Halla

man · no longer with them · feeling gone · day 741

Right now

heading to the larder to eat

energy credits38

fed0

warm90

health0

Who they are

drawn to others56

grit68

curiosity26

stubbornness73

Wants: to be the one they come to when something needs making. Working towards: see 9 of us alive here at once.

What they have done

Lifetime contribution 510. Today: gathered 0, hauled 0, built 0.0, talked 0 · 0.0 energy spent.

Yesterday they scored 0.

Read at the library: Tove showed me how to get us through 2 days with nobody buried; get us through 2 days with nobody buried — I have done this, and I know how; bring in 2 loads from the land today — I have done this, and I know how; get us through 4 days with nobody buried — I have done this, and I know how; Tove showed me how to pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands; pull somebody back from the edge with my own hands — I have done this, and I know how.

Conversations

day 739 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 739 · heard — Tove: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 739 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 739 · said — Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 739 · heard — Tove: I still think about the ones in the ground. 296 of us didn't make it this far. I'd like this to be the year nobody else goes.
day 739 · heard — Tove: Mine is different: Ivar kept me alive. We carry what we carry.
day 739 · said — Something stays with me, Tove: Nell kept me alive.
day 739 · heard — Tove: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 739 · heard — Nell: Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 739 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 739 · said — Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 739 · heard — Tove: I'm set on get us through 8 days with nobody buried, Halla. Tell me straight if you think that's the wrong thing to be spending myself on.
day 739 · heard — Ivar: I'm not going to last the night on my own.
day 739 · heard — Nell: I'm not going to last the night on my own.
day 739 · heard — Tove: Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 739 · said — I still think about the ones in the ground. 294 of us didn't make it this far. I'd like this to be the year nobody else goes.
day 739 · heard — Tove: Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 739 · said — I'm set on see 9 of us alive here at once, Tove. Tell me straight if you think that's the wrong thing to be spending myself on.
day 738 · heard — Ivar: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 738 · heard — Tove: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 738 · heard — Nell: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 738 · said — Then that's settled. I'll see you at it.
day 738 · heard — Tove: Mine is different: Ansel kept me alive. We carry what we carry.
day 738 · said — Something stays with me, Tove: Ode was born.
day 738 · heard — Ivar: Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 738 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 738 · said — Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 738 · heard — Tove: I still think about the ones in the ground. 293 of us didn't make it this far. I'd like this to be the year nobody else goes.
day 738 · heard — Ansel: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 738 · heard — Ivar: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 738 · heard — Tove: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 738 · heard — Nell: I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 738 · heard — Ansel: Here — take it. You'd do it for me.
day 738 · said — I haven't eaten. Has anyone got food to spare?
day 738 · heard — Tove: Then that's settled. I'll see you at it.
day 738 · said — Mine is different: helped Tove through a bad day. We carry what we carry.
day 738 · heard — Tove: Something stays with me, Halla: Halla and I faced up to how close we are to the end.
day 738 · said — Right. Nothing gets better while we stand here talking.
day 738 · heard — Tove: Roofs, then. Cold kills quicker than hunger. I'll haul until the next one is standing.
day 738 · said — I still think about the ones in the ground. 293 of us didn't make it this far. I'd like this to be the year nobody else goes.

Inside their head

Private. Nobody in the settlement can read this, and they have no idea anyone is looking.

day 739 — I am hungry and it is day 739. I think the store has about 23718 food in it, which is 2964.8 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 739 — nobody gave me anything
day 739 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 739 — I am hungry and it is day 739. I think the store has about 23718 food in it, which is 2964.8 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 739 — I am hungry and it is day 739. I think the store has about 23718 food in it, which is 2964.8 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 739 — I am hungry and it is day 739. I think the store has about 23718 food in it, which is 2964.8 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 739 — I am hungry and it is day 739. I think the store has about 23718 food in it, which is 2964.8 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 739 — I am hungry and it is day 739. I think the store has about 23718 food in it, which is 2964.8 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 739 — I am hungry and it is day 739. I think the store has about 23718 food in it, which is 2964.8 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 739 — I am hungry and it is day 739. I think the store has about 23718 food in it, which is 2964.8 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 739 — I am hungry and it is day 739. I think the store has about 23718 food in it, which is 2964.8 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 739 — Tove is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 739 — I am hungry and it is day 739. I think the store has about 23718 food in it, which is 2964.8 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 739 — I am hungry and it is day 739. I think the store has about 23718 food in it, which is 2964.8 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 739 — I am hungry and it is day 739. I think the store has about 23718 food in it, which is 2964.8 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 739 — I am hungry and it is day 739. I think the store has about 23718 food in it, which is 2964.8 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 739 — nobody gave me anything
day 739 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 739 — I am hungry and it is day 739. I think the store has about 23718 food in it, which is 2964.8 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 739 — I am hungry and it is day 739. I think the store has about 23718 food in it, which is 2964.8 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 739 — I am hungry and it is day 739. I think the store has about 23718 food in it, which is 2964.8 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 739 — I am hungry and it is day 739. I think the store has about 23718 food in it, which is 2964.8 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 739 — I am hungry and it is day 739. I think the store has about 23718 food in it, which is 2964.8 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 739 — I am hungry and it is day 739. I think the store has about 23718 food in it, which is 2964.8 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 739 — I am hungry and it is day 739. I think the store has about 23718 food in it, which is 2964.8 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 739 — I am hungry and it is day 739. I think the store has about 23718 food in it, which is 2964.8 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 739 — I am hungry and it is day 739. I think the store has about 23718 food in it, which is 2964.8 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 739 — Tove is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 739 — I am hungry and it is day 739. I think the store has about 23718 food in it, which is 2964.8 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 739 — I am hungry and it is day 739. I think the store has about 23718 food in it, which is 2964.8 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 739 — I am hungry and it is day 739. I think the store has about 23718 food in it, which is 2964.8 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 739 — Nell kept me alive
day 739 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 739 — I am hungry and it is day 739. I think the store has about 23718 food in it, which is 2964.8 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 739 — I am hungry and it is day 739. I think the store has about 23718 food in it, which is 2964.8 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 739 — I am hungry and it is day 739. I think the store has about 23718 food in it, which is 2964.8 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 739 — I am hungry and it is day 739. I think the store has about 23718 food in it, which is 2964.8 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 739 — I am hungry and it is day 739. I think the store has about 23718 food in it, which is 2964.8 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 739 — Ivar is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 739 — Ivar is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 739 — Ivar is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 739 — Ivar is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 739 — Ivar is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 739 — Ivar is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 739 — Ivar is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 739 — Ivar is failing. I can carry 0 food. Losing one of us costs the whole settlement more than a meal costs me — I should go and find them. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 739 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 739 — Stop hoarding. Food in the store keeps nobody's name alive — children do.
day 738 — I am hungry and it is day 738. I think the store has about 23718 food in it, which is 2964.8 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 738 — I am hungry and it is day 738. I think the store has about 23718 food in it, which is 2964.8 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 738 — Tove is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 738 — I am hungry and it is day 738. I think the store has about 23718 food in it, which is 2964.8 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 738 — I am hungry and it is day 738. I think the store has about 23718 food in it, which is 2964.8 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 738 — Nell is asking, but I haven't got it to give
day 738 — I am hungry and it is day 738. I think the store has about 23718 food in it, which is 2964.8 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 738 — Ivar kept me alive
day 738 — asking for food feels like losing something
day 738 — I am hungry and it is day 738. I think the store has about 23718 food in it, which is 2964.8 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 738 — I am hungry and it is day 738. I think the store has about 23718 food in it, which is 2964.8 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.
day 738 — I am hungry and it is day 738. I think the store has about 23718 food in it, which is 2964.8 days for each of us. If I don't eat soon I'll be no use to anyone, so I'm going to find something and take the rest back. What I want for myself is see 9 of us alive here at once — I am 89% of the way there.