Ode

man · no longer with them · feeling gone · day 778

Right now

heading to the larder to eat

energy credits120

fed0

warm98

health0

Who they are

drawn to others89

grit42

curiosity55

stubbornness25

Wants: to leave something standing after they're gone. Working towards: get food 31 steps out from the store, so we can go further.

What they have done

Lifetime contribution 106. Today: gathered 0, hauled 0, built 0.0, talked 0 · 0.0 energy spent.

Yesterday they scored 0.

Read at the library: get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I have done this, and I know how; Cass showed me how to get food 23 steps out from the store, so we can go further; get food 23 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I have done this, and I know how; Nell showed me how to get food 31 steps out from the store, so we can go further; Maren showed me how to pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands; Cass showed me how to pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands; Maren showed me how to get us through 4 days with nobody buried; get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I have done this, and I know how.

Conversations

day 711 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 711 · heard — Ivar: Fair enough, Ode. I'll hold you to it.
day 711 · said — Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 711 · heard — Ivar: I'm set on make something nobody here has made before, Ode. Tell me straight if you think that's the wrong thing to be spending myself on.
day 711 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 710 · heard — Ansel: Mine is different: pulling up herbs out near -12,7. We carry what we carry.
day 710 · said — Something stays with me, Ansel: pulling up herbs out near -16,-24.
day 710 · said — Good. I'd rather do it with you than alone.
day 710 · heard — Rook: Then show me. Two of us knowing it is better than one, and if I go under the places don't go with me.
day 710 · said — I found 1747 places worth walking to. I'll show you where, then it isn't only me who knows.
day 709 · heard — Ivar: Then that's settled. I'll see you at it.
day 709 · said — It's a good thing to want. Tell me what you need carried and I'll carry it.
day 709 · heard — Ivar: You've kept me alive more than once, Ode. Whatever you're set on today, I'm with you.
day 709 · said — Then that's settled. I'll see you at it.
day 709 · heard — Halla: Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 709 · said — I'm set on get us through 4 days with nobody buried, Halla. Tell me straight if you think that's the wrong thing to be spending myself on.
day 709 · said — Fair enough, Ansel. I'll hold you to it.
day 709 · heard — Ansel: Mine is different: picking berries out near 27,18. We carry what we carry.
day 709 · said — Something stays with me, Ansel: Day 709: Still 8 of us after 7 days. Standing still is not the same as living..
day 708 · heard — Rook: Fair enough, Ode. I'll hold you to it.
day 708 · said — Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 708 · heard — Rook: I'm set on raise a child of my own, Ode. Tell me straight if you think that's the wrong thing to be spending myself on.
day 708 · heard — Halla reckons if we stop, there is nobody after us
day 708 · heard — Halla: I found 1655 places worth walking to. I'll show you where, then it isn't only me who knows.

Inside their head

Private. Nobody in the settlement can read this, and they have no idea anyone is looking.

day 711 — I am hungry and it is day 711. I think the store has about 23808 food in it, which is 2976.0 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Ivar and I faced up to how close we are to the end. What I want for myself is get food 31 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 90% of the way there.
day 711 — I am hungry and it is day 711. I think the store has about 23808 food in it, which is 2976.0 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. I keep coming back to it: Ivar and I faced up to how close we are to the end. What I want for myself is get food 31 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 90% of the way there.
day 711 — nobody near enough to hear me
day 711 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 711 — I am hungry and it is day 711. I think the store has about 23808 food in it, which is 2976.0 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get food 31 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 90% of the way there.
day 711 — I am hungry and it is day 711. I think the store has about 23808 food in it, which is 2976.0 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get food 31 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 90% of the way there.
day 711 — I am hungry and it is day 711. I think the store has about 23808 food in it, which is 2976.0 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get food 31 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 90% of the way there.
day 711 — I am hungry and it is day 711. I think the store has about 23808 food in it, which is 2976.0 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get food 31 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 90% of the way there.
day 711 — I am hungry and it is day 711. I think the store has about 23808 food in it, which is 2976.0 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get food 31 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 90% of the way there.
day 711 — I am hungry and it is day 711. I think the store has about 23808 food in it, which is 2976.0 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get food 31 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 90% of the way there.
day 711 — I am hungry and it is day 711. I think the store has about 23808 food in it, which is 2976.0 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get food 31 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 90% of the way there.
day 711 — I am hungry and it is day 711. I think the store has about 23808 food in it, which is 2976.0 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get food 31 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 90% of the way there.
day 711 — I am hungry and it is day 711. I think the store has about 23808 food in it, which is 2976.0 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get food 31 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 90% of the way there.
day 711 — I am hungry and it is day 711. I think the store has about 23808 food in it, which is 2976.0 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get food 31 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 90% of the way there.
day 711 — I am hungry and it is day 711. I think the store has about 23808 food in it, which is 2976.0 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get food 31 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 90% of the way there.
day 711 — I am hungry and it is day 711. I think the store has about 23808 food in it, which is 2976.0 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is get food 31 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 90% of the way there.
day 711 — nobody near enough to hear me
day 711 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 711 — Day 711. 8 alive, 289 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1753 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get food 31 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 90% of the way there.
day 711 — Day 711. 8 alive, 289 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1753 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get food 31 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 90% of the way there.
day 711 — Day 711. 8 alive, 289 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1753 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get food 31 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 90% of the way there.
day 711 — Day 711. 8 alive, 289 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1753 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get food 31 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 90% of the way there.
day 711 — Day 711. 8 alive, 289 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1753 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get food 31 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 90% of the way there.
day 711 — Day 711. 8 alive, 289 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1753 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get food 31 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 90% of the way there.
day 711 — Day 711. 8 alive, 289 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1753 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get food 31 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 90% of the way there.
day 711 — Day 711. 8 alive, 289 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1753 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get food 31 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 90% of the way there.
day 711 — Day 711. 8 alive, 289 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1753 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get food 31 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 90% of the way there.
day 711 — Day 711. 8 alive, 289 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1753 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get food 31 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 90% of the way there.
day 711 — Day 711. 8 alive, 289 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1753 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get food 31 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 90% of the way there.
day 711 — Day 711. 8 alive, 289 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1753 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get food 31 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 90% of the way there.
day 711 — Day 711. 8 alive, 289 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1753 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get food 31 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 90% of the way there.
day 711 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 711 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 711 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 711 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 711 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 711 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 710 — Day 710. 8 alive, 289 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1753 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: pulling up herbs out near -16,-24. What I want for myself is get food 31 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 90% of the way there.
day 710 — Day 710. 8 alive, 289 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1753 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. I keep coming back to it: pulling up herbs out near -16,-24. What I want for myself is get food 31 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 90% of the way there.
day 710 — Ivar is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get food 31 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 90% of the way there.
day 710 — Ivar is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get food 31 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 90% of the way there.
day 710 — Ivar is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get food 31 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 90% of the way there.
day 710 — Ivar is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get food 31 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 90% of the way there.
day 710 — Ivar is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get food 31 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 90% of the way there.
day 710 — Ivar is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get food 31 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 90% of the way there.
day 710 — Ivar is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get food 31 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 90% of the way there.
day 710 — Ivar is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get food 31 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 90% of the way there.
day 710 — Ivar is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get food 31 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 90% of the way there.
day 710 — Ivar is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is get food 31 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 90% of the way there.
day 710 — Day 710. 8 alive, 289 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1743 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get food 31 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 90% of the way there.
day 710 — Day 710. 8 alive, 289 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1743 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get food 31 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 90% of the way there.
day 710 — Day 710. 8 alive, 289 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1745 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get food 31 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 90% of the way there.
day 710 — Day 710. 8 alive, 289 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1745 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get food 31 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 90% of the way there.
day 710 — Day 710. 8 alive, 289 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1745 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get food 31 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 90% of the way there.
day 710 — Day 710. 8 alive, 289 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1745 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get food 31 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 90% of the way there.
day 710 — Day 710. 8 alive, 289 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1748 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get food 31 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 0% of the way there.
day 710 — Day 710. 8 alive, 289 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1748 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get food 31 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 0% of the way there.
day 710 — Day 710. 8 alive, 289 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1748 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get food 31 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 0% of the way there.
day 710 — Day 710. 8 alive, 289 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1748 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get food 31 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 0% of the way there.
day 710 — Day 710. 8 alive, 289 gone, 60 things standing. I know 1748 places worth walking to. It is not much yet, but it is more than we had when I got here. What I want for myself is get food 31 steps out from the store, so we can go further — I am 0% of the way there.