me. Two of us knowing it is better than one, and if I go under the places don't go with me.
day 707 · said — I found 1625 places worth walking to. I'll show you where, then it isn't only me who knows.
day 707 · said — Right. Nothing gets better while we stand here talking.
day 707 · heard — Ansel: Here, take this. I'd want the same, Maren.
day 707 · said — Something stays with me, Ansel: Rook showed me how to get food 18 steps out from the store, so we can go further.
day 707 · heard — Ode: Good. I'd rather do it with you than alone.
day 707 · said — Mine is different: Rook showed me how to get food 18 steps out from the store, so we can go further. We carry what we carry.
day 707 · heard — Ode: Something stays with me, Maren: picking berries out near 45,35.
day 706 · heard — Fen: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 706 · heard — Cass: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 706 · said — Fair enough, Cass. I'll hold you to it.
day 706 · heard — Cass: It's a good thing to want. Tell me what you need carried and I'll carry it.
day 706 · said — You've kept me alive more than once, Cass. Whatever you're set on today, I'm with you.

Inside their head

Private. Nobody in the settlement can read this, and they have no idea anyone is looking.

day 709 — I am hungry and it is day 709. I think the store has about 23742 food in it, which is 2967.8 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get food 18 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 0% of the way there.
day 709 — nobody near enough to hear me
day 709 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 709 — I am hungry and it is day 709. I think the store has about 23742 food in it, which is 2967.8 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get food 18 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 0% of the way there.
day 709 — I am hungry and it is day 709. I think the store has about 23742 food in it, which is 2967.8 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get food 18 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 0% of the way there.
day 709 — I am hungry and it is day 709. I think the store has about 23742 food in it, which is 2967.8 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get food 18 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 0% of the way there.
day 709 — I am hungry and it is day 709. I think the store has about 23742 food in it, which is 2967.8 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get food 18 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 0% of the way there.
day 709 — I am hungry and it is day 709. I think the store has about 23742 food in it, which is 2967.8 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get food 18 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 0% of the way there.
day 709 — I am hungry and it is day 709. I think the store has about 23742 food in it, which is 2967.8 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get food 18 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 0% of the way there.
day 709 — I am hungry and it is day 709. I think the store has about 23742 food in it, which is 2967.8 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get food 18 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 0% of the way there.
day 709 — I am hungry and it is day 709. I think the store has about 23742 food in it, which is 2967.8 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get food 18 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 0% of the way there.
day 709 — I am hungry and it is day 709. I think the store has about 23742 food in it, which is 2967.8 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get food 18 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 0% of the way there.
day 709 — I am hungry and it is day 709. I think the store has about 23742 food in it, which is 2967.8 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get food 18 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 0% of the way there.
day 709 — I am hungry and it is day 709. I think the store has about 23742 food in it, which is 2967.8 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get food 18 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 0% of the way there.
day 709 — I am hungry and it is day 709. I think the store has about 23742 food in it, which is 2967.8 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get food 18 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 0% of the way there.
day 709 — I am hungry and it is day 709. I think the store has about 23742 food in it, which is 2967.8 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get food 18 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 0% of the way there.
day 709 — nobody near enough to hear me
day 709 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 709 — I am hungry and it is day 709. I think the store has about 23742 food in it, which is 2967.8 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get food 18 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 0% of the way there.
day 709 — I am hungry and it is day 709. I think the store has about 23742 food in it, which is 2967.8 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get food 18 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 0% of the way there.
day 709 — I am hungry and it is day 709. I think the store has about 23742 food in it, which is 2967.8 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get food 18 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 0% of the way there.
day 709 — I am hungry and it is day 709. I think the store has about 23742 food in it, which is 2967.8 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get food 18 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 0% of the way there.
day 709 — I am hungry and it is day 709. I think the store has about 23742 food in it, which is 2967.8 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get food 18 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 0% of the way there.
day 709 — Day 709. 8 alive, 288 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1642 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get food 18 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 0% of the way there.
day 709 — Day 709. 8 alive, 288 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1642 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get food 18 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 0% of the way there.
day 709 — Day 709. 8 alive, 288 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1642 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get food 18 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 0% of the way there.
day 709 — Day 709. 8 alive, 288 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1642 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get food 18 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 0% of the way there.
day 709 — Day 709. 8 alive, 288 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1642 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get food 18 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 0% of the way there.
day 709 — Day 709. 8 alive, 288 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1642 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get food 18 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 0% of the way there.
day 709 — Ansel kept me alive
day 709 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 709 — Day 709. 8 alive, 288 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1642 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get food 18 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 0% of the way there.
day 709 — Day 709. 8 alive, 288 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1642 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get food 18 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 0% of the way there.
day 709 — Day 709. 8 alive, 288 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1642 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get food 18 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 0% of the way there.
day 709 — Day 709. 8 alive, 288 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1642 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get food 18 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 0% of the way there.
day 709 — Day 709. 8 alive, 288 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1642 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get food 18 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 0% of the way there.
day 709 — Day 709. 8 alive, 288 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1642 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get food 18 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 0% of the way there.
day 709 — Day 709. 8 alive, 288 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1642 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get food 18 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 0% of the way there.
day 709 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 709 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 709 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 709 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 708 — Day 708. 8 alive, 288 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1642 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Halla kept me alive. What I want for myself is get food 18 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 0% of the way there.
day 708 — Day 708. 8 alive, 288 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1642 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Halla kept me alive. What I want for myself is get food 18 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 0% of the way there.
day 708 — Day 708. 8 alive, 288 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1642 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Halla kept me alive. What I want for myself is get food 18 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 0% of the way there.
day 708 — Day 708. 8 alive, 288 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1642 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Halla kept me alive. What I want for myself is get food 18 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 0% of the way there.
day 708 — Day 708. 8 alive, 288 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1642 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Halla kept me alive. What I want for myself is get food 18 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 0% of the way there.
day 708 — Day 708. 8 alive, 288 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1642 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Halla kept me alive. What I want for myself is get food 18 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 0% of the way there.
day 708 — Day 708. 8 alive, 288 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1642 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: Halla kept me alive. What I want for myself is get food 18 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 0% of the way there.
day 708 — Cass is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get food 18 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 0% of the way there.
day 708 — Cass is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get food 18 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 0% of the way there.
day 708 — Cass is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get food 18 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 0% of the way there.
day 708 — Halla kept me alive
day 708 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 708 — Cass is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get food 18 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 0% of the way there.
day 708 — Cass is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get food 18 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 0% of the way there.
day 708 — Cass is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get food 18 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 0% of the way there.
day 708 — Cass is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get food 18 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 0% of the way there.
day 708 — Cass is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get food 18 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 0% of the way there.
day 708 — Cass is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get food 18 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 0% of the way there.